Mutt hadn't opened his mouth to speak, and he had been silent when Troll questioned him, but it was definitely not because Troll talked about his thoughts—he was just stupid.
What is the major general talking about
revenge? To whom
The major general said he killed that 'major general'? So he approached the major general to avenge the 'major general' who was forced to death
…
What the hell is this all about!
He can understand all the words the major general said, why can't he understand them all together
Being hugged by Troll without any resistance, it is entirely because he is completely dumbfounded at the moment. I don't know why, since the major general lost his memory, his and the major general's brain circuits seem to be completely out of line, completely diametrically opposed.
At this moment, his face was still pressed against Troll's chest, and as long as Troll lowered his head a little, he could clearly see Mute's bewildered and astonished expression. However, Troll never looked down, so he naturally didn't notice Mutt's strange expression.
In Troll's view, because he forced the 'Major General' to death, Mutt actually approached him with a hatred for him and wanted to take revenge on him, so he killed him because he was unwilling to be in tune with his spirit . Therefore, in the spiritual world where it is impossible to lie and hide emotions now, Mute must show hatred when he sees his face.
... He didn't want to see hatred for himself in Mute's eyes.
Even if there is only a little bit, he doesn't want to see it.
So he could only hold the boy tightly in his arms, because he felt that as soon as he let go, the person in his arms would leave him.
...
……………
The emperor's mind is really difficult to understand.
Mutt didn't feel it before, but now he feels that it is a wise saying.
At least he doesn't understand what His Majesty the Emperor is thinking now!
Forget it, don't guess.
Mutt gave up guessing, he closed his eyes, and unfolded his mental power. Fortunately, the major general is holding him now, making physical contact, so that he can touch the major general's thoughts.
Fortunately, he forcibly split part of his memory and hid it deep in his subconscious just now. Now that he is in contact with the major general's mental body, the major general will not feel that part of his memory.
Thanks to this is his spiritual world, and on the premise that he is very close to Troll's spirit itself, he can easily feel Troll's thoughts, and also sense that Troll saw it not long ago. those fragments of memory.
The boy who got the answer opened his eyes and couldn't help but smile bitterly.
I see.
Because not long ago, when he forcibly split the memory of being with the major general, he accidentally let some memory fragments float out, which happened to be seen by the major general. pieces together...
Mute felt that he could only smile wryly.
This is simply the scene of a series of car accidents hitting the tragedy.
I really don't know whether it is my bad luck or the major general's bad luck-too many coincidences have led to the current misunderstanding.
Now he finally understands the inexplicable words that the major general said not long ago.
It turned out that the major general saw those memory fragments, and regarded Tran as the "major general" he called, and identified Tran as his past lover. In the major general's current memory, he still remembers that Tran chose to commit suicide because he was defeated by him. Therefore, the major general felt that Mutt, who is a lover, thought that the major general killed Tran, so he came here to avenge his lover. of.
... Really, think too much.
Still being hugged tightly by Troll, Mutt sighed long.
He doesn't like it.
he thinks.
While feeling these memories, he also felt the aura of the man who was holding him tightly at this moment as if sinking into the bottomless abyss, that kind of powerless, even somewhat desperate aura.
That was the feeling of pain transmitted from the major general.
He doesn't like this feeling.
He likes to tease the young major general, but when he found out that the major general thought he was a double, he decisively made the decision to leave the major general because he didn't like the feeling of making the major general feel pain.
He will feel bad.
It's just that the last move was missed. I didn't expect that before he left, the major general would forcibly...
If not, he would never have taken this step anyway.
He didn't want to upset the major general.
Mute closed his eyes again and took a deep breath. Even with his eyes closed, he could still feel the strength of the arms hugging him to the point where he felt a vague pain, just like the pain he felt from the major general just now. .
not like this.
he thinks.
If he still wants to leave now, it will only hurt the major general more deeply, so he has to do something.
"...you can't compare to him."
The boy quietly let Troll hug him tightly, and suddenly spoke softly.
The voice from his arms made Troll's lips tighter, almost forming a straight line, and the already pale lip color was even more terribly pale.
He let go of his hand a little, and looked down.
He saw the young man in his arms looking up at him, his dark eyes staring straight at him, his lips opened and closed, making a sound.
"I won't forget him, never will."
"He will always be in my memory until I die too."
Troll looked at the slightly parted lips of Mutt who was speaking with dim eyes that could barely see the glimmer.
Pale pink lips, like flower petals blooming in early spring, were obviously sweeter than anything else when they were touched, but at this moment they said something crueler than anything else.
"Take someone else as him? In your opinion, my feelings for him are so cheap and hypocritical? So cheap and hypocritical that you can easily let others be his substitute?"
There was a hint of anger in the words.
"No matter how much he looks like you, he is not him. You can't replace him."
Mut looked up at him and said so.
"I will never be able to treat you as him."
Troll was stunned for a moment, and in the next second, a glimmer of light suddenly flashed across the dark blue pupils that were deeply in the shadows.
He looked at Miu Te, a little dazed and in a daze. Obviously the young man said extremely cruel words, but the meaning hidden in those words made his already cold heart beat again. He looked at Miu Te. Especially, what is hidden in front of his eyes is a trace of longing that he can't explain clearly.
Mute looked at Troll, saying every word.
"You can never replace his memory with me."
He reached out and grabbed the collar of Trol's chest with his fingers.
Staring at him with dark eyes, the boy said.
"And in the same way, you are yourself in my memory!"
So, you are not him.
So, I never regarded you as him.
"I know very well that you are not him. From before to now, I know this very well."
"It's not clear that you—"
The man's thin lips twitched slightly, as if he wanted to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything. He just looked deeply at the young man in front of him with his dark blue phoenix eyes.
Mute looked up at him and smiled suddenly.
"This is the spiritual world, you can't lie, you know."
He says.
"Yes, I like the Major General, very much. And you..."
The boy's eyes suddenly bent slightly.
"You want to know if I really like you, don't you?"
"..."
"It's up to you to confirm."
Mutt, who was squinting his eyes, said that his eyes looked up at Troll slightly from bottom to top, and there were sparks in his eyes.
The tip of his tongue gently licked his lips with a provocative meaning, as if hinting.
He said: "I taught you, my lord."
The boy raised his head, his slender eyelashes drooped, and he closed his eyes. His pink lips were slightly parted, as if he was waiting for something.
… In spiritual blending, each other's feelings will be passed on to each other, which cannot be concealed or hidden. Therefore, as long as he kisses, he can know what Mute's feelings for him are.
Troll looked at the pale pink lips. At this moment, it was like a Pandora's box. He didn't know whether he would get a nightmare or a hope after opening it.
[You are not him.]
[I know very well who you are.]
After a moment of silence, Troll bowed his head.
Then
At the moment when his lips and teeth blended, and at the moment when his spirit blended, he thought, he had tasted the sweetest taste in this world.
It was so sweet that it almost melted his whole body.
[I like you.]
It turned out that was not a lie.
...
……………
Of course Mutter failed to make it in the end.
Because of the incomparably true love conveyed to Troll in the spiritual fusion, Troll believed in his feelings for himself, and no longer was obsessed with the issue of a substitute.
This made Mute greatly relieved.
The relationship between him and Troll returned to normal, but he had to pay careful attention every day, so as not to miss the title of 'Major General' again, so he still felt a little tired.
After going through such a torment, Mute is now counting his fingers and looking forward to the days when Troll recovers, for fear that something will happen if he is not careful.
And he was also very worried. Although he forcibly split part of his memory and hid it in his subconscious mind last time when he had a spiritual fusion with the major general, so the major general didn't feel it—but the time was too fast, and because the time between him and the major general There are too many memories in the room, and the connection is too close. He can't guarantee whether there will be a very small number of memory fragments that have not been split out in a hurry.
So far, there seems to be nothing unusual about the major general. But as long as the major general didn't reply for a day, he couldn't help but worry.
It was the end of another day, and it was late at night. Mute returned to his temporary residence, threw himself on the bed, and fell asleep directly on his stomach.
There are too many things today, and he is too busy to go around—you can see how busy he is today when the major general who has turned into a kissing maniac has no time to grab him and kiss him deeply today.
While thinking this way, he fell asleep in a daze.
A few hours later, in the middle of the night, when the boy lying on the bed was soundly asleep, suddenly, the door of the room opened automatically, and a tall figure walked in.
The cosmic starlight coming in from the small window fell on the side cheeks of the visitor, casting a shimmer on the snow-white complexion.
The man who walked to the bed leaned over, staring at the softness of the sleeping boy's dark blue pupils that seemed to melt the starlight that fell into them. He reached out and stroked Mutt's temples, and then put his hands on the sleeping Mutt. Teheng picked it up, turned and walked towards the door.
Troll carried Mute back to his room, his bedroom. When he put Mute on the big snow-white soft bed, Mute, who was finally awakened, opened his eyes.
The young man made a nasal sound of um, and looked around and found it very familiar, but he was a little dazed, and subconsciously raised his head to look.
He saw the dark blue phoenix eyes looking down at him, with a slight smile in their tenderness, and his face was reflected in those eyes, which seemed to have the faint light of thousands of stars.
That extremely familiar gaze made Mute's eyes suddenly widen.
"...Major General?"
He almost called out the title with a trembling voice.
The young emperor smiled slightly at him.
Mute stood up abruptly, knelt on the bed, and hugged Troll with his arms.
"Major General!"
He called this title that he didn't dare to call for a long time. For some reason, he suddenly felt so wronged that his nose felt a little sore.
"Major General—"
Troll hugged Mute, and gently stroked the hair on the back of Mute's head with a big hand, as if to comfort him.
When Mute yelled, he hummed in a low voice, the voice was very soft, and the faint and cold voice was very gentle.
"never mind."
He said, "I'm back."
Under Troll's gentle comfort, the young man who hugged Troll and refused to let go slowly fell asleep.
it is finally over.
Nestled in that familiar arm, Mutt thought drowsily.
He could finally sleep peacefully without worrying anymore.
Tomorrow morning, when you open your eyes, you will see the same major general as usual.
...
……………
When he woke up in the morning, he opened his eyes and saw the handsome face of the man who was staring at him. The young man who had never opened his eyes since the major general lost his memory was inexplicably moved for a moment.
Finally everything is back on track.
He rubbed his eyes, then smiled broadly at Troll, who was looking at him.
"Morning, less—"
Before he could say the second word, Troll, who had been staring at him, suddenly interrupted him.
"Why are you here?"
The heart stopped for a moment, and the remaining word was stuck in his throat. Mutt opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound for a long time.
He stared fixedly at Troll's eyes, and Troll's frowning expression, a terrible thought came out of his mind, which made his heart sink uncontrollably.
[If the matter is serious, it will lead to mental disorder, or even split.]
Troll was sitting on the bed, rubbing his head with one hand, looking at him with his eyes, black hair messily scattered on his cheeks, casting a shadow on half of his face.
"What are you hiding from me?"
"I… "
As soon as the boy made a sound, Troll suddenly reached out and grabbed one of his hands.
The dark blue phoenix eyes with sharp arcs were staring at him deeply, as if there were some invisible shadows churning in them.
He asked, "Is there another person in my body?"