When I was about 06, I thought of a story. This story only had the beginning of an illegitimate child. Then I thought of the father of the illegitimate child, but not the mother of the illegitimate child. At the beginning of the story, the life of the illegitimate child’s mother was more romantic. Died in a fire when her illegitimate son was four years old, she was a poor and respectable mother.
However, as a person from the same world, I feel sorry for that mother, and feel that this is wrong. Why should an outstanding woman have to suffer like that in a patriarchal society? So I changed the beginning of that story, at least the mother should have a fresh start!
After writing The Story of Suzaku, at the end of April 2007, when the real spring blossoms, I started writing to celebrate the remaining years.
I started this postscript in this way, not to tell everyone that this story was started by Ye Qingmei, because the first thing I thought about was the illegitimate child—the illegitimate child appeared naturally and stood in front of me without thinking about it. , Pidianpidianer is ready to enter the story and act as the protagonist.
Everything about Fan Xian and why I don't particularly like him will be discussed later. At this time, let’s talk about the process of writing to celebrate more than one year in the past two years.
Two years is really not a short period of time, and it has taken up quite a long period of my life. For those of you who have been reading the article, you must have a similar feeling to me, but I guess everyone feels that celebrating more than one year is like being in the world every day. The nanny who helps cook and wash clothes in our family is average, and she is also a rather handsome nanny, watching, chatting, and gossiping, so naturally she can't reach out to do anything.
However, when the little nanny broke the bowl, broke the washing machine, and made us unhappy, we can scold her a few words and educate her a few words... Of course, most of the time, everyone still praises her for doing things. Neat, I think it's because she looks more beautiful, just like I like the little nanny in Growing Pains.
Spending time with everyone, killing time, is the biggest role a book can play, just like a beautiful little nanny, it is enough to dangle in front of your eyes, it is very good to be a vase, after all, we don’t care about housework , just like I don’t need to care about whether there are any small words and righteousness in the past few years, life insights... because there is no, I just want to write a story to pass the time for everyone.
After being with you for a long time, you will naturally have feelings.
... I started writing this story at the end of April 2007, officially published it on May 1st, and then signed a contract and put it on the shelf to make money. In the past 20 months, many things happened. I will recall wordy at this time.
I can't forget about grabbing the monthly ticket for the new book, because I have never been so nervous and tired in my life. In fact, thinking about it now, I don't write too much, maybe it's just that kind of pressure. A friend came from afar and accompanied me to spell the words for a few days, and finally saved some manuscripts in the new book month... Oh my god, I have saved manuscripts. What kind of abnormal achievement is this for me
The chapter of Eternal Romance has flaws, but I don’t bother to pay attention to it. A book may need to pay attention to logic and self-consistency, but I never think this is the primary task. The primary task should be to make the friends who read the book happy, and write it myself Also rejoice. But to be honest, I didn't like writing this chapter. It was the same sentence. I was under a lot of psychological pressure at the time, but there were some sentences I liked... From the first day I published the book, I have made it clear to everyone that since After wearing it, you have to be more deceitful in some aspects. As mentioned in the first volume, things like copying poems have always been regarded as a big poison, but I always feel that why not use the benefits that are readily available? What's more, since the beginning of Xun Qin Ji, my hobby has been consistent all the way.
What I write is often praised or dismissed as pretentious, but I don’t copy my poems, I don’t use them to win fame, and I watch the fame go away, but I suppress the itch in my heart and suppress my desire for vanity Desire, suppressed to the point of vomiting blood, only waiting for decades to bring beautiful words that do not exist in this world into the coffin, this is the real pretense, right
When the section on copying poems came out, everyone’s reaction was also very strong, at least the monthly ticket was very strong, the new book month won the third place, and there was an extra bonus of 6,000 yuan. This is the first time to win the monthly ticket award. I have a lot of hobbies in common, and I am the majority in the sea of people. I am very relieved.
At the end of the new book month, I thought it would be much easier. Anyway, I never had the idea of grabbing a monthly ticket at that time, but who knows, in early July of 2007, I was going to Yanjing to receive a certain award from Suzaku Ji. At that time, I had no money to buy it. So the notebook was empty for a few days. Fortunately, as I said earlier, with a little manuscript saved, I finally made it through those two days.
The prickly heat beauty helped me change it, the beauty is always lazy, so she refused to help me with the chapter name... The friend who helped me save the manuscript also went to Yanjing, but this time he didn't write a word, because in Yanjing Jing is very busy, and also met a few new friends, An Xizhong.
I felt uneasy when I came back, because I didn’t save any manuscripts. From then until now, Qing Yunian has never saved a single word of manuscripts. I always write and publish immediately, because this is the real lazy me, spread my hands .
The 2007 years after July were very stable. I wrote very steadily. From time to time, I would update 3,000 words a day for four or five days. Of course, it is common to update 7**,000 words a day. I'm not in a hurry, just follow the story slowly, write more when I'm in a good state, and write less when I'm in a bad state... It's still the same word, lazy, but I haven't stopped updating it, which is very powerful.
Then in December, I realized, so I started to pull monthly tickets. Firstly, I didn’t want to waste the wishes of those book lovers who voted monthly. Second, I found that I was diligent enough, and my writing was not bad, so I could be worthy of everyone. The most important thing about voting for the monthly ticket is that I found out that everyone is really willing to pull the monthly ticket by myself! You can really squeeze into the top few, and you can really earn bonuses!
Who wouldn't do such a good thing? Since then, I have devoted myself to this magnificent cause and cannot extricate myself. Some small episodes were on January 14, 2008, the plane from Guangzhou back to Yichang because of the snow disaster, I had to fly twice more in the air for free, which delayed the update and caused the first The day stopped, and it was very heartbreaking, just like the first night.
Some went down three ways, please forgive me, I was really annoyed that day. I found that my writing was very logical and flowing, just like celebrating more than one year, everyone endured it and insisted on reading it. There are many more. I have endured it for the past two years. I don’t care about this postscript. Anyway, this chapter does not require money. Just a few words... Well, I hope I don't make mistakes like the last chapter today. I really can't afford to lose that person, because it won't be the first time, nor will it be the second time.
Going forward, I went back to my hometown during the Chinese New Year in 2008 and took ten days off. Just when the Jiangnan volume was over, it was normal that I didn’t write anything, because my cousin even forgot to move the TV to his new home... Officially entered the year of 2008, everything is as usual, Everything is not as usual, because I started to ask for monthly tickets, so there is an extra pressure to write, the number is still not much, but the brain consumes more. Fortunately, the monthly ticket entered the top six and the top three, and not just once, I am very proud, thanks to everyone.
In July 2008, the annual meeting was held in Shanghai, the Northeast explored the leaders, and the updates were few and scattered. It happened that Dadongshan was tense, and the book review area was full of resentment. That month, the monthly pass was not required. Is it to make up for everyone's spiritual trauma? But what about mine? Alas.
I continued writing like this, mechanically, numbly, movingly, lamentably, excitedly, and sadly, and finally wrote until the border between February 24th and 25th this year. The story of celebrating more than one year was finished by me.
The past two years are very long, starting from Danzhou, a total of seven volumes, a lot. Such a big story, with so many characters, must require more than three million words to describe, and I am very proud and proud that I have controlled this story.
The problem is that this kind of control makes me physically and mentally exhausted, I am very tired, there are countless bridges in the document, there are countless useless, countless words and phrases to remind myself of certain details, I have not forgotten, but there are still many It has to be thrown away—it was at the end of the document before, and I just read it while deleting it. I was a little reluctant to delete it. I was very surprised at my diligence. The teacher said back then that it is better to remember the name than a bad pen. It is true, I did. A lot of prep work, a lot of memorization, not all of it will be available, but I think my attitude is very strong.
Just like Emperor Qing said on Mount Dadong: I have never been so strong in my life.
I originally thought that at this moment, like when I finished writing Suzaku Ji, there would be a feeling of tiredness, bewilderment, emptiness, and bewilderment from the depths of my heart. Apart from being tired, there are not many other emotions, but more of a kind of peaceful joy.
The review of the writing process ends here. It's just that so many words don't seem to fully reflect my hard work, and I'm a little reconciled, but I won't continue talking.
…… Let me talk about the book Hui Qing Yu Nian, the people in the book that you will always remember, the feelings between these people, and my feelings for them, you and many things. Where to start? Let's start from the appearance, write whoever comes to mind, if there is a character that I don't recall, then forget it.
The young patient lying in the hospital is called Fan Shen. He has not yet graduated from university. He claims to be a virgin, but he is about to die. Yes, this is the hero in the story of Qing Yu Nian. Many, even when the story was first designed, the proposed position of the student union chairman was not specified in the end.
The actor's surname is Fan and his name is Xian, and his style name is Anzhi. Once you come, you will rest in peace. The last sentence he said in Qingyu Nian is actually the purpose of this book. This is Fan Xian's life, completely different from his mother's life.
In my opinion, the previous life cannot affect the future life. In a completely new world, we need to start from scratch. In this case, the things of the previous life do not need to be involved too much, and the attitude of this life is actually the same as you and me in this world. The attitude towards survival is the same. It is impossible for human beings to become a philosopher or a natural revolutionist just because they live two lifetimes. You and I, who are still small and humble, can live as ordinary and peaceful as possible.
As I said before, I don't like the character of Fan Xian very much, at least Fan Xian in front of the meadow, or compared to other characters in the book. The reason for this is actually not complicated. If we tear off those clothes on Fan Xian and strip away the golden light brought by the mother-child time travel, the naked him is just a naked you and a naked me.
Greedy for life and afraid of death, fond of leisure and hating work, fond of enjoyment, have moral values formed after education, but they are very vulgar in execution, inconsistent, ambiguous, vain, good at pretending, beautiful, but can't let go of their figure, they still feel that they still believe in faith CJ's white-clothed boy in love... He wanted to follow his brother's love, but also didn't want to lose his sister-in-law's love, and wanted to take care of one without losing the other, but in the end he found that he couldn't change anything, even himself, so he could only follow the established policy, follow the There is a certain way to go.
It can be said that this is moderate, gentle and ordinary. A member of the Longkong forum said the word Xiangyuan. I think it is true. Xiangyuan is also a thief of virtue... However, most people, including you and me, are like this. Especially us as presented on the Internet.
Of course, if you are not the kind of person I am referring to, please forgive me for being extreme. I don't like the similar attitude that I may show at times, it's not direct enough... I'm too familiar with this kind of character, the people around me, including a certain part of myself, are actually very similar to Fan Xian, so I can't like it too much Fan Xian.
There are a few idealists in the story of celebrating more than one year. In front of these idealists, no matter how beautiful Fan Xian is, no matter how he wears white clothes and black clothes, he sprays out poems and vomits blood, and is supported by a maid. To see the crabapple flowers, and then Ling Yufeng to fight the world in style, but there is still a problem with his heart, and the brilliance is a little dim... I am not an idealist myself, and I also think that Fan Xian's attitude towards life is not a big deal Problems, even the best attitude towards people or things around me, but I still respect idealists, because I can't do it myself, so it's hard for me to respect Fan Xian.
Fan Xian is just you and me, like me who wrote this story, and you who read this story, you were really struck by lightning and traveled through the day. If you also have Fan Xian's good luck, the blessings of the predecessors, and the beautiful body, Maybe it was another Fan Xian.
Fortunately, Fan Xian made progress in the end, which is gratifying, but I wrote it bluntly. Such a story cannot give me too much time and the possibility of too many words to describe the real growth of middle-aged Fan Xianzhi literaryly. Speaking of this section, it suddenly occurred to me that Fan Xian really looks like a middle-aged handsome professor who has lost his passion... I know a professor who is really good in love.
There is no need to discuss whether Fan Xian's concept of the world is correct, because he is not a saint who looks back five hundred years, but at least he finally has a relatively firm view on a certain matter. That's fine.
It was not until in the cave on the western mountain, in front of the dying Sean, that Fan Xian actually confirmed his sense of belonging to this world from the bottom of his heart.
Fan Xian is not an indecisive person, but he wants to take care of everyone too much... It's like the feeling of making mud, I mentioned it a little earlier, so I won't talk about it here. His most admirable advantage is probably his hard work, and his spirit of striving to survive and seek a better life. This is probably the most common advantage, but it is also the most worthy of everyone's applause.
Regarding Fan Xian's love life, it is really a mess. I am mainly to blame for this, because I wrote him. Based on my understanding of lower-body animals like men, once they are really reborn in a society like Qingguo, especially Fan Xian's life experience, he kisses a maid at the age of twelve, cheats on the maid at the age of thirteen, and wins the maid at the age of fourteen. , which is logical.
Then he will swing his stick and walk around the world, the poor will live alone, and the rich will have wives and concubines in groups.
Female surnamed readers may not sound good, but it is true. A nicer word is nothing more than saving the poor orphans in the world, lingering, accustomed to loving others, and constantly looking for like-minded people on the road of revolution. A partner whose outlook and worldview can keep up with my footsteps... so it is still my fault. I know that I am a person who loves beautiful women, but I still believe in love so much, so I arranged for Fan Xian to enter the Qing Temple. Fiancee, I wrote it myself very well, how can I let go of a woman like Lin Wan'er? How can I not be tempted by a love story like this? It reminds me of Zhang Mengmeng's song.
It's my fault again, I like the new and never tire of the old, in a wicked society where men are allowed to have several women, I can't help but let Fan Xian meet other women, revisit the old women, every time I was very happy for a while... because things that cannot be done in reality are put in here, this is the true meaning of Yiyin, and I am no exception.
Either simply show off the chariots and horses, like that old hooligan Duan Zhengchun, or simply treat the man like a gelding, stand proudly among the horses in the grassland, and only bow his head to grind with the one beside him. Unexpectedly, Fan Xian wanted both realms. In his old age, as the so-called hooligan, he would cry while reading love letters.
Fan Xian's attitude towards feelings is slightly better than that of Zhang Wuji, and much better than that of Sanbu men. He should not resent me too much.
Let's talk about Fan Xian's feelings for men, please note that there is no element of burning love here, just a few words. It can be clearly seen in the wedge that he is a person without parents, so he is actually an incognito Oedipus and father, so even if Ye Qingmei is not much older than him, even if the emperor really does not look like a Good father, even if Fan Jian has nothing to do with him at all, even if Chen Pingping has no chance of having a son, even if Wuzhu is actually similar to Chen Pingping... But after tossing and tossing, Fan Xian's feelings for these men were born after all. . Because we are all very practical people, if someone treats you well, you will naturally treat him well, remember his kindness, and thus develop feelings. The men mentioned above, except Mr. Fei T, who was really ugly, were really kind to Fan Xian.
Some people may say what happened to Emperor Qing, and what he wanted to do to the newly born Xiao Xianxian back then. In fact, looking at it from another angle, it takes time to cultivate the relationship between men. Emperor Qing once said to Fan Xian in the small building that when Fan Xian was in Danzhou, Emperor Qing often heard about him, either through Chen Pingping, or Through Fan Jian... And a person like Fan Xian who can put on a shy smile is very easy to please. The more he sees, the more he hears, the more he knows, the more he will naturally have feelings.
Maybe you can make a horizontal comparison, and everyone will find that Emperor Qing's trust and love for Fan Xian is really not comparable to those few sons. On the one hand, it was because Fan Xian really knew how to pretend. He had been pretending since before the Hanging Temple, and had really deceived His Majesty the Emperor; So Emperor Qing was really nice to Fan Xian.
Naturally, this is for Emperor Qing, who is such an evil centralizer of royal power, not for comparison with ordinary fathers.
Fan Xian's feelings for Ye Qingmei are more complicated, it's not clear what to say, the book says a lot of explicit things, so I won't go into details.
What else can I say about Fan Xian? It seems that there is no more. By the way, regarding his ability, his ability is actually really good, after all, he is the leading actor.
... Wuzhu, the cute bamboo doll, the indifferent bamboo handsome, the boy who is always covered with black cloth, has a rainbow in his heart that no one knows.
There is nothing to say about Wuzhu, because I like him very much, and if I praise Wuzhu too much, I will go to hell, because I hide my face and say, the reason why Wuzhu is called Wuzhu is because of Yu Zu's pronunciation, If you know, you will know, if you don't know, let me be shameless.
I just want to talk about Wu Zhu and Ye Qingmei. The rainbow in his heart was entangled in the ice and snow of thousands of years, and it burst out from the little girl who appeared in the temple for unknown reasons until now. Ye Qingmei let a living soul be born in this world. And how does Wu Zhu feel about Ye Qingmei? To borrow a comment from a great book friend, it is:
"There is no doubt that Wu Zhu has the least affection for Xiao Yezi. He only has a cold metal promise to her, but Wu Zhu has the most affection for Xiao Ye Zi. She is his world."
Well, that's all for Wu Zhu, because he doesn't talk much, and now he is recuperating on Dadong Mountain, and he doesn't know if the materials that Thirteen Lang went to the temple to grab are enough for him to live another five hundred years.
... Chen Pingping, this is the third character that appeared in the wedge. From then on, everyone should be able to know the important surname of this person. The lame man on the bed, this skinny old man who is a little chilly and likes to cover his knees with a woolen blanket, the head of the Overwatch Council who likes to put a black cloth on the window of the Overwatch Council room.
I don't want to say much about Chen Pingping, because I also like him very much. Among the male characters in the book, I like him and Wuzhu the most, because they are very manly, I yearn for him, I yearn for him... Chen Pingping's name should be Ye Qingmei changed it later, in fact, it was Chen Ping, who was Yin. When I read the historical records, I felt that Chen Ping was too good. Why? Because no one knows why he is so good... Tai Shigong doesn't know, and he can't explain clearly.
For a while, Chen Pingping, who likes to say that Huo Naotai is also very good, there is no need to mention the great achievements in the past. I like the picture of this old cripple the most. It is a little yellow flower, a wheelchair, and the heart of an old orange.
I mentioned idealists before, and Chen Pingping is an idealist. Yes, although his ideals are somewhat vague, there is a saying that is good, it is not difficult to do a good deed, but it is difficult to do good deeds for a lifetime. It's not difficult for Chen Pingping to conspire, but the difficult thing is that he has conspired all his life, only for the brightest thing in his heart.
What is shining in Chen Pingping's heart? It's not a dispute of ideals in the world, nor is it necessarily about the peace and happiness of the common people, nor is it about the Daqing Dynasty's future generations, but the promise of the past, remembering someone's kindness, and disdain to be a slave even more than Fan Xian, a modern person, is Hold fast to the ideal that the woman wants to shine.
Protecting the ideal life of others is idealism.
I have no regrets about the description of Chen Pingping in the book, because it is written with great care and has reached the limit of my ability. I feel that what I am very grateful to Comrade Chen Pingping is that I set his ending from the very beginning, without any sudden whim, but with a respectful attitude to fulfill his wish.
The two guns in the black wheelchair are because I saw a movie called Lone Wolf when I was a child. I was so impressed with the wheelchair in it that I had to give it to Sister Pingping to use it for herself. And the last sentence before his death, I also thought about it at the beginning of this story. I have kept that sentence for a whole year, just to tell everyone that this eunuch, this dead eunuch, also has a gun. Most men want more variety.
Even at the end of that chapter, I can still explain and explain and explain shamelessly, please understand me, I really want everyone to feel my feelings.
May Chen Pingping still be able to collect beauties with long horns and long tails in hell, of course he cannot go to heaven.
... I can talk about whoever comes to mind, so at this time, let me talk about Fan Jian, Minister of the Ministry of Household Affairs. I have a lot of apologies for him, because the space is too short, and I haven't written clearly about this person's mood and thoughts. Compared with Lin Ruofu, Prime Minister, he can think about it.
The man who stayed in the brothel and flower boat was actually closer to the role of a courtier than Chen Pingping, so he was actually very painful. In the end, he could only resign and leave. I am afraid that he has high hopes for Nanqing in his heart, but he only Being able to passively watch all this happen, because of Fan Xian, he did some things that he really didn't want to do.
Did Fan Jian have feelings for Ye Qingmei back then? Who knows? At least I don't know, because I didn't write it at that time, so naturally I didn't think about it. But if you say there is no emotion, it must be false. As for whether it is between a man and a woman or between brothers and sisters, I still haven't thought about it. It's just that the Fan clan preserved Ye Qingmei's only bloodline in the world, which indirectly caused Fan Xian's arrival, which has already explained too much. Fan Xian's subsequent descendants have the surname Fan for all generations, making the Fan family famous in Danzhou is a small compensation.
But I have thought about Fan Shangshu's attitude towards Fan Xian. In fact... Fan Jian has always thought that if His Majesty Ruo Ruo wants this son back in the future, he is afraid that he will force Ruo Ruo to marry Fan Xian. Because don't forget, when Ruoruo was very young and in poor health, this Sinan Bo drove his only daughter back to Danzhou, and since then he has been secretly maintaining the correspondence between Danzhou and the capital. , what is this for
It's a pity that Fan Xian finally returned to Fan's ancestral hall. Apart from Fan Shangshu's relief, would he also be slightly disappointed? I always think that many middle-aged men may have some kind of wishful thinking, let their son or daughter marry another woman's son or daughter, in order to satisfy his intention that he never got what he wanted... Really, There are many people who fantasize about forming this kind of relationship with their first love. Of course, there are also friends who will directly direct their eyes to the children of their first love. This is what I admire.
... Mentioning these, I suddenly thought of Li Hongcheng, Prince Jing's son, so I said Li Hongcheng. As for the son of the world, I like it very much. Well, it seems that I like the people who appear in the postscript until now. Is this too unfair to Fan Xian? Maybe it's because he thinks Fan Xian is like my son, so he habitually learns Wuzhu's swinging sticks for education
The reason why I like Li Hongcheng is very simple. He was with the second prince back then, but it was just for the sake of friendship. He was a bit naive, but he was also sunny enough. Among the Li royal family, only the eldest and Hongcheng might have gotten rid of the royal family a little bit. The natural gloomy demeanor, but Hongcheng's fresh and sunny flavor is even more brilliant. There was a top post in the book review area that talked about this point, and I am very happy.
Li Hongcheng went after Miss Fan's family. This kind of rambunctious spirit is worth learning from most of our male compatriots. As for friends who want Miss Fan to be with her elder brother, they can also imagine a female doctor after the age of thirty. Anyway, this is an ending with open surnames, an ending where no one offends, which also proves what I said earlier. I really am that kind of person.
... The crown prince, the second prince, and the eldest prince don't talk too much, because the first two have already done an analysis before they died in the book, and there is nothing more to say here.
I just sympathize with Li Chengqian, his luck is too bad, his fate is bad, his father is too abnormal, his father always thinks that everyone in the world is like Xiaoqiang like him... As for the second child, it is just like what he said In that way, he worked hard to the end, and found himself the biggest joke. What an absurd fact. In Qingguo's world, there are no real gems or fake gems. There are only two young people who are actually very similar. Because of their different life trajectories, they gave birth to completely different fruits.
The eldest prince wished him to be filial to Ningcai people in Dongyi City, unite the princess, Wang Tonger, and Ma Suosuo, three very extraordinary women, and wish him to be invincible like he was on the Xihu Grassland , Of course, I think this is a luxury. This person who gave Fan Xian the most critical support at the most critical moment could not expect Fan Xian to continue to help him with housework in the future.
... I have to talk about Yan Bingyun, I can only say... It's hard to say. This person is hard to say, so I have nothing to say, Mr. Baipao, who are you working hard for? The girls just keep looking at him, I really have nothing to say.
Wang Qinian can say something.
Because he is very good at speaking, the ability of the sneer has not been fully utilized, because there is really no space. The story of more than 3 million words seems long, but there are too many people or things in it. However, as Fan Xian's number one trusted person, the first leader of the Qi Nian team, and the number one outstanding supporter of Tianzi, he already has glory.
Don't forget, there are many, many keys, boxes, secrets that people in the world, including Emperor Qing Chen Pingping, don't know. In the days when Jiang Yang was a bandit at the junction of the Three Kingdoms
Here's a bit of gossip, the name Wang Qinian is the ID of the flying general, it was aimed at by the magic sword many years ago, and I thought it was very good, so I used it when writing this story.
... There is really nothing to say about the three great masters.
Just like Emperor Qing said, this is a monster that shouldn't exist in this world. When such a monster is above all living beings, all living beings have to look up, the neck is easily sore, and the incidence of cervical spondylosis will be reduced, but the benefits are not obvious.
If Ku He was not called Zhan Mingyue, but an uncle of the Northern Qi royal family, if Dongyi City hadn't been Sigujian, if Ye Liuyun hadn't raised such a ghost, how many troubles would these three great masters have caused in the world? Standing above all living beings, I am afraid that I will not care about the life and death of all living beings.
Fortunately, they had identities and ties, so they turned into three nuclear warheads, and no one dared to throw them out first. On Dadong Mountain, Emperor Qing's electromagnetic wave weapon, which had been hidden for a long time, suddenly moved, directly killing Ku He and Si Gu. The sword wound was full of bewilderment, and could no longer be activated.
Comparatively speaking, I like Si Gu Jian better, the reason is very simple, I write more about him... Uh, the longer we get along, the more affection I have... It seems that Fan Xian is an exception, God, I'm so sorry for him, and Start talking about him.
Besides Wang Shisanlang, who else needs to be said? It seems that there is no more, because I am also sleepy at this time, and my mind is really empty.
What about Thirteen? Alas, forget it, anyway, he also has Ye Linger, so don't bother him, brother Meng, who was not as beautiful as Lin Qingxia, and there is no Zhou Xingxing to interrupt him, it is inevitable that he will be lonely and boring. Fortunately, he has Ye Linger. I repeat, men and women are wonderful, wonderful things.
I snapped my fingers and thought of Brother Ying, but Brother Ying was just a shadow, he was floating behind us, looking at your computer screens indifferently and facelessly.
... After talking about men, let's talk about women. Let me talk about Fan Xian's women first. They may not necessarily belong to his women, but in my position, they are all his women. It is said that the play is not enough, the woman came together, put her hands together, thought with a smile, I can hold on, I really can hold on.
In Qing Yu Nian, there are not many female characters who can really impress people. There is no way to do this, because war, vendetta, and conspiracy will make women go away. Only those women who don't need to go away will continue. appeared in front of us.
Back to the topic, let me talk about Lin Wan'er first. Yes, Fan Xian's official wife, the eldest princess and Lin Xiangye's illegitimate daughter, Qing Emperor's beloved niece, her nickname is Yichen, she has baby fat on her cheeks... Yes, I It was written according to Lin Yichen, because when I started writing Qing Yu Nian, I was crazy about her, just like when I started writing Suzaku Ji, I was crazy about Zhang Liangying.
Please don't take this as a criticism of me. I always think that a middle-aged man still has such a strong interest in variety shows and entertainment, and he can still like young women who appear on TV one after another, which proves that this middle-aged man is very good. Nice guy like... narcissistic me.
The role of Lin Wan'er is also my favorite.
Because I like it, I care about it, so the reunion in the Qing Temple and the bridge of entering the house are all thoughtful and serious by me. Even the cumin wind by the lake is still my favorite. If possible, if allowed, I would even write Qing Yu Nian as a romance, and in fact, I really want to write a romance like the one written by Xi Juan Yuqing.
However, the subscription is declining, the monthly pass is being chased, the book review area is yelling boring, the big brother is looking at me, and the money is tempting me, so Lin Waner's appearances are getting less and less, and the sense of presence is getting weaker and weaker, because she is indeed in her status , in the story of Qing Yu Nian, she lived in the cracks and sadly, passively accepting everything that was imposed on her.
This is a very sad thing, but no one can change all this. To tell you the truth, when I wrote Jinghua Jiangnan, I tried my best for Lin Waner's sense of existence, but I still failed, because I couldn't help it. At that time, I was really a little unhappy.
So I complained to the leader, who thought I was flattering her.
Say something at this time, I really feel sorry for Lin Wan'er, I bow to apologize