Qi Feifei's complexion gradually turned pale, her mouth trembled, and she wanted to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she didn't know what to say.
She seems to have done something wrong, but, but yesterday she just felt that she didn't want to conflict with her father, how did everything become like this
After a long time, Qi Feifei finally found her voice, she opened her mouth, trying to explain what she did.
"Dad, I didn't mean that. I was just too flustered. Can you forgive me?"
Qi Feifei thought that this time was the same as every time in the past, as long as she apologized, her father would forgive her. After all, Qi Wang has always treated herself like this, as long as she admits her mistake, her father will forgive her.
But this time, she was wrong.
Qi Huang shook his head slowly, the expression on his face remained unchanged, he did not act like a father who was heartbroken by his daughter, but like a bystander who was outside the dispute .
"Do you think that as long as you apologize, I have to forgive you? It's just because you are my daughter and was brought into this world by your mother and me, so no matter what mistakes you make, no matter what kind of mistakes you make No matter how you treat me, I will forgive you without reservation, don't you think so?"
Qi Huan's voice was very soft, and his tone seemed to be the same as usual, but he lacked the gentleness that he used to face when facing himself. His appearance made Qi Qi Feifei fall into great anxiety. She took a step forward, trying to She took Qi Wang's hand, but was avoided by the other party. She saw her empty hands, and suddenly her eyes widened.
"dad… "
Qi Feifei yelled in a panic and helplessly, she looked at Qi Huang with a blank face, more and more uneasiness in her eyes, all kinds of thoughts surged in her heart, but tears rolled down her cheeks uncontrollably slip down.
Usually, whenever she cries, her father will do everything possible to coax her. Whether it is when she is young or after she is an adult, Qi Feifei's tears are an invincible weapon. Many times, the father and daughter appear together Disputes, as long as she sheds tears, Dad has nothing to do with her, and in the end he can only compromise with her.
After discovering that there was something beyond her control, Qi Feifei's subconscious reaction was to cry. In her subconscious, she knew what would happen if she cried, so it became almost instinctive. When she encountered something she couldn't solve, she He wanted to use crying to achieve his goal.
But it's a pity that this time, the methods that have always been invincible in the past were shattered. Qi Wang just sat there, looking at her calmly, and the expression on his face did not change from the beginning to the end, as if Just looking at a stranger.
"dad… "
Qi Feifei choked up and opened her mouth, looking at her father who was completely different from usual in a panic, not knowing what to do for a while.
Obviously dad was not like this before, why did he suddenly become like this? It was just because of her questioning that Dad became angry, so he didn't want to talk to her anymore. It was obviously just an ordinary thing, so why should he be angry with her
She did something wrong, but didn't she also admit it? Why do you have to treat her like this
At this moment, Qi Feifei suddenly remembered what Xu Wenqing said to herself last night.
"In fact, never think that the love of parents is selfless, 'there is no such thing as a parent', 'all parents love their children unconditionally', have you heard such words? Do you think these words are Makes sense?"
"But is the love of parents really unconditional? No matter what you look like, whether you are smart or stupid, as long as you are their child, they will love you without reservation and dedicate themselves to you wholeheartedly. "
"But if this is the case, why did they ask you to study when you were young, ask you to learn those things you don't like, and they are stingy with your praise, and they will reprimand you if your grades are not up to standard, but you did some After something out of the ordinary, they'll tell you that you've let them down."
"Don't you feel like a marionette in the hands of your parents? What they want is not a child at all, but a puppet that listens entirely to them, and they are domesticating it with something called paternal love. You, disguise their desire for control as something sacred and great like fatherly love and motherly love. If you live within their limited rules and regulations, then they will love you and give you various things, but when you think rebelliously To get out of these frames that they give you, they won't hesitate to hit you, hurt you, and then they won't give you those feelings back until you're back into who they want you to be."
"Beifei, although it's a bit extreme to say this, I think many parents treat their children as if they were taming animals."
"They don't love their children at all, all they need is a puppet to obey their orders."
When Xu Wenqing said this to herself, Qi Feifei also refuted Xu Wenqing. She told the other party that her parents loved her sincerely, and it was not like what he said, which was a hypocrisy.
However, at this moment, looking at her father who turned his face and refused to recognize anyone, Qi Feifei suddenly remembered what Xu Wenqing said to herself. It turns out that the clown has always been herself. She thought that she loved her father deeply, but she was just pretending Well, he just wanted to control himself and let himself obey him. When he rebelled, the other party would show a hideous look.
After thinking of this, when Qi Feifei looked at Qi Duan who was looking at her indifferently, she finally couldn't help and broke out completely, her tears flowed more fiercely, and she screamed mournfully.
"You are not my father at all, you just treat me as a puppet that can be easily manipulated, I don't want to talk to you anymore!"
After yelling at Qi Wang in a panic, Qi Feifei ran towards the gate. At this moment, her mind was completely messed up, and she couldn't think properly now. She doesn't care about anything else, she just wants to escape from here, from this man who wants to control her life, she wants to run far away, and never see him again for the rest of her life.
However, just as Qi Feifei was about to run to the gate, Qi Huan's voice came from behind her again.
"Did I say something to you? You can't stand it just by stating the facts. Then when you accused me and questioned me just now, why didn't you think that I would feel uncomfortable? Is it because I don't look like you?" That would make you cry, so you don't think it matters?"
"I won't stop you from leaving, but since you're acting like you want to sever ties with me, let me see your determination."
"Have you packed your clothes? Have you brought your ID? Have you taken your wallet? Have you thought about where you will go after you leave? Or are you just taking the opportunity to get mad at me, and then run out to find someone to tell your grievances, and wait with me?" That person sternly accused me, condemned me, and whipped me, and after your emotions recover, you will return to this home, pretending that nothing happened, and continue to live here."
Qi Wang suddenly sneered, and at the same time, his voice suddenly became ethereal, as if it came from another dimension.
"But I'm sorry, this time I don't want to pamper you anymore. Since you think that my father is unqualified, that I controlled you and imprisoned you, then you can leave. You are already twenty-two years old anyway. You are an adult now, you can be responsible for what you do, you go, I will not care about you anymore, go live the free life you want."
After Qi Wang's words came out, Qi Feifei was struck by lightning, as if struck by lightning, she stood stiffly by the door, with her hand on the doorknob, obviously as long as she gently As soon as she twisted the doorknob, she could escape from this place that made her feel suffocated, but for some reason, her body seemed to not listen to her words at all, and she froze there, maintaining a posture of opening the door, as if It's like a ridiculous joke.
She thought her father would say something more, but what she didn't expect was that after Qi Wang said those words, he didn't speak again. Qi Feifei, who was standing stiffly at the door, heard the sound of the chair being dragged behind her. She heard people walking, and then she heard knives and forks clinking and drinking milk.
After turning her into a joke, the man who had caused it all was eating breakfast with poise, and she didn't even ask herself if she wanted something to eat.
Qi Feifei was very angry, a steady stream of anger poured out from the bottom of her heart, these angers made Qi Feifei lose her mind, she wanted to make noise, wanted to make trouble, wanted to question Qi Wang what exactly she wanted to do.
He doesn't look like his father at all. If he was really her father, he would definitely not treat her like this.
The raging anger injected endless power into Qi Feifei's body, and the body that was frozen there was finally free again. She turned around abruptly, strode to the dining table, and looked at the person who was eating breakfast slowly. Qi Wang, Qi Feifei couldn't help asking loudly: "Why are you doing this to me? Am I not your daughter? Why are you still in the mood to eat breakfast after our quarrel?"
Qi Wang swallowed the milk in his mouth, then raised his head, looked calmly at Qi Feifei who was furious, and said slowly: "Otherwise?"
Before Qi Feifei could speak, Qi Wang continued: "You feel that what I have done has touched your interests, maybe now you have automatically stood on the opposite side of me, and you believe in another person's words even more. And think of me as your enemy, trying to fight me in defense of the one you believe in."
"Although I am your father, I am also a person. I will also feel heartache and chills. You have been asking me and your mother to treat you equally since you were young. You have always treated you Put yourself in the same position as mine, why do you want me to compromise with you on the grounds that I am your father at this time?"
Qi Wang pointed to the faint dark circles under his eyes, and said slowly: "I'm already fifty-two years old, and I can't afford it when I'm over half a hundred. You can do whatever you want. From today onwards, I won't Leave it to you."
Qi Wang's words were like a bucket of cold water being poured down on Qi Feifei. All the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't speak at all. She stared at Qi Feifei with wide eyes. The man sitting opposite felt that he had become extremely strange at this moment, and that there seemed to be an extremely strange soul hidden under his familiar face.
He really doesn't care about himself
Throughout the morning, Qi Feifei's mood fluctuated wildly, and now it has become chaotic. She looked at Qi Duan stubbornly, her mouth opened and closed, obviously she felt that she had said a lot, but the words that fell into her ears , only three words.
"why?"
Qi Wang looked at Qi Feifei quietly, there seemed to be two deep vortexes in those black eyes, staring at these eyes, it was easy to let himself fall into them.
Qi Feifei was no exception, her expression gradually became dazed, her eyes were fixed on Qi Huang, but the expression on her face slowly began to freeze.
This is the second time he has hypnotized someone after he hypnotized himself last night. It is his daughter Qi Feifei who is hypnotized. It is obviously a field that he has never touched before, but he is very skilled in doing it, as if he has done it countless times before. like.
Most of the time, Qi Wang doesn't want to do anything to another person's consciousness, his own thinking and will forcibly influence another person, and then change her thoughts and actions.
But Qi Feifei is different. Intuition tells Qi Wang that the existence of this girl is very important, not only because she is his daughter, but also because of another important reason that Qi Wang has forgotten.
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Qi Feifei was late. By the time she entered the company, half an hour had passed the working hours. The fat headed office director looked at Qi Feifei with a cold expression, his eyes seemed to make her late, but Qi Feifei passed him without looking sideways, and returned to her seat.
The director didn't expect that Qi Feifei, who was late for so long today, would dare to be so arrogant. Did she really think that the cheap and low salary was her amulet? With a salary that was a thousand lower than the market price, she could really be in the company. Walked sideways.
"Qi Feifei, what do you take the company for? Do you have a little bit of organization and discipline? Do you know that I'm late today? You..."
Qi Feifei was in a bad mood today, but the director of the office kept chattering in her ears like a crow, which made Qi Feifei's temper more and more irritable. She slammed the table, never Standing up from his seat, he looked down at the fat office director who looked like a short winter melon.
"Director Cai, I'm late today. You just deduct fifty yuan from me according to the regulations. Why do you keep talking here, you're wasting my working time."
director:"!!!!"
It was obvious that she was late, but she was terribly arrogant, as if her being late was a reasonable thing, the director was almost laughed at by Qi Feifei.
"Qi Feifei, aren't you afraid that I will fire you? I have every reason to fire you for a free-spirited employee like you."
Qi Feifei refused to give an inch: "Then you fire me, I just go home after firing, but I can still find a job without you, if you fire me as an employee with low wages, I don't know You can't find another person who earns such a small salary like me."
The bottom lines of the two of them are completely different, so Qi Feifei is not afraid of each other at all. After teasing him, Qi Feifei sat down again, turned on the computer, and started typing on the keyboard.
The office director's face turned blue and pale. At such a moment, he really wanted to fire this woman regardless, but before he wanted to say the word of fire, his reason finally prevailed, and he stared fiercely at her. After Qi Feifei glanced at him, he just turned around and strode away.
Let her be arrogant for a while first, as long as he can find an employee who is cheaper than Qi Feifei, then he will immediately let this woman go.
Qi Feifei clacked and tapped on the keyboard, and the blue Yingying light from the computer reflected on her beautiful face, making her a little bit more indifferent and repulsed from others thousands of miles away.
Xu Xiaowen sneaked a few glances at her friend, seeing that her mood didn't seem right, Xu Xiaowen didn't dare to approach her, but after thinking about it, she edited a message and sent it.
[Feifei, what happened, why do you feel that you are not in a good mood today?]
After this message was sent, Xu Xiaowen's hands still didn't stop. After editing another message and sending it, she put the phone aside.
It took Qi Feifei a while to take out her mobile phone. When she saw the message from Xu Xiaowen, she couldn't help but frowned, and quickly edited a message and sent it back.
[Nothing, just came out this morning and had a fight with my dad. The two of us had a very unpleasant fight, so I was late today.]