Song Tongyu didn't want to admit that she was such a mother, so she looked up at Qi Wang, expecting her son to speak for her.
She wants to hear an affirmative answer from her son, to hear him say that she is not that selfish person who only cares about herself.
She is really not, Sun Xiaohua will misunderstand herself, but her son has lived with her for so long, he will not misunderstand herself, he must know how much he loves him.
She would rather die for her son, how could she be a selfish mother
However, Qi Wang avoided Song Tongyu's gaze, and just said: "Mom, don't think too much, Xiaohua didn't mean to say these words, she is still young, don't be so fussy with her."
Qi Wang's words chilled Song Tongyu's heart inch by inch. Her body was so stiff that she felt a basin of cold water poured down her head, making her whole body feel the chill brought by the basin of cold water. As if frozen.
"Damn..."
She wanted to say something more, but the impatient Sun Xiaohua couldn't hold back after all, and cut off her words angrily.
"Aunt Song, I found that you are really interesting. You can lie to yourself if you have a trick. Why do you use the trick you used to deal with yourself on Qi Wang?"
"He is your son, not your tool, nor the continuation of your thoughts, you can't use your thoughts to kidnap him, yes, Qi Wang is very old now, he can't tell right from wrong, black from right, so he is very very Filial piety, all he thinks about is you. In order not to make you sad, he would rather wrong you, but you can't push yourself any further just because of his appearance, right?"
If you want to say that Sun Xiaohua hates the person the most, Song Tongyu bears the brunt of it. She hates Song Tongyu even more than Qi Shaocheng. At least in Sun Xiaohua's eyes, Qi Shaocheng is clearly bad. Such a scum, people can't have any expectations of him, after all, everyone already knew that he was a scum, and other people would not expect anything from a scum.
But Song Tongyu is different. For Qi Wang, Song Tongyu is his mother, and their mother and son have always depended on each other. When Qi Shaocheng did not appear, Song Tongyu was very good to Qi Wang, so he trusted his mother wholeheartedly.
But what did Song Tongyu do? Qi Wang trusted this mother and felt that her mother would protect him well, but Song Tongyu did not protect Qi Wang well, instead she kept making him suffer both mentally and physically.
Qi Wang was supposed to have a wonderful life, he could have lived a happy life, but at least he lived a normal life like a normal person, but Song Tongyu himself was sinking in hell, but he didn't let his son go, killing him Pressed in hell and refused to let him break free.
Obviously Qi Wang has said it many times before, he told Song Tongyu that as long as they leave Qi Shaocheng, they can break free from this hell and live a normal life.
But what did Song Tongyu do? She didn't want to break free from hell, instead she kept brainwashing Qi Wang. She kept telling Qi Wang that the reason why she didn't break free from hell was all because of Qi Wang.
How holy and great she is, she wants to protect Qi Wang, she thinks that staying in hell is good for him, so she would rather "sacrifice herself" and accompany Qi Wang to perish in hell.
It was obviously her fault, but she passed this fault on to Qi Wang, making Qi Wang suffer everything that he shouldn't have to bear at his age.
If she is bad and frank, at least people will be filled with pure disgust towards her, and they will not have the slightest expectation, but she uses a layer of illusion to disguise her own badness, and uses this illusion to constantly tortured his son.
Even as an adult, being told by another person every day, 'I'm in hell because of you, I'm suffering because of you', that adult may not be able to bear it.
What's more, a child whose mind has not yet fully developed? And the person who kept brainwashing him and exerting psychological pressure on him was his biological mother, and what he suffered was double torture.
Seeing that Sun Xiaohua wanted to say something more, Qi Huang raised his hand and grabbed Sun Xiaohua's wrist. He squeezed Sun Xiaohua's wrist vigorously, and there was a faint prayer in his voice.
"Don't do this, okay? She is my mother. Don't talk about her like that. I will be sad. And I believe my mother didn't do it on purpose. She is really doing it for my own good. "
Qi Huang's words made Sun Xiaohua feel extremely uncomfortable, looking at the pale and thin boy in front of him, thinking of the things he had encountered, Sun Xiaohua's eyes turned red, and tears began to pool in the eye sockets.
Obviously, an outsider like myself can't help but feel sorry for Qi Wang when he sees Qi Wang's appearance now, and he can't help but want to hold all the best things in the world in front of him, and then try everything to make him live a normal and happy life Why did Song Tongyu, a mother, refuse to give him a normal life
"Forget it, I don't want to say anything to you. Anyway, people like you can't listen to other people's words. You always think that what you do is right. Talking to you is a waste of time."
After saying these words, Sun Xiaohua turned her head away, refusing to look at Song Tongyu any more.
Because of what Sun Xiaohua said just now, the ward fell into a strange silence. Song Tongyu's complexion turned blue and white, and her eyes became dazed. She sat on the chair blankly, not knowing what she was thinking about. something.
Sun Xiaohua grabbed Qi Wang's hand, and broke off his fingers one by one. She opened Qi Wang's fingers, and then put them together again. It was obviously a simple and naive thing, but she felt like It seemed very interesting, and kept playing with Qi Huang's fingers.
Looking at such Sun Xiaohua from Qi Wang's point of view, he felt a very strange feeling in his heart, the emotion was similar to dependence, and he also liked it, but the emotion appeared a little abnormal.
Moreover, Qi Wang has been observing Sun Xiaohua's attitude towards him. It is obvious that the other party is a girl who is about the same age as him, but sometimes, her attitude towards him is like treating a little doll, which makes people feel inexplicable. Very weird feeling.
Probably because Qi Wang stared at Sun Xiaohua for too long, she noticed this strangeness, Sun Xiaohua raised her head and looked at Qi Wang, her face was covered with a faint look of bewilderment.
"Qi Wang, what have you been looking at me for? Could it be that there are flowers growing on my face?"
She said something teasingly.
However, after hearing Sun Xiaohua's words, Qi Huang smiled and said in a warm voice.
"Xiao Hua, why do I feel that I am like a doll in your hands, you can dress up as you want, it feels like you are treating me like a house party."
After saying this, Qi Wang felt that Sun Xiaohua's hand holding his arm tightened suddenly, and his fingers were hurt by Sun Xiaohua's sudden strength. After realizing the pain in his hand, Qi Wang frowned. Wrinkled, and before she could speak, Sun Xiaohua noticed it, she hurriedly let go of Qi Wang's finger, and said awkwardly.
"You are also really, how can you talk nonsense about anything? How could I treat you like a doll? You are my friend, my best best friend, and I will be your friend for the rest of my life. "
When she said these words, she looked very solemn, as if she was making a promise, but Qi Wang looked at the other party's not-so-beautiful face, and a warm current surged from his heart.
The term "friend" is very unfamiliar to the original owner. At the beginning, it was because of his introverted personality that he didn't have many friends. He was also a loner in school. He is still not very popular, even the teacher's attitude towards him is hot and cold.
Later, after the incident between Song Tongyu and Qi Shaocheng happened, the original owner's grandparents went to the school to tarnish his reputation wantonly. At that time, no matter how good his grades were in the exam, the teachers and classmates were full of deep respect for him. Disgust, when looking at him, it was like looking at some monster, and at that time, no one approached the original owner.
Since then, the life of the original owner has been shrouded in dark clouds, and he never sees light again. He was ostracized by teachers and students when he was in school, and he had to face the torture of those at home when he returned home. During these ordeals he became more and more withdrawn.
Now Sun Xiaohua said to him that she wanted to be friends with him for the rest of her life, which deeply touched the remaining emotions in Qi Wang's heart. This was the first time someone came to him without hesitation and told him that he wanted to I want to be friends with him, and that kind of friend who will never change in my life
"We are friends from the beginning, didn't you say that we are childhood sweethearts, good brothers who grew up together?"
Qi Wang suddenly said something, and after Sun Xiaohua heard Qi Wang's words, he immediately laughed stupidly.
"Yeah, we are friends, and we will be friends in the future. If you want to get married, I will be your best man. If I want to get married, you will come and be my bridesmaid. Our friendship will last for a long time. of."
Hearing her weird adjectives, Qi Wang couldn't help laughing and said: "But don't you think our genders will be mistaken like this? Since you want to be friends with me forever, why don't you say that you want to be friends with me in the future?" How about marrying me? That way everyone will be happy, I will be the bridegroom and you will be the bride... "
However, after saying these words, Sun Xiaohua jumped up suddenly, waving at Qi Huang again and again.
"That's not going to work, the two of us can be friends, husband and wife or something, I think it's better to forget, we are not suitable, you are not the type I like, I can be friends with you, but absolutely not with you." It is absolutely impossible for you to be a husband and wife."
Sun Xiaohua's reaction was a bit big, she was obviously joking, but Sun Xiaohua was putting aside the relationship very seriously, it seemed that they could only become friends, but not other relationships.
Qi Wang's eyes deepened a bit, but the smile on his face remained unchanged: "That's a pity, I thought we could be husband and wife."
The two were smiling and talking, completely ignoring the other person in the ward. Song Tongyu was hit hard. She covered her heart with her hand, and her face became paler and paler. He saw that all his attention was on Sun Song Tongyu has never felt that her son is so far away from her like at this moment.
Are you going to lose this son
Thinking of this possibility, Song Tongyu panicked and stretched out her hand to grab Qi Wang's hand on the bed. She used a bit of strength, as if she wanted to break Qi Wang's slender wrist.
However, Qi Wang just frowned, then turned his head to look at Song Tongyu, there was no change in his expression, the whole person looked flat and indifferent.
His appearance turned into a sharp knife and pierced Song Tongyu's heart. She was not afraid of her son losing his temper at her, nor was she afraid of his son making a scene with her. If that happened, at least it would prove that his son still cared about her.
But the current Qi Wang didn't cry, nor broke down and quarreled, she acted very cold, as if her mother meant nothing to him.
A person will only be like this when he treats an unimportant person. Is Qi Wang completely disappointed in her and doesn't have any expectations
"Ah, I..."
The other party's calm eyes seemed to have seen everything about herself from inside to outside. Song Tongyu lowered her head in embarrassment, let go of Qi Huang's arm, and fell down slumped. She looked at her face. His hands were covered with calluses, and the expression on his face gradually became blurred.
In the past, Song Tongyu always felt that she did nothing wrong. She had no father when she was a child, and her life was very difficult. Her mother told her countless times that if she had a father, her life would definitely not be like it is now In this way, since she was a child, she hoped that her father could be by her side, and that had become her obsession.
Having a father is different from not having a father. A child without a father will have a very miserable life, and other people will look down on him and bully him...
So after knowing that Qi Shaocheng was going to divorce her, Song Tongyu didn't want to be separated from him no matter what. Her idea was very simple, she just didn't want her son to experience everything she had experienced again. She just wanted to protect her son. of.
But why did the son she wanted to protect become estranged from her
In the past, Song Tongyu thought that all she did was for her son, but now that her son has entered the hospital, and now he looks unfamiliar with herself, no matter whether Song Tongyu opens or closes his eyes, everything is in his mind. It was the son's indifferent eyes without any emotion. He looked at her as if he was looking at a stranger.
This is the last thing Song Tongyu can accept. Everything she does is for her son. If her son can't understand herself and agree with what she does, then what's the point of all she does
Song Tongyu slowly fell into a daze, her eyes were wide open, but her soul seemed to have left her body, and she sat there dumbfounded, like a puppet who had lost all vitality .
Seeing Song Tongyu like this, Qi Wang didn't say anything.
Although Song Tongyu's thinking is different from ordinary people, this does not mean that Song Tongyu is a pure villain. Her childhood experiences have cast a shadow in her heart.
Does she not love the original owner? That's not necessarily the case, it's just that her love was used in the wrong way. She thought that all she did was to protect her son, but she didn't know that all she did pushed her son into an even more terrifying abyss middle.
Except for some people with special hobbies, no one likes to be beaten, especially Qi Shaocheng treats Song Tongyu like an enemy without mercy, almost every time he beats Song Tongyu to death , but Song Tongyu endured it.
Although he used the wrong method, Song Tongyu actually still loves his son.
Qi Wang felt that although Song Tongyu had to bear most of the responsibility for the tragic life of the original owner, it was undeniable that she herself was also a product of tragedy, and she might need the help of a psychiatrist.
However, it takes a heavy hammer to break the drum. The reason why Qi Wang did not hesitate to risk his life was that he wanted to use his experience to completely awaken the maternal love hidden in Song Tongyu's heart. He wanted to use his own injury to let Song Tongyu clearly understand Realized one thing, even if she kept compromising and giving in, and endured torture so that her son could have a normal family, but these were meaningless, no matter what she did, she couldn't stop the person who wanted to leave.
Instead of doing those useless efforts, it's better to completely shake off the scum and build a new one. As long as they stay away from the scum, their mother and son's life will become easier.
However, at this moment, Song Tongyu's phone in his bag suddenly rang, and the piercing ringtones of the phone kept reverberating in the ward, and the sudden ringtone finally brought back Song Tongyu's soul that had run away. , she hurriedly took out her cell phone from her pocket.
When answering the phone, Song Tongyu accidentally turned on the loudspeaker, and the roar of the person on the other end of the phone spread throughout the ward through the loudspeaker.
"Song Mingyu, are you brave enough to be so ambitious? How dare you send my brother to the detention center. My parents were also sent to the detention center because of you. You are a dead star. Our family suffered eight lifetimes of bad luck. Marry you and come in, you are a %&*#... "
As soon as the phone was picked up, there was a series of national curses. The person on the other end of the phone obviously hated Song Tongyu, and opened his mouth to curse wildly.
However, Song Tongyu was a little flustered at first, and tried to explain something, but the person on the other end of the phone ignored Song Tongyu at all, and instead scolded him more and more badly. In front of him, Song Tongyu might have been pushed to the ground and beaten violently.
In fact, Song Tongyu has answered such calls many times in the past.
The call was made by Qi Shaocheng's younger sister, Qi Shaochi. That girl was Song Tongyu's sister-in-law, but she didn't have the slightest respect for Song Tongyu's sister-in-law. She would call and curse Song Tongyu every now and then. If Song Tongyu didn't answer the phone, she She will continue to frantically call Song Tongyu's cell phone. If Song Tongyu still doesn't answer, she will call Song Tongyu's office, and no matter who answers the phone, she will yell at them. Song Tongyu was sent to Qi Shaochi. Take her call.
And every time she had to endure Qi Shaochi's cursing and cursing, until the other party was addicted to cursing and hung up the phone automatically, the torture was over.
Originally, Qi Shaochi looked down on Song Tongyu, and wished that his brother could divorce the bereaved star earlier, but this time, he didn't know what happened, and his brother and parents were locked up in the detention center, with a hot temper Qi Shaochi only knew that all this had something to do with Song Tongyu, so he called her and yelled at her.
After the scolding was over and the fun was over, Qi Shaochi took a breath and said domineeringly.
"Okay, come to the police station right now, and then kneel down three times and kowtow nine times to invite my parents and elder brother out respectfully. If you don't come, be careful that I will make you look good."
The other party gave Song Tongyu an order directly, and hung up the phone with a snap after speaking.
Song Tongyu's face was pale at first, but after being scolded by the other party, her face turned red, as if she had endured a huge humiliation
In fact, usually, Qi Shaochi would curse her like this. She scolded her so badly that anyone's blood pressure would rise. Song Tongyu originally thought that she was used to such insults.
But now being scolded by her sister-in-law in front of her son, Song Tongyu's self-esteem that had disappeared suddenly surged out, she turned her head in embarrassment, but tears fell down her cheeks.
The original owner didn't know about this matter. Every time Song Tongyu answered the phone calls from Qi's family, she would carry the original owner's back, so the original owner didn't know that her mother had been treated like this.
Rao Qi Wang's expression was a little blank after hearing the curse just now, he froze for a moment, then turned to look at Song Tongyu, but Song Tongyu closed his eyes, tears of humiliation remained on his face.
"Mom, has Qi Shaochi always treated you like this? Tell me, has she always treated you like this?"
Faced with her son's questioning, Song Tongyu couldn't tell other lies. If it was normal, she might find a reason for her sister-in-law, saying that she said it because of impulsiveness or other reasons, but today For some reason, Song Tongyu suddenly lost interest in finding reasons for her.
"That's how she's always been to me in the past, and she's been that way to me from beginning to end."
The original owner actually had a lot of memories about his aunt Qi Shaochi, most of whom were bullied by Qi Shaochi, but he didn't know that Qi Shaochi's attitude towards Song Tongyu had always been so bad.
When Qi Shaocheng was not dead, Qi Shaochi looked at Qi Shaocheng's face, and treated the nephew of the original owner with a non-violent attitude, but the original owner did not know that his nominal aunt would treat his mother with such disrespect, correct For her, it's not disrespect, but she doesn't treat her mother as a human being at all.
"So, mom, what are you going to do this time?"
Qi Wang asked a question, his tone was very calm, he fixedly stared at Song Tongyu, wanting to see what kind of decision she would make.
Song Tongyu took a deep breath, and her originally chaotic brain suddenly became extremely clear at this time. If it was different from the usual, in order to please this sister-in-law, or to prevent this sister-in-law from making trouble, she basically said to her sister-in-law She would try her best to do what she said, but this time she didn't want to do it.
She has had enough.
After Song Tongyu figured it out, he took out his phone, and dragged Qi Shaochi's phone number into the blacklist without hesitation.
When dragging her phone number into the blacklist, Song Tongyu suddenly felt her body relax, as if some shackles had been lifted from her body. She looked at the phone screen and suddenly laughed nervously, just smiling Laughing, she began to cry again.
In the past, she really suffered too many things that she shouldn't have to bear. Originally, she should also be a kind and gentle woman. If she meets a man who knows how to love her, her life will not be bad. But it happened that she met Qi Shaocheng.
Not only Qi Shaocheng is a scumbag, but none of Qi Shaocheng's family members are good people. Song Tongyu was constantly suppressed by Qi Shaocheng's family members, and in the end she even forgot what she was like.
Sun Xiaohua originally hated Song Tongyu very much, but now seeing Song Tongyu's pitiful appearance, Sun Xiaohua couldn't bear it.
When she was an outsider, she might hate this mother who caused all the tragedies, but when she was on the scene and found that the people inside had become flesh and blood, she found that her past judgment of Song Tongyu might be a bit too much. Too harsh.
Sun Xiaohua endured and endured, but in the end she couldn't hold back and said something.
"There is a very good saying on the Internet, I think that sentence is very reasonable, 'Everyone is a human being for the first time, why let you'? Aunt Song, I think this sentence should be given to you, I don’t know What things did you go through in the past to develop your current character, but you are a mother now, and you have a child, obviously under the condition that you have the ability to live a good life, why do you have to force yourself to compromise? "
Sun Xiaohua walked around the hospital bed, walked up to Song Tongyu, and then stretched out her hand to grab Song Tongyu's hands. Song Tongyu originally wanted to avoid it, but for some reason, Sun Xiaohua was obviously a little girl, but her hands were so strong. amazing.
Song Tongyu struggled for a while, but still couldn't free her hand from Sun Xiaohua's hand, and Sun Xiaohua held Song Tongyu's hand tightly, and she looked up at him with an unprecedented serious expression on her face.
"Aunt Song, I know that after a person's personality has been developed, it is very difficult to change, but for Qi Wang's sake, for yourself, please work hard to change? Otherwise, treat you with the attitude of the Qi family. , They will get worse. At that time, in case, I mean in case, they or you can't bear to do something irreversible, and the unlucky person will still be Qi Wang, so you can Can't you think about your son?"
Sun Xiaohua grabbed Song Tongyu's hand and forced him to look into her eyes. Song Tongyu was in a trance at first, and his eyes wandered around, not knowing who to look at, but when Sun Xiaohua grabbed her hands and looked at her compulsively, Song Tongyu's gaze slowly focused on Sun Xiaohua's eyes.
Sun Xiaohua has a pair of beautiful eyes, although her face is very ordinary, but those eyes are extremely beautiful, shining like two jewels, Song Tongyu's eyes are involuntarily attracted by Sun Xiaohua's eyes, Finally, it fell on her pair of bright eyes.
The two looked at each other. At this moment, Song Tongyu felt as if her body was nailed in place, and her soul pierced through time, as if she saw something.
But when her soul returned to her body, she forgot what she had just seen, but the emotions left behind when she saw something remained in her body. Song Tongyu's face turned pale, and her legs trembled. The soft stool fell to the ground, and she stretched out her arms to hug hers, her teeth creaking.
Sun Xiaohua squatted down, her eyes met Song Tongyu's, she looked at Song Tongyu with loose eyes, and said in a low voice.
"Isn't that a terrible future? If you don't do anything, if you don't work hard to protect your son, that future will come one day sooner or later. At that time, the worst will still be Qi Huang, dont you agree?"
Song Tongyu nodded. At this time, she was already dominated by the remaining emotions in her mind. The expression on her face began to change, from being weak and incompetent at the beginning to gradually becoming resolute at the end up.
Soon Song Tongyu's body stopped trembling, she sat up by the side of the bed, saw her son lying on the bed, Song Tongyu suddenly stretched out her hand and hugged Qi Wang in her arms.
"I'm sorry, Ah Wan, I'm really not a good mother, but I already know that I'm wrong, don't worry, I will work hard to cheer up, I will protect you, and I will not let you have a hard time in the future of."
She made a solemn promise.
Qi Wang seemed to be fooled by Song Tongyu's words. He was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked at Sun Xiaohua. He remembered that it was because Sun Xiaohua grabbed Song Tongyu's hand and said something to her, which led to the incident. Song Tongyu produced this series of changes.
Sun Xiaohua was standing not far away, seeing Qi Huang looking towards her, Sun Xiaohua winked mischievously at Qi Huang.
It is easy to say that it is difficult to change a person, but it is also very simple, as long as she sees the terrible future of the person she cares about, in order to prevent such a future from coming, she will definitely change.
At the beginning, Sun Xiaohua thought that Song Tongyu was hopeless, so she didn't want Song Tongyu to see that kind of future, but she found that Song Tongyu might still have a little bit of conscience, so she wanted to change something .
Qi Wang raised his hand to hug Song Tongyu, patted her on the back lightly and said.
"Mom, don't be sad, there is me, I believe in you."
Qi Wang's words "I believe you" filled Song Tongyu's heart with strength. She hugged her son even tighter, as if she wanted to embed him into her body. She had already forgotten what she saw just now. In the future, but the broken heart seems to be slowly filled after hugging Qi Wang.
***
"Mom and Dad, don't worry, big brother. I just called Song Tongyu. That bitch saw me like a mouse seeing a cat. She didn't dare to disobey my order. She will come over in a short time." gone."
When he first received a call from the police station, Qi Shaochi thought it was a fraudulent call, so he didn't take it to heart at all, until later he received a call from his parents, telling her that they were indeed at the police station, and Qi Shaochi rushed there immediately police station.
Although the police told Qi Shaochi that they took Qi Shaocheng into the police station because he beat his son seriously, and that Qi Facai and Du Minyu were locked up for the crime of picking quarrels and provoking trouble, Qi Shaochi felt that this It was all because of Song Tongyu. She wholeheartedly believed that as long as Song Tongyu, a bitch, would not hold Qi Shaocheng accountable, her brother and parents would be released.
After comforting his parents, Qi Shaochi looked at Qi Shaocheng who was slumped on the chair in the detention center, and said angrily.
"Brother, I'm not talking about you. Why are you so incompetent? Did you follow the advice I gave you?"
Ever since he knew that his brother was going to divorce, and that bitch Song Tongyu was unwilling to divorce his brother, Qi Shaochi gave Qi Shaocheng an idea to let Qi Shaocheng do what he did.
She has used this method to help many of her male friends. As long as male friends do this, those bitch women who pester them will never dare to pester them any more, and they will get divorced quickly.
This trick has been tried a hundred times, but for some reason, when it comes to my brother, it seems that something went wrong, no matter how I use it, there is no way.
"Come on, how many times have I used your method, why it doesn't work every time? Did you lie to me before? This method is useless at all!"
Song Tongyu's woman was almost turned into a mess by him. He confirmed that he was extremely ruthless when he struck, and he didn't hold back any hands. If it wasn't because he was concerned about beating people to death, he would go to jail. Beat Song Tongyu to death.
But no matter how violently he beat Song Tongyu, that woman was like Xiaoqiang who couldn't be beaten to death.
"It must be that you didn't strike hard enough. I don't believe that you broke a few of her bones and gave her a concussion, so that she can't survive or die. At that time, she can still haunt you."