The spring in Nanyang City is like a naughty child. It didn’t take long to show up, and then ran away without a trace. After two rains, the temperature dropped again, and people had to take out the winter clothes they had just put away. .
When it was time to get off work, Song Tongyu packed her things as quickly as possible, and ran out of the company like a gust of wind.
The rain outside was a bit heavy, and the electric car's awning didn't have much effect, and her clothes were soon wet a lot, but Song Tongyu didn't care about that, and hurried to the vegetable market, bought some The vegetable that the child loves to eat, when she passed the meat stall, she gritted her teeth and paid for half a catty of meat.
It was already 5:30 in the afternoon, and the after-school services were over. Song Tongyu hurried to the house on an electric bike, because she rode fast and anxiously, and the road was slippery in rainy days, she was on the road several times. Almost fell to the ground.
But fortunately, he returned home safely all the way in the end.
Song Tongyu’s home is in an old residential area, which used to be the dormitory building of the machinery factory. It is more than forty years old. The houses in the residential area are not high. Looking at it, the different color blocks are like patches on the top, which is extremely eye-catching.
Song Tongyu carried the vegetables and ran up the stairs. The height of the four-story building was nothing to her. She was not blushing or out of breath along the way. When she reached the door of the house, she kicked the door with her foot. , and shouted in a cheerful tone: "Ah Wan, open the door quickly, mother is back!"
As soon as the words fell, the old anti-theft door in front of him was opened, and a handsome little boy appeared in front of Song Tongyu.
He obediently took out the compromise and put it on the mat at the door, then took the plastic bag in Song Tongyu's hand, and put it into the kitchen familiarly. The rain-wet clothes hung on the hanger beside him, and then he hugged the little boy's head and kissed him.
"Is mom coming back soon? Should you give mom a reward?"
Looking at the smiling young woman, the little boy stood on tiptoe and kissed her on the cheek.
Song Tongyu laughed, rubbed the little boy's soft hair, and signaled him to go back and continue his homework.
"You do your homework obediently, and mom will prepare the meals in no time."
With that said, she went to the kitchen and started to get busy.
The little boy walked over silently, looked at Song Tongyu who was humming and busy in the kitchen, and suddenly said, "The man called just now, and he said he would be back soon."
The little boy's words seemed to press the pause button, Song Tongyu's singing stopped abruptly, and the kitchen knife in her hand fell to the cutting board with a bang.
The originally comfortable and relaxing environment changed instantly, and a suffocating atmosphere spread silently. After a long time, Song Tongyu picked up the kitchen knife again and began to chop vegetables stiffly.
Looking at the woman's back, the little boy pursed his lips. After a long time, he said, "Mom, can you get a divorce?"
This time Song Tongyu finally turned around and looked at the little boy. She had a smile on her face, but if you looked carefully, you would find that her smile was fake.
"Ah Wan, that's your father. Dad treats you very well. How can you let your mother divorce him? If your mother really divorces your father, you won't have a father. A child without a father will have a miserable life It's miserable... Mom doesn't want you without Dad."
Song Tongyu's voice was very gentle. She put down the kitchen knife, walked slowly towards her son, then squatted down to look at her son, and stretched out her hands to grab his arms, but she might have lost control of her emotions. The strength of the two hands on the son's arm is a bit strong.
"Don't say such things anymore. Also, if you want to call him dad, you can't call him that person, understand? He will be upset if you say that. "
The little boy wanted to say something, but Song Tongyu stopped him from continuing: "Okay, okay, you are still a child, such things are for adults to deal with, what do you know as a child? Go obediently How about homework? Mom will make you your favorite sweet and sour meatballs, if you don’t obediently do your homework, then mom won’t make sweet and sour meatballs for you.”
The expression on the woman's face looked a bit strange at this time, the little boy wanted to say something, but in the end he was defeated by the strange gaze of the woman, he lowered his head, and hummed obediently.
Seeing this, Song Tongyu stroked his hair and sent him back to the room.
"Okay, okay, mom promises, after you finish your homework, mom will bring a hot meal to the table."
After saying these words, Song Tongyu closed the door with a smile, but after the door was closed, the smile on her face could no longer be maintained, and disappeared instantly.
She returned to the kitchen in a daze, and almost cut her finger when she picked up the kitchen knife to cut vegetables. She looked at her trembling hands and wanted to laugh, but the muscles on her cheeks were completely out of her control.
It was completely dark outside, and the glass window in the kitchen turned into a mirror, and she saw the strange woman in the mirror.
The strange woman had a look of panic and panic on her face, as if she was afraid of something. The strange woman was so strange, yet so familiar, so familiar that Song Tongyu didn't even dare to look at her more.
"It's okay, don't panic, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay..."
Song Tongyu repeated these few words nervously. The original ordinary words seemed to have magical powers, which made her calm down slowly, and a little blood color appeared on her originally pale cheeks.
There is nothing to be afraid of, that person is her son's father, even if it is for her own son, she has to get used to getting along with him.
A son needs a father. No one knows better than Song Tongyu. It doesn't matter what kind of bullying a child without a father will suffer. It doesn't matter what kind of grievances she suffers. As long as the son can have a father, as long as the family is normal and complete...
The sound insulation effect of the door of the small house is not good, and the chaotic sound of chopping vegetables outside has become full of rhythm again, and the singing of a woman rang out again, but compared with just now, there are more voices in this singing. There was some trembling, as if a singer who didn't want to sing was forced to sing on stage. She was full of unwillingness, but she had to sing on stage.
The little boy held a pen in his hand, but he couldn't write a complete sentence on the notebook. He bit his finger nervously, and the light in his eyes began to fade...
***
When Qi Wang regained consciousness, he found himself sitting in front of a desk with the books spread out in front of him, but the original owner scrawled the word 'divorce' all over the draft paper beside him.
Qi Huang frowned, and glanced at his hands that had shrunk a lot, it seemed that he had become a child again this time.
Qi Wang is already familiar with the matter of acting as a child. After confirming that there is no danger in the surrounding environment, he closed his eyes and began to receive the memories belonging to the original owner.
The original owner died at the age of sixteen, just in the first year of high school. He took a machete and killed several classmates who had been bullying him. After killing them, he wiped his neck with the machete without hesitation.
Before the age of eight, the original owner’s life was always very happy. He had a mother who loved him, and a father who would take him to play after he came back, although he was very busy. He was like every ordinary person in the world. Live a happy life like a child.
But I don't know when it started, the happy life is gone forever.
The frequency of father's business trips is getting higher and higher. He is often away from home for more than half of a month, and only the original owner and his mother live in the house.
In the beginning, Dad just didn’t come home often, and after he got home, he quarreled with Mom, and his attitude towards him became perfunctory and impatient. The original owner didn’t know what happened, and he tried his best to be an obedient and sensible person The child, with perfect marks in all exams, just wants his father to praise him and love him as much as before.
But his father's attitude towards him is getting worse and worse, and he often looks at him with disgusting eyes.
The original owner slowly realized one thing, his father was no longer as nice to him as before, the father who loved him and loved him had disappeared.
If it's just like this, then everything is fine, but I don't know when, the original owner's father has a bad habit, he will beat his mother, he will beat his mother with whatever he catches, and often beat Song Tongyu to the head Broken blood.
At the beginning, he would avoid the original owner, and did not let the original owner see him beating Song Tongyu. At that time, the original owner wondered why every time his father came back, his mother would get hurt. When his father was away, his mother was always fine. There is nothing, how come when Dad comes back, Mom will become careless and keep hurting herself.
Until that day, he saw his crazy father beating his mother violently. Song Tongyu was beaten all over the ground, kowtowing to his father and begging for mercy, but he was not lenient at all, grabbing Song Tongyu's head and bang bang bang bang hard Hit against the wall.
It wasn't until that time that he understood why his mother would be covered in injuries as soon as his father came back. It turned out that it was never the mother's carelessness, but the father's hands on the mother, and all the injuries on the mother's body were caused by the father.
The original owner who witnessed all this rushed forward to protect Song Tongyu, but how could he be an opponent of an adult male when he was young? His father, the devil-like man, threw him back into the room, locked his door, and then continued to beat Song Tongyu violently in the bedroom separated by a wall.
The bang bang bang bang sound was him grabbing Song Tongyu's head and hitting the wall, and the bang bang bang sound was him beating Song Tongyu violently with a mop stick. What kind of crit, he yelled in despair, weeping and begging his father to let him let his mother go, but no matter how loud he cried, the devil-like man didn't stop.
He would come back once a month, and every time he came back, he would do nothing but grab Song Tongyu and beat her up violently. When he found that Song Tongyu would become more painful when the original owner saw her being beaten, the man tied the original owner to the bench Come on, and let him watch with his own eyes how Song Tongyu was violently beaten by a man...
In the past three years, that man has been violent to Song Tongyu again. Song Tongyu's injuries often get better and worse, but she has been gritting her teeth and never let go of her agreement to divorce the man.
Song Tongyu often said to the original owner: "You must have a father, a family without a father is incomplete."
"I know all too well how hard it is to live without a dad, you have to have a dad."
Letting him have a father and a complete family seems to be Song Tongyu's obsession, so no matter how the man beats and abuses her, she refuses to divorce that man.
The original owner has said many times that he doesn't need a father, that man only comes back once a month, and every time it is to beat her, he has never fulfilled his responsibility as a father, he does not need such a father .
"Mom, is there any difference between whether that man exists or not? No, whether he exists or not has no impact on our lives. Why do you refuse to divorce?"
The original owner said many, many times that he begged Song Tongyu to get her a divorce, and even went to the Women's Federation for help, wanting them to persuade Song Tongyu to divorce, and he even approached the police, wanting the police to help Song Tongyu force a divorce.
That man is a complete devil, why must such a man be his father
The original owner doesn't need a so-called complete family, nor does he need this devil-like father, he just hopes that Song Tongyu can get a divorce and they can live their own lives.
But no matter what the original owner did, Song Tongyu refused to let go of the divorce. When the Women's Federation came, she kept silent, and the police came to arrest the man. She even pleaded for the man, saying that all of this was a housework, so that the police would not arrest him. go that man...
"Ah Wan, I'm all for you. You have to understand my painstaking efforts. Life without a father is too hard. If you don't understand, you will be looked down upon by others. Without a father, the whole society will not give you a way out. You Need a daddy…”
Song Tongyu asked the original owner to stop doing those useless efforts, and she would not divorce no matter what, because the original owner needed a father and a complete family, so she had to keep this marriage that existed in name only, even if the man was only There was only one symbol left, and she refused to let go.
In the end, the original owner was desperate, and he didn't try to persuade Song Tongyu, because he knew that no matter what he said, Song Tongyu would not divorce, 'for him to have a father'.
Because of him, Song Tongyu endured the beatings from that man.
Because of him, Song Tongyu worked hard to make money, just to raise him better.
Song Tongyu lived for him. For him, it didn't matter if she was beaten up, humiliated, or whatever. As long as it was for him, she would do anything.
But that man didn't soften his heart just because Song Tongyu was submissive, but became more and more serious, especially when he found out that Song Tongyu's refusal to divorce was all because he wanted to give the original owner a "normal family", so he began to change his mind. to the original owner.
Are you unwilling to divorce
Don't you do everything for your children
In this case, I will take the child you care about the most.
Many times in the past, it was a man who tied up the original owner and let him watch his mother being beaten up by his father, but this time, the man changed his mind. He tied up Song Tongyu, and then beat up the original owner in front of her. Come.
At that time, the original owner was only an eleven-year-old child. He was still so young, so he was no match for a grown man. In front of Song Tongyu, he was beaten to death by his father, and he almost lost his breath.
The original owner was Song Tongyu's lifeblood. Seeing the man beating her son violently, Song Tongyu broke free from the rope like crazy, and killed the man who beat the original owner with a kitchen knife.
Song Tongyu hugged the dying original owner and apologized, saying that she had been deceived by lard, that she shouldn't have expected anything from that man, and that she caused the original owner to become like this.
"I'm sorry, my mother was wrong. It turns out that having a father is sometimes better than not having such a father."
Until this moment, she finally realized that she was wrong in the past, but now she has no chance to repent.
Song Tongyu killed her husband, but she couldn't face the fact that she caused her child to become what she is now. She couldn't accept that all this was caused by her, and finally chose to commit suicide.
The original owner lost his parents on the same day and became an orphan.
The original owner's mother had no relatives long ago. She lost her father when she was young, and she lost her mother when she became an adult. However, the original owner's father still has parents, brothers and sisters.
The original owner was taken to his grandparents' house, but the old couple didn't have any love for the child who had their son's blood. Instead, they beat and scolded him because his mother killed his father.
They hated Song Tongyu who killed their son, and hated the child with half of Song Tongyu's blood on his body. Not only did they abuse the original owner, they even went to the original owner's school to publicize what his mother had done.
They said that the original owner's mother was promiscuous, that she hooked up with men everywhere, and that the original owner was the bastard she conceived.
They said that the original owner's mother was discovered by the original owner's father when she was having an affair with someone, and the original owner's mother killed her husband together with her lover.
The dead can't speak for themselves, and the original owner and his mother have never lived here, and everyone around believes the words of the original owner's grandparents, and no one has any kindness towards the original owner, the murderer's child. Pointing at him behind his back, the children of those people kept bullying the original owner in school.
Campus bullying has been going on for many years. He has been in the same school with those who bullied him, so he has never escaped from their clutches.
Until he was sixteen years old, until they bullied him as usual, and this time, they even insulted his mother who died early with all kinds of ugly words.
The original owner couldn't bear it anymore, and finally broke out completely.