On the other side, Qin Musi was thrown to the ground by Qi Wang, her face was full of tears and snot, her neck hurt so badly, she felt as if her throat tube was about to be cut off.
Just now Qi Wang's appearance was too scary, Qin Musi felt that he would really kill him.
Qin Musi was lying on the ground, tears and snot coming out non-stop, in a daze, she felt as if she had returned to her previous life.
At that time, even if Song Chenan hit her, most of the time he was just venting his anger and didn't want her to die. The last time he hit her he missed and pushed her aside hard, hitting her head on the corner of the table. The bleeding continued, and this was the end of his life.
Song Chen'an killed her by mistake, but Qi Wang didn't, Qi Wang's behavior just now clearly wanted to strangle her to death.
Before Qin Musi made so many troubles, Qi Wang only spoke harsh words and never touched her, so Qin Musi was not afraid at all, and then he attacked Qi again and again.
It can be seen from the fact that she didn't dare to deal with Song Chen'an at all after her rebirth, and only took Qi Huang to vent her anger. Qin Musi is a bully and afraid of strength.
She had already died once, and finally lived her whole life again, so why would she want to die again
Qin Musi lay on the ground and cried for a long time. She didn't get up from the ground until the tears were all shed. She wiped away her tears indiscriminately before leaving the hotel.
There was no place for her to stay in the provincial capital, and Qin Musi was afraid of meeting acquaintances from school, so she didn't dare to stay longer in the provincial capital, so she drove back to Fu'an Village in despair.
However, Qin Musi didn't even enter Wang's house, so he was kicked out.
"Your mother is in Zuoguai Village, don't come to our house, you have such a big idea, our house can't accommodate you."
At the beginning, Qin Musi was taken away at Wang's house, and everyone in the village saw it. After a long period of time, the Wang family couldn't hold their heads up in the village. Now that they saw Qin Musi, how could they have a good attitude?
The Wang family is selfish in nature, and when they are generous to others, they are more generous than each other, but when things happen to them, they can't bear any grievances.
It was Big Brother Wang who came forward to drive people away. He stood on the threshold and looked down at Qin Musi with a look of disgust on his face. After saying this, he closed the door and stopped talking to Qin Musi.
Fortunately, it was already dark now, and the scene of her being kicked out was not seen by others, otherwise, how would she have the face to face others
Is Wang Xinhua in Zuoguai Village? Isn't that Qi Wang's home
Qin Musi's expression was a little dazed, and she turned up some memories that she had forgotten, and Qin Mu thought about it. Before he was arrested and imprisoned, Qi Wang divorced Wang Xinhua, and the house in his hometown was empty. It was distributed to Wang Xinhua.
Qin Musi stood outside the gate of the Wang family for a long time. It was late summer and early autumn, and the temperature at night was much lower than that in the daytime. Qin Musi was wearing thin clothes, and when the cold wind blew, she was excited Shivering, he turned around and headed towards Zuoguai Village.
When she was taken away by the police, Wang Xinhua did not intercede for her, and she was allowed to be taken away by the police. She was imprisoned for a year, and Wang Xinhua never visited her even once.
In fact, Qin Musi hated Wang Xinhua in her heart, but now she is penniless and has nowhere to go, who else can she look for if she doesn't look for Wang Xinhua
Wang Xinhua is her own mother, and it is natural for her to raise her. Wang Xinhua is the most soft-hearted, as long as she asks, Wang Xinhua will keep her.
Qin Musi returned to Zuoguai Village, and as she expected, Wang Xinhua didn't turn her away, but kept her.
I haven't seen her for a year, Wang Xinhua has aged a lot, and she looks lifeless, without any vitality.
After putting Qin Musi in, Wang Xinhua ordered a bowl of noodles for her, and cleaned up the next room for her. After that, she went back into the room without saying a word to her.
After the door was closed, the room fell silent instantly. Qin Musi sat on the edge of the big table with peeling paint, looked at the scratches carved with a knife on the table, and was stunned.
Qin Mu thought about many things, tears gradually blurred his eyes and slid down his cheeks drop by drop.
Ever since she was reborn, she has been haunted by the painful memories of her previous life. She hated Qi Wang, Wang Xinhua, and Song Chen'an, and she couldn't remember anything about their friendship.
But she didn't take revenge on Song Chen'an or Wang Xinhua, but poured all her hatred on Qi Huang.
But why does she hate Qi Huang
Qi Wang has never done anything wrong, he is very good to her, better than her biological father to her.
Why was she so confused by the lard at that time, and insisted on attacking Qi Huang
Qin Musi gulped down the noodles, and tears fell into the big bowl one by one.
She seems to regret it.
The night was getting deeper, the moon slowly climbed up the treetops, and the moonlight shone into the room through the undrawn curtains. The young woman lying on the bed frowned tightly, her body twitching non-stop.
After a while, she seemed to have been tortured to death, her whole face was distorted, her mouth opened and closed, as if calling for help, but she couldn't make any sound.
In the dream, Qin Musi watched another 'Qin Musi' walking towards her step by step from a strange perspective. She saw that person raised the big stone in his hand high and hit her hard. hand.
Severe pain swept over her, but her mouth was blocked by a towel, and she couldn't make any sound. Her drunk body felt the pain, but she couldn't struggle. She just watched helplessly as her hands were smashed. It became a puddle of mud.
The scene in front of her is so familiar, but the perspective is changed, how could she not recognize it
Qin Musi knew that she was dreaming, but the dream was so clear, and the pain, fear and despair were so real, it seemed that she had really become Qi Huang whose hands were broken that day.
Later, 'Qin Musi' left, but she was enduring the continuous pain from her hands, and the wave after wave of pain continued to hit, Qin Musi was so painful that she kept screaming.
After her hand was smashed, she developed a high fever, and her whole body was chaotic, but the pain in her hand did not abate, making her unable to fall asleep. Qin Musi just looked at her body soberly in the pain. Maggots slowly sprouted from both hands.
This dream was very long, and Qin Musi was enduring pain all the time, she couldn't move her body, and couldn't get food for herself, the intertwined sense of hunger and pain could drive people crazy.
Qin Musi thought that she would be tortured to the point of passing out. She felt that if she passed out, she would not feel pain or hunger. However, no matter how painful she was, she remained awake.
In this awake state, Qin Musi watched her body rot, stink, and covered with flies and maggots.
Later, she couldn't feel the pain anymore, but she couldn't get out of this body, and the psychological torment far exceeded the physical torment.
I don't know how long it took, when her body was about to die, Wang Xinhua came back with Qi Baolai.
After Qi Baolai saw this scene, he was frightened and fainted. He had a high fever and stopped breathing not long after.
She died, Qi Baolai also died, Wang Xinhua hanged herself with a hemp rope.
Qin Musi was cruel and cruel, but she still had feelings for Wang Xinhua and Qi Baolai. She watched them both die in front of her, and her whole body collapsed.
It shouldn't be like this.
Wang Xinhua is not dead, neither is Qi Baolai, this is a dream, this is just a dream...
However, no matter how much she struggled and cried, she couldn't escape from this dream, she just watched the corpses of Wang Xinhua and Qi Baolai rotten in front of her until only bones remained.
The long night finally passed, and when the first light from the edge of the day entered the room, Qin Musi finally woke up from the dream.
After realizing that she had returned to reality, Qin Musi was stunned for a moment, and then lay down on the bed and began to cry loudly.
Great, it was just a dream, dreams are fake, she was just dreaming...
Wang Xinhua, who was busy in the living room, heard Qin Musi's crying, but didn't intend to go in to see her.
Although she promised to let Qin Musi stay, Wang Xinhua still couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. She felt that she couldn't forgive Qin Musi so easily.
The next night, as soon as Qin Musi fell asleep, she was drawn into a nightmare again, and everything from last night was repeated.
Day three, day four...
As long as Qin Musi falls asleep, she will fall into this terrible dream, no matter how hard she struggles, she will not be able to wake up from the dream.
After a few days, Qin Musi couldn't bear it anymore, she begged Wang Xinhua to sleep with her, but even if Wang Xinhua was by her side, Qin Musi still couldn't get rid of this dream.
Unable to sleep at night, Qin Musi lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. However, she has been to the doctor, the witch, and the temple, but she still has no way to get rid of this nightmare.
Later, Qin Musi met a Taoist priest, and the Taoist priest told Qin Musi that it was the result of her doing too many evils and her evil force backlashed back.
This nightmare will be with her for the rest of her life.
After having countless nightmares, Qin Musi was tortured until she was physically and mentally exhausted, and there was no vitality in her whole body.
After the constant baptism of that nightmare, Qin Musi, who hadn't had any regrets at first, felt deep regret in his heart.
She often wondered if all this would have happened if Qi Wang hadn't had an adventure. Qi Wang starved to death, Qi Baolai was frightened to death, and Wang Xinhua ended her life in despair.
Her so-called revenge almost killed her parents and brother.
Why didn't she seek revenge from Song Chen'an
Qin Musi was originally a paranoid person, and she would not change if she was sure of one thing, otherwise she would not have insisted on taking revenge on Qi Huang.
Now the person she hates has become Song Chen'an.
She had been tortured by nightmares for so long, and her fear of Song Chen'an had disappeared, and now Qin Musi only wanted to take revenge on Song Chen'an.
Why should I have a miserable life now, but Song Chen'an can finish college safely, find a good job and marry a good wife in the future
Qin Musi said to herself that she wanted to take revenge on Song Chen'an.
This time Qin Mu thought it was hard to be smart, she didn't do it herself, but found a few gangsters to deal with Song Chen'an.
No matter how many times Song Chen'an hit her, she let the gangster hit him.
But unfortunately, one time he missed in a fight, and Song Chenan's lifeline was crippled, and those little bastards ran away when they saw that they had caused trouble.
When Song Chenan, who had fainted, woke up and dragged his painful body to the hospital, his thing was completely hopeless.
Every time he went to beat up Song Chenan, the gangsters were not a group of people, and Song Chenan was injured in this kind of place, so he didn't dare to call the police with a big fanfare, so he could only swallow his breath.
After Qin Musi found out that Song Chen'an had become a eunuch, he didn't bother him anymore.
The revenge of the previous life has been avenged, and Qin Musi relaxed.
It turns out that Song Chen'an is not that scary, she originally thought that he was an insurmountable mountain, but now it seems that he is nothing more than that.
After avenging her revenge, Qin Musi felt much more relaxed. Although nightmares would come every night, she gradually seemed to have gotten used to their visits.
Qin Musi felt as if she had split into two people, one was the one who was in pain in the nightmare, and the other was the one who was living with Wang Xinhua in peace in reality.
After being tormented by nightmares for several months, Qin Musi finally woke up and began to think of ways to make up for the relationship between mother and daughter.
When Wang Xinhua went to see Qi Baolai every month, Qin Musi would also put some clothes and toys made by herself.
Wang Xinhua refused to accept it at the beginning, and then slowly accepted Qin Musi. Although the mother and daughter are no longer as close as before, they are much better than the previous situation of being like strangers.
Another year later, when he went to Qi Wang's place again, Wang Xinhua took Qin Musi with him.
Wang Xinhua came to accompany Qi Bao, while Qin Musi went in front of Qi Huang.
I haven't seen him for two years, Qi Wang seems to be the same as before, the years seem to treat him very favorably, he is already in his forties, but he looks like someone in his early thirties.
Qin Musi stared blankly at Qi Wang for a long time, but for the first time there was no resentment in her heart.
She seems to have been so wrong all along.
Qin Musi was looking at Qi Wang, and Qi Wang was also looking at Qin Musi.
In more than two years, Qin Musi seemed to have grown a lot, and the resentment between her eyebrows seemed to have dissipated, but she was tormented by nightmares every night, she looked very thin, and her whole face was abnormally pale.
The Dream Maker kept repeating the same nightmare. After experiencing countless nightmares, this woman seemed to have finally learned to reflect.
"I went back that day."
Qin Musi suddenly said something, she looked at Qi Wang firmly, and said seriously: "Believe it or not, I really went back."
Qi Wang understood what Qin Musi meant, but he didn't say any words of forgiveness.
If you do it, you do it. I have such a lot of malice towards a child, and I can't erase it with an apology.
However, Qin Musi also knew that she would not get any response, so she smiled wryly and continued.
"I'm sorry, I did something too much back then. I don't ask you to forgive me. I just want you to know that I was really wrong and I shouldn't hate you."
Qi Wang looked at Qin Musi and knew that he really knew that he was wrong this time.
But her sincere repentance was based on the torment of one nightmare after another. The man who really loved her and cared for her had been killed by her own hands. Her remorse was meaningless.
Qi Wang looked at Qin Musi, and said word by word: "There has never been any medicine for regret in this world. I will never forgive you, but I will not take revenge on you either. Don't come here again."
After saying these words, Qi Wang drove Qin Musi out of the room.
Qin Musi didn't say anything, and she didn't know what to say.
After Wang Xinhua and Qin Musi left, Qi Baolai found Qi Huang.
"Dad, my sister told me I'm sorry."
"Did you forgive her?"
"No."