Love is pure, without any stain. The road her mother walked seemed to have put heavy shackles on her. She had a bad feeling, as if she would make the same mistakes again, waiting foolishly like her mother. With a hopeless outcome.
Tears moistened her eyes. Cheng Qingqing lowered her head and the tears fell.
"No, I don't want to take this path, no." She murmured to herself and warned herself. She wanted to have an ordinary and real married life like all women. She didn't want to live like a shameless person and struggle in the shadows for half her life.
Jiang Rouyue shook her red wine glass and stood on the top floor of a high-rise building. The life she was enjoying now was what all women dreamed of. Money and power were no longer an issue, but the fullness of her personality made the spiritual world even more empty.
Li Jie came out of the shower, looked at her back, and came over to hug her with love: "Rou Yue, I will ask the doctor to prescribe some medicine tomorrow. We still have to have a child."
Jiang Rouyue's back suddenly stiffened. She did not look back at that old face. She was still staring out the window. She and Li Jie had been married for many years and had no children. In fact, Li Jie always thought it was his problem. But in fact, it was Jiang Rouyue who didn't want to have children at all.
"Lao Li, don't force yourself too much. Your health is important. Let's talk about the children later." Jiang Rouyue finished the wine, turned around and said to Li Jie, with a look of concern in her eyes.
"But I really want to have our child. If it's a boy, the company will have an heir. That would be great." The older Li Jie gets, the more he longs for an heir. Although he has a daughter, it is not his ideal after all. Candidate.
Of course, Jiang Rouyue also hopes that she can give birth to a son, so that her status will be stable. However, when she thinks that her son's father is not Li Qingyan, she suddenly feels disgusted. She does not want to give birth to Li Jie's child. In this way, she and Li Qingyan will really be together in the future. It's no longer possible.
"You just think too much, and your health will get worse and worse. If you don't have a son, don't you still have a daughter? I will stay with you and take good care of him in the future." Jiang Rouyue quickly comforted him, pretending to be serious. degree.
Li Jie looked at her, smiled softly, and then nodded: "Okay, with you by my side, this life will not be in vain. It's getting late, let's take a rest early."
Jiang Rouyue closed her eyes. To be honest, she didn't want to sleep with Li Jie now. Li Jie was old, and he always had a medicinal smell on his body, which was very pungent. Jiang Rouyue always She would wake up in the middle of the night and then suffer from insomnia. As for physical contact, Jiang Rouyue was extremely disgusted, but she couldn't show it, so she pretended to be happy and catered to him.
"Yes." Jiang Rouyue nodded, and then said after lying down: "Lao Li, I have a friend celebrating his birthday in a few days. I have to go abroad. When I come back, I will buy you a gift."
"Really? Do you want me to accompany you?" Li Jie asked curiously.
"No need, they are all women. If you go together, people will talk about me." Jiang Rouyue immediately said coquettishly.
"Okay, you have fun and have fun." Li Jie never doubted her, he only pampered her gently.
Jiang Rouyue secretly breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, she didn't go abroad to attend a friend's birthday party. She just found out that the school was holding a class celebration. Li Qingyan was a guest on the list. She wanted to go there secretly because she was also a graduate of that school. If she could meet him unexpectedly, she would definitely not let go of such a good opportunity.
In fact, she is very willing to give birth to a child, but what she wants to give birth to is not Li Jie's child. She wants to give birth to Li Qingyan's child. Even if she has to bear huge risks in the end, she is not afraid. This time she goes abroad, If given the opportunity to create such an opportunity, she would really like it.
Li Qingyan received an invitation to the school celebration because he had a respected mentor teaching there. This invitation was so sincere that he could not refuse.
He decided to go there, but he didn't know if the woman would go with him.
When she got home at night, Li Qingyan looked at the empty bedroom. She had another scene to shoot at night and would not be back until at least early in the morning.
The man sat on the sofa and tapped his fingers a few times, but the depression in his heart still could not be relieved.
He was used to feeling like she was at home. If she wasn't here, he would feel that this home would be even colder and colder.
Li Qingyan glanced at the time. It was only after seven o'clock. He stood up and told Uncle Gu: "I didn't have dinner at home."
Uncle Gu looked at the dinner that was almost ready and asked in shock: "Then I'll make another one later."
"No need, you can go to bed early after eating and don't wait for us." After Li Qingyan said that, he took the car keys and went out.
Uncle Gu looked at the man's hurried figure and couldn't help shaking his head and sighing.
Mr. Li's whole person has changed since Miss Cheng moved in. He used to enjoy the tranquility of returning home, but now that Miss Cheng is not at home, he no longer wants to stay at home.
Li Qingyan drove the car and wandered aimlessly on the street. A passionate lyrical ballad was playing in the car. It was about a man who fell in love with a woman, and the woman went to a distant place. The man's heart was very sad. Panic, every word of those lyrics hit Li Qingyan's heart, as if he had become the leading actor in the ballad.
He was even more upset, so he turned the steering wheel and drove towards the theater where Cheng Qingqing was acting. When he arrived at the entrance of the film and television drama, his car was stopped. He was not angry, so he put the car aside. After opening half of the car window, he silently lit a cigarette for himself.
The smoke spread thickly, outlining the man's mature and stern face. His eyes looked at the door, and his heart gradually calmed down.
As long as he gets closer to her, the sense of security he desires in his heart seems to come back.
Li Qingyan felt that he was a bit cheap, and he desperately wanted to get that woman's gentle smile and response.
How could it become like this
Thinking about how he used to be so proud and disdainful of things like love, it felt like a waste of time and energy. But now, what is he doing
I wasted time sitting in the car, not daring to call her for fear of disturbing her work, so I watched and waited silently, but my mood was extremely calm, and even a little satisfied.
Love is really a terrible storm. Once it hits, it will cause earth-shaking changes in a person's inner world.
Time passed little by little, and soon it was early in the morning. Li Qingyan looked at the cigarette butt that he had smoked out, and suddenly felt that such behavior was very bad. He was not a man who was addicted to tobacco and alcohol. He had He has strong self-control, but while waiting, his self-control has also become weaker. He lowered his head and glanced at his watch. There was only half an hour left before Cheng Qingqing finished shooting, and Li Qingyan felt more anticipation in his heart.