At the flick of a finger, the waves on the coastline express their anger towards the reef and their nostalgia for the gravel. The sound of the waves is like thunder, and the shape of the waves is like snow.
Fan Xian heard her words clearly, and couldn't help but smile slightly: "If I were a woman, I would definitely be much happier than I am now."
He knew that the little emperor had too much unwillingness and reluctance in his heart. As a native of Nanqing, Fan Xian didn't have many opportunities to experience the little emperor's imperial mind and tricks, but so many years of private communication and dealings made him very clear that although the Northern Qi emperor was younger than himself, he had a strong will. But it is exceptionally mature, and the way of acting is extremely ruthless.
Maybe the Dragon Chair is indeed an incubator capable of turning people into freaks
The female emperor next to her was raised as a man since she was born. Her growth process was a completely deformed process. Today, she has not turned into a pervert, but has become a slightly Somewhat indifferent, ambitious, and especially disobedient to the fate of the emperor, it should be said that the Queen Mother of the Northern Qi Dynasty is really a very remarkable person.
Reminiscing back then that he thought there was a huge problem between the later emperors, and wanted to use this to wedge himself into the Northern Qi government, but in the end he provided a cover for the mother and son, removed the heavy weight, and subdued Uesugi Tiger, Fan Xian's heart sank. I feel a little uncomfortable, and my admiration for the mother and son is getting stronger and stronger.
"Woman?" The Northern Qi Emperor put his hands behind his back, looked at the boundless sea in front of him, a trace of sarcasm appeared on his lips, "In this world, women are the appendages of men and will always be dominated. If you really become A woman is afraid that she will cry in the quilt every night."
After being silent for a long time, Fan Xian suddenly asked, "Do you really hate your identity as a woman?"
"That's right." The Northern Qi Emperor said indifferently, "If my body wasn't a woman, how could I be threatened by you?"
Fan Xian smiled and didn't say anything. He thought to himself that the empress's heart was indeed a bit like a ruthless man, who only cared about power, status, family and country, and lost a lot of the soft and beautiful feeling he had imagined.
The two fell into silence at the same time, standing side by side like this, looking at the sea with their hands behind their backs. Not far from him, Si Lili, who was wearing a light yellow shirt, held a delicate paper umbrella in one hand, squatted down slightly, and was picking up shells by the sea. I don't know if his attention was on the two of them.
Fan Xian raised his brows slightly, remembering that three years ago at the seaside of Danzhou, he and the Emperor Laozi once stood on a wooden board to watch the sea, when white waves rose from under their feet. Today, I watched the sea side by side with the emperor of the Northern Qi Dynasty again, not to mention the change of the times and the passage of time, just seeing the sea twice is enough to explain too many problems. I have struggled and worked hard for a long time in this second life. Finally, in the two big countries of Northern Qi and Nanqing, they both have influence that others cannot have.
The Northern Qi Emperor's face was indifferent, his straight sword eyebrows looked very plain today, there was a feeling of keeping strangers away from his clear eyes, and his short eyelashes rested peacefully on his eyelids.
"The mission has already arrived at Dongyi City, and I'm going back." She suddenly looked ahead and said, "I must admit that I am really disappointed that I didn't get any benefit from this adventure going south."
"There's nothing to be disappointed about, at least you didn't kill me, and the world isn't in chaos."
Looking at her expression, Fan Xian felt a little pity in his heart for some reason, just like in that crazy night when he saw her crying crazily. He knew that this emperor with the body of a daughter and the heart of a man had not lived a happy life, so he said softly: "Although you are the monarch of Northern Qi, it is impossible for you to change the doomed fact."
The Northern Qi Emperor's voice was slightly sharp, and he said in a mean and sour tone: "For example, I am a woman?"
Fan Xian smiled wryly, wondering why he came here again, shook his head and said, "It's very difficult for one person to change the whole world, it has nothing to do with men and women."
The Northern Qi Emperor said in a cold voice: "However, in my opinion, the most spectacular losers in the past thirty years, the most astonishingly talented losers, happened to be two women who stood up bravely despite their fate. How do you explain it?"
how to explain? Fan Xian couldn't explain it at all, because one of the two women was his mother and the other was his mother-in-law. As children, they could miss, be sentimental, and hold grudges, but they couldn't explain it.
He said: "My mother's failure is that she is too kind, and the eldest princess' failure is that she is too sentimental."
The Northern Qi Emperor looked at him quietly, and said with a smile: "Actually, the reason is simpler than what you said, but you dare not say it."
Yes, let alone the eldest princess, the reason why the terrible mistress of the Ye family failed was also because of that man
Naturally, Fan Xian would not continue this topic in front of her, and said softly, "Your Majesty is leaving today, hoping to clean up the government affairs in the country and support the people's livelihood. As for other things, it's better not to act rashly."
"Before you become the Emperor of Nanqing, never expect anything from you." The Northern Qi Emperor said, "It has nothing to do with trust, it only has to do with the power of speaking... On that day, Sigu Jian took you and me all over the place. Dongyi City, what it is for, you should know in your heart."
Fan Xian sighed, "He took me to talk about the past, talk about the future, see Dongyi, and deepen our relationship. That's why he took me there."
"Dongyi City is not my Daqi, nor your Nanqing. This city is too special. If Sigu Jian hopes to keep the characteristics of Dongyi City after death..." The little emperor turned his head and looked at him, "I can only hope that you can become the emperor of Nanqing."
Fan Xian laughed at himself, "Do you think this is possible?"
"This is exactly where I look down on you. You are in a dilemma. You don't know what you are going to do."
The Northern Qi Emperor turned his head and said sarcastically: "If you are really a saint like the Zhuang family, and you don't want the people of the world to be caught in the flames of war, you can't do nothing like you are doing now. Now you try your best to repair it, but you don't care about the general situation at all. If there is no fundamental reversal, in the end, you can only end up as a human being inside and out, and the end is miserable, needless for me to say, you should know it yourself."
Fan Xian laughed instead, and said, "It seems that Your Majesty finally believes that I have the potential of a saint."
After a long silence, the Northern Qi Emperor said slowly, "Because I can't think of any other reason than being forced to believe that you are a saint, you would do these things."
If Fan Xian only regards himself as a courtier of Nanqing, and intends to rule the world for Nanqing, and now that Dongyi City has been subdued, and he has mastered the biggest secret of the Northern Qi royal family, there are too many things he can use, and he can use it. There are too many strong players.
But he didn't do anything, just like what the little emperor described, he worked tirelessly to sew and mend, forcing all possible disasters to be suppressed in the darkness of the Overwatch Council.
"I don't want to be a saint, and I don't have the ability to be a saint." Fan Xian lowered his head wearily, and said, "I just became a lot braver than before, and I am willing to change something according to my own ideas in this life. Things you don't want to see."
The Northern Qi Emperor looked at him and laughed, and said, "Even if you pay the price with your life?"
"No." Fan Xian said directly: "Your own survival is the most important thing, the survival of your relatives is the second most important thing, and the survival of innocent people is the third most important thing. If that day really comes, I think The only person in this world who has the ability to kill me can't kill me either."
"Why? Because he is your father? Or because he knows that there is a temple behind you?" The little emperor asked slowly with a strange light flashing in his eyes.
Fan Xian smiled and said, "Your Majesty doesn't have the slightest respect or fear for the temple." Then he stopped talking and didn't explain anything further. Why should the Emperor's fear of Uncle Wuzhu be known to these Northern Qi people? .
"I have doubts about what you said earlier." The sea breeze blew on the resolute face of the Northern Qi Emperor, without blowing the non-existent bangs, and it didn't make her feel timid, "Do you think you can survive?" That's the most important thing, so I'm here to ask you, if the person doing the comparison is Princess Chen, do you still think that your own survival is the most important thing?"
Fan Xian was silent, the tablecloths of the Qing Temple, paintings, ancient myths, the girl in white hiding under the table eating chicken legs, the snow on the Cangshan Mountain, the medicine for the first marriage, the crying in the carriage, the usual silence, suddenly A strong feeling of guilt surged in my heart, I raised my head and said seriously: "Of course her life is more important than mine."
"Fan Shangshu?"
"yes."
"Your children?"
"I don't know."
"Little aunt of the Fan family?"
"yes."
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"Chen Pingping?"
After a long silence, Fan Xian nodded slightly. The Northern Qi Emperor laughed, looked at him and said, "You are such a weird person, you are so protective of an old cripple, but you don't have the courage to sacrifice your life for your own daughter."
"They're still young." The look in Fan Xian's eyes was a little blank. "Emotions, apart from blood, have to be cultivated over time."
After a long silence, the Northern Qi Emperor said, "From this point of view, even if I have a child with you, it is impossible for me to completely control you."
After thinking for a while, Fan Xian said, "Actually, we two are very similar people, cold-blooded and ruthless, but you are a woman and I am a man."
"Ruthless? Your words earlier almost made me think that you are a saint who cares about the people of the world."
"Didn't Si Gu Jian say that saints are ruthless?"
"He didn't say that."
"I don't want to argue about that."
The little emperor glanced at him suddenly and said, "You are my first man and also my last man. Although I don't like that feeling very much, I don't mind giving birth to a child for you."
"I don't mind either." Fan Xian smiled mysteriously, "Among my three major ambitions in this life, one is to have many, many children."
He suddenly changed his tone and said: "But as for the last man, don't talk about such nonsense, you are an emperor, the so-called taste, I bet, in the future you will grow up and firmly control Beiqi In the imperial court, in the harem of Shangjing, there will definitely be a lot of medicine dregs."
The Emperor of Northern Qi didn't understand the joke, but he did understand the meaning, his face turned pale, his anger faded as soon as he appeared, and he said coldly, "You think I'm a pervert like you?"
Fan Xian shrugged his shoulders and said, "Who knows? No one would dislike the love between a man and a woman. As for the matter of having a child, you didn't conceive in the ancient temple that summer, and maybe you won't be able to conceive this time either." .”
"I don't like men." The little emperor stared at him.
At this moment, Si Lili, who had been walking silently beside the sea, came over and stood beside the two of them, his eyes soft and soft, without saying a word.
The little emperor put his arm around Si Lili's waist, looked at Fan Xian and said, "I like women, this is my woman."
"This kind of thing doesn't scare me. Your Majesty doesn't know that the two men I admired most back then were Zhang and Cai. They both liked men."
Fan Xian shrugged his shoulders, looked at the two women with completely different temperaments and appearances beside him, suddenly his heart moved slightly, he raised his hand, passed over the jaws of the two very quickly, moistened his fingertips, and said softly:
"You are all my women, that's all."
The little emperor frowned, as if he couldn't adapt to the frivolity of the beach at this time, and said slightly angrily: "Don't be presumptuous, I..."
"What are you? Do you think I'll believe you if you say you don't like men in front of me?" Fan Xian looked at her quietly and said, "You've worked hard for twenty years, so don't do it in front of me." Encore."
"I don't like men." The little emperor looked at him quietly, "I chose you only because you were born beautiful, even more beautiful than women."
As soon as these words came out, Fan Xian was defeated, and the defeat was very embarrassing.
The Northern Qi Emperor smiled slightly, and said: "Of course, besides being beautiful, you also have some other advantages... I once said that why I chose you back then, Duo Duo must have thanked you for setting up a biography for the boudoir, but... She frowned and said, "I have never understood how you discovered my secret."
Si Lili snuggled up beside the Northern Qi Emperor, looked at Fan Xian with those big eyes that seemed to be talking, and must have been filled with great curiosity about this matter.
"There was a scent of golden osmanthus in that ancient temple. Later, I learned from the princess that this kind of golden osmanthus was only planted on the hill behind Shangjing Palace. Only Your Majesty in the whole world can use this kind of incense." Fan Xian told the story softly. I said it again.
The Northern Qi Emperor frowned even tighter. No matter what, she couldn't believe that it was this faint fragrance that revealed her secret.
"Of course, Your Majesty's enthusiasm for the story of the stone is too much." Fan Xian said with a slightly raised lip, "Bao Dai's story is one of the best tools to distinguish gender."
"I still don't believe it." The Northern Qi Emperor said indifferently: "What kind of secret is this? How could you think in that direction based on these two points? I admit that you are the most intelligent person in the world, but... "
Before finishing these words, Fan Xian already understood what she meant. Any investigation of secrets always needs an introduction. But no one has ever dared to think about something, so naturally no one doubted it. The little emperor still couldn't understand how Fan Xian dared to think in that direction.
Standing by the sea, he laughed happily, and the laughter traveled far, far along the waves.
"Do you know who Zhu Yingtai is? Shakespeare's lover? Mu Wanqing? Prince's coffee shop? Pregnant female bishop? Boy and girl with flowers?" Fan Xian looked at the two bewildered women beside him and said loudly: " That's Horikita Maki, my favorite!"
After a lot of laughter, Fan Xian stood by the seaside, feeling relieved all over.
His talent in martial arts is not as good as that of Haitang and Shisan, he is not as good as the emperor Laozi in courtship, he is not as good at cultivating disciples as his father-in-law, he is too far away from Chen Pingping in terms of intrigue, and even worse than Yan Bingyun. . He is not as good as his father who can endure and give up, not as good as Ku He with determination, not as good as the little emperor who clearly knows what he wants, not as good as Si Gu Jian who can see everything like an ant...
There are too many excellent people in this world, Fan Xian is nothing at all, the only thing he can rely on is his hard work. However, in this second life, he thrived so well that he stood in his current position precisely because his mother had already come to this world in advance, and he did the same, and he also had the power to live in this world. People who have never had a life experience.
This is the source of his courage and the foundation of his confidence.
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Langtao stood on a big green tree by the sea, with his toes on the top of the tree, floating gently with the sea breeze, and the two machetes beside him made tinkling sounds. He squinted his eyes and looked at the seaside quietly. He didn't hear clearly what His Majesty and Fan Xian said, but he heard clearly Fan Xian's wild and even arrogant laughter at the end.
The three people by the sea knew that not only Langtao, but also some powerful people, such as the people in the Sword Hut, were secretly watching this conversation. It's just that they didn't worry much, they faced the sea, and there was no one on the sea.
Fan Xian held the Northern Qi Emperor's hand, grabbed Si Lili's hand, and said calmly, "Whoever you are pregnant with, don't forget to tell this father to me."
As soon as these words came out, the Northern Qi Emperor's expression darkened, and he glanced at Si Lili. Si Lili's face was full of fear, but he was afraid in his heart, but he was not very scared. At this time, if one looks from behind, Si Lili is leaning against the Northern Qi Emperor, while Fan Xian is standing on the other side. Against the background of the blue sea, the figures of the three do not appear small, but appear a little warm feeling.
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It was night, a heavily guarded but unmarked team left Dongyi City. Except for those high-ranking figures, no one knew that His Majesty the Emperor and Concubine Li of the Northern Qi Dynasty were in this team.
The little emperor of the Northern Qi Dynasty bravely came to Dongyi City with the determination to break the boat, trying to find the last chance of victory for his country, but in the end he came back depressed, except for those unsalty words of Fan Xian. , but found nothing.
Of course, for a woman—even if she claims to like women—to have such a night and such a beautiful beach in this absurd and dangerous imperial career, perhaps this will become a story that she will never forget in the rest of her life .
Having this is actually enough, isn't it? When the Emperor of Northern Qi looked back at Dongyi City in the twilight from the window of the carriage, was he thinking about the future of Northern Qi, or that man
The Northern Qi missions are still in Dongyi City, but they have given up hope, because although Dongyi City still treats each other with courtesy, everyone can see clearly that the other party has already started to fight with the Nanqing people. negotiation.
The details of the negotiations were released through unknown channels, and the conditions offered by Nanqing were not harsh, and even for the merchants and common people in Dongyi City, they were completely unexpected and lenient. Except for those vassal states that were about to send their protons to the capital, which fell into gloom and mist, the reactions of ordinary people were quite normal.
Of course he would be sad and disappointed, just like Yun Zhilan, but there was no overly violent opposition.
Negotiations are still ongoing, and this matter is too involved, even if it takes a whole year to discuss, it is absolutely necessary. So the cipher text sent from the palace in Kyoto was not too urging, Emperor Qing instead told Fan Xian not to worry, there were many words of comfort in the sentence.
Fan Xian was not in a hurry. He had been talking about that beautiful city in the south for several years, not to mention the current situation. He was just shopping in Dongyi City, meditating by the sea, and drinking tea with Wang Shisanlang occasionally. , Repair the relationship between each other. He didn't behave like a powerful official in Nanqing at all, but like an idler in Dongyi City who had nothing to do.
Time flies, Fan Xian has been in Dongyi City for almost a month, and he finally stepped into the Sword Hut again to see the grand master who was so injured by the shadow that he couldn't get up from his bed.
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PS: The writing of this chapter today is very annoying. It is too difficult to write about women, and everyone has to have different looks and temperaments, and it is easy to focus on one thing and lose one thing, which is too exhausting. I decided on the next book, four at the most. As for the sea with different colors in yesterday's chapter title, it naturally refers to the fact that people's hearts are like the sea, with different shades, but they are all quite complicated.
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