This is simply—you can't judge by appearances.
The boy held his head and tugged at his black hair, thinking so tangledly.
Looking at the general who claimed to be a major general, his face was unbelievably good-looking, and he looked so deserted that it was almost unearthly. It would be considered blasphemy to look at it even more.
But it was that person who, with that face of desirelessness and indifference, did the shameless act of coercing others; it was that person, with those lips that were so abstinent and cold, he said lightly that it made him feel so ashamed and embarrassing. The whole person is about to explode, which is equivalent to sexual harassment.
Why does everything this person says and does don't match his appearance at all—? !
Mutt was so worried that he was about to pull his hair out.
He felt that he was not good enough to be loved by others, did he? Why did the major general take a fancy to him
Just based on that guy's appearance, if he stood there, even if he liked a guy, there would be countless people crying and shouting and rushing up to hug his thigh. If there is no one he wants, why do they have to force him
[I'll let you go this time, next time, I'll use force directly.]
Thinking of the words that the major general said before he left, Mutt's heart trembled.
He has been a virgin for more than ten years... No, counting the time of sleeping, he should have been a virgin for more than 20,000 years. Could it be that he is going to be thrown into the hands of a man now? Although that man's face is so good that people can almost forget their gender...
No no no no no! ! !
He doesn't like men, no matter how good-looking they are, as long as they are men, he doesn't like them!
However, no matter how Mutt resisted, as a weak person without resistance, he had no strength to resist, and he couldn't think of any way to refuse.
So when night fell, he could only watch the major general step into the room again.
The man stared at him with narrow phoenix eyes, like the eyes of a wild beast staring at its prey. Step by step, he walked slowly towards him, taking off his coat casually while walking, and throwing it to the flying small robot to take it away.
Mutt sat on the spot, like a rabbit stared at by a wild wolf, his whole body was stiff and unable to move. He passively looked at the major general, his eyes flickering in panic, his mind went blank, and he didn't know what to do.
The major general walked up to him without saying a word, and reached out to him without saying a word.
Mutt closed his eyes subconsciously.
"It's time to sleep."
He heard the cold voice from above that sent chills down his back.
don't want!
He was so nervous that his whole body was stiff, his shoulders were tense to the limit, and he trembled slightly uncontrollably.
Why do you have to encounter such a thing
Not knowing how he would be treated by this animal-faced major general, the shivering teenager felt so wronged that he was about to cry.
Even with his eyes closed, he could clearly feel that big hand grabbing his shoulder, and he clenched his teeth subconsciously.
However, that hand didn't pull his collar and do any obscene behavior as he imagined, it just pushed his shoulders back, letting his upper body lean back on the soft sofa on the backrest.
Then, the sofa cushion beside him seemed to sink. Before Mutt could react and open his eyes, he felt a weight on his knees.
He opened his eyes subconsciously, and his eyes met those dark blue pupils.
His slender phoenix eyes, beautiful pupils that seemed to contain the glimmer of thousands of stars, reflected his somewhat silly face, but he didn't realize that there was a little smile hidden in the depth of that indifference.
Mute looked at the major general who was resting on his lap, closed his eyes, and looked as if he was going to sleep, with a dazed look on his face.
"Just... Just sleep like this?"
Because he was so shocked, the boy even stuttered when he spoke.
He thought... it was the one who slept...
With a slender body lying on the wide sofa, Troll, who rested his head on Mutt's legs, opened his eyes and raised his eyebrows to look at Mutt.
He said: "If you want to change to another way of 'sleeping', that's fine."
"No no no no—no need! That's it! Just sleep like this!"
"Really?" The corners of Troll's eyes were slightly raised, and the thin lips of the cold color were strangely attractive for some reason, "At ●●●☆●●●, let you ●●☆☆●, touch ●●☆●●●●● ●…”
In the middle of speaking, the thin lips that closed were suddenly covered by the hand that stretched out suddenly.
The boy's blushing face suddenly exploded again.
Why does this major general have a face that looks like a heavenly man, and he always speaks that kind of foul language when he speaks——
How could he say those ugly words with this face—
How many times have I done all those things, there is nothing I can't say.
If after recovering his memory, Troll knew the cry in Mutt's belly at the moment, he would probably be indifferent, downplaying, or even speak out the words that made Mutt blush instantly to the point of bleeding.
After all, in this regard, compared to a man who looks cold and restrained but is actually absolutely greedy, Mutt always belongs to the defeated side who throws away his armor and armor and is defeated.
As far back as I can remember, he was no match, let alone the 'virgin' Mutt now.
He blushed and tightly covered Troll's mouth, avoiding hearing those words that made people blush. However, he just covered the opponent's mouth for a while, when suddenly, the palm of his hand seemed to be licked by something moist and soft.
The hand that was covering Troll's lips with all his strength withdrew like an electric shock. The boy who was caught off guard by his palm licked was angry, anxious and angry, but he didn't dare to push Troll down on his lap, nor did he Dare to swear, he was afraid that he would accidentally provoke the other party, Troll really gave him that.
So he could only hold his breath, sit aggrieved, pursed his lips and tilted his head to avoid looking at Troll, looking pitifully bullied.
Seeing the young man's aggrieved face, the corners of Troll's lips raised slightly, and then disappeared quickly.
He didn't talk anymore, or continue to do anything, after all, rabbits will bite people when they are in a hurry. He closed his eyes, lay on Mutt's lap, and slowly fell asleep.
...
……………
Mutt had a feeling of being fooled.
At the beginning, the major general was good-looking and very gentle to him, so he felt that he was a good person.
Later, when the major general suddenly acted to force him and said such words, he angrily thought that this was a shameless hooligan, and he was wrong.
But now, he couldn't understand it.
Although the major general was always talking about what to do to him, he was frightened, and even dragged him to the bed a few times and pressed him, so scared that he almost burst into tears.
But every time, the major general just talked verbally, and didn't really attack him. The two times when he was dragged to bed, he smiled after seeing him being scared, and then fell asleep with him in his arms. did nothing. He was hugged tightly and couldn't break free. At first, he was too panicked to open his eyes wide and dare not sleep, but he still couldn't make it through and fell asleep. When he opened his eyes early in the morning, the major general was gone, and his clothes were still there. Wear it on the body well, there is no trace of being passive at all.
This kind of thing happened a lot, and when Mutt thought about it, he always felt that the major general seemed to be deliberately scaring him and teasing him.
He just thought, from this point of view, is the major general just teasing him when he said he wanted him
However, he quickly denied this idea himself. Because, although Troll didn't really do anything to him, but... but... that person would always take advantage of him from time to time when he wasn't paying attention!
For example, when he wants to drink some water, Troll insists on feeding him with his mouth, for example, Troll must lie on his lap or use him as a pillow when he is taking a nap, and must hug him when dealing with government affairs. Another example is that every morning when he wakes up, there will be a few red marks on his neck, and if there is nothing to do, he will reach out to pinch his face, rub his head, and even squeeze his waist more intensely.
And what irritated Mutt the most was...
"!!!"
His body froze, Mute turned his head suddenly, glaring at the people behind him.
Although he was reluctant, but unable to resist Troll, he was sitting on Troll's lap at the moment, and Troll hugged him from behind with one hand, flipping freely on the light curtain floating in front with the other hand, lifting his time, writing treatment opinions on one dummy data file after another, and when that hand is down...
Under the glaring gaze of the boy's dark pupils, the handsome major general raised the hand that rubbed the soft flesh on the man's buttocks just now, and clicked on the agree button on the virtual light curtain.
He didn't seem to see Mute's angry expression at all, and the other hand wrapped around the waist of the man in his arms was still caressing Mute's waist.
This is a hooligan who looks cold and abstinent but actually sexually harasses him at every turn!
Mutt was terribly aggrieved.
He finally couldn't help it, and asked.
"You're obviously not that kind of person...why do you do this to me?"
After getting along for a while, Mute also gradually realized that Troll was definitely not the kind of person who would force others, nor would he do things that forced him, and that cold and indifferent appearance was not an act. Occasionally, when he saw this person talking to other people, this person's attitude towards others was really cold to the bone, and his eyes and voice were emotionless.
But it was because of this that he felt even more wronged.
He didn't understand why this person wanted to bully him
Troll: "..."
Because after being bullied, you are so angry and anxious, but you have to hold back your anger and dare not speak out, it's really super cute and cute——
...
Of course, Troll, who could only think about this in his heart, still looked at Mutter with a blank expression.
"If I accidentally offend you somewhere... I apologize, can you not... don't..."
Hands on me.
Mute held back for a long time but did not hold back the last half of the sentence.
Troll looked at the boy who was hugged and nestled in his arms, Mo Lan's eyes flickered slightly.
"If you can answer my question, I will consider it," he said.
"Oh? What's the problem?"
Troll stared at Mutt for a long time, his eyes were deep, and he could hardly see the bottom. He looked at Mutt for so long that Mutt felt a little uncomfortable before speaking slowly.
He asked: "...why do you have to go back to Earth?"
He had wanted to ask this question for a long time.
For a long time.
…
[Don't go... please.]
...
At the beginning, at that time, Mute chose to leave him and go back to Earth.
Although he later learned that Mute did this to protect him, and went back to Earth to find a way to save him... But even so, he still had a thorn in his heart.
He still didn't understand why Mutt had to go back to Earth
From the very beginning to the end, even if he was chosen in the end, even now, that blue planet is still the place Mutt misses deeply in his heart.
He doesn't understand.
…
Mutt tilted his head slightly and blinked.
"Because I'm going home."
The boy replied without thinking.
"go home?"
"Yes, everyone wants to go home, to their own home, no matter who they are, right? Everyone wants to go home."
Mutt continued speaking in a natural tone.
"Your Excellency, Major General, no matter where you go in the universe, you want to go home, right?"
"… No."
"what?"
"I don't have that kind of thing."
He had only a place to call home, never a place to call home, from childhood to adulthood.
So he doesn't understand.
Why do people want to go home
Why
"It's just a place to live. In such a big universe, you can live anywhere. Why go back to one place?"
Mute seemed to choke on Troll's words.
"Uh..." He thought for a while, and changed the way he said, "The place where I live can't be called home. It should be said that I want to go home because my parents are at home, and the people I care about are at home."
He tilted his head to look at Troll and said softly.
"Your Excellency, Major General, do you have someone you care about? Someone who cares very much."
"Have."
The boy laughed.
"So, you also have a family. The place where the person you care about is your home. If you leave that person, don't you want to go back to that person?"
He said, "That's called [going home]."
Troll was taken aback for a moment.
Then, there seemed to be light marks flashing across his eyes.
"… I understand."
He exhaled lightly, and the gloom that had been buried deep in his heart for a long time melted slowly in the breath he exhaled.
He lowered his head and looked at the boy in his arms with softer eyes than anything else.
At this time, he somewhat understood Mutt's desire to go back to Earth.
That should be very similar to his feeling of wanting to go to Mutt's side.
If it was him, if he and Mute were separated, if anyone wanted to block his way to Mute...
His fingers caressed the cheek of Mute, who was looking at him suspiciously with his head tilted, and the boy's figure was clearly reflected in his pupils.
"If it were me..."
Troll said that his voice was very soft, like muttering to himself, and seemed to be telling something.
"I'll kill anyone who stops me from [going home]."
In order to get to Mutt's side, he will do anything, no matter how terrible or even crazy the method is.
Mut wants to go back to Earth, because Earth is his home.
All the while, the kid just wanted to go home.
...
However, in the end, Mute chose him. Does that mean that the [home] that Mute wants to go back to... has become him.
[I will choose you, at the end.]
All of a sudden, Troll smiled, and the thorn in his heart, the depression accumulated in the depths for a long time, all dissipated at this moment. He looked softly at the person in his arms, and Mute, who was in his arms, was also looking up at him, probably not understanding what he was laughing at, with a half-understanding look on his face.
Seeing Mutt's suspicious gaze, Troll chuckled again. He lowered his head and gently rubbed his forehead against the boy's head in his arms, extremely gentle.
he knows.
What he embraces with his hands is his everything.