He doesn't need Feng Jiuge to do anything, nor does he need her to take the initiative. Love this thing is his first affection, or he first admits defeat. He admitted that he did not have the slightest resistance to Feng Jiuge, he was willing to fall.
Maybe others will think he is stupid and don't want to let him go, so he will hold on to a woman.
However, in the eyes of Gu Beiyan, what a great country, what power status, is not worth mentioning when compared with Feng Jiuge.
If Feng Jiuge wants him, he can fight for her and open up a splendid mountain river for her, but if Feng Jiuge is not by his side, or if there is no one to watch this wonderful country with him, then what is there? It's fun.
But it's all in the mirror, nothing more than a vain.
"Ayan, I'm sorry." Suddenly, Feng Jiuge buried himself on the man's shoulders and muttered a low voice.
She has self-knowledge, how could she not know that because of her willfulness, she has caused too much trouble to Gu Beiyan in the past. She failed to help Gu Beiyan, but made him injured one after another. She must be the most in the world. Useless people.
"Why are you sorry?" Compared to Feng Jiuge's inexplicable sadness, Gu Beiyan seemed particularly indifferent.
He knew what Feng Jiuge was sad because of, and what he felt was owed to him. But there are so many debts in this world, as long as Feng Jiuge is still by his side, he is not owed anything.
If the two of them are drifting away because of a debt, Gu Beiyan would rather not owe it.
Feng Jiuge knew that what he never wanted was not a sentence of sorry, but her, her intact.
Whether it was because she had to'kill' Feng Jiuge before avoiding Luoyuesheng's investigation, or later because of Fengshuyu Junjue and others, Feng Jiuge quarreled with him, he Gu Beiyan said this I have identified Feng Jiuge for the rest of my life. No matter how others persuade him, he will not change the slightest, nor will he give up Feng Jiuge because of this.
Feng Jiuge is a ray of light when he walks alone in a black mist, it is the god who saves him from fire and water, and is the faith he will pursue in his life.
Without her, Gu Beiyan would never have imagined that after the Gu family was wiped out, he would still be able to survive, in order to avenge, in order to prove himself, also for the sake of Feng Jiuge, to be able to surrender like Luo Yuesheng.
It's not that he didn't know why Luo Yuesheng took him in, or why he made him become Chu Luo's Tan King.
What he cared about was not status and glory, but just a song of wind and nine songs.
Just when he thought that Feng Jiuge would never forgive himself in this life, or never see him, Feng Jiuge appeared, although she would eventually lose those memories of the past. But Gu Beiyan was more delighted than anyone else.
Because he knew that Feng Jiuge was not dead, she was still alive and alive and well, that was enough. As for the past, it was originally not very memorable, and it was mixed with the scene on the cliff, which is why he He thought that as long as Feng Jiuge was still alive, those memories would be lost if they were lost. He didn't care, as long as Feng Jiuge was still alive.
Fortunately, Feng Jiuge can't remember those memories. Otherwise, how she can be safely by her side, she is approaching herself with a purpose, Gu Beiyan knew it early in the morning. But even if this is the case, he is still willing to be used by Feng Jiuge, as long as she can be a little closer to him, even if it is only a little, even if it is to pay his life, he will not hesitate.
In this life, he owes too much to Feng Jiuge, Feng Jiuge did nothing wrong, it was him who did it wrong, he was very wrong.
If she hadn't been'beheaded' for Luoyuesheng's sake, and Feng Jiuge hadn't been driven to desperation, she would not have hated herself so deeply. Later, Gu Beiyan regretted it, but only regretted it. If he regretted it, he would never return to the past.
He used all he had so that Feng Jiuge felt that he was worthy of entrustment. He moved Feng Jiuge bit by bit and made her willingly be with him. Fortunately, God did not ignore his sacrifice, and Feng Jiuge finally responded.
At that moment, Gu Beiyan felt that even if everything was lost, even if it was reduced to nothing, as long as there is Feng Jiuge, it doesn't matter if you are poor.
With Feng Jiuge, he seems to have everything, he is not greedy, just that is enough.
All the things that happened afterwards were all sentimental. He knew that most of what Feng Jiuge said was insincere. His Jiujiu had always loved his hard lips, but she didn’t know that whenever she said something like that, his heart It was like being struck by the edge of a knife, one knife after another, one after another, making him feel unhappy, making him feel ashamed.
Later, it was Feng Jiuge who knew about the past, knew that he was going to kill her, and knew all the things he did behind her back. He is clearly prepared. If one day Feng Jiuge knows what he will be like, but he is not as free and easy as he imagined, even if Feng Jiuge is awkward with him, saying that he is going to divorce, and that he is going to be with him. He has never been in contact with each other in this life, but he still can't let it go.
He had already buried Feng Jiuge in his heart, and he would not hesitate to let her say or do.
He doesn't expect Feng Jiuge to forgive himself so quickly, but he is also whimsical, thinking that this matter can be kept from her for a lifetime, his Jiujiu is such a smart woman, how can he not find out from the clues? .
She knew everything, so she was so sad, and she thought about severing all relations with him.
Gu Beiyan believes that he is not a good person, and he has never done anything to benefit others. It is not that he has no selfishness, but his selfishness has always been against Feng Jiuge. He said that in this life he can bear all the people of the world, but he cannot bear Feng Jiuge.
No matter how many men there are around Feng Jiuge, how many approach her because of admiration, and how many are unkindly trying to bring Feng together, he will not let those things happen, nor will Feng Jiuge In a dilemma.
Feng Jiuge doesn't like him to be bossy, he can change it, Feng Jiuge doesn't like him to be domineering, and he can try his best for her, but if Feng Jiuge says to let him go, Gu Beiyan can't do anything.
This is not something he can give up if he wants to give up. He never regrets falling in love with Feng Jiuge, and if he puts down Feng Jiuge, he is afraid that he will regret it for a lifetime.
No matter what he has experienced in the past, how many things Feng Jiuge has done that made him feel cold, but now it has already rained and the sky has cleared.
Thousands of sails are exhausted and never forget their original intentions.
His heart for Feng Jiuge can be learned from the sun and the moon. It does not change with the rotation of mountains and seas, nor with the vicissitudes of the world. Feng Jiuge should know that since he has identified a woman in this life, he will never let go.