After all, Shen Ange woke up not long ago. If her consciousness were not firm enough, she would really not be able to wake up for a while, maybe she wouldn't see Feng Jiuge.
It’s just that she didn’t wake up for a long time. Feng Shuyu came to Mingyue Tower every day and stayed there for a whole day. Shen Ange could perceive everything he did during this period, but she didn’t know why, she didn’t think so. Should wake up so soon, let Feng Shuyu know that she is still alive.
Every day I see Feng Shuyu all frowning, and Shen Ange is also distressed.
She didn't want to be stunned with Feng Shuyu, she felt that Feng Shuyu owed her, it was natural that she died for Feng Shuyu, it was a matter of course, and she did not pray that Feng Shuyu would give her anything in return.
But she wanted to play a child like this, she didn't want to wake up in front of Feng Shuyu, also because listening to Feng Shuyu's guilt every day, listening to him speak in a low breath, it was not a feeling in her heart.
She was not hard-hearted, and she had nothing to want. What she wanted from beginning to end was nothing more than a Fengshuyu.
She wants to live well with Feng Shuyu, wants to be with him regardless of other things, wants to travel all over the country with him, and has seen thousands of rivers and mountains. But Feng Shuyu had already lost everything for her. How could this make Shen Ange express his dissatisfaction with him
She wanted to let Feng Shuyu live easily, and didn't want him to be so dull because of herself, but it seemed that she still worried Feng Shuyu, she could not help Feng Shuyu anything, from the beginning , She did very little for Feng Shuyu, and she always dragged his hind legs behind him, fettering him.
Feng Shuyu is a person who wants to make a big thing. His life shouldn't be delayed by himself in this way. Shen Ange believes that he has no talent to learn, and he is not worthy of Feng Shuyu. She wanted to work hard to make herself better and become a woman who could match Feng Shuyu, but she hadn't made any progress, and she was wronged for nothing.
She didn't want to wake up, and she didn't know how to face Feng Shuyu.
In the past, she could be heartless, or unscrupulous, because she knew that even if she did too much, she was completely alone and had no worries. If she went, she would go there. At most, there was no one in this world. Er of the world, is she still missing
No one will be sad because of her, and no one will leave because of her departure. Shen Ange knew early in the morning that the loss of his own life is very happy, and living is disgusting. She can live a carefree and carefree life.
But after meeting Feng Shuyu, she was fettered. She wanted to be Feng Shuyu’s person, but she never thought about it. Not only did she not help Feng Shuyu, but she kept Feng Shuyu going. Pay for yourself.
Guilt, pain, disgust, all kinds of emotions gush out.
She loathed that she would eventually become those shameless women in her mouth, making Feng Shuyu become trembling because of her worry.
What kind of identity is Feng Shuyu? He should be born aloft and in a high position, just like Feng Jiuge. He shouldn't have a day of humility, and one day that he should live so embarrassed. But after meeting her and encountering her as a disaster star, Feng Shuyu has experienced all the embarrassment he has never experienced in these years.
He is Chu Luo's general of the town and country. He has a great future and a talent with a splendid future. He shouldn't be delayed by himself.
But this time, he betrayed himself in order to live with himself, restrained himself from becoming another person, tied himself up, trapped in an airtight cage, tightly locked, no one could solution.
Shen Ange feels distressed. She is also a human, and she will feel it. Her so-called heartlessness is nothing but bluffing. She has never faked Fengshuyu.
Every time he heard Feng Shuyu muttering in front of her couch, Shen Ange's heart seemed to be grasped by something, holding on tightly, and then squeezing it fiercely.
She was so painful that she was so painful that she couldn't help it.
She wanted to comfort Feng Shuyu like this, let him know that he was not alone, he still had her, and she would always be by his side, even in the chaos of the years and the huge waves. Even if the world betrayed him and rejected him, she would stand beside him unhesitatingly and work with him to overcome these barriers.
But this kind of thought only lasted for a while. Shen Ange had to admit that she had no courage and could not give Feng Shuyu the best. What she could do for Feng Shuyu was nothing except not holding him back, except after making him tired.
She hates such a useless herself, but she has nothing to do. If she didn't accomplish anything, Feng Shuyu wouldn't need it.
She couldn't help Feng Shuyu, she could only drag him down from the very beginning, such a useless self, even Shen Ange felt extremely disgusted when she saw it. She hates others, but she hates herself no more.
She also thought about it, maybe she should have died at birth, so that it won't hurt anyone, and it can make those who worry about her feel a little more concerned. Even if she met Feng Shuyu, she didn't change her temperament, making Feng Shuyu worry about herself.
Feng Jiuge now asks her what she should do next, Shen Ange can only answer, she doesn't know.
I really don't know.
After so many experiences, she was already scared, she became trembling and trembling, not to mention, after doing everything, she also hoped that she had never had a chance to wake up, so she would spend the rest of her life in such an immortal manner. excellent.
But God still made a joke with her. She woke up, but faced with endless guilt and self-blame for being unable to escape.
If Feng Shuyu hadn't become so thorough because of himself, and Shen Ange had a thicker skin, he might have been with him in such a reckless way. But after so long, she has grown a lot. She is not sure, not sure if she really has Feng Jiuge's words so well, whether she can truly become Feng Jiuge's brother-in-law.
That title was something she could not achieve before, but she wanted to have it in her dreams, but she couldn't get it.
She didn't dare to face Feng Shuyu. This was Shen Ange's sorrow. She was afraid that when she woke up, everything would become nothingness and everything had nothing to do with herself, so what should she do. She was afraid, afraid that those vain things would happen again, afraid that what she could have now would be lost one by one in the future.
It is because she has never gotten it before, or because she has a fluke, Shen Ange has become so worried about gains and losses. She has grown up in this way since she was a child, so she is naturally extremely worried.
She was afraid that she was not good enough to be worthy of Feng Shuyu, and she made him become thorough because of herself. As Feng Jiuge said, Feng Shuyu has become such an appearance because of her. It is her fault, but she is not. it is good.