When he was young and ignorant, Yang Qiuhe really liked Qi Baoxin. After all, at that time, Qi Baoxin was pretty, had good grades, and was lively. He could play with anyone. Is there any boy in the class who doesn't like her? A girl with a sub-character
But after being with Qi Baoxin, Yang Qiuhe found that her character was too delicate, although she was beautiful, but she couldn't understand the height of her eyebrows, she was wayward and savage, which was very annoying.
Such a woman can be seen from a distance, but after a long time together, it makes people feel annoying. At this time, Yang Qiuhe saw her best friend Bai Qianmiao beside Qi Baoxin who was suppressed by her light.
It was a girl who was completely different from Qi Baoxin, although she was not as pretty as Qi Baoxin, her temperament was too gentle and restrained compared to the enthusiastic and cheerful Qi Baoxin, she was as courageous as a little squirrel, shy and afraid of people, and did not dare to contact people.
But she is such a timid girl, but she is very gentle and kind to others. Once Yang Qiu and her finger were injured, Qi Baoxin didn't notice it, but Bai Qianmiao handed him a band-aid and told him to be careful.
It was at that time that Qi Baoxin was shrouded in light all the time, making it impossible for people to see her existence, but Yang Qiuhe discovered this hidden jade in the rough.
With her as a comparison, Qi Baoxin's savagery and willfulness are even more set off, making people very annoying.
Yang Qiuhe originally wanted to break up with Qi Baoxin after the graduation trip. He felt that he had no way to be with a woman like Qi Baoxin. stay in one place for a long time.
Only a gentle and caring woman like Bai Qianmiao can make a man fall in love so much that he wants to be with her forever.
That accident happened beyond Yang Qiuhe's expectations, but when he saw Bai Qianmiao, whose face was pale with fright, with tears in his eyes, looking helplessly at him, Yang Qiuhe knew that he must not Tell what he saw.
It was just an accident, and Bai Qianmiao didn't do it on purpose, she didn't know that Qi Baoxin would fall, she could only blame Qi Baoxin for being careless, how could that gentle and kind girl intentionally hurt another person? And that person is still her best friend, that's even more impossible.
What Yang Qiuhe didn't expect was that even after nine years, even if Qi Baoxin died nowhere, she could still become an obstacle to his happy life.
"Miaomiao, don't feel bad, all this is not your fault, it has nothing to do with you, you torture yourself like this, it makes my heart hurt, do you know how much I worry about you?"
Yang Qiuhe hugged Bai Qianmiao tightly, and coaxed her with his gentlest voice, hoping that she would be happier and not bear the death of another person on his body.
You must know that seeing his lover being tortured by a dead person, the pain in his heart is no less than that of Bai Qianmiao. He hopes that Bai Qianmiao can get out as soon as possible.
Probably because she found that Yang Qiuhe seemed to be infected by her own emotions, Bai Qianmiao panicked and said in pain and self-reproach: "I'm sorry, Qiuhe, it's all my fault, I got you into trouble, but I can't control it." Please forgive me, please forgive me?"
Her eyes were full of sadness and begging, which broke Yang Qiuhe's heart, and she comforted her emotions one after another.
At this moment, the door of the side-lying room was opened, and a little girl with disheveled hair came out of the room holding a worn-out doll.
The light in the living room was on, and the orange light shrouded the couple hugging each other, looking very warm. There was a strange atmosphere around them, and people couldn't help but want to get closer, and get closer. And the little girl who came out of the room showed an envious expression on her face. She hugged the baby in her arms tightly and moved to the front of the couple step by step.
"Mom and Dad, Xiaoxue is afraid,"
The little girl opened her big round eyes and looked at her parents expectantly, hoping that they could accompany her. Since her parents have such a good relationship, she can also join in. Isn't she their child? Will they be nice to her
After hearing her daughter's voice, Bai Qianmiao wiped her tears and raised her head from her husband's arms, but at this moment she was in a really sad mood and couldn't coax her daughter at all.
She is so sad, how can she concentrate on taking care of her daughter's emotions
And now Yang Qiuhe was exhausted from coaxing his wife all the time. Seeing his daughter like this, he forced a smile at the little girl and said in a warm voice.
"Xiaoxue, are you obedient? Mom is not feeling right now. Dad wants to coax mom. Can you go back to the room alone? Dad knows that Xiaoxue is the most well-behaved, obedient and brave child in the world. She can definitely do it alone. "
Bai Qianmiao grabbed Yang Qiuhe's hand, with a look of unbearable expression on her face, she said softly, "Qiuhe, you should stay with Xiaoxue, I can do it by myself, really."
However, Yang Qiuhe shook his head and looked at Bai Qianmiao seriously. His eyes were focused and serious, and they stuck to Bai Qianmiao's face so hard that he couldn't move away.
"Miaomiao, the most important thing right now is you. You have suffered from depression again. The situation is a bit serious now. I have to be with you. Xiaoxue is already a big girl, she can take care of herself."
After speaking, Yang Qiuhe turned his head to look at the daughter who was still looking forward to them, and said gently but firmly.
"Xiaoxue, tell Dad, are you an obedient and sensible child? Can you do it alone?"
After hearing these words, the light in the little girl's eyes gradually dimmed. Looking at her father's appearance, she opened her mouth, wanting to say that she couldn't, she wanted to say that she would also be afraid, that she also needed Mom and Dad were there, but they didn't know how to say the words when they came to their lips.
The weight contained in the things in her father's eyes was too heavy for her to say no to refuse, but she just wanted her parents to accompany her, the little girl's face turned red slowly, a pair of The beautiful eyes were also full of water, she bit her lips, the originally pale lips were stained with a blush.
"Only today, Mom and Dad, only today, can you accompany Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue is really scared."
As she said that, the little girl grabbed the doll in her hand tightly. The worn-out doll has been with her for many years. Because it has been washed too many times, it can no longer see its original appearance. However, although it is worn-out, the doll is still a small Girl's baby.
She was holding on to the little doll tightly, and there were already veins on the back of her white hands, but she didn't seem to notice it, she still opened her eyes wide, looking at her parents expectantly.
She really wants her parents to accompany her. She doesn't want much, that is, her parents can hug her, coax her, sit next to her, tell her stories, and coax her like ordinary parents. Falling asleep with her.
That's all she wants.
Bai Qianmiao seemed to be unable to bear the look in her daughter's eyes, she bit her lips lightly, a look of sadness appeared on her beautiful face.
"Xiaoxue. Mom will accompany you right now."
As she said that, Bai Qianmiao struggled to sit up, but her body was so weak that she had no strength at all. Just when she sat up, she fell softly on the sofa again. Unfortunately, she didn't know what she fell on place, and let out a cry of pain.
Yang Qiuhe was startled when he saw her like this, the expression on his face changed instantly, he hastily stretched out his hand and hugged Bai Qianmiao into his arms, and asked urgently: "Miaomiao, how are you? How are you doing now? Your health is very bad and you need to take good care of it, how can you torment yourself so casually?"
There was a look of pain on Bai Qianmiao's face, she seemed to hate her dilapidated body, she said weakly: "I want to accompany Xiaoxue, she seems to want us to accompany her..."
She is a mother, seeing her daughter looking forward to the company of her parents so much, how can she not be soft-hearted? It's just that her broken body really doesn't live up to it, she clearly has the heart, but she can't use her strength.
However, Yang Qiuhe was very angry when he thought that Bai Qianmiao would always think about others and ignore his own body at this time.
"Miaomiao, how many times have I told you that the most important thing now is you, you have to take care of your body first, and you can put aside other things, everything must be your own body first, How can you be so confused?"
After saying these words, Yang Qiuhe turned his head abruptly, and looked at the little girl who was standing aside holding the little doll. His expression became cold and stern, and his voice disappeared as before when he was facing her. those temperatures.
"Are you satisfied with this? How many times have I told you that your mother is not in good health and needs a good rest. Why do you act like you don't understand? How can you be so ignorant and answer by yourself?" Stay in the room, don't come out without my permission, such a big child, why don't you understand anything? Can't you let us worry about it!"
To his daughter and to his wife, Yang Qiuhe's tone was completely opposite. Just now he was able to coax his daughter patiently, but because his wife was going to coax her daughter and hurt her body, Yang Qiuhe lost all patience. His speech was much colder than before, as if he was not facing his own daughter.
The little girl's face flushed instantly, tears kept rolling in her eyes, she gritted her teeth and said in a trembling voice.
"But Dad, I didn't mean to, don't..."
Before the next words could be spoken, Yang Qiuhe interrupted.
"Yang Xuerong, I don't want to hear you argue with me again. Now go back to your room and go to sleep. If I go to see if you are still asleep, then don't blame me for being rude to you."
There was no warmth in Yang Qiuhe's voice, and his eyes were full of disgust when he looked at the little girl. If you look carefully, you will find that his hand hanging by his side is tightly clenched, like He couldn't help but want to beat her up.
His appearance hurt the little girl, and the tears in her eyes could no longer be controlled, and flowed down her cheeks.
"Dad only loves mom, and mom only loves dad. None of you love me. I don't want to like you anymore. You are not my parents!"
After yelling this sentence with all her strength, the little girl turned around and ran towards her room. After rushing into the room, she slammed the door with all her strength, and then locked the door behind her. After all this was done, she hugged her arms and slid down softly as if she had exhausted all her strength. She hugged her small body with both hands, and the tears flowed even more violently.
She didn't know why her family was not like other people's families. Other people's parents loved their children, but in their family, Yang Xuerong always felt like a superfluous existence.
Dad seems to only see his mother in his eyes. Everything he does is for his mother, and although his mother occasionally reveals some concern for her, most of the time, his mother does not care about her. She, because of her poor health, needs to rest and take care of her, and finally distracted to take care of her, there will be various problems in the body, and every time my mother feels uncomfortable or feels unwell because of worrying about her , Dad will give himself a scolding.
But what did she do wrong? She just wants her parents to like her and treat her like every ordinary parent treats her child.
Holding the dilapidated doll in her arms, the little girl's tears flowed out like a spring, she cried very sadly, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain and despair.
The little doll in his arms lay quietly in the little girl's arms, its arms were softly resting on the little girl's shoulders, as if to comfort her.
After hearing the sound of closing the door, Yang Qiuhe's eyelids twitched, his heart was full of anger, and he got up to grab his daughter who dared to slam the door, but Bai Qianmiao stopped him.
"Qiu and you, don't do this. Xiaoxue didn't do it on purpose. That child is quite lonely. She probably just wants the two of us to coax her. Don't treat her like this, you will scare her."
The hostility on Yang Qiuhe's face did not disappear, he frowned and looked at the closed door of the side lying on his side, his fierce look looked a bit scary.
"Xiaoxue is too disrespectful now. She is six years old. She is an older child. How can she be so ignorant? Doesn't she know that your health is not good? If you insist on torturing you like this, I won't see you. A disobedient child like her."
Yang Qiuhe didn't deliberately lower his voice. When he spoke, his voice was like thunder, rumbling in the room. A thin wooden door couldn't block his voice at all. Yang Qiuhe's accusation Through the thin wooden door, it came into Yang Xuerong's ears.
Yang Xuerong, who was still crying, suddenly stopped crying. At this moment, she seemed to have grown up, and all those ridiculous weaknesses disappeared.
Why is she crying? Obviously dad doesn't care about her at all, does he? Everything she did was considered ignorant by the other party, who thought she was not a good child. If that was the case, why was she still crying
Bai Qianmiao's voice came through the door again, her voice was still so soft and weak, as if it contained endless tenderness.
"Qiuhe, don't say that, Xiaoxue is a good child, she just wants to act like a baby to us, it's because of my broken body, I can't give her normal maternal love, don't be angry, angry If you are not in good health, I will tell Xiaoxue well later, and she will understand you."
After hearing these words, the corners of Yang Xuerong's mouth suddenly curled up, and a sarcastic smile that didn't match her age appeared on her face.
That sounded like what a good mother would say, but what she said was just words when she looked back.
In front of my father, my mother is always gentle and considerate. What my father likes most is his mother's appearance, but when he treats her, although she is also gentle and gentle, Yang Xuerong knows very well that those gentlenesses are not Don't get distracted.
Since they don't like her, why did they give birth to her? She is like a superfluous existence now, she obviously doesn't like her, but the two of them didn't show it, and they insisted on pretending to love their daughter.
It's disgusting.
Yang Xuerong picked up the worn-out little doll, and seeing the distorted face of the little doll, Yang Xuerong suddenly laughed.
"Do they think that children are fools?"
The doll didn't speak, but the eyes made of buttons still seemed to be shining with a cold light.
Because of Yang Xuerong's interruption just now, the atmosphere of the couple has changed a little bit. They were still gloomy at first, but now when they continue to hug each other, for some reason, Bai Qianmiao's mood seems to have recovered a little. After they chatted for a while, Yang Qiuhe bent down and picked up Bai Qianmiao, and the husband and wife returned to the room like glue.
The door of the bedroom was closed, and Yang Xuerong listened to the movement from the other side of the bedroom, a childish face showed a cruel expression that did not match her age.
That's what they're busy with, that's why they can't take care of her and keep her company.
It's really easy for the couple to raise a child.