Just Want to Be His Lover

Chapter 47

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The stolen goods were obtained at the same time, and the evidence is conclusive.

Gu Yanshu couldn't afford it.

Seeing the little liar succumbed at a speed visible to the naked eye, Shen Jue was annoyed and funny: "So who did you learn to lie to? If you make me angry, you will be happy?"

"without."

Gu Yanshu withdrew his phone, pushed Shen Jue away, and sat back in his seat.

"Then tell me why you lied?"

Gu Yanshu didn't speak.

Shen Jue went to lift the brim of his hat, but he slapped him down.

Shen Jue went to lift the brim of his hat again, but he beat him down again.

Shen Jue went to raise the brim of his hat again...

Gu Yanshu pretended to be angry: "Shen Jue, are you annoying?"

Shen will never be fooled: "So why are you lying?"

Gu Yanshu: "..."

It seems that this time I can't be fooled.

Shen Jue's temperament generally doesn't like to argue with him, but if he really cares about it, he must break the casserole and ask the bottom line, there is no way to avoid it.

So I could only answer in a low voice, "I didn't know you went to my concert."

"Um?"

"So I feel like I'm at a disadvantage."

"..."

Silence for three seconds.

Shen Jue couldn't help but burst into a "puchi" laugh.

Gu Yanshu said with a cold face, "Don't laugh."

"Okay, okay, I won't laugh anymore."

Gu Yanshu's face became even colder: "Is this still called laughing?"

"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back, I will try harder."

Gu Yanshu couldn't bear it anymore: "What's so funny?"

"It's nothing, I just think you're cute." Shen Jue restrained himself from laughing out loud, but the smile couldn't be hidden in his voice.

He really thought Gu Yanshu was cute, so he went to see his premiere, but because he mistakenly thought that what he said didn't count, he pretended that he didn't count, as if he wouldn't be at a disadvantage. How can you be so awkward.

However, this kind of awkwardness belongs to a person who is always calm, rational, alienated and gentle in the eyes of others, so it is even more lovely.

But Gu Yanshu didn't think there was anything cute about it at all. He pinched the brim of the hat with his fingers and pulled it down. His voice remained cold: "Go out if you laugh again, and watch a movie if you don't go out."

"Haven't you already seen it?"

"Then go home."

After Gu Yanshu finished speaking, he really stood up, and Shen Jue quickly pushed him back: "Okay, okay, don't talk, don't talk, let's watch a movie."

The theater finally returned to silence.

The movie starts playing.

This is a suspenseful literary film with exquisite picture composition, high-energy and brain-burning plot, and soothing rhythm.

Shen Jue played the role of a pair of twins who grew up in an orphanage. They had no parents since they were young, and they depended on each other. The two agreed at a very young age to be together forever.

However, later a rich couple came to the orphanage, and they fell in love with the elder brother. They didn't like the thin younger brother, so the elder brother left with the rich couple, and the two never saw each other again.

The younger brother was bullied in the orphanage, so he escaped. He wanted to find his elder brother, but he couldn’t find him. He escaped many times and was almost trafficked. Finally, he was adopted by an old fisherman, but he had no money to go to school. The old man who adopted him He died of illness and had no money for medical treatment, and the girl he liked disliked him for being poor and left with someone else.

Just when life was hopeless, because of a murder case, he met a man who looked exactly like himself. The man had everything but said that he had never had a younger brother.

The two were entangled because of the murder case, they tried to be hostile to each other and rescued and took care of each other.

In the final ending, on the surface, it seems that the elder brother lost his memory and the younger brother was imprisoned.

However, based on detailed analysis, many film critics felt that the younger brother lost his memory, and the older brother pretended to be his younger brother and took the blame for him.

There were different opinions, and after a full two months of quarreling, no one was able to completely convince anyone.

Because the elder brother and younger brother interpreted by Shen Jue look exactly the same, but they are two completely different people. There are also many plots where the elder brother imitates the younger brother and the younger brother imitates the elder brother. It is clearly distinguished by its delicate acting skills.

It was precisely because of this level of acting skills that Shen Jue deservedly won the Best Actor award.

However, in the end the police took one of them away, and when he looked back at the other, he looked at each other deeply at that moment, as if they had become each other, so that the audience could no longer tell the difference.

When the director was interviewed, he only said one sentence, whoever lives in your heart is the one who is saved.

The ending became a suspense.

The picture freezes in a heavy snowfall, covering up all traces.

When the two walked out of the theater, they found that it was snowing heavily at night.

The cold wind blew past and broke the dead branches on the side of the road, Gu Yanshu couldn't help but sneezed a little.

Shen Jue helped him put on the hood of his down jacket: "You wait for me here, I'll go and drive the car over."

Gu Yanshu put his hands in his pockets, hid his chin in his collar, and said softly, "No, I'll go there with you."

"okay."

Shen Jue didn't argue with Gu Yanshu, but just walked to the outside direction silently to help Gu Yanshu block the wind.

Large flakes of white snowflakes swept across the sky, and the two walked slowly towards the parking lot side by side.

Footsteps on the snow, making a rustling sound.

Shen Jue said suddenly: "Who do you think will end up in prison?"

Gu Yanshu answered quickly: "Brother."

"Why?"

"Because he won't be willing to let his brother help him take the blame, otherwise he won't try his best to save him in a shipwreck."

"But he thought about killing his brother, and as long as his brother takes the blame for him, he can enjoy everything his brother has in his name."

There was a brief silence.

The wind howled.

Gu Yanshu said lightly: "He didn't really want to kill his brother, and he wasn't jealous, he was just sad."

Shen Jue turned his head to look at him.

He didn't look at Shen Jue, but lowered his eyelashes, looked at the broken branches on the ground, and said lightly: "When you think that you are the only one who cares about the agreement, you will actually be really sad."

Shen Jue stopped in his tracks.

Gu Yan turned to look at him.

The wind and snow were getting bigger and bigger, raging within a short distance between the two of them, and large flakes of snowflakes fell on Gu Yanshu's head, and they refused to melt for a long time.

After a long time, Shen Jue sighed slowly, then stretched out his hand to wipe the snow off his head, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Gu Yanshu didn't quite understand.

Shen Jue's voice was extremely low and gentle in the snowy night: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you nothing, I didn't expect you to be so sad."

When Gu Yanshu said the phrase "It's really sad when I think I'm the only one who cares about the agreement", he realized that Gu Yanshu wasn't trying to be awkward.

It's just that a child like Gu Yanshu who has no sense of security and no one to rely on since childhood will take every promise seriously like a treasure, and then earnestly fulfill it, but also because he has no sense of security, so Again he would cautiously wait for feedback.

Because he can lose too little, so once he feels that his trust and hope may be lost, he will build a cold and tough defense mechanism to hide his soft and fragile thoughts, as if he would not What will be lost.

This is his self-preservation.

And this awareness of self-protection has reached the point where he dare not express his liking even after drinking to pieces, so how much expectation, how much disappointment, and how much sadness he has experienced over the years.

But even so, when he didn't explain anything, Gu Yanshu still chose to accept his closeness again.

So it was because he didn't do well enough, because he wasn't strong enough at the time, and because he didn't realize Gu Yanshu's thoughts earlier, that made Gu Yanshu sad for so long.

He rubbed Gu Yanshu's head: "I won't make you sad in the future."

He spoke softly.

Gu Yanshu couldn't bear this kind of tenderness, he was afraid of being hypocritical, so he turned his head away and avoided Shen Jue's hand: "I'm not sad, don't be sentimental."

His tone was cold and fierce, but the moment he turned around, the slightly red corners of his eyes were exposed under the brim of his hat.

It's just stubborn.

Shen Jue chuckled lightly, and his usual tired tone returned to: "If you're not sad, why are you angry today?"

Gu Yanshu said stubbornly: "I'm not angry."

"You hit me, you're still not angry?"

Gu Yanshu was blunt and angry: "That's because you snatched my phone and disrespected people."

"Oh, that's it." Shen Jue suddenly realized, and said softly, "I was indeed wrong in this matter, so how about I apologize to you?"

He spoke with great sincerity.

Gu Yanshu couldn't help but stamp his feet, and looked back at him: "How do you plan to apologize?"

Shen Jue thought carefully for three seconds, and replied, "I can guide you to take a set of similar stills for free."

"..."

"One-to-one service, including teaching and meeting."

"..."

"It's not impossible to demonstrate in person."

"..."

"I don't mind if the two of you want to be together..."

"Shut up!"

"You are so fierce."

"You have to show some face!"

"Why am I shameless... Gu Yanshu, you actually hit me with snow! You're getting more courageous, aren't you?"

"Ah! Shen Jue, let me go! A big man knows how childish it is to tickle!"

"Then you're not naive when you hit me with snow?"

"Hey duck, let me go!"

"Oh, why do you make milk noises when you are in a hurry?"

"Who is making milk noise!"

"There are only two people on the street, who are you talking about?"

"You are so annoying, let me go!"

"Then you are not allowed to hit me with snow."

"I don't."

"You haven't."

At three o'clock in the morning, on the deserted street, heavy snow fell, and two tightly wrapped people were chasing and fighting on the street, like two children who hadn't graduated from kindergarten.

By the time they sneaked back to the villa, their hair and coats were already soaked.

After Gu Yanshu took a shower, changed his clothes, and tucked into the bed to sleep, Shen Jue picked him up again and poured a cup of cold medicine.

While pouring, Shen Jue took out the medicine box and told Gu Yanshu one by one when and which medicine to take, which ones to take before meals, which ones to take after meals, which ones to swallow, and which ones to chew.

It was so trivial that Gu Yanshu felt a little headache after hearing it.

After he came back from the hospital, he didn't remember these things, because Shen Jue would remind him regularly anyway, and he just had to take the medicine obediently.

As a result, now Shen Jue suddenly explained carefully, as if he would not be here tomorrow, and by the way, thinking of Shen Jue's sudden act of taking him to the movies tonight, Gu Yanshu clenched his cup tightly.

"Are you leaving?" He pretended to ask casually.

However, Shen Jue still noticed the nervousness he showed unconsciously, and felt a little distressed, and after helping him set up the reminder for the medicine box, sat across from him, and said softly: "Well, there is a play to try, and I have to go to Xi'an for two days. "

"Um."

Gu Yanshu's mood dropped visibly.

Shen Jue hastily added: "Leave tomorrow morning, and come back the night after tomorrow."

"oh."

Gu Yanshu's mood obviously improved.

After watching it again and again, Shen Jue couldn't help but wanted to tease him again: "What? Can't bear to part with me?"

Gu Yanshu gave him a blank look: "Don't be too sentimental, I'm just worried that Gu Gugu won't be taken with me."

"Are you not home tomorrow?"

"Well, I have made an appointment with Director Qin to audition tomorrow, and I have to go through the contract termination procedure at the company." As he spoke, Gu Yanshu seemed to have thought of something, and emphasized, "My contract with UN will be automatically terminated the day after tomorrow. .”

Shen Jue nodded: "Yes, I know."

"..."

"Is there anything you need me to say hello to Ye Jing?"

"..."

never mind.

Shen Jue may not like him yet, and he hinted at it in vain, so it's better to wait until the contract is terminated.

Thinking of this, Gu Yanshu turned over and shrank back under the bed: "No need. I have something to do tomorrow, so go to bed early."

"OK, good night."

The lights dimmed.

There was only silence in the room as usual.

However, for a long time.

Gu Yanshu suddenly replied softly: "Well, good night."

Shen Jue raised the corners of his lips.

This was the first time that Gu Yanshu had seriously said goodnight to him after living together for so many days.

So as long as some knots and misunderstandings can be solved, it is good.

As long as he takes his time, he can afford to wait, anyway, the future between him and Gu Yanshu is still very long.

Gu Yanshu was woken up the next morning by Gu Gugu stepping on his milk.

Opening his eyes in a daze, he saw a little milk orange stepping on his body, meowing and meowing, so cute and pitiful.

Gu Yanshu touched its stomach, closed his eyes, and said vaguely: "Shen Jue, Gu Gugu seems to be hungry, please make some small cakes for him."

However, after a long time, no one answered him.

Turning around to look, he saw that the bed next to him was neat and empty, and only then remembered that Shen Jue had been away for the past two days, and felt a little inexplicable loss in his heart.

He lowered his eyelashes, rubbed Gu Gugu's head, got up to feed him, changed the cat litter, and when he remembered to take medicine, he realized that he forgot to drink a glass of warm water.

Since he was a child of a poor family, he has been in charge of the house since he was a child, and he is used to doing everything by himself, and he often does everything in an orderly, careful and proper manner. However, he lived with Shen Jue for ten days, and was taken care of by him.

Gu Yanshu felt that he couldn't do this, and Shen Jue didn't owe him anything, so why should he take care of himself.

Then the phone screen lights up.

A string of unfamiliar numbers: remember to take medicine, there is porridge in the thermos cup, warm water in the kettle, just follow the note on the medicine box.

Gu Yanshu didn't think he was to blame for this, since Shen Jue let himself go, it shouldn't be too much for him to be responsible to the end.

Gu Yanshu stared at the string of unfamiliar numbers for a while, then made up his mind, long pressed, saved, and entered the note: large dog.

He also felt that the old contact method of SMS is really inconvenient, so he opened WeChat, clicked on the group chat of the program group, found Shen Jue's profile picture, and sent a friend request.

Shen Jue passed almost immediately, and then sent a message: Oh, by the way, and remember to wear long johns.

Gu Yanshu: ...

Forget it, let's delete it, keep this kind of friend for the New Year

But in the end, he listened to Shen Jue's words.

Fortunately, he listened to Shen Jue's words.

Because the temperature in Beijing suddenly dropped again overnight, Gu Yanshu shivered as soon as he went out. He felt his whole body was frozen stiff, and his knees were aching. a winter.

And the snow fell even heavier than last night. Gu Yanshu had never seen such a heavy snowstorm in his memory.

The white dust was so dense that it was almost impossible to see the road. Several newly transplanted trees in the community were directly bent by the wind and fell to the ground, in a state of distress.

The extremely bad weather caused frequent traffic accidents, and the entire Beijing city fell into an extremely bad road condition.

Fortunately, Fangyuan has always paid attention to this aspect, and picked up Gu Yanshu three hours in advance, so that when Gu Yanshu arrived, Qin Fan was still in a meeting with the investor and the crew director.

Hearing that he arrived early, he didn't shy away, invited him directly to the meeting room, and introduced him: "This is Gu Yanshu, the one I told you before whose voice and temperament are very suitable for our theme song, and who will also speak Russian."

As soon as the words fell, many people laughed and said: "Director Qin, what you said, who doesn't know Gu Yanshu now, this is a popular fried chicken. How many times have we watched the stage two days ago? A lot of resources are lining up to invite him."

Qin Fan's personality was a little old-fashioned, and he corrected him stubbornly: "Fame is fame, and what I'm talking about with you now is strength. I didn't come to him because of his high traffic, but because he is really suitable."

He praised Gu Yanshu sincerely because he saw Gu Yanshu's online singing video and admired Gu Yanshu sincerely.

However, after all, not everyone is willing to put aside their inherent impressions and calm down to understand others, so it is inevitable that some people will raise objections.

In addition, this movie is a big production, and the entire production team belongs to the top level, and they are not afraid of offending a powerless idol, so they speak directly.

"Director Qin, I still have the same opinion as before. Our goal this time is to win awards, so we must pursue perfection in every link. But now it's too risky to ask a traffic artist to sing the OST."

The one who spoke was Li Fang, the music director of this film. His professional ability has been recognized throughout Asia, but he is just a perverted person, and he doesn't think much of popular artists.

And his thoughts are indeed the thoughts of many people present.

It's just that he just said it in front of Gu Yanshu, and the scene was really a bit embarrassing.

The rest of the people didn't want to offend a well-established artist, nor did they want to offend a big shot in the industry, so they all kept silent, waiting to see if this popular idol would become angry and slam the door and leave.

However, Gu Yanshu just said indifferently: "I'm here for an audition, so I think I can wait for the audition results before making a judgment."

He stood there, listening to the harsh words, but his expression was calm all the time, and he answered neither humble nor overbearing, like a green bamboo under the snow, others couldn't pick out the thorns for a while.

Qin Fan liked the attitude of this young man, and wanted to speak for him, so he made a decision directly: "Okay, then just audition and speak with strength. Does anyone have any opinions?"

Direct audition, everyone present is the referee, very fair, no one has any objection.

Gu Yanshu entered the recording room.

All the cameras and radio equipment, as well as the eyes of more than twenty people outside the glass window, were all aimed at him in an instant.

Except for Qin Fan, no one is optimistic about him.

Because the theme song this time mainly talks about the life and death of the years in the world,

It sounds plain, but many places require extremely high skill processing, and at the same time, they pay great attention to the expression of emotions, requiring hurt without revealing, sadness without pain, which is difficult for young artists to understand.

There are also a lot of Russian lyrics in the middle, and the pronunciation is also a big problem. I have found a lot of very good singers before, but they all have more or less flaws, and the effect is very unsatisfactory.

What's more, there are more than 20 people waiting for the trial outside the recording room, and the psychological pressure is even higher. In this case, it is unrealistic for a popular idol to sing this song well.

Everyone waited outside with the mentality of watching a joke.

When Li Fang was sitting in front of the recording desk wearing earphones, he had already thought up ten thousand kinds of sarcastic words, and his eyes did not hide his contempt. However, when Gu Yanshu's voice came from the earphones, his arms The fingers of the headset froze.

But everyone couldn't hear the sound, and could only see Gu Yanshu inside the glass room with a concentrated and indifferent expression, while Li Fang outside the glass room frowned more and more, but he didn't know how he sang.

Full of curiosity, scratching his ears and cheeks, he finally waited until the end of the song, and hurriedly approached Li Fang and asked, "How is it?"

Li Fang took off his earphones with a complicated look on his face, as if he didn't look well.

Everyone understood: "Hey, it's normal, idols, my singing skills must be poor, but Director Li, don't speak too harshly, he is young and popular, he must have strong self-esteem, you don't need to speak too harshly..."

However, Li Fang didn't pay attention to them, but turned his head to look at Qin Fan, and said firmly, "It's him."

Everyone: "...?"

Gu Yanshu had never been worried about his audition, but he thought that at most he would be selected as a candidate, but he didn't expect to make a decision directly.

Gu Yanshu calmly suggested: "Director Qin, I think you can think about this matter again."

Qin Fan smiled and said: "No need, Director Li and I think you are the most suitable candidate. Although your technique is not the best among all the singers we have auditioned, your timbre is the most suitable, and you can handle the details very well. , intonation, breath, and Russian pronunciation are all perfect. Did you speak Russian since elementary school?"

"Well, my mother used to be a Russian musical theater actress, she taught me from a young age."

"No wonder. Your talent is very good, and your basic skills are also very solid. If you have the opportunity, you can invite your mother to visit the recording, and maybe you can give some opinions."

Gu Yanshu lowered his eyelashes: "She has passed away."

Qin Fan paused, and said solemnly, "Sorry."

Then I couldn't help but sighed: "Actually, what moved me and Director Li the most was the emotion you sang this song, not exaggerated, not artificial, very real, very restrained, although sad but very gentle. At that time we still wanted to How did you sing it at a young age, I didn't expect... I'm really sorry."

"It doesn't matter."

"Then do you have any other family members now? We can invite you to watch it when the screening is scheduled." Qin Fan is an artist who is not very good at dealing with people, and he wants to make up for his presumptuousness just now.

Gu Yanshu could feel his kindness and thanked him for his appreciation, so he replied gently: "There is also a grandfather and a cousin. The grandfather is not in good health, and the cousin is still in school, so don't bother. Director Qin doesn't have to worry about it either. "

Gu Yanshu had already said this, and Qin Fan couldn't say anything more: "Alright then, if there are no problems, I'll let them start drafting the contract."

"Okay, thank you Director Qin."

"This is your own ability, thank you for what I do, but..." Qin Fan said as he remembered something, "But I heard from Sheng Ping that you are about to terminate the contract and set up your own studio, so our contract is based on UN In the name, or in your own name? If in the name of the UN... "

Before he finished speaking, there was a knock on the door of Qin Fan's office: "Director Qin, Mr. Ye has arrived, do you want him to wait for you in the reception room?"

Qin Fan hurriedly said: "Please come in quickly, please come in quickly, you tell him to wait because you think my old bones are not enough to torment you."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ye Que appeared at the door. Hearing Qin Fan's words, he chuckled lightly: "What Director Qin said, if you don't know, you may think that I disrespect the elders. Didn't I come to visit you in person? ."

As he said that, he glanced at Gu Yanshu and said with a smile, "And my employees are still here, so give me some impression."

Qin Fan counted as Uncle Ye Qu, and he was often angry with him. Hearing this, he deliberately said: "He will not be your employee soon. Think about it for yourself, why can't you keep such a good artist."

Ye Que nodded: "Yeah, I'm also thinking, why can't I keep it, maybe because..."

After saying that, he paused, looked at Gu Yanshu, and smiled meaningfully, "It may be because our company's contract is too strict. After all, artists under the age of 28 are not allowed to fall in love during the contract period."