Ruan Yesheng's tears came so unexpectedly, Xi Mo didn't expect it, and even Ruan Yesheng didn't expect it.
She felt the tears on her face, and suddenly she was dumbfounded.
Don't look at Ruan Yesheng's charming and sultry smile in the past, in fact, she is a woman who is very good at covering up. Her acting skills are good, and she is naturally handy in dealing with all kinds of dealings in life. Even if she has played Xi Mo for so long, she has not made any mistakes, but I can think of her ability to cover up.
And just like this, a smile can easily become a mask for her to hide her true heart. Even if she is sad, she will pretend that nothing has happened, and she can still talk and laugh. When I go back to being alone, it is possible to remove those external disguises and lick the wounds alone.
Such a person would never cry in front of people easily.
Ruan Yesheng didn't even know what was going on with him now. Originally, she felt that she could control herself very well, no matter how worried or uncomfortable she was, she consciously could do it without showing it. Her dykes that held back the tide of emotion collapsed and poured out in an instant.
She thought that her line of defense had always been completely solid.
Now I understand that in front of Xi Mo, he is actually so vulnerable.
She showed her vulnerability in front of Xi Mo without precaution, and cried out in front of Xi Mo without precaution.
Ruan Yesheng quickly noticed this, and immediately seemed more at a loss than Xi Mo. She felt that her description was a little embarrassing, and while rubbing the back of her hand on her face, she stood up and went to get the napkin on the table. Maybe it was because she was too panicked when she got up. She didn't pay attention to the position of the chair. She tripped over the chair and stumbled a little, and was about to knock over the edge of the table.
A hand stretched out and quickly embraced her, which prevented her from bumping against the table.
Xi Mo wrapped her waist with one hand and her arm with the other, standing still.
Ruan Yesheng also froze.
When Xi Mo and Ruan Yesheng were playing against each other on the set before, Xi Mo found out that she had added a fear. She was afraid that Ruan Yesheng would cry-although she didn't want to admit it at that time.
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Ruan Yesheng's crying scene is so good and contagious. When she sees her crying, even in the scene, even if she knows it's fake, she can feel pain in her heart at that moment.
This is still the case in the play, not to mention that Ruan Yesheng really cried this time. Her eyes were red, and her eyes were full of moisture. When she looked at her, it seemed that there was rain and mist, and her eyelashes were also full of water droplets. But she was embarrassed because she suddenly cried, so she felt a little panic. The head did not dare to look over, and the feeling of Chu pity was even deeper.
Xi Mo looked at her, but now she really wanted to admit that she was really afraid of Ruan Yesheng crying.
It's just that she didn't know how to coax Ruan Yesheng who was crying in the play, but now she doesn't know how to coax her, but she knows that she wants to coax her.
How should I coax
Xi Mo has always been a rational person. Rationality dictates that her actions usually stem from her thoughts. She will think about it first and then do one thing.
But now, it is rare for her to act faster than her thoughts. When she was still hesitating in her heart, she had already made a subconscious choice of action.
She took the hand around Ruan Yesheng's waist, took it to her, and put it away. Ruan Yesheng was gently swayed by her, and he leaned towards her, and Xi Mo hugged her.
Ruan Yesheng was surprised by her action, her eyes widened, and the tears on her eyelashes were about to fall.
Probably due to etiquette, Xi Mo actually hugged her very gently, not a suffocating hug, but very measured.
When Ruan Yesheng recovered, her surprise was quickly replaced by some kind of joy.
There were still tears on her face, and her heart was still sour, but there was heartfelt warmth and joy in the sourness. She had never experienced this wonderful feeling, she wanted to cry, but she wanted to laugh happily at the same time, hovering on the edge of sadness and joy, and she felt in a trance that she might be going crazy.
She likes Xi Mo very much.
The more I get along with her, the closer I get to her, the more I get to know her, the more I feel her unique tenderness, the more she can't leave her. Every day, she likes her more than ever.
He wanted to let Xi Mo know, but he dared not let her know. She was afraid that if she knew her unspeakable intentions, she would stay away from her, but she sometimes felt that if she mustered up the courage to tell her, Xi Mo might not refuse, but if she refused, she would Xi Mo's serious and rational character will not even have to be friends at that time. She still wanted to be by her side, maybe she couldn't take that risk yet.
How to do.
Ruan Yesheng grabbed Xi Mo's clothes with both hands, and clenched them tightly.
Not only did her tears not stop, it seemed to become more than just before, and it fell down as if the thread was broken, moistening Xi Mo's shoulders.
Aware of Ruan Yesheng's low sobbing sound, Xi Mo didn't know what to do, let alone what to say.
After thinking about it, she could only continue to hug Ruan Yesheng, put her hand on her back, and pat her lightly from time to time, as if she was coaxing a crying child. Although it was light, it had an unaccustomed stiffness.
Then she heard a puff from Ruan Yesheng who was crying on her shoulder, and she laughed again.
Xi Mo: "..."
"...I'm not a child anymore." Ruan Yesheng's words were vague, with a slightly nasal voice when crying.
Xi Mo immediately stopped patting her back.
Ruan Yesheng whispered: "I just said that, why don't you take pictures again."
When Xi Mo heard this, he had to stiffen his hands again and continued to pat her on the back.
"... You're like a piece of wood no matter how you coax people. When I say something, you'll have a reaction and do what you do."
But Xi Mo said, "No."
Ruan Yesheng blamed her: "What do you do when I say something?"
But Xi Mo asked her back: "Don't you like me doing what you say?"
Ruan Yesheng: "..."
Seeing that she didn't answer, Xi Mo said, "What do you say, what I do, you don't like it? Do you like what you say, and I do the opposite?"
"... That's not what I meant." Ruan Yesheng lowered his voice: "... Get me some napkins, or they will all rub against your clothes."
Xi Mo let go of her, helped her to pull a few napkins from the napkin box, and handed them to her: "What does that mean?"
"...It doesn't make any sense." Ruan Yesheng wiped his tears with a napkin and looked aside.
Xi Mo pulled another piece of paper, stretched out his hand, Ruan Yesheng stepped back, and Xi Mo immediately grabbed her: "Don't move, it hasn't been wiped clean yet."
Ruan Yesheng had to stand still.
Only then did Xi Mo wipe away her tears and said, "I cried and laughed just now."
"I'll go wash my face first." Ruan Yesheng left the table and walked to the bathroom to wash his face. Being poured by the icy water, she also woke up a lot. Although she regretted that she suddenly lost control of her emotions and cried in front of Xi Mo, she also felt that she was not so regretful. After all, Xi Mo hugged her. Very contradictory.
She turned a lot of thoughts, and finally calmed down and walked out of the bathroom.
Xi Mo has already sat down, and his face has returned to his previous calm, and said: "Let's eat, don't get cold by then, it won't be delicious."
Ruan Yesheng also walked over and sat beside her.
"Aren't you going to ask me questions?" Ruan Yesheng said to Xi Mo with a clear look.
"you eat first."
Ruan Yesheng just followed her words and quietly started to eat dinner.
After eating, Xi Mo was silent for a moment and said, "Why did you cry just now?"
Ruan Yesheng lowered his head and said softly, "I just miss my mother a little bit."
She raised her eyes and smiled again: "Sorry, I made you see such a gaffe just now."
Xi Mo said: "don't be sorry. You can also cry in front of me, you don't need to feel any burden."
Ruan Yesheng looked at her.
Xi Mo paused and said, "Of course, it would be better if you didn't cry."
"Don't you like watching other people cry?" Ruan Yesheng thought about it for a while, and asked her carefully, "Do you think it's useless and shameful?"
In Ruan Yesheng's impression, she had never seen Xi Mo cry before. Xi Mo is arrogant and always so good. He grew up in a wealthy family. It seems that he has been smooth sailing from childhood to adulthood. His acting career is also at the top, and everyone admires him. Except for the crying scene, she seems to have no tears, and she doesn't need to cry.
"How could that be." Xi Mo shook his head and said, "Everyone will have moments of weakness. It's normal to cry and vent your emotions, so why is it useless?"
Ruan Yesheng felt relieved when she heard what she said. It's amazing. She was embarrassed and even at a loss for crying in front of Xi Mo. Now she calmed down and felt the hug when Xi Mo coaxed her, as well as her current words, and she felt like crying in front of Xi Mo again. , there is nothing to be embarrassed about, there is even a subtle ease.
Xi Mo added: "I've cried too. So you don't need to feel anything when you cry."
Ruan Yesheng was taken aback.
She actually didn't expect Xi Mo to tell her this. After all, she had never seen Xi Mo cry before, so this also means that even if Xi Mo cried, she would hide it and not want to let others know, so she should not cry. This kind of near-private thing to tell others.
But she told her.
But since it involves crying, it is basically a sad thing, especially for someone like Xi Mo, if she can make her cry, she must be very sad. Ruan Yesheng didn't want Xi Mo to think of anything sad, so he just nodded and avoided talking about this topic.
"Which question do you want to ask first?" Ruan Yesheng seemed to know what Xi Mo was thinking, and said, "Is it about my mother first?"
Xi Mo glanced at Ruan Yesheng, seemed to hesitate for a moment, and finally remained silent.
Ruan Yesheng smiled and said, "You don't have to worry about me, I know you actually have a lot of questions to ask, and I will answer you well."
The author has something to say: Too much cuteness, I can't be too cute today, I am distressed.