What each oath, what ten years of cultivation can make the same boat, and a hundred years of cultivation can sleep together. She and Luo Yuesheng have been married for many years. How can this kind of friendship be compared to Li Liangliang.
Luo Yuesheng would blame herself for Li Liangliang, but she felt that she was old and frail, unable to do her best, so she wanted to find another person to replace her.
She is the queen and the lord of the harem, but don't step on her head and overwhelm one side. Where is her face, will anyone be convinced by her in the future
Even if she fainted, even if it was the palace clerk who repeatedly invited Luo Yuesheng, he could turn a deaf ear to the slut Li Liangliang's side. He didn't care about their children at all, let alone care about her.
What's the use of keeping a husband who has long since lost his own son? It only adds to the sorrow.
"The queen of this palace, I am afraid that the good days are over and it is useless." Xia Wan looked at the dark clouds that slowly gathered, in order to accumulate a blow, and slowly accumulate energy for future success or failure.
This is like she is the same as Li Liangliang, she is a queen, in order to preserve her position, it can be said that she has tried her best, but she is still no match for Li Liangliang's eyes.
What husband, what majesty, she does not want, and no longer expects.
"Mother, don't say that. The servant girl feels distressed when she looks at it." The servant girl said, kneeling down.
In their hearts, Xia Wan is not only the queen, but also not only the master, but also a relative. On weekdays, Xia Wan may be more cruel, but she is still very good to them.
Xia Wan had never treated them half-heartedly, and even said that these maids were obedient to her. It is precisely because of a good master that they will follow Xia Wan with all their heart. Otherwise, where will stay here.
Xia Wan was only losing power for a while, but after all the Xia clan was still there, and General Xia and Prime Minister Xia were still there, they definitely wouldn't let their mothers and daughters alone, Xia Wan would regain power sooner or later, but it was only a matter of time.
It was supposed to make my master think that sooner or later he would turn over. It should be a firm conviction and no longer say those presumptuous words. But this time, it was his own master who gave up on himself, feeling hopeless to stand up, thinking that he should give up.
The maids felt sorry for Xia Wan, and even more so for how she is now, she had to work so hard, and she had to be so humble.
The word humble will definitely not appear on Xia Wan, but it was only a moment ago. When the maid looked up, she saw the sadness that Xia Wan couldn't hide under her eyes. Her breath was restrained and her usual gentleness was no longer. A lifeless look.
And when the maid looked up, there was a sudden thunder and lightning not far away, and a ray of light cut through the sky, suddenly as if torn a hole, terrifying.
Xia Wan was afraid of thunder before, but this time, she just watched it coldly. Whether it was lightning and thunder, or heavy rain, it was normal in her eyes.
It's just this situation and this scene, but this state of mind is especially matched with her.
She was trapped here by Luo Yuesheng, she couldn't touch anything, she couldn't do anything, she was like a cripple, she could only watch the pouring rain fall and looting everything.
Look at Chu Luo, look at the palace, and then look at the capital. Xia Wan suddenly felt like a world away.
Since Luoyuesheng came to the throne, since she was made a queen, she has been confined in this palace. She hasn't been out for a long time, so how can she go out and have a look like Xia Kui and others? Unfettered, without too much consideration.
In her life, she was also Luo Yuesheng, and she lost because of Luo Yuesheng.
Everything is fate, she became a queen, a person above ten thousand people, but she also lost a lot, lost those hopeless and unattainable freedoms, and lost the right to be able to enjoy unfettered freedom. I can only settle myself slowly and force myself to say things that are against my heart.
Previously, she felt that as long as she was with Luoyuesheng, this was a picturesque country, she would walk with him, even if it was day after day, even if it was a cycle, even if it was repeated every day, she would have no regrets or regrets. .
But now, where is someone who can accompany her like this
He didn't want to be himself, and he didn't want to accompany her anymore, only Xia Wan was left, and she was the only one left, walking alone.
In other words, Xia Wan couldn't figure out how much she had paid for Luo Yuesheng in the first half of her life, and she didn't want to figure it out again.
There was helplessness between her and Luoyuesheng, and she had reached the point where there was no way to recover from the poverty.
For a Li Liangliang, I lost all their beautiful past, lost all her temperament, and was completely broken.
All Taoist mirrors spend the moon in the water and scoop the moon in the water, but they are all vain.
Xia Wan, what on earth are you still obsessed with? You think that man will stay because of you, but think that he will change his mind and rebuild with you
Wishful thinking, too wishful thinking.
The woman stood quietly, but suddenly laughed, her voice was inexplicably terrifying, and the thunder and lightning from the outside echoed it very well.
The handmaid raised her head unclearly, and saw Xia Wan smile wildly, and then, endless sadness overwhelmed her.
It was ridiculous. She had never lived for herself in her entire life. The young Xia Wan was so proud and arrogant that she would definitely not let this happen to her.
She was trapped in this desperate situation for too long, and she forgot to resist.
"This palace has gained too much and lost too much in this life, and has long lost sight of the way forward." She said, but her tone was exceptionally calm, her hands slowly stroking her abdomen, telepathic with the child inside.
"The self-righteous one is in this palace, and the one who is defeated is also in this palace. If you want a better future, you should abandon this palace and stay in this cold Yikun Palace and do whatever you want, but this palace will not stay. You don’t blame you either."
She is currently being banned by Luo Yuesheng, even if Luo Yuesheng let her go out someday, her reputation has plummeted, not as good as before. If she guessed right, in the future, I am afraid that Li Liangliang will be respected in this palace. Since it is already a feng shui turn, then they should pursue a better future, and it is better than following her.
She can't give them a good future, maybe it will drag them down. Xia Wan is unwilling to be selfish. Naturally, she hopes that they can get better, but she is worried that those concubines will be because these people come from her own palace. Extra harsh treatment.
Even if everyone in the palace respected her, but they were two-faced people in the end, they could flatter her to her, but Xia Wan knew exactly what she said behind her back.
Most of those concubines entered the palace because of family forces. If the Xia family hadn't overwhelmed their mothers, they would definitely ride on their own heads, how could she be queens.