She thought of her and Gu Beiyan unconsciously, and they had experienced a lot together, but she and Gu Beiyan's marriage contract had to be destroyed personally. She was really a bad woman.
Feng Jiuge thought, and blew his nose.
This saying is not to say it well, to be self-inflicted, and to commit unrighteousness will kill itself.
She was asking for trouble.
In the past with Gu Beiyan's comfortable days, she gave up after asking for hardships. If she didn't give up, they are now the enviable couple, although they have become the enviable couple now. It's just that Feng Jiuge always feels that he owes Gu Beiyan something along the way.
She has always been the most loving and arrogant, and never easily compromised with others. Even Gu Beiyan never looked back when she hit the south wall.
For Gu Beiyan, there are too many things to do, and there are too many things to do, so she is a little bit regretful now, also because, this life is indeed owed to Gu Beiyan a lot, so much that she has already arrived. To the point.
Even if she was dissatisfied with Gu Beiyan after knowing the truth at that time, Feng Jiuge knew that she would never be moved by anyone except Gu Beiyan in this life.
Once a person is identified, it will remain unchanged in this life.
Seeing that Feng Shuyu and Shen Ange came to the end, somehow, Feng Jiuge's heart also burst into envy, as if she felt that one day she should be like Gu Beiyan and be an admirable couple. Be able to stay in one place without distractions, and be able to guard each other well.
Feng Jiuge is not a shy person. He always acted like a child with Gu Beiyan, but it just happened to be at that point. I felt that it was extraordinarily reasonable to say something truthful to him at that time, and it was just right for that time. Now, it is time to say those words.
Gu Beiyan promised to herself more than once, and even promised those vows. Feng Jiuge knew that if he said it, she would do it. She never doubted that he had him, just because that person was Gu Beiyan.
Up to now, she has given Gu Beiyan very few, so it is really unqualified.
If it were not for Gu Beiyan to tolerate herself, she would not be able to leave now.
"When I retired from you, did you blame me?" It is false to say whether you hate it or not.
Even if Gu Beiyan loves her again and puts her in his heart, it is impossible not to say those angry words, but if he did not say it, it means that he has to bear all the sufferings alone.
Feng Jiuge knows that the feeling is uncomfortable, just like she was affectionate to Shen Shao Temple in the past. She couldn't get a half answer from Shen Shao Temple. She was hurt, annoyed, and remorseful, but she couldn't help but fall into it again and again.
The divorce came from her mouth, and she went to the door in front of everyone in the capital. It seemed to be a great shame to Gu Beiyan. He should hate himself, but Gu Beiyan didn't, and didn't.
No matter what they had experienced before, what Feng Jiuge said at that time was nothing but against her heart. While she wanted to preserve the entire Feng Mansion, she also wanted to push Gu Beiyan out so that he could no longer be burdened by herself. Live well, live for yourself.
But she had forgotten that she had never really heard Gu Beiyan's heartfelt thoughts. It was like her resignation at that time. It was decided by her alone. She didn't discuss it with him for a while, and she didn't leave him any face.
At that time, even Lin Zhi hated himself so much that he almost drew his sword to kill her, how could Gu Beiyan do. Maybe he won't, but this kind of love becomes hate at its extreme.
The extreme of things must be reversed, and the extreme of happiness produces sadness. Feng Jiuge has always understood this truth.
She never told Gu Beiyan that the retiring was involuntary, but she alone decided.
She was afraid of hearing anything more hurtful than Gu Beiyan's mouth.
In this world, no one is born for what they live for, and Gu Beiyan is the same. He doesn't need to abandon those beautiful futures for himself, even the bloody hatred he has always carried.
Saying long is not long, and short is not short, but in the blink of an eye, the moment will pass.
She really shouldn't be futile about this matter anymore, and she shouldn't let Gu Beiyan suffer half damage because of herself.
She wanted to pay attention to Gu Beiyan, and wanted to hear something from him, even if it was just his voice, she wanted to hear it.
In the woman’s eyes, there were eyes that couldn’t be more serious. Gu Beiyan knew that she had never had a lie, and she had never had a more serious look than this one after knowing Tongfeng Jiuge for so long. , He was stunned, when he looked at Feng Jiuge, it seemed that something had stopped him, making him unable to speak for a while.
Sometimes, after ten thousand years of thinking, this is what is said.
He has been thinking about Feng Jiuge for thousands of years, and Feng Jiuge is about himself.
Saying that he doesn't hate is a lie, but in his heart, whether he loves or hates, it's just because of Feng Jiuge. She is the woman he has always longed for, and he wants to take good care of her when she gets it, and she wants to give up everything that is beautiful in the world when she gets it. No matter how angry or angry, she can’t hurt her. It is in his heart. The brightest light.
Gu Beiyan didn't seem to have made a big achievement in this life, but he never regretted the incident of Feng Jiuge.
It's as if everything he did for Feng Jiuge was sincere and sincere.
There is nothing false, he never wanted to lie to Feng Jiuge, nor did he want her to be aggrieved.
This is the case for Gu Beiyan, no matter how painful or desperate, he will not tell others, he will only bear it alone, and digest it silently.
Simply, all his waiting was not in vain, Feng Jiuge is back after all, as long as she comes back, everything is still valuable, everything he did is not in vain, as long as Feng Jiuge is still by his side, Gu Beiyan will do it Anything is fine.
The man did not speak, but shook his head.
Feng Jiuge suddenly felt extremely sad. I don't know when she actually forced a man full of her eyes into what she is now.
Gu Beiyan would never be like this, nor should he be like this.
Feng Jiuge knows more than anyone else how much she said, just as she knows how much she has done, but she has always been the least good at expressing, and she would not do anything comforting.
But I never thought that in this life I could meet Gu Beiyan, a man who can make her want to treat each other with heart. Feng Jiuge can fool herself and others, but she doesn't want to deceive anymore.
The person in her heart is Gu Beiyan, who has always been.