Yin Chuan supported Yi with his left hand and his right at the desk. He was resting with his eyes closed. His long eyelashes cast a shadow on his eyelids. The window edge was blown by the evening wind, and the paper was rustling. A layer of orange shadow, he is like a perfect statue, and even the surrounding air freezes for him.
The door was gently pushed open, and the small rubbing sound of the folding pages made Yin Chuan open his eyes. He looked towards the door, his eyelashes trembling slightly, his voice was soft, and there were a few traces of reproach: "Why are you here again? ?"
The person at the door came out of the shadows. He had the face of Yunxi, but from the expression on his brows to the emotions in his eyes, it was not Yunxi at all, but the ancient great witch who lived in Yunxi's body - Di Jiang. He walked to the Qin desk and looked directly at Yin Chuan: "Why can't I come."
Yin Chuan lowered his head, there was a dull pain in his eyes, but he was unwilling to share it with others: "Di Jiang, I said, don't see me like Yunxi again."
"You said, I want to listen to you?" Di Jiang's voice had obvious ups and downs, "It's always like this between you and me, I go one step further, you take one step back, so I have to keep moving forward a lot of steps. , I can barely walk with you. Now I don't even have my own body, you don't let me see you in the form of a cloud, what do you want me to use to meet you? "
Yin Chuan's fist clenched under his sleeve: "Di Jiang, you are not Yunxi, nor is Yunxi you, how do you want me to face you?"
Di Jiang squatted in front of Yin Chuan and stared into his eyes quietly: "Don't we look exactly the same? He is asleep now, so I come out to see you, I can promise you, not to seize his body, he When he is awake, he is himself, can't I come out when he is asleep?"
Yin Chuan looked up at him: "You use his body to see me at night, what do you want me to do? Even if you look exactly the same, after all, he is him, you are you, you can't use his body to be with me... "
Di Jiang approached him with burning eyes: "What about you? You dare to say that you never wanted to? Yin Chuan, we also had a good time for a long time, even though you are weak and ignorant of taste, you always want me to come in again and again. Jin, the precious thing is that you are wholehearted with me. I thought that even if you don’t know human love, I have been with you for thousands of years. It is always special to you. I didn’t expect that you can be generous to everyone, but only to me. , is extremely cruel!"
Yin Chuan grabbed Di Jiang's wrist and roared, "What do you know!"
Di Jiang tried his best to throw him to the ground: "I don't know anything! In your eyes, I'm just a presumptuous and unethical beast, but I like you, from the first time I heard your qin, From the moment I see you, I love you!" He possessed himself and blocked Yin Chuan's lips with force, which might not be called a kiss, but a biting in anger.
Yin Chuan wanted to push him away, but when his hand grabbed the slightly flimsy shoulder, he clenched it like a devil. He turned over and pressed Di Jiang under him, turning back to the guest and using a rudeness that did not match his appearance. Kissing and biting the soft lips, even Di Jiang's eyes flashed a hint of surprise.
This kiss contains a kind of suffocating despair, as if it can swallow human blood and blood into the boundless darkness. This emotion is extremely powerful, and it breaks the hearts of the two in an instant, making people sad, and the closer they get. , the more painful.
Di Jiang suddenly pushed Yin Chuan away.
Yin Chuan looked at him panting heavily, his ice blue eyes that were always as calm as mountains and lakes, but at this moment they were all confused, with a circle of red in his eyes, he said in a hoarse voice: "Di Jiang, for thousands of years, I never stop thinking about you, but this is Yunxi's body, I can't...".
Di Jiang said in a trembling voice, "But I don't care."
"I care." Yin Chuan closed his eyes and stood up slowly, "I can't treat Yunxi like that, and I can't… I can't treat you like that."
"What exactly do you mean?"
"You are my female beast, forever, the only female beast." Yin Chuan stretched out his hand and gently stroked Di Jiang's face, his eyes were gentle and sad, "Even if you only have a lone soul left, I will not betray you."
Di Jiang's eyes became hot, and tears rolled down immediately. He threw himself into Yinchuan's arms and choked, "You prude bastard, why haven't you changed for so many years."
Yin Chuan stroked his back lightly, sighed softly, tightened his arms, and hugged Di Jiang harder and harder. This hot body made him feel like he was back to ten thousand years ago, when he and Di Jiang were both elegant and prosperous. Zhengmao, to look at the world, they all think that it is like a river and ocean that flows forever, and that life will never end. A song will last for a hundred years, and time will slip quietly through the fingertips. It is not a pity at all. Who would have thought that in a blink of an eye, it was beyond recognition, and now hugging again, one is a beast soul, the other is a lonely soul, how cruel.
Di Jiang buried his face in Yinchuan's soft white hair and rubbed lightly: "Then how about I accompany you like this, I'll accompany you every night, we play the qin, talk about music, read and write poetry, just like before , even if I don't have my own body, as long as I can see you again, I'll be content."
Yin Chuan sighed, "Are you going to stay with me like this for a thousand years?"
"Yes, I would like to keep doing this until the end of the world."
Yin Chuan's eyes showed heartbreaking sadness. He embraced Di Jiang, but he didn't have any real sense of ownership. He felt guilty and guilty about Yun Xi, but his thoughts about Di Jiang were already a sea of turmoil, and he could break through his reason at any time. The embankment, morality and affection have been tormenting Emperor Jiangsu non-stop since the day he woke up. He desperately wanted to hold him tighter, but he felt powerless.
Di Jiang closed his eyes, and suddenly hummed a familiar tune in his mouth. Yin Chuan's heart trembled slightly. It was the song he and Di Jiang composed together. This melodious rhythm has been sealed in memory for too long, and he thought he would never again. There will be no day when we will see the light of day again.
Di Jiang hummed while wrapping his fingers around Yin Chuan's white hair, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
Yin Chuan listened intently, his heart gradually calmed down, all the struggles and contradictions turned into endless thoughts, rubbed into the tune, and gradually assimilated.
Yin Chuan couldn't help stretching out his hand, his fingertips stroked the strings lightly, and a string of clear rhythms leaked out, filling the room with agility.
Di Jiang opened his eyes and smiled at him: "You still remember."
"How can I forget."
Di Jiang sat upright and carefully placed his hands on the qin: "This is the best qin I've ever made, because it uses your horns."
Yinchuan's long arms wrapped around his back, his left hand fell on Di Jiang's hand, his slender fingers interspersed between Di Jiang's fingers, and he gently closed the strings: "It's a peerless piano." The voice was soft And it is extremely magnetic, and even the best musical instrument in the world cannot play the sound of the earth and nature.
Di Jiang twisted his fingers, and his fingertips ran across the strings like clouds and water. The snow-white guqin with icy blue lines flowed out a graceful and pleasant rhythm. Maybe he hadn't touched the qin for a long time. Jiang Jian frowned slightly, quite dissatisfied.
Yin Chuan said with a low smile, "Come on, let's get acquainted with each other." He also put his right hand on Di Jiang's hand, and the two of them danced on the strings with their fingers lightly wrapped. a person's hand.
Di Jiang leaned against Yin Chuan's arms, with a smile in his eyes and a red face.
The wonderful sound of the piano seemed to bring a room of chili orchid, and the dim light was also full of a different aura. The two of them coincidentally appeared in their eyes the scene where they were enjoying the piano, drinking tea, talking and laughing at the top of the Kunlun Mountains thousands of years ago.
Yin Chuan felt a little sour in his chest. He couldn't tell whether it was sweet or painful. He pressed his lips to Di Jiang's ear and said in a hoarse voice, "I never thought I would see you again."
At the sound of the piano, the tune changed from high to low. One second it was moonlight, and the next second it was sad and tactful. After a long time, Di Jiang said, "Me too."
Yin Chuan carefully kissed his hair with trembling lips: "This time, I think we can really die together."
Di Jiang choked: "Yes, don't let me bury you again, this time we will sleep together."
Yin Chuan smiled lightly: "This is enough for me."
Di Jiang didn't speak, but the soft sound of the piano contained firm determination.
Things in the world can't always be satisfactory. After the collapse of the past, they can meet and accompany occasionally at night, play the qin, and talk a few words. For them, it is enough...