When Kou Tong woke up, he found that he had returned home. He was tightly wrapped in the quilt and was a little hot, so he unconsciously struggled and was held down again. Huang Jinchen whispered beside him, "You If you have a fever, don't move, don't leave the heat, I'll go get you some water."
Kou Tong's mind was like a mess, so he said "um" without any objection, and lay back.
Huang Jinchen went out and said something to someone, then came in with a cup of warm water, took a sip by himself, then hugged Kou Tong's shoulder, let him lean on him, and fed him. After half a glass of water went down, he took another small bottle from the side and whispered, "Take the medicine too, your mother gave you an anti-inflammatory injection."
Kou Tong was silent for a while, then said slowly, "... She used to be a nurse."
"Yeah." Huang Jinchen watched him finish taking the medicine, then put the water glass aside, and gently told him to lie down, "Go to sleep for a while."
Kou Tong frowned, his whole body was sour, like sour water coming out from the cracks of his bones, and he felt that nothing was right. He hadn't been sick for many years.
"Er Fatty," he said, "I feel bad."
His voice was slightly hoarse, slightly nasal, lack of breath, and it sounded a little soft. Huang Jinchen laughed softly, put his hands on his sides, lowered his head, as if to touch his forehead, he asked, "Are you acting like a spoiled child?"
Kou Tong thought for two seconds, then decisively admitted: "Well."
Huang Jinchen rolled over onto the bed, squeezed beside him, and hugged him across the quilt: "Okay, then I'll hold you to sleep."
What a lousy idea... It was even more uncomfortable to be covered by the quilt and unable to turn over. Kou Tong's eyelids were a little heavy, but he still turned his head to the side and protested with his bloodshot eyes open. .
However, Huang Jinchen buried his face in his shoulder and did not receive this signal. After a while, he said dully: "When I first performed the mission, the instructor said that I was a natural sniper. During the whole process of pulling the trigger to confirm the death, the blood pressure, heart rate and breathing remained stable. When he said this, he looked at me with a strange expression. Killing the same kind is like slicing radishes, which is a bit anti-social."
"Actually, I also think I'm a bit anti-social." Huang Jinchen said, "Of course, I usually don't want to bomb government buildings, and I don't want to wait on the side of the road with a gun, kill even numbers and let them go... Including those who are undercover in Utopia. In those years, I carried out whatever orders I received, and I didn't feel that I was cheating on other people's feelings at all, and I didn't feel nervous, guilty, conflicted or painful at all. I always felt... I'm not a normal person."
Kou Tong's brows softened, and he wanted to draw out his hand and pat his head, but Huang Jinchen pressed him so tightly that he couldn't get a finger out.
Huang Jinchen's hand was getting tighter and tighter, and even through the thick quilt, Kou Tong felt a sense of panic, and the man's body even trembled slightly: "But you scared me to death just now... you and him Mom scared me to death!"
Kou Tong's heart suddenly twitched fiercely, as if for the first time in his life, he felt that real, fiery but hidden feeling, not just a show, not flirting, but real... feelings.
Ten thousand carefully prepared sweet words are probably not as good as the whispered "You scared me to death" when hysterical.
Kou Tong was stupefied by the burning, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, but he had mixed feelings, the ups and downs were mixed into a pot, and it was poured into his heart. He moved, leaned against Huang Jinchen's arms, and fell asleep drowsily.
This time, he didn't sleep very well, and he was dreaming in a mess, and he didn't know what day it was.
Half an hour later, it was probably hot, and Kou Tong began to struggle unconsciously. Huang Jinchen hugged him tighter, gently wiping the cold sweat from his pale forehead, looking at his frown, suddenly. A moment of distress.
Huang Jinchen felt that Kou Tong had always been the kind of person who gave him a bed and he could sleep until the end of the world, and he had never seen him frown when he fell asleep. He gently smoothed Kou Tong's eyebrows with his fingers, and patted him on the back through the quilt... It turns out that this man, who can give people a great sense of security just by his voice, also has such fragile moments.
It's only by being around this person that he has the feeling that he is a real person.
This made him suddenly feel a sense of crisis. Huang Jinchen looked at Kou Tong and couldn't help thinking: What if you were gone one day
He suddenly clenched the palm of his hand holding the quilt, and the blue veins on the back of the hand burst out. At that moment, Huang Jinchen looked at the unconscious Kou Tong with almost fierce eyes, as if he had turned into a beast, ready to pounce at any time and bite It's like breaking Kou Tong's neck. But in the end, he just leaned down and kissed Kou Tong's forehead, then picked up the water glass and small cotton swab next to him, and gently moistened his chapped lips.
"Then I'll kill you," he announced softly and ruthlessly while doing this.
After a while, not knowing if he was caught in a nightmare, Kou Tong suddenly twitched and shrank into a ball. A low-pitched whimper came out of his throat, and his head burned, and he muttered. I don't know what nonsense was being said. Huang Jinchen leaned over and listened carefully for a long time, but couldn't hear anything. Kou Tong was about to struggle out of the quilt, so he closed the corner of the quilt that was lifted up, but felt that Kou Tong seemed to be shaking.
At this moment, there was a sudden sound, and the surroundings seemed to vibrate slightly. The whole room is "stitched" with mirrors. The walls are covered with mirrors. In order not to be scary, they are usually covered with cloth or wall stickers. When Huang Jinchen looked up, he found that a piece of cloth on the wall had fallen off. The mirror inside was cracked for no reason, and the water from the cup on the table was splashed out, leaving a small layer of water stains.
"Kou Tong..." Huang Jinchen stared at the opening, stretched out his hand and pushed Kou Tong's shoulder, "Wake up."
He felt that he had never eaten pork, and had seen pigs run away many times. This situation was like the first time they entered the projection space with Lao Yao, and the space suddenly collapsed, just like when He Xiaozhi was about to jump off a building, The street that was projected...
"Kou Tong!"
Kou Tong didn't move, but the bedroom door was smashed. When Huang Jinchen opened the door, he found a whole family standing there, and asked nervously: "What's wrong? Is there a sudden earthquake? Is Kou Tong still awake? ?How to do?"
Huang Jinchen didn't say a word, soaked a towel in cold water and stuck it on Kou Tong's face.
Kou Tong was shocked and immediately opened his eyes. At the same time, the moment his pupils began to have focus and he woke up, the vibration in the room disappeared immediately.
Huang Jinchen put his hands behind his back and waved his hand gently to him. Kou Tong looked up and saw the cracked mirror in the room. The originally confused expression immediately became clearer, and then with a heavy nasal voice, Ask casually, "What's wrong?"
Huang Jinchen: "It's okay, you rest."
Then he calmly coaxed the whole family out with his three-inch tongue, and convinced them that it was just a small earthquake below a magnitude 4.
Kou Tong sighed, fell back heavily, and lay back on the bed again, sweating in cold sweat and sticking all over his body, but his mind was a lot more awake, and the sobriety at this time gave him the feeling that he was about to rest. ominous foreboding.
After a while, Huang Jinchen pushed open the door and came in, bent down, and taped Kou Tong's forehead with his forehead: "How is it?"
"It's much better, but my head still hurts a little," Kou Tong paused and asked again, "My body is sticky and uncomfortable, can I take a shower?"
Huang Jinchen dragged a chair over, sat down beside his bed, and wiped his face with a towel: "Just hold on a little longer, your mother said that you can only wash it when the fever has completely subsided."
Kou Tong closed his eyes and sighed softly.
"What happened just now?" Huang Jinchen asked, then looked at Kou Tong's face, and added, "Can you tell?"
"Probably a nightmare." Kou Tong was exhausted, his voice was pressed in his throat, "I can't remember clearly."
"Can't you still say it?"
Kou Tong is thinking about this. There are some things, if they are avoided, they will be suppressed from the conscious to the subconscious. When he is awake, he can balance his mentality, but he cannot escape in the dream. This is not reality. In reality, no one cares about what he dreamed when he fell asleep in the middle of the night. Here is a precarious balanced world constructed by the accumulation of all consciousness projections.
And people can't escape their memories and feelings, what happened is what happened, that's a fact.
"Go and bring a basin of water." Kou Tong said, "cold water."
"What are you doing?"
"I'll try to solve this problem," Kou Tong said, he struggled to get up, Huang Jinchen quickly stuffed a pillow behind him, Kou Tong continued, "I don't remember some things, I need to dig up, think hard It must be impossible to remember, so I need to find a way to put me in a specific time and environment at that time. When emotions resonate, it will be easier to remember. This generally requires professional guidance and professional control. "
He looked up at Huang Jinchen: "Obviously you are not a professional."
Huang Jinchen was dissatisfied: "Then I'm always a living creature, what can I do?"
"Yes." Kou Tong said, "Go and pick up a basin of cold water. If you find that the vibration just now occurs again, you can wake me up with cold water."