Ji Qingying wanted to refute.
She is not a child, but she can't control the most real reaction of her body.
She knows that she is a very sensitive person, but she doesn't shed tears very often.
A lot of things have passed that hurdle, and slowly, they have passed.
But only on the surface, deep in the heart, it seems that there is always a piece of land left for Kan.
Once someone touches her, her emotions will rebound sharply, leaving everything she hid with nowhere to go.
Ji Qingying is obsessed with sugar and zoos.
Under normal circumstances, it is rarely manifested. But after being drunk several times, Rong Xue and Chen Xinyu also asked her why.
She didn't say it.
When she was very young, Ji Qingying's family was happy. Although the parents are busy, they are very loving.
She lived with her grandmother since she was a child, and her parents would go back to the town to accompany her on weekends.
Then there was an accident. Father died. She lost a man who loved her unconditionally.
But fortunately, the grandmother and mother dote on a lot, so Ji Qingying quickly walked from the haze to the sun.
But in less than a year, everything has changed.
The mother's once-a-week companionship turned into a fortnight, a month, or even longer.
The candy she promised to bring to Ji Qingying will no longer be remembered.
The zoo that promised to take her to on her birthday pushed it again and again.
When Ji Qingying was in school, she looked forward to Friday every day.
I hope my mother goes home, I hope she can bring her candy, I hope she can take herself to the zoo.
The classmates have been there many times. They say giraffes, elephants in zoos, animals that look a little pitiful and cute in captivity.
Every time I listen to my classmates. Ji Qingying is very eager.
When I was young, I would not hide my emotions, and all my thoughts were naked in front of everyone.
She would tell them, and her mother agreed. Take her on weekends.
There is so much to say. Not only did she begin to feel lost, but even her classmates told her innocently—
Ji Qingying, your mother will definitely not take you to the zoo.
Ji Qingying, your mother doesn't love you at all.
Ji Qingying, you don't have a father, and even your mother doesn't want you anymore.
Over time, these words were imprinted in my heart.
But even so, she still hopes that one day she will take herself there.
But in the end. still none.
a school day. Ji Qingying came home from school and unexpectedly saw her back.
She was so happy that she ran over without even taking off her schoolbag, hugging her thigh and acting like a spoiled child.
Tell her she misses her.
After half an hour. Ji Qingying learned from her grandmother that she was going abroad.
She was going to chase her dream, she didn't want Ji Qingying to become her burden. She is still young, she doesn't want to be chained here, she needs a bigger stage.
She left, and Ji Qingying became a child without parents.
She no longer counted the days in anticipation of the weekend, no longer stood under the eaves looking at the figure that would appear at the corner at the end of the street.
I also stopped telling my classmates that my mother will definitely take me to the zoo this weekend.
None of these will exist anymore.
The emotions that are triggered cannot be hidden.
And because of Fu Yanzhi's words, Ji Qingying was on the verge of collapse.
Her tears fell uncontrollably. Like a broken pearl.
Be caught off guard.
Fu Yanzhi was at a loss, he didn't expect Ji Qingying to cry.
He didn't expect that even if her eyes had just turned red.
His fingers were still at the corners of her eyes, her skin was tender and reddened when pressed a little.
He lowered his eyes and stared at her crying, a kind of indescribable discomfort.
A special emotion is spreading.
When Ji Qingying cried, there was no sound.
There was only the sobbing that he couldn't control, but the more it was like this, the more Fu Yanzhi couldn't control it.
His throat was itchy.
The words were pressed back again, and she didn't dare to say a word, she just reached out and rubbed her head, pressing the person into her arms.
"Do not cry."
He rubbed the back of her head helplessly and said in a low voice, "Cry again, I won't bring you next time."
"no."
Ji Qingying clenched the corner of his clothes tightly, rubbed his head in his arms, and wet his clothes with tears.
"Next time... come again."
She sobbed intermittently.
Fu Yanzhi was helpless and could only continue to hug her.
He has never coaxed people, and he can't deal with people who cry.
The child is fine, just coax a little. Although Ji Qingying is also a child who has not grown up, Fu Yanzhi can't coax casually.
The breath of the man was approaching, surrounding Ji Qingying in layers.
That sense of security made her stay and stop. It seemed that all the regrets and the accumulated disappointments were gradually swept away by him.
After the meeting, Ji Qingying had already controlled his emotions.
The tears didn't fall, but she didn't lift her head from his arms. Fu Yanzhi didn't urge her, and let her lean on him connivingly.
"Fu Yanzhi."
"Um?"
Fu Yanzhi replied softly, "What's the matter."
Ji Qingying pursed her lips, feeling embarrassed in hindsight.
How big are they. She even cried.
And he was crying in front of Fu Yanzhi!
"Do not cry?"
Aware of her silence, Fu Yanzhi took the initiative to ask.
"Well." Ji Qingying buried her head, revealing the back of her fair and slender neck, bit her lip and said, "I'm wearing makeup."
Fu Yanzhi: "..."
He wanted to laugh a little.
But considering Ji Qingying's face, she tried her best to hold back.
Fu Yanzhi bent his lower lip: "And then."
"I want to go back to the car and get some makeup done."
Just as Fu Yanzhi was about to say 'OK', Ji Qingying hurriedly said, "You are not allowed to watch."
He was helpless.
"It's beautiful without makeup."
"That's different."
Ji Qingying blinked and said, "When you make up flowers, you look like a ghost. I'm afraid you will have nightmares tonight."
"… "
"Then what shall I do?"
Ji Qingying thought for a while, then commanded: "Close your eyes, give me the car key, and I'll get in the car."
In order to prevent Fu Yanzhi from opening his eyes, he emphasized: "I can only open my eyes if I say so."
At this meeting, Fu Yanzhi basically let her toss.
He chuckled lightly and indulged: "Okay."
After saying that, he really closed his eyes.
Ji Qingying slowly raised his head from his arms.
As soon as she raised her eyes, the man's face was reflected in her tearful eyes.
He has a handsome profile, a high nose, and thin lips. And, those closed eyes.
His eyelashes are very long, and when he closes them, a small fan shadow is left under his eyes.
It looks very nice and nice.
"Still watching?"
Fu Yanzhi didn't open his eyes, his voice contained a smile.
Ji Qingying was startled and half covered her face: "Didn't you close your eyes?"
"Um."
Ji Qingying choked and retorted: "Then how do you know I'm looking at you."
Fu Yanzhi responded with a calm tone: "The stars are too bright, you can't ignore them when you close your eyes."
Ji Qingying was stunned.
She understood what Fu Yanzhi meant. Her eyes warmed again, and her lips moved.
"How do you know there are stars in front of you."
Fu Yanzhi closed his eyes and hooked his lower lip: "Why not."
He said: "If it's not a star, how can I be reluctant to ignore it."
Ji Qingying bit her lip and her heartbeat increased.
Her nose was sore because of his words and because of his carefulness.
Although Fu Yanzhi didn't know what happened to her, he could probably guess.
So he told her that way.
She is a star.
It will not be forgotten, nor will it be left behind.
She's everyone's favorite, sparkling star.
Filled with the night sky.
Into everyone's heart.
Ji Qingying was moved when Fu Yanzhi's eyelids moved suddenly, but he didn't open his eyes.
He frowned slightly and asked inexplicably, "How long do you want me to close my eyes?"
Ji Qingying snapped back to her senses, expressing helplessness for the atmosphere he destroyed.
"immediately."
Saying that, she didn't delay any longer, turned around and walked into the car.
After getting in the car, Ji Qingying shouted, "Fu Yanzhi, you can open your eyes."
Fu Yanzhi slowly opened his eyes.
He paused, then turned his gaze to the car not far away.
He couldn't see the man inside, but he knew what the man was doing.
Thinking, he smiled.
I was delayed at the door for more than half an hour, but the time was just right when I entered.
It's not weekends, there are few children in the zoo.
The zoo also seemed a lot quieter.
This zoo is much bigger than Ji Qingying imagined.
It is divided into three areas, there are walking and car tours.
Ji Qingying looked at the map in Fu Yanzhi's hand and was a little tangled.
"Which one go first?"
"Anything in particular you want to see?"
Ji Qingying thought for a while: "I want to see giraffes."
Fu Yanzhi smiled: "Okay."
Ji Qingying's ears were hot, she stared at his eyes tenderly, and whispered, "What are you laughing at?"
Fu Yanzhi lowered his eyes, looked at her red eyes, and shook his head: "It's nothing."
Ji Qingying: "..."
Inexplicably, she felt that Fu Yanzhi was laughing at her.
She stretched out her hand, touched her nose, and said, "I really liked it when I was a kid."
Fu Yanzhi nodded: "Have you been there when you grow up?"
"Um."
Ji Qingying pursed her lower lip and said softly, "I've been there many times by myself."
Fu Yanzhi looked at her deeply: "Didn't you go with your friends?"
Ji Qingying shook her head: "No, I didn't want them to know my little secret at that time."
Fu Yanzhi stretched out his hand and flicked her forehead.
"After that—" he paused, "you want to come and find me."
Ji Qingying smiled, the corners of her lips curved: "Okay."
The zoo is really big.
Ji Qingying and Fu Yanzhi rented a tandem bicycle and walked slowly to the park where the giraffe was located.
Looking at it from a distance, the giraffe is tall and large, stretching its neck and poking out.
Ji Qingying's eyes lit up, regardless of Fu Yanzhi.
"I went first."
Fu Yanzhi: "..."
He stared at the back of Xiaoran, and there was a smile in his eyes that he hadn't even noticed.
Green grass.
Giraffes are enclosed inside, making people watch.
When they saw people coming, they stuck their heads out friendly, Ji Qingying didn't pay attention, and the giraffe even rubbed her back.
Except for giraffes.
When the two were riding their bicycles, they also encountered alpacas and deer.
Everything you need.
Turn around.
Ji Qingying saved a lot of photos on her mobile phone, and she was as happy as a child who just came to the zoo to visit.
Excited and tireless.
by noon.
The sun is getting bigger and bigger, and Ji Qingying feels hot. Fu Yanzhi took her to rest.
"Don't have a picnic?"
She followed into the store, a little curious.
Fu Yanzhi shook his head: "The picnic is elsewhere."
Ji Qingying was stunned for a moment, and her eyes lit up: "Will you go to other places later?"
Fu Yanzhi turned his head and asked lightly, "Don't want to go?"
"No."
Ji Qingying stared straight at him and proved with her eyes: "I really want to."
There are many shops in the zoo.
A whole row is full of them. In addition to eating, drinking and drinking, there are also entertainment places such as doll machines for children to play.
Ji Qingying wants to drink milk tea.
Fu Yanzhi frowned, but did not refuse.
After buying milk tea and having a simple meal, Ji Qingying was very interested in the store next door.
The two go in.
In addition to a whole row of doll machines with various animals, there are also many dolls.
All the animals in the zoo.
"Fu Yanzhi."
Ji Qingying pointed at the doll machine: "I want to play this."
Fu Yanzhi exchanged coins.
Ji Qingying didn't play much, and he didn't get caught after several shots.
She looked at Fu Yanzhi aggrievedly.
"Try it?"
Fu Yanzhi doesn't have a cold, nor does he know much about such childish things.
But Ji Qingying's eyes were full of expectations, and he couldn't refuse.
Five minutes later, Fu Yanzhi regretted it.
Ji Qingying couldn't catch it himself, and neither could Fu Yanzhi.
Forget it.
The point is, she still has to tease next to her: "Dr. Fu, I didn't expect you to have something you don't know."
Fu Yanzhi looked into her eyes.
Ji Qingying smiled happily: "After spending these few flowers, I'm mentally balanced."
Fu Yanzhi stretched out his hand and pinched her face: "I can't catch it and am so happy?"
Ji Qingying nodded: "Happy, this proves that I am not alone."
Fu Yanzhi raised his eyebrows and smiled, "No way?"
Ji Qingying: "..."
As soon as he finished speaking, Fu Yanzhi tapped the button. A little fox in the machine was caught.
When Fu Yanzhi handed the little fox to Ji Qingying, he asked coldly, "Who can't?"
"… "
Ji Qingying touched his ears, and always felt that this was a pun.
She hugged the little fox and quickly agreed: "I, I, I, I can't do it."
Fu Yanzhi glanced at her reluctant appearance, and a smile flashed in his eyes.
"What else do you want to play?"
Ji Qingying looked around and saw nothing of particular interest.
"Gone."
The two came out of the store and went to another area.
The distance there is relatively far, and the two of them took a sightseeing bus over there.
When we arrived, there were more people in this place. Even on the road, there are walking animals.
Ji Qingying was stunned.
After walking a few steps, she was surrounded by animals and could not walk.
Fu Yanzhi took two steps forward and turned back quickly.
Seeing Ji Qingying's frightened scene, he bent the corner of his mouth and turned back to her side.
"What's wrong."
Ji Qingying pointed to the animals around him: "They won't let me go."
Fu Yanzhi tilted his head: "Then talk to them?"
Ji Qingying was stunned.
She blinked and looked at Fu Yanzhi: "What are you talking about?"
Fu Yanzhi narrowed his eyes and looked down at the little animal that had been rubbing against her leg.
Her skin is white, her exposed legs are even more dazzling, and her legs are beautiful.
Fu Yanzhi paused for a while, then suddenly raised his hand.
Ji Qingying looked at the hand in front of him, and after a few seconds of slow reaction, he held it up.
As soon as he held it, Fu Yanzhi pulled him back.
He grabbed Ji Qingying's weak wrist and took her out of the animal world.
After getting out of that embarrassing predicament, the two of them didn't let go of their hands.
Ji Qingying followed next to him and silently bent his lower lip.
Fu Yanzhi's palm was sweaty, and the temperature passed from her wrist, making her feel at ease.
Go forward again.
Ji Qingying suddenly shouted, "Fu Yanzhi."
Fu Yanzhi looked sideways.
Ji Qingying pursed her lower lip and pointed to the two hands.
Fu Yanzhi lowered his eyes, took a look and let go.
After letting go, he glanced at Ji Qingying's expression, "Don't you want me to let go?"
Ji Qingying: "..."
She choked: "I just wanted to—"
Another way to hold hands has not been said. Fu Yanzhi's hand squeezed in again.
Strong fingers, warm palms.
He went down the tiger's mouth and wrapped her hand tightly.
Make the palms of the two fit tightly and seamlessly.
Fu Yanzhi looked at her and asked deliberately, "Want this?"
Ji Qingying nodded: "Well."
Fu Yanzhi smiled and pulled her to the other side.
After visiting the zoo, Fu Yanzhi drove her to the next destination.
This day belongs to Ji Qingying.
Ji Qingying looked at the scenery on both sides.
The car was on the highway again, and the cars on the road roared past.
She stared at it for a while, a little curious: "Are we going to the roadside for a picnic now?"
Fu Yanzhi laughed: "What do you think?"
Ji Qingying shook her head: "I don't know, I'm not familiar with this."
"Well, I'm not afraid."
Ji Qingying was stunned: "What are you afraid of?"
After speaking, she answered herself: "Are you afraid you will sell me?"
Fu Yanzhi said nothing.
Ji Qingying was amused by her own thoughts, and said with a smile, "If you want to sell me, sell it to Fu Yanzhi, okay?"
Fu Yanzhi: "..."
Looking at Fu Yanzhi's speechless expression, she smiled and rolled her eyes: "Can you do that, Dr. Fu?"
Fu Yanzhi glanced at her: "No."
"… Oh."
He said, "Not for sale."
Ji Qingying smiled, she turned to look at the scenery outside the window, a little puzzled.
"If we drive further, we will go back very late, right?"
Fu Yanzhi looked sideways and said lightly, "Who told you that we will go back tonight."