"There is nothing to explain."
Shen Jue's loose and indifferent voice came from the other side of the door, interrupting Xia Meng's words.
"You saw it in the hospital at the time. The reporter didn't need to call me. And the state of Gu Yanshu's mother made her believe that I was homophobic. At least it could make her feel more at ease, and it wouldn't make Gu Yanshu too embarrassing."
Gu Yanshu's fingertips resting on the metal handle slowly became numb.
Hospital.
reporter.
Difficult.
He did meet the reporter once in the hospital.
Two days before YOUNG disbanded.
The day before Shen Jue smashed the microphone.
At that time, due to problems with the management of the management company, the sound source of YOUNG's new album was leaked, and someone else preemptively registered the copyright and accused it of plagiarism.
Competitors took the opportunity to buy marketing materials and spread false rumors about the members. Including unspoken rules, including dirty private life, including Shen Jue and Gu Yanshu's love in the team.
Many candid photos from ambiguous angles were blurred into kissing, having sex, flirting, and even Gu Yanshu's underage photos were not overlooked.
These can be said to be fatal to a young idol.
At that time, the company's top executives were still running away with money, and there was no team to help them clarify. The partners who were deceived by the company also demanded high compensation from them on the grounds of breach of contract and reputation damage.
A few young boys in their teens and twenties couldn't argue with each other and were helpless.
Negative rumors were rampant, and there was a lot of turmoil, and black and white ridicules were overwhelming the entire Internet.
Even Gu Yanshu's mother, who was waiting for surgery in the hospital, was not spared.
Gu Yanshu still remembered that when he rushed to the hospital that day when he received a notice that his condition was deteriorating, he saw a reporter holding those photos and pressing the thin and pale woman on the hospital bed.
"What do you think of the rumor that your son was adopted?"
"Is it because Gu Yanshu gave up his studies at such a young age to enter the entertainment industry because of his unhealthy yearning for money and fame?"
"It is said that Gu Yanshu is a single-parent family. Could it be that the lack of teaching from male elders led to his homosexuality?"
"Have you educated him about the spread of AIDS among men of the same sex?"
One question after another, indifferent, sharp and dirty.
For the first time, Gu Yanshu felt violent urges.
But he didn't want to lose his composure in front of his mother, so he suppressed his anger and calmly invited the reporter out.
He still remembers the pain he pinched in his palm in order to resist the urge.
So when the reporter repeated the same trick the next day, Shen Jue directly grabbed the man by the collar, smashed the microphone, and unabashedly denounced the man as disgusting, Gu Yanshu felt relieved.
He also felt sick.
Unreasonably use the greatest malice and filth to speculate on others, have inherent prejudice against things that you don't understand, and trample on other people's privacy and pain under your feet, just to present a feast of public opinion that attracts the public's attention. carnival.
Such media and such audiences are disgusting.
It's just that at that time he didn't know that Shen Jue followed him to the hospital that day and met the reporter.
So he didn't know that the nausea Shen Jue said and the nausea he felt were the same nausea.
I just thought that Shen Jue didn't want to be called gay.
Thinking about it now, Shen Jue never said a word of homophobia or disrespect for sexual minorities in public from the beginning to the end.
The only time I heard him say these two words was when I changed my clothes two days ago. The tone is more self-deprecating and joking.
So Shen Jue is actually not homophobic.
It was only because of the subsequent disclosure of his identity, the disbandment of the team, and the fact that he had no contact with his old age that the public inferred that he was homophobic.
At that time, Shen Jue was accused by the whole network of being violent, rude, discriminatory, bullying, and uneducated, but he never explained a word.
Because of his disdain, and because he would rather let others think that he is homophobic, and also wants to help himself clarify the rumors indirectly, so as not to embarrass himself in front of his mother.
Gu Yanshu remembered that his mother lost her composure that day to a terrible degree.
The mother in my memory has always been gentle, elegant and beautiful. She can play the piano, speak Russian, sing many songs, and smile gently when she is sick.
But that day's mother cried hoarsely, grabbed his hand, and begged him with a kind of grief that belonged only to the mother.
She said she didn't want to treat illnesses anymore, she didn't want Gu Yanshu to earn money as an artist, and she didn't want him to contact Shen Jue anymore, she didn't want him to live so hard, he didn't accept any abnormal relationship between his son and another man .
She cried so sadly and so desperately, Gu Yanshu didn't know why she suddenly behaved like this, so he could only follow her, coax her, and explain over and over again that those were all rumors, that he hadn't plagiarized, hadn't been unspoken, and wasn't with Shen Jue. together, but with little effect.
During that time, her physical and mental state was very poor, and she followed the entertainment news every day. Sometimes she would cry alone, sometimes she would hold Gu Yanshu and say that she was sorry for him, and sometimes she would pull Gu Yanshu back to ask him to promise not to like him. Boys, the mood is very unstable.
The doctor said several times that if this continues, it won't last long.
Later, she still succeeded in terminating the contract, and she never appeared with Shen Jue again. Shen Jue's homophobia became more and more intense. After those scandals and rumors were self-defeating, the mother's emotions gradually stabilized.
Then, with the smooth implementation of my school status, excellent results in the college entrance examination, and standing on the stage again, the things that were discredited were clarified bit by bit, and my mother's condition became better and better, and the operation was also very successful.
It's just that it's an incurable disease, or it left me this summer.
But in the days before leaving, she was still the gentle and beautiful mother, and she had hope for the happiness of her son's life.
For her, this is the most gentle ending that can be achieved in a limited life.
Gu Yanshu also finally understood why Shen Jue would rub his head on the night when the Shen family's car came to pick up Shen Jue and he grabbed Shen Jue and didn't want him to leave, and said, "Good boy, go back, don't let your family Worry.
At that time he thought that Shen Jue didn't want the Shen family to worry about him, but it turned out that he didn't want his mother to worry about him.
Thinking of this, Gu Yanshu suddenly felt that private hospitals were not very good. The disinfectant was so inferior and the smell was so strong, it made the corners of his eyes itchy and painful.
But there are some things he still can't figure out.
If only because of this.
Why Shen is absolutely unwilling to explain to himself.
Why did I really stop seeing each other after I said in a fit of anger that I would not meet again.
And why did they suddenly appear, with a familiar attitude as if they had never been apart in these few years.
Gu Yanshu's mind was disturbed.
It seemed that the answer was right in front of his eyes, but when he grabbed it hard, it was just a mess of loose sand.
On the other side of the door, I don't know where to go.
I only heard Xia Meng say: "Don't quarrel with the old man, you ran away from home to sign a broken brokerage company and formed a boy group in order to get angry with him, and in the end, in order to clean up the mess, what kind of situation was forced by the old man? Have you forgotten? And now..."
The words are not over.
A "Mr. Gu" interrupted the conversation inside the door and the thoughts outside the door.
Gu Yanshu covered his emotions, turned around, and calmly replied, "Doctor Tong."
"Have you got the film back?"
"Um."
Tong Huo took the film with one hand, unscrewed the door with the other, and took a closer look. There was nothing wrong with his bones, but he acted seriously, "Hmm..."
Seeing his expression, Gu Yanshu unconsciously spoke faster: "Is there any problem?"
"It's okay." Tong Huo pushed the glasses, "It should be a moderate muscle strain, and it should be wrapped with a bandage for a week. It's just that more ice is needed during the period, and the right hand can't move, so it needs personal care."
As long as you don't break a bone.
Gu Yanshu breathed a sigh of relief.
However, Shen Jue seemed dissatisfied: "Is there any other faster treatment plan? I'm recording a program now, and it's not realistic to find someone to take care of me personally."
Gu Yanshu didn't look at him, but just looked at the doctor: "Tell me if there are any precautions."
"Why, are you going to take care of me?" Shen Jue's lips curled into a lazy smile, provoking and guilty.
It stands to reason that the kitten should scratch his paw backhand.
It turned out that the kitten was very good this time.
Although his face was still sullen, he just responded in a low voice: "Yes."
Deserve without hesitation.
Shen Jue was slightly taken aback.
A large paragraph of moral kidnapping rhetoric was stuck in the throat.
Then he caught a glimpse of Gu Yanshu's cold brows and eyes with a very faint redness, and the tip of his tongue turned the word "close to the body", but he felt that it was not easy to push an inch, so he swallowed it back, leaned back in the chair, and smiled softly and lowly.
"Then trouble Xiao Gu."
Back at the villa, it was already early morning.
As soon as the door was opened, the warm and soft lighting in the room instantly diluted the coldness of the cold night.
No one was resting, they were all waiting for them in the living room, and it was not hard to see worry on their faces.
Seeing Shen Jue, who was completely bearded before going out, came back with a bandage on.
Huang Yinan's heart ached to death: "Then who will cook tomorrow."
Shen Jue kicked him with a smile: "Get lost."
Huang Yinan hid, pinched Gu Yanshu's shoulder and turned around in a circle: "Is Xiaoshu not hurt?"
Gu Yanshu said gently: "No."
"It's fine if I don't have one, I'm so worried." Huang Yinan breathed a sigh of relief, and then cursed viciously, "Those illegitimate paparazzi are really nothing, just forget about sneaking pictures, and let their mother follow the car."
"However, there is one thing to say, Mr. Shen, you are really handsome today. You are absolutely amazing. You are simply a real-life version of a domineering actor who falls in love with me." Xu Fangfang stretched out a thumb.
Gu Yanshu: "..."
Xu Fangfang quickly explained: "Don't get me wrong, Xiaoshu, I didn't mean that. It's not that the domineering actor fell in love with me, but the domineering actor fell in love with you!"
Gu Yanshu: "..."
"Ah, it's not that I'm in love with you!"
Shen Jue couldn't help laughing: "Who is the domineering actor in love with?"
Xu Fangfang couldn't explain clearly: "It's not that you are in love with someone! It means that you are overbearing! Rich! Handsome! Protect..."
The word "wife" was slapped back by Xie Shuang.
"Then what, Fang Fang means that Mr. Shen is loyal enough to protect his brother."
Straight men don't understand the twists and turns between girls.
When Huang Yinan heard this, he felt that he had the most say in this matter, and immediately slapped his thigh: "That's not true, if it weren't for Lao Shen's loyalty, there would be no Xiaoshu and me now."
Shen Jue nodded: "Why don't you call me Dad."
As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Yanshu gave Shen Jue a sideways look.
Shen Jue hurriedly said: "He called me Dad, you don't have to."
"Go away." Huang Yinan didn't like to talk to Shen Jue, so he hugged the little girl Xia Qingqiao, and told him about the disbandment of YOUNG back then.
Xia Qingqiao was taken aback when he talked about how crooked the agency company was, how dark the competitors were, how disgusting the spam media was, how unremittingly self-improving they were, how brave and fearless they were.
Sheng Ping heard it was funny, and handed each of them a cup of hot milk: "Okay, let them make trouble, you go up to rest first, and call us for help at night if you need it."
"Okay, thank you Teacher Sheng."
Gu Yanshu and Shen Jue were about to go upstairs when Cao Dan stopped him: "Mr. Shen, Xiaoshu, we have something to discuss with you."
Turning around: "You said."
"The program team has already communicated with security, and will avoid similar situations. But the paparazzi have already sent some Reuters, which has affected our entire marketing plan, so we want to take advantage of this hot spot and start a live broadcast tomorrow. , to spread the popularity of the program group. Do you have any opinions?"
In the final analysis, the problem this time was caused by being recognized for singing and being followed.
Gu Yanshu replied: "I have no opinion, it mainly depends on Shen..."
"I have no objection either."
He is still waiting to be in the same frame, and then he will see that person named @古燕书老子 just hates you running naked.
After finishing speaking, Shen Jue lazily put his left arm around Gu Yanshu's shoulder, and half leaned on Gu Yanshu's body.
Skin-to-skin contact, the familiar breath and temperature rushed over.
Gu Yanshu immediately turned away: "What are you doing?"
Shen Jue raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you going to help me up?"
"..." Gu Yanshu endured, "You hurt your hand, not your leg."
"oh."
Pity.
Shen Jue pouted, and reluctantly followed Gu Yanshu upstairs.
But the problem of injured hands is also very serious.
When Gu Yanshu took out a change of clothes and was about to go to the bathroom to take a shower, he saw Shen Jue sticking upright behind him.
Gu Yanshu patiently said: "What's the matter?"
Shen Jue raised his unbendable right arm: "I can't move, I can't take off my clothes."
Gu Yanshu remembered that the doctor had indeed confessed that he should help the patient undress to avoid touching the wound.
But allow yourself to undress him.
Might as well take off the innermost one.
Gu Yanshu felt that he was not that straight.
But just because Shen Jue is not homophobic, it doesn't mean he is crooked.
And Shen Jue was injured because of himself.
If it wasn't for Shen Jue, it might be that his cervical spine is in plaster now.
He is still Shen Jue's roommate.
It seems that he should help Shen Jue take off his clothes because of emotion and reason.
After Gu Yanshu hesitated for a moment, Shen Jue said calmly: "It's okay, if you're still angry with me, I'll ask others for help."
"I'm not angry with you." Gu Yanshu said coldly.
Shen Jue stared at the tips of his ears.
Why is it red again
What's going on in the little thing's mind
He swears that his right hand is really hurting now, and he really can't move, and he doesn't want to take advantage of someone.
"Then can you help me take it off?"
"help."
Gu Yanshu stood in front of Shen Jue, with a sullen face and lowered eyelashes, and helped him take off his down jacket.
Then there's the knitwear.
When Gu Yanshu lifted his hem from the back, he didn't know if it was because he was too nervous, his fingertips trembled, and inadvertently scratched Shen Jue's hip line. At that moment, Gu Yanshu clearly felt the man in front of him stiffen. .
Gu Yanshu pretended to be calm: "Sorry."
Then hastily rolled up the hem of the clothes and tried to tear it off Shen Jue's head, only to find that he couldn't pull it off.
I am not Shen Jue Gao.
He is nine centimeters shorter than Shen Jue.
Gu Yanshu felt a little embarrassed: "You squat down."
Shen Jue would never do such a shameless thing: "You stand on the bed."
"..."
"..."
There was a stalemate between the two, and Gu Yanshu finally went to bed.
When the sweater was taken off, Shen Jue could clearly feel that Gu Yanshu was carefully protecting his wound, and his fingertips brushed against his skin from time to time, with a cold tenderness.
Still cold, but Shen Jue could clearly feel that Gu Yanshu's attitude towards him was much softer.
Could it be that the bitter trick works so well
Not impossible.
After all, every time I was injured, Gu Yanshu would be very, very obedient.
The kind of obedient who feels sorry for not being able to push himself even further.
Thinking of this, Shen Jue grabbed Gu Yanshu who was about to let go with his left hand, and said in a low voice, "Why are you running? You still have a shirt."
Gu Yanshu said indifferently, "Can't unbutton it with one hand?"
"How do you take off one hand after you untie it?"
"..."
Gu Yanshu could not refute.
Shen Jue lowered his head and pulled the corners of his lips into a smile.
Then, in front of Gu Yanshu, he undid the buttons one by one.
The white and clean fingertips nimbly fiddled with the light gold buttons, and the fine white shirt was torn apart little by little, allowing a glimpse of the perfect body.
From the abrupt Adam's apple, to the straight and sharp collarbone, to the firm and firm chest, finally revealing the contours of the abdominal muscles.
Gu Yanshu's eyelids drooped, his face was expressionless, his eyes were on his nose, his nose was on his heart.
After finally surviving until Shen Jue finished, he ordered him to turn around with a cold face.
Then quickly helped him take off his shirt from behind, stuffed the pajamas and bath towel into his arms, turned around and started to make the bed.
Don't even look at it when you shouldn't.
Stay calm and calm.
It was only when he heard the bathroom door being closed and the sound of splashing water that he unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.
He still has a lot of things he doesn't want to understand, and he needs to sort out his thoughts.
He couldn't reason with Shen Jue like this.
Before he could think of the problem, he heard Shen Jue's lazy and coquettish voice from the bathroom.
"Gu Yanshu, my hands hurt so much, I can't wash my hair."
"..."