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Yesterday was her fifth wedding anniversary.
Today, she is about to board a long-distance plane. Before leaving the room, she personally placed the signed divorce agreement on the dresser.
In fact, she was not surprised by such a result. This marriage was forced by her. She naively thought that when she got married, she could have him, that time could change everything and that he would slowly fall in love with her instead of hating her.
It turned out - she lost.
After five years of marriage, what she got was neglect, ridicule, his indifference and ignorance day after day, and watching him gently hug her favorite to appear in newspapers and magazines.
Her original wife was laughed and sympathized by everyone, and she was also laughed at by everyone. She knew what those people were saying about her behind their backs.
They said - she deserved it, this is the retribution for stealing other men's men, and shamelessly posted it backwards, no wonder she was treated like this.
They were right, she didn't deny it. Knowing that he had a girlfriend who was talking about marriage, she still devised a trap to force him to marry her.
She made it, she married him.
On the wedding day, she was happy, even if no one blessed her, she didn't care because—she married him.
At that time, she loved him to the point of being stupid, and she loved him desperately.
Do you regret it? No, she doesn't regret it.
Yesterday's wedding anniversary was the fifth year she married him.
According to the convention, on the wedding anniversary every year, she will give the servant a day off, make a beautiful and delicious cake, cook a table of his favorite dishes, put on the newly bought clothes, put on beautiful and meticulous makeup, smile Sitting at the table waiting for him.
Then, what was waiting was the loneliness of a room, the cold food, the melted cake, and her sitting alone at the dining table.
When it is dawn, she will pack up the dishes and cakes one by one, pack them into garbage bags intact, and then go back to the room.
Even if she is sad, she is not allowed to cry by herself.
This marriage was what she wanted. Even though everyone discouraged her, she still insisted on doing it. In the end, even her only relative, her brother who loved her the most, didn't support her.
"Tao Xinya, you idiot! You know he loves someone else, but you still... Damn it! Don't come back crying in the future!"
When my brother learned that she was going to marry him, he scolded her angrily, with heartache, anger, and deep disappointment in his eyes.
But she stubbornly couldn't listen, and even told her brother, "No! He will fall in love with me! One day he will fall in love with me!"
Facing her stubbornness, her brother left in disappointment, but she still straightened her back, watching her brother leave, stubbornly thinking that she was right.
She is right! She loves him, and in order to love him, she is desperate to get him no matter how despicable it is.
She can't cry, how can she cry? When you cry, you admit defeat.
don't cry, don't cry-
Every year on her wedding anniversary, she told herself: Tao Xinya, don't cry, you are married to him, sooner or later he will fall in love with you.
What a sweet lie, but she believed it.
On her fifth wedding anniversary, she was still waiting at the dining table, watching the flickering candles burn out and go out in front of her eyes.
The bell rang, and the twelve chimes told her that the wedding anniversary of the year had passed.
She smiled, reached out and picked up a piece of cake to eat, the strawberry-flavored cream, sweet and sour, slid into her heart.
She ate it bit by bit, even those cold meals. Although the food was cold, it still tasted great.
In order to please him, she went to learn how to cook, and prepared a table of good dishes with her own hands every day, looking forward to it with joy, but he had never eaten it.
She remembered that when she was cooking for the first time, she was scalded by the oil, frightened by the jumping fish, and scratched her fingers by the knife in her hand, but she still smiled, thinking that this was the dish cooked for him, and she was injured She was also delighted.
How silly!
Tao Xinya smiled, the corners of her mouth were covered with cream, and her hands were all stained with oil. Looking at the lonely figure on the wall, she smiled, and the tears she had endured finally slid down.
When the time came, the marriage she forced, five years, she didn't get him, he didn't fall in love with her, his heart was always on his favorite.
She lost, completely and completely, but not at all sympathetic.
Because, this is her forced marriage.
She gave herself five years, she failed, then it was time to let go.