Just Want to Be His Lover

Chapter 12

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The voice is cold and the tone is restrained, but the ending trembles uncontrollably, showing an unconscious tension and softness. Immersed in the rustling sound of the quilt and the deep and shallow breathing, it is very thought-provoking.

It's my own voice.

When he realized this, Gu Yanshu only felt that a fire spread from the cochlea to the whole body along the blood nerves unexpectedly, absorbing all the oxygen in the body, burning the brain empty, and the whole person was so hot that he couldn't breathe.

I can only follow the instinct to deal with everything coldly, pick up the phone calmly, lock the screen, and kill the voices and pictures of the eighteen forbidden in the darkness,

Then he looked at Shen Jue: "Swiping Weibo, shaking hands."

His tone and expression were exactly the same calm and indifferent.

Only the part of the neck extending from the neckline of the T-shirt glowed a layer of light red from the depths, dyed with white and delicate skin texture, all the way to the tips of the ears, showing a kind of unmistakable under the light Seductive.

Shen Jue couldn't help but pull out a playful smile: "It turns out that Teacher Gu is usually fine and likes to watch this kind of videos."

The word "this kind" wears off slightly, appearing ambiguous and inexplicable.

Gu Yanshu's ears became redder, and his tone became colder: "I said it all, I brushed it casually, and my hands trembled accidentally."

"Is that so—"

Shen Jue drew his tone, nodded, and didn't say anything else.

He pushed a handful of wet hair that was hanging on his shoulders, tied it with a rubber band, then leaned against the head of the bed and played with his mobile phone.

It seems that this stubble has been let go.

Gu Yanshu only thought that Shen Jue had finally become a human being, heaved a sigh of relief, and lay down with his back to him, trying to sleep through the embarrassment.

However, as soon as the quilt was pulled to his shoulders, the familiar BGM sounded behind him.

——"Later we have everything but we don't have us"

Gu Yanshu's fingers holding the corner of the quilt suddenly froze.

He realized that it was better to count on a dog than to count on a man surnamed Shen.

Sure enough, a minute later, a soft voice came: "Brother, take it easy, it hurts."

Gu Yanshu's fingers holding the quilt turned white.

Immediately afterwards, there was a low-pitched coaxing voice that hadn't had time to play just now: "Hey, bear with it, it won't hurt if you bear with it."

Gu Yanshu's neat little white teeth were almost shattered.

Wanting to pretend that he didn't hear anything, he forced himself to sleep, but Shen Jue's comments kept coming from behind him: "Tsk, so you really took my clothes off?"

"..."

"Have you ever touched my abs?"

"..."

"Kiss me on the face?"

"..."

"Still clinging to my bed and refusing to leave?"

"..."

"return… "

What a fart.

Gu Yanshu couldn't bear it anymore and turned over: "Shen Jue, what do you mean?"

"It's nothing interesting." Shen Jue raised his eyebrows and glanced at him, nonchalantly, "Just scrolling through Weibo casually, what's wrong?"

Just shit.

It's amazing how easily this video can be found.

But thinking about what he said just now, he couldn't expose Shen Jue, otherwise he would have slapped his own face.

Gu Yanshu was already gnashing his teeth in his heart, wishing to strangle the self a few minutes ago and the present Shen Jue together.

But there was an extreme indifference on the face: "I want to sleep, so don't make any noise."

Shen Jue said in a tired tone, "Don't worry, I'll finish it in a minute or two. Tsk tsk, so you used to like to hug me and cry, you poor... eh? What are you doing?"

I peeked at the video of myself and Shen Jue's CP Xiang, and even if Shen Jue caught it, Shen Jue actually found the original video, watched it in front of my face, and repeated my dark history.

Gu Yanshu had never been so embarrassed.

He didn't know what was going on behind the scenes, and what shameless words Shen Jue would say, he was so ashamed and angry that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he simply got up and grabbed Shen Jue's cell phone, trying to enforce the law violently.

However, Shen Jue's reaction was extremely quick, and he moved his arm directly to the side to avoid it.

Gu Yanshu lost all his strength, slipped and fell straight onto Shen Jue.

The hot body temperature spread to Shen Jue's warm skin through the thin fabric, and he couldn't help itching.

Staring at Gu Yanshu's red earlobe, he laughed lowly: "Gu Yanshu, to be honest, are you greedy for me?"

Hungry ass.

shameless.

Gu Yanshu tried to support the mattress to stand up, but accidentally touched Shen Jue's nightgown, the satin fabric was exceptionally smooth, and he fell down again.

Shen Jue wrapped his arms around his waist, making a protective gesture.

Gu Yanshu slapped his hand hard and said, "Don't touch me."

As fierce as a cat scratching someone.

Shen Jue raised his eyebrows: "We have to reason, who will touch whom first?"

Gu Yanshu put on a dead face: "If you don't look at those messy things, who will touch you?"

"Who's the first to read that mess?"

"..."

Shen Jue felt that he was reasonable, taking advantage of the situation in a sneaky way, but his mouth was in an unforgiving and preaching manner: "And we behaved righteously, sat upright, just for fun, just kidding, why not?" Is it? As for? Is it so stingy?"

Do it right, sit right, watch it for fun, and make a joke.

It seems that this is the normal attitude that most male artists who are played by the male artist without malice should have.

I overreacted.

Gu Yanshu returned to indifference: "Aren't you homophobic?"

Shen Jue asked back: "Then are you the same?"

There was a brief silence.

"no."

Gu Yanshu spit out two words coldly, and got up from Shen Jue.

Shen Jue leaned lazily on the head of the bed, lowered his eyelashes, and hid all his emotions in his dark eyes: "That's all. But since you're not, then a blogger like Xiao Shen and Gu is a natural couple." You should watch less, or I will think too much, and you will blame me again."

Xiao Shen and Xiao Gu are a natural couple.

It's this person, who doesn't know where he came from, who is stupid and rich, and is taking advantage of it. What's wrong with eating, he has to eat CP who has already been BE, which makes him so embarrassed now.

Gu Yanshu was very unfriendly: "Don't worry, I will report this ID right away."

"?"

"Suspected of spreading obscenity, pornography and false information."

"..."

Gu Yanshu ruthlessly threw the quilt to bed, and didn't look at Shen Jue again.

Shen Jue withdrew his gaze and stared at his small ID for three seconds.

Taking advantage of the situation, I recalled the slender feel of someone's waist wrapped around a hand just now and the delicate touch when fingers touched the skin.

Sighed.

He also wants to spread real obscene and pornographic content, but the problem is that he has to have it.

But someone's attitude...

No matter how you look at it, you are more shy than angry.

Would a normal straight man react like this

Shen Jue felt that it was right for him to record the program in a shameless manner, and it seemed that the hope was greater than he imagined.

So if you are beaten, you should be beaten, if you are scolded, you should be scolded, if you are reported, you should report it.

As long as it is possible to turn false information into real information one day.

Satisfied, Shen Jue quit the account of "Xiao Shen Xiao Gu is a natural couple", turned off the lights, and said in a low voice, "Good night."

The little Gu on the next bed didn't respond coldly.

Only the clear and rapid heartbeat in the quiet room could be heard, until Shen Jue breathed calmly and evenly, and did not slow down.

Gu Yanshu turned his back to Shen Jue, and his mind was filled with the phrase "Brother, take it easy, it hurts", and Shen Jue's voice, "Hey, bear with it, it won't hurt if you bear with it."

Of course he would not report that Weibo user.

Although he was a bit confused about what CP was good for, he also felt that everyone had the right to fantasize, not to mention that such a video was neither obscene nor pornographic, let alone false information.

Because those words were indeed what they said, and those things were also what they did.

At that time, the group had just formed, and the company recorded the group roundup for them, almost 24 hours a day, and they didn’t dare to turn off the McGay camera as they did now, so some scenes of ambiguous scale were circulated.

This time it hurts, it should be due to the recurrence of his leg injury, Shen Jue helps him apply medicine and stretch every day, sometimes when the pain is severe, he will act like a baby to Shen Jue.

Although he didn't feel like he was acting like a baby at the time.

But listening to it after a few years, the taste of coquettishness and trust can't be hidden no matter how hard it is.

And in memory, a bad-tempered person like Shen Jue would have been so patient and conniving towards him in the past, and his tone could even be said to be a little pampering.

So Shen Jue was really kind to him before.

It's so good that everyone feels that they have long surpassed the camaraderie of teammates.

So good that he had the greed that he shouldn't have had back then.

But greed is always just greed.

As Shen Jue himself said, the reason why he didn't mind those videos was because he knew he didn't like men.

As he thought about it, his consciousness gradually became drowsy. Gu Yanshu felt someone hugging him from behind, wrapping him with the familiar smell of absinthe mixed with pine and fir, accompanied by the familiar body temperature and familiar skin touch, just like the video In the picture, it spread inch by inch across his whole body.

Then fell into darkness, only a ray of light fell down in the darkness, covering them, watching them approach little by little, testing little by little, when the four lips were about to intertwine, the darkness Suddenly, the whole world was exposed to strong white light, and he couldn't see anything.

Immediately afterwards, there was a heart-piercing woman's cry. Before she could hear what the woman was screaming, Gu Yanshu was suddenly pushed away and fell straight back into the abyss. The strong sense of weightlessness and Fear woke him up suddenly.

Standing up suddenly, panting heavily, she turned her head, and then saw Shen Jue next door who was sleeping soundly.

Lying flat on the bed, with one leg bent, the back of the hand resting on the eyelids, the shadow along with the outline of the brow bone has been immersed in the black temples.

Only one corner of the thin quilt was loosely placed around the waist, and the rest of it fell along the edge of the bed to the carpet. The nightgown was loose, and some smooth and beautiful muscle lines were exposed on the chest.

With the cold moonlight outside the window, everything is perfect and just right.

And I just dreamed that this body was entangled with me.

Gu Yanshu lowered his head, buried his face in his palm, and let out a deep breath.

I am really crazy.

When Fang Yuan came to pick up Gu Yanshu in the morning, Shen Jue hadn't gotten up yet.

Gu Yanshu didn't know why, but he always felt that last night was not as comfortable as the night before.

But even though the heater was turned on, the temperature was just right, so it should be more suitable for sleeping.

But there's always something missing

But he didn't care too much, and after talking to the staff, he left the villa.

The black commercial vehicle drove all the way to UN.

When he arrived at the company, he walked directly to the president's special meeting room.

Fangyuan changed her usual flashy attire today, and wore a dark formal suit and a woolen overcoat.

Because the person who sent a message asking them to come to the company immediately this morning was the president of UN, Ye Qi.

This Ye Jing, Mr. Ye, airborne UN Media a few years ago and became the vice president. Because he was in his twenties, he was too young, and there were many unconvinced people. In the end, he relied on thunderous skills to eliminate dissidents, not only sitting firmly After taking this top spot, he also directly exiled the former president and was promoted to the head of the UN General Group.

So the whole company respects and fears him.

Compared with the entire UN Group, UN Media is not the main profit point, so Ye Ting didn't intervene much in affairs, but this time when he returned to China, he first came forward to replace Chen Ran with Shen Jue, and then went to talk to Chen Ran and Gu Yanshu in person, This level of emphasis is unavoidable.

Fang Yuan was a little apprehensive.

Gu Yanshu looked calm.

He raised his hand and tapped on the door twice.

"Please come in."

Pushing the door open, there were already many people sitting around the conference table.

Zhang Nan, Ding Yun, Chen Ran.

Sitting in the upper seat is a young man less than 30 years old, with his hair raked back and carefully groomed, a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his tall nose, and a well-tailored suit covering his slender figure. There is a kind of pampered luxury and luxury everywhere.

The facial features are somewhat similar to Shen Jue's mixed-blood sense of three-dimensional depth, but compared to Shen Jue's wanton arrogance, it is another kind of arrogant and cold elite sense.

With a Parker pen in his hand, he tapped on the table twice: "Sit."

Gu Yanshu sat down opposite.

Ye Que didn't greet him either.

Turning to look at Zhang Nan: "Let's continue the topic just now. I'm not interested in finding out why it was originally Gu Yanshu's show, but later turned into Chen Ran. I only care about the negative impact this incident has on the company."

Zhang Nan explained: "Mr. Ye, this matter is actually not as serious as imagined, and Chen Ran's performance is actually quite good."

"Not bad?" Ye Qu curled the corners of his lips and let out a soft sneer, "Not bad means that now the program team asks us to give an explanation? Guaranteed the semi-final agreement..."

After a pause, he smiled sarcasticly, "You really dare to sign. Don't you weigh yourself first?"

Zhang Nan explained: "This matter was originally agreed by the program group."

"The program team originally agreed because Gu Yanshu had such strength. As for how it became like this later, I won't say it directly. It's to save some face for you, but don't be shameless."

The arrogance and directness of the superior made Zhang Nan and the three speechless.

Gu Yanshu sat opposite him, but he didn't seem to be afraid at all, he just said calmly: "So Mr. Ye called me over because he wanted me to play for Chen Ran."

Same direct.

Ye Jing looked at Gu Yanshu and nodded: "Now the program group means that Chen Ran will retire by himself, but the company's image, including the artist's strength, will be questioned, so I need an excellent artist to justify the company's name. The video you sang on the street yesterday responded very good."

"Understood. But I won't be a substitute." Gu Yanshu leaned back in his chair, raised his chin slightly, looked straight at Ye Que, his tone was flat but firm.

He had figured this out from the start.

In order to coordinate the artist schedule and invite artist plans in advance for this kind of artist competition program, when signing contracts with some celebrities and artists with sufficient strength, they will sign similar guarantee agreements for several periods.

Because the schedule itself is over halfway, and considering Gu Yanshu's popularity and strength, Gu Yanshu and the program team negotiated an agreement to secure the semi-finals. Later, when Ding Yun and Zhang Nan snatched this resource, they conveniently passed the agreement to the finals. continued.

So the current situation is that the audience thinks that Chen Ran should be eliminated, but Chen Ran cannot be eliminated. However, if Chen Ran continues to enter the semi-finals, "The Strongest Stage" will definitely lose its initial credibility. Fans of other contestants It will certainly not agree.

Then it will be a matter of time before Chen Ran retires.

It will be a matter of time before this resource returns to his own hands.

Everything was expected, so Gu Yanshu was neither surprised nor planned to clean up Chen Ran's mess.

Ye Que found his attitude very interesting: "Then tell me what you plan to do."

"I signed the agreement to guarantee the semi-finals. Then there must be no places in the next round." Gu Yanshu stopped.

Ye Qu raised his eyebrows: "So you mean that you replaced Chen Ran through serious kicking."

Gu Yanshu was neither arrogant nor impetuous, and said flatly: "It may not be possible to change. It all depends on the result."

"But the program team is not necessarily willing to pay twice."

"No losers."

As soon as the words finished, Ding Yun and Chen Ran turned their heads to look over.

are you crazy? After working so hard, not to mention the embarrassment of losing, you don't even get paid? Being an artist is doing charity

Ding Yun just wanted to refute.

Gu Yanshu raised his eyelids and looked at her. His brown eyes were covered with a layer of icy mist, and he couldn't see his emotions clearly. It only made people feel very cold: "If you don't want to, I don't mind."

After all, with Gu Yanshu's popularity and resources, there is no shortage of such an opportunity.

And once Chen Ran is forced to withdraw from the competition, there will be almost no way to continue the singer competition in the future.

If there is nothing flawed in Ding Yun's plan from beginning to end this time, then the only problem is that in this circle, behind all the glitz, the only thing that can really go long and steadily is strength.

Ding Yun could only hold back all the resentment in his heart.

Up to now, there is only one way to revitalize it, and that is to let Chen Ran win Gu Yanshu in the PK on the next stage.

Ding Yun has always been a decisive person, so he nodded: "Okay."

Chen Ran panicked. Compared with Gu Yanshu, wasn't he publicly executed: "Sister Yun..."

"Don't worry." Ding Yun interrupted him indifferently, "You were only sick last time, I believe you will perform well next time."

So it will definitely win.

Gu Yanshu had a panoramic view of her expression, and felt as bored as a clown. He looked away and looked at Ye Qi: "Mr. Ye thinks so."

Ye Que leaned back on the backrest, folded his hands in front of him: "Okay, then it's settled, the meeting is adjourned."

Zhang Nan was so guilty that he wanted to die, so he ran away quickly.

Gu Yanshu also got up slowly.

However, Ye Que said lightly: "Gu Yanshu stay here for a while."

Fang Yuan, who was just about to take Gu Yanshu to have breakfast, turned around and looked at Gu Yanshu anxiously and worriedly.

Gu Yanshu slightly nodded at him to show his reassurance.

He struggled twice, but still went out the door.

Gu Yanshu sat back to his original position, and looked at Ye Qu calmly across a table.

Ye Qun held the pen and turned it around in his hand: "Are you sure you don't want to renew the contract?"

No emotion can be heard in the tone.

Gu Yanshu said lightly: "Yes."

Ye Qu nodded: "No surprise."

When he met Gu Yanshu for the first time, he knew that this kid couldn't be kept.

She is too beautiful, but her bones are too fickle.

It is generally said that boys are beautiful and more or less feminine, but Gu Yanshu is not.

He is lonely and thin-boned, with a sharp jaw line, protruding eyebrows, a thin nose bridge, and delicate facial lines that are a bit harsh. However, she had a pair of eyes that were hooked inwards and warped outwards, the tails of the eyes were raised upwards, and the double eyelids were extremely deep, like a smear of cinnabar falling out of thin air on the dull white porcelain, giving birth to a compelling coldness.

However, the color of his eyes is very light, and he has suppressed all emotions all the year round. When the whole person stands there coldly, the kind of stubbornness that has broken through the skin from the bones is undoubtedly revealed.

Like a blade without a blade, it kills sharpness, but it cannot be used by others.

Ye Que knew at that time that he couldn't keep the child, but he still signed it.

He looked at Gu Yanshu with a bit of interest in his eyes: "I heard that you refused to be fired as CP with Chen Ran."

"yes."

"Why."

"Because I feel that a person who doesn't respect his own sexuality and feelings is not qualified to be an artist idol." Gu Yanshu replied calmly and decisively.

However, Ye Qun didn't seem to have heard a satisfactory answer. The pen in his hand tapped on the table, and the corner of his lips curled up into a smile that didn't mean anything: "Aside from that, isn't there some other reason? For example..."

After a pause, the last two words were precise and playful.

"Shen Jue."