As the heir of the Feng clan, he accepted the news of Feng Shuyu's death until he retired from Gu Beiyan and was named the emperor by Luo Yuesheng. Along the way, she was too tired and burdened too much.
Maybe she just wants to be honest with each other, but the man didn’t intend to let her know everything at all, so she analyzed herself in front of him like a cocoon, and she was not afraid that Gu Beiyan would uselessly reveal her identity. Get out.
Feng Jiuge's eyes glowed with cold light, looking at the man's Zhang Junpang, his eyes were ruthless, and his eyes suddenly became sour.
Ruo Ruuo and Gu Beiyan have left their past acquaintances, and they have been with each other for a long time, but now she realizes that she has never understood Gu Beiyan, his experience, everything about him, and everything about them. It's like a mystery, unpredictable.
"Nine-nine..." Finally, the man muttered under her gaze.
Still refuse to say it? After she confessed everything to him, she almost gave her life to him. She thought she would be exchanged for a frank treatment, but she didn't expect it to turn out to be like this.
What on earth can't tell her, what kind of situation is it, it is worth Gu Beiyan to hide it from herself like this, and even kill herself to end this situation.
The only thing she can be sure of is that Gu Beiyan's attempt to kill her was not really killing her, but was forced by the situation and had to do it. But she just didn't understand that her pseudonym was Tan Jiu. Even if her identity was revealed, no one could find out that she was a member of the subjugated country, nor would she associate the late Madame Feng with the Ning State imperial family.
What a shocking oolong behind this, Feng Jiuge didn't know, and Gu Beiyan didn't plan to tell her.
Trying to conceal the bitterness in his heart, Feng Jiuge laughed at himself, slowly damp eyes, and slowly loosened his hands on Gu Beiyan's chest, and said lightly, "I know, I shouldn't be here. , Making you dilemma."
If there was a mistake between them at the beginning, then now it happens that this mistake can finally be resolved, and they finally don't need to be entangled in this way. Don't embarrass Gu Beiyan or embarrass herself.
Leave room for each other so they won’t be too difficult to do.
"Let me go, the land of King Tan is not something I can set foot in." Feng Jiuge said, tears could not be restrained from his eyes.
This was the first time she shed tears in front of Gu Beiyan, and it was also the first time that she showed her fragility.
If the previous Feng Jiuge hadn't been too strong, she wouldn't be so, but today, here and now, she can no longer pretend to be strong, and can no longer pretend to be indifferent.
In front of Gu Beiyan, she was just a little girl, and she needed someone to comfort her and need someone to accompany her. But since she pushed Gu Beiyan away and pushed her heart out, they never returned.
In the past few years, everything that happened, good or bad, has passed. There is no need to draw a line between them, they are destined to be entangled.
In this way, she was also tired, and Gu Beiyan was afraid that she was also tired.
Hearing the words, the man shook his body suddenly, his eyes locked tightly on the woman's face until he saw a dead silence in her eyes.
The heart is as gray as death, and ten thousand arrows pierced the heart, but that's all.
After all, the thing he worries the most has happened. Jiujiu, whom he loved, would finally look at her with such a look.
She should feel terrible, there was no honesty between them at the beginning. Feng Jiuge’s goal of approaching him is impure, but it is undeniable that he fell in love with her. If Gu Beiyan was too miserable in his first half of his life, then after encountering Feng Jiuge, he would be like a deserter in the desert and finally found him. The source of water has finally found its support.
He wants to do his best to protect Feng Jiuge, but he never thought that his Jiujiu didn't want this. His silent giving and his careful calculation turned into empty talk in front of her.
Gu Beiyan did not complain that Feng Jiuge would say such a thing, and made such a move.
It's probably because of the death of such a heart, and nothing else, she will say such unfeeling words.
Therefore, he did something wrong and caused Jiujiu's dissatisfaction. It was because he didn't consider Feng Jiuge's feelings at the beginning. It was because he didn't think about it well...
"Nine-nine, do you have to do this?"
Feng Jiuge can beat him or scold him, but can't tell the fallacy of leaving him.
She knew what she was most afraid of, and what he was most afraid of was losing her without her. Regardless of whether it is holding heavy power and power in the hands of the people, or being admired by the people, regardless of the Xuanhe I, all he wants to control is only a wind nine songs.
Without him, Gu Beiyan would not know what crazy actions he would make, perhaps even he himself could not imagine that Feng Jiuge was not only in his heart, but had already been carved into his bones, deep into his bones, and could not be removed.
Feng Jiuge wants to laugh inexplicably. Otherwise, does he think they can still have a good talk between them
She had given Gu Beiyan countless opportunities. Even if she came tonight, she would be obstructed by the stoppage, and she might not see Gu Beiyan. She came here without hesitation, just to hear an answer from him.
But in the end, he still didn't want to tell himself that it was all right, and they couldn't be honest with each other, without any concealment. Then what else can she do, he tells her how to do it
"The evil fate is not deep, just cut it off. King Tan, we have all the fate." It takes a lot of courage to remove one person from the heart. After experiencing Shen Shao Temple, Feng Jiuge thinks that he has chosen the right person.
But now she discovered that it is not enough for two people to love each other deeply. It is good to be happy, but behind the two loves, there are hardships to hide and other entanglements.
She doesn't want this unclear, unclear feeling. Even if Gu Beiyan loves her, she also loves him deeply, and they can't go on anymore.
This relationship will be broken sooner or later, so it's better to let her bring it up and make it clearer.
"Wind nine songs..."
"You have your own ambitions and ambitions, and you shouldn't abandon it because of me. In the eyes of the world, you are the lofty King of Tan. Resolute and vigorous is your style. Therefore, we will just cut it off like this. From then on, you will It's King Tan, and I'm just Chu Luo Princess."
King Tan and the emperor were a marriage that couldn't be better matched. They were originally the most praised couple. Now they are just like a mirrored flower, a dream.
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Feng Jiuge didn't know how to get out of Prince Tan's Mansion, and his whole body was muddled, as if he had suffered a serious illness. She simply felt sore in the corners of her eyes, and the pain in her heart couldn't be suppressed. After all, she did not shed tears.
From now on, she will not shed tears for anyone, nor will she be angry about anyone.
The love injury Shen Shaosi gave her has long since come to an end, and what Gu Beiyan gave her will slowly subside as the years pass by.