Jin Se

Chapter 68: The fourth lamp (2)

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Time seems to be reversed for a week, and back to twenty years ago, the little boy in the cave held a straw worm and said foolishly, "Hey, little ion, have a laugh."

They were so innocent.

One is like a blank sheet of paper, has nothing to worry about and doesn't understand anything, and the other has only a little bit of joy and sorrow in his heart, and after being shouted by that little guy outside, there is no trouble at all.

At that moment, Shi Wuduan seemed to have a strange illusion, as if nothing had happened yet, no one had shed so much blood, and no one had that scar as red as cinnabar on his chest, the meeting between you and me was vaguely like yesterday , Call out a nickname from a distance, and you can go out hand in hand and wander the mountains and rivers.

People...why grow up anyway

If I could live forever in my childhood, wouldn't I have worries, hatred, so many and fierce conflicts with the world, wouldn't carry so many burdens, and wouldn't be as close as I used to be? The people who sleep side by side under the big tree go their separate ways and fight each other

Can you run when you want to run, jump when you want to jump, laugh when you open your mouth, live with curiosity and happiness every day, and worry about some trivial things

Is it better not to know so much

If the food is left over, hair will grow in three to five days; if the fruit is thrown in the ground, it will rot in two days; if the tea is left outside, it will be unusable overnight.

The human heart has been stuffed in the belly for decades, can it also rot, deteriorate... and even change beyond recognition

Shi Wudu worked hard several times, mechanically raised and lowered the corners of his mouth, but he still couldn't make a smile. After a while, he finally whispered: "I can't laugh."

Bai Li tentatively took a step forward, and found that Shi Wuduan didn't object. It was like a small animal that had entered a territory that didn't belong to him. Crouch down and meet his eyes.

Shi Wuduan suddenly felt what the "return of bloodline and soul" is, how it can be like what Master Zhiye said, it can make people reborn after heartbreaking, he found that Bai Li's eyes suddenly became very clear, and it looked like The frightening tyranny suddenly disappeared, just like the little fox with a slightly bad temper in the valley many years ago, with the purest love and hatred.

The persistence in that gaze was like that of a demon king, warm and clear, but also like that rabbit with black eyes.

Bai Li asked softly, "What's wrong with you?"

Shi Wuduan suddenly turned his eyes away, and felt a tumbling in his stomach, as if the burning pain in his chest and abdomen just now hadn't passed away, he was so sad that his eyes almost went dark, but he just clenched his chest tightly and said nothing. throat.

Bai Li gently grabbed his hand, and the other arm wrapped around his back and around his shoulders, as if he didn't dare to make a mistake, he hesitated for a moment.

However, Shi Wuduan suddenly buried his head low and pressed himself against his chest, no one could see his expression clearly.

Then Bai Li heard him laughing lowly.

At the end of that laughter, it was actually a little scary, mixed with an indescribable coldness, as if frozen in ice, freezing him inside and out.

Weep with joy and laugh with sorrow.

With mixed feelings, I don't know what to do, only a miserable laugh. The grievances of walking alone with the wind knife and frost sword for twenty years are all in it. It turns out that this life can actually be so bitter, the bitterness is so extreme that it is unbearable.

There is no one to say, nowhere to sue, only to pretend to be unmoved, and never stop.

Bai Li sighed, feeling like he had done something wrong, or maybe he had been tricked by that old monk who didn't look like a good thing——Shi Wudu's smile almost grabbed his heart, and he fell to the ground empty Hanging in the air, no matter what, it can't fall down.

He hugged Shi Wudu tightly, in the vastness of the wilderness, in the remote places, hugging him as if he depended on each other... just like he is no longer an embarrassing devil, nor is he the elusive Shi Liuye.

After an unknown period of time, Bai Li felt that his chest was already drenched, and the warm liquid penetrated through his clothes and stuck to his chest.

When he wanted Shi Wudu to cry, Shi Wudu always sneered, but now he wanted to make him smile, but he made him cry.

Bai Li's thoughts drifted to an unknown place, but he held that person in his arms, raised his head and looked at the distant place, feeling extremely confused for a moment. He thought, what have I done? What have you been fighting for all these years

The supreme throne or the invincible prestige are like a boring joke.

Only at the very end, when they were so scarred and leaning against each other, did they finally get such a moment of tranquility, even reluctant to move, immersed in that tranquility, as if sitting there, they could wait until the next day. It's like forever.

I know I was wrong, Bai Li thought to himself, and tightened his arms around Shi Wudu—but you bastard, why are you so stubborn? Are you right? Do you dare to bow your head once

Then he lowered his head and moved his shoulders lightly, Shi Wuduan's face slightly lifted up following his movements, but he did not know when he had already fallen asleep.

He seemed to be exhausted, but his brows were still tightly frowned, almost leaving a deep-rooted line there.

It was clear that there was no good dream at first glance, Bai Li raised his finger lightly, smoothed his brows, thinking in his heart, only those who are guilty don't have good dreams, you are so smart since you were young, but you can't understand the truth? Or think clearly... just don't want to admit it.

Bai Li remembered that when they were young, every time the two of them had any unpleasant quarrels, Shi Wudu would bow his head first, even if he lied to him like a little girl, he could forgive himself with just one word.

Well... it's my turn to let you go this time.

Bai Li made him lean more comfortably, and slowly fell back, lying on the grass.

He closed his eyes, still thinking sourly and sweetly in his heart--damn, will Feng Shui turn around

Then the corners of Bai Li's mouth raised up uncontrollably, and the warm sunshine hit his face.

In fact, it's nothing - Bai Li said to himself, at least I can smile at myself so easily, isn't it considered a profit

Shi lost control for no reason, but the fire he lit did not deviate from the planned track. The fourth lamp on this continent has been arranged by Xia Duanfang's hands-it is the north-south main road threshing road.

This is an official road built by Emperor Taizong when he was in power. From the capital of Pingyang, bypassing Sanyang Pass from the west, passing through Huzhou, Lanzhou, and Huaizhong, it runs through the north and south, and transports troops. Passing through the three major camps of Xunan, Sanyangguan, and Zhuzhou, all the way is heavily guarded, and with the blessing of the Pope, it is guaranteed that there will be a catastrophe, or if troops are raised here, the threshing road will not be cut off unless one side The city is occupied, otherwise the roads will be normal and difficult to destroy.

To go through the official path, customs clearance documents, etc. must be complete, otherwise they will be severely inspected, and at worst they will be sent to prison.

At this time, Zou Yanlai, the tantric sect, was convicted and transferred to the northwest by the emperor. He was passing through the threshing road, and he was going to go with Zhang Zhixian to clean up the mess there.

The day he left was a sunny day, no one saw him off, no one even knew about it, he silently took a piece of imperial decree, and rode a bicycle slowly out of the smoky ancient road.

Many people looked forward to him and thought he was a hero. He once planned a strategy and planned to win thousands of miles, but found that a hero also needs to be fulfilled by the situation.

To what extent can a person be suffocated

No one knows about Huaijin holding Yu, or... just about to show off his ambitions, someone broke his wings abruptly

No one knew what Zou Yanlai was thinking at that moment, he just sat in the car with stubble all over his face, staring blankly at the rickety roof, as if he couldn't express his anger and depression , let it out in one breath, as if it could never blow again.

I don't know how long it took, the man who used to have all the gods and demons in his mind on the high mountain suddenly moved, his eyes rolled to the side, as if he suddenly came to life.

Then he asked in a low voice, "Where are you?"

The coachman replied cautiously: "My lord, we have already left Xunan territory, left Sanyang Pass to the west, and entered Ji'an territory immediately."

Already out of Sanyangguan...

Zou Yanlai suddenly covered his face with his hands, and suddenly let out a burst of laughter, the laughter was low, as if it was stuck in his throat, his voice became hoarse and hoarse, until finally he was a little hoarse. Smiling and laughing, tears came down and flowed out between his fingers, salty and bitter.

The flying birds are not exhausted, so why hide the good bow

May I make a pilgrimage to the Son of Heaven, long live, long live, long live.

At this moment, the carriage stopped suddenly, and Zou Yanlai was almost slapped on the door of the carriage. There was a sharp hiss of horses and a panicked shout from the coachman outside.

Zou Yan came to gather himself together, barely suppressed his emotions, and asked in a deep voice, "What's going on?"

After a while, a guard's voice came from outside the car door, and the man said: "My lord, there may be an accident ahead."

"What?" Zou Yanlai opened the curtain and got out of the car. As soon as he showed up, he was immediately wiped by a strange big bird from his scalp. He was startled, and hurriedly lowered his head to dodge, only to see that the sky and the earth were pitch black , the stars and the moon were gone, it was still a sunny day for ten miles, but at this moment it suddenly became dark, and the billowing thunder rang from the sky, the strange flying bird was completely black, and it was a crow that was born of carrion, circling, which was very scary terror.

Zou Yanlai's heart trembled, his first reaction was that something happened to the threshing road, but after a while, he realized that Shi Wuduan's hand could not reach here because General Song A blocked him, so he was stunned for a moment , I don't know what kind of blindfold this is, but I know in my heart that it is aimed at myself.

Suddenly there was a hoarse cracking sound behind him, and Zou Yanlai suddenly turned around, only to find that his guards and coachman were gone, not even the horses pulling the cart, as if those living things had never existed.

Shi Wuduan really killed all the Pope's people, Zou Yanlai sneered, raised the sword with him, and strode towards the northwest direction - he had seen this formation before, it was a small formation, called the small formation.