only you.
Ruan Sixian stared at this sentence for a long time, feeling a burning swelling in her heart, which made her chest tight.
The man didn't even blink his eyes when he was frank.
Of course Ruan Sixian didn't know if he really didn't fluctuate at all when he was typing.
She stood there for a while, the crew members had left, and she was the only one left in the hall.
After tapping her finger on the screen for a while, Ruan Sixian typed a few words.
[Ruan Sixian]: Have you had dinner yet
The moment she sent it out, Ruan Sixian felt a little nervous.
She and Fu Mingyu hadn't met or spoken in the past two days. She felt that there was a faint "cold war" feeling between the two.
But she is now actively seeking peace, right
Ruan Sixian waited for half a minute before sending another message.
[Ruan Sixian]: Mr. Fu
Instead of waiting for Fu Mingyu's response, he received a text message from Dong Xian: Ruan Ruan, answer the phone, something urgent.
Less than a minute after receiving the text message, Dong Xian called.
Seeing that the caller ID was not Fu Mingyu, Ruan Sixian felt slightly disappointed, and when she answered the phone, her tone was a little helpless.
"What's wrong?"
Dong Xian: "Your aunt is ill, and she just had the operation. Would you like to take a look?"
Ruan Sixian raised her hand and glanced at the time, "Where?"
"The city's third hospital."
Ruan Sixian's aunt was Dong Xian's sister, Dong Jing.
Originally, she was the director of the admissions office of an elementary school. Later, after Dong Xian remarried, she also resigned from her position in the elementary school and went to the Zheng family's hotel group to start a market.
Dong Jing used to get along well in the admissions office, but in the end, the temple is small, and when she goes to a bigger platform, she can really show her strength and get along well.
It was seven o'clock in the evening when Ruan Sixian arrived at the Third City Hospital. The autumn night came early, and the bustle of the hospital seemed out of place in this quiet night.
Ruan Sixian went to the inpatient department of cardiac surgery according to the instructions, and Dong Xian was waiting for her at the door of the ward.
The two hadn't seen each other for several years. The moment she saw Ruan Sixian walking over in her uniform, Dong Xian's eyes were a little sore.
When walking towards her, his footsteps were also a little vain.
“Ruan Ruan…”
She wanted to say something else, but was interrupted by Ruan Sixian's straight-to-the-point words.
"How's your aunt?"
What Dong Xian wanted to say got stuck and pointed to the ward.
"I haven't woken up yet."
"Ok."
Ruan Sixian walked around her and walked into the ward, and saw Dong Jing lying on the bed with water hanging from the back of her hand, while the nurse was busy with miscellaneous things.
I don't know if it was telepathy, but as soon as Ruan Sixian walked to the bedside, Dong Jing woke up.
She opened her eyes in a daze, and the moment she saw Ruan Sixian, she was still a little dazed.
"Auntie." Ruan Sixian leaned closer, "Is it better?"
Dong Jing was in the hospital because of heart pressure in the early morning, and immediately arranged the operation. She had already woken up once in the morning, and her spirit had recovered a little by now.
"Is Ruan Ruan here?"
She smiled, looked at the uniform on Ruan Sixian's body, and said with a smile, "I heard from your mother that you are a pilot now, that's true."
Ruan Sixian often went to Dong Jing's house to play when she was a child. At that time, she was not married and had no children, so she regarded Ruan Sixian as her own daughter.
Later, Dong Xian divorced, Ruan Sixian followed her father alone, and the contact with Dong Jing faded away.
After all, she didn't want to go, and Dong Jing couldn't always come to her house.
Later, Dong Jing went to the Zheng Group to do marketing, and stayed abroad all the year round, and the two hardly met.
"Why did you get into the hospital so well?" Ruan Sixian asked.
"It's good, it's good." Dong Jing waved her hand and asked Ruan Sixian to come closer, "These days and nights have been running business upside down, and your health is dying. You don't want to find time to see Auntie."
When Ruan Sixian and Dong Jing were chatting, Dong Xian kept standing behind them, silently watching the two of them without speaking.
After ten minutes passed, Ruan Sixian felt that Dong Jing was unable to speak, so she decided to leave.
Dong Jing saw what she meant, and hurriedly took her hand, "Ruan Ruan, my aunt will tell you something else."
"Ok?"
Dong Jing glanced at her sister behind her and sighed, "Look at the time when your parents divorced, you didn't want to follow your mother. Later, when your father died, your mother let you live with you, but you didn't want to either. Aunt knows that your parents don't want to. Divorce has a psychological impact on children, but after so many years, you have grown up, and you should be able to understand your mother's choice. Marriage is sometimes impossible. Parents always love their children, so don't be stubborn anymore, this is the mother, where are you going to find another?"
When Dong Jing said this, Ruan Sixian looked back at Dong Xian, she frowned, her eyes were red, and the moment she met her eyes, the tip of her nose became sour, and her eyes immediately became moist.
Ruan Sixian turned around and continued to listen to Dong Jing.
All she did was to persuade Ruan Sixian not to get angry with Dong Xian, even if she wanted to get angry, it would be enough for so many years. In these days of so many divorced families, I have never seen someone like Ruan Sixian who has never been in contact with her mother.
Ruan Sixian responded, no matter what her aunt said, she said yes.
Ruan Sixian did not leave until Dong Jing was tired again and could barely keep her eyes open.
"Auntie, take a good rest, I'll see you another day."
When he said this, Dong Jing was already asleep and did not respond. Ruan Sixian went out with her belongings, and Dong Xian followed.
"Ruan Ruan." Dong Xian stopped her when she walked to the door of the ward, "I'll take you home."
"No, I'll take a taxi by myself." Ruan Sixian turned to face her, "Also, don't come and wait for me outside my house in the future, it's annoying."
Hearing the word "annoying", Dong Xian realized that she had just promised to be fine, but she was coaxing her aunt.
Her loose expression collapsed a little.
Ruan Sixian took out a card from her bag and stuffed it into Dong Xian's hand.
"This is the money you gave me over the years. I haven't touched it at all. Keep it for yourself."
Dong Xian didn't pick it up, the card fell to the ground and no one picked it up.
She stared at the old card on the ground, and the puzzlement and helplessness she had squeezed for more than ten years broke out at this moment.
It wasn't that she didn't think about the harm to her children when she divorced, but it wasn't her fault that a marriage ended. At that time, Ruan Sixian was young and ignorant, so she could tolerate it. But now Ruan Sixian is still in her twenties, she really can't understand.
"Ruan Ruan, why can't you accept the fact that I divorced your father? I admit that in order to take care of your mood, your father and I have never quarreled in front of you and blushed in front of you. When you suddenly talk about divorce, you may I can't accept it, but can't you really see our changes during that time?"
Ruan Sixian touched her cheek with the tip of her tongue and did not speak.
Of course she didn't think that divorce must be wrong, but how could Dong Xian be so righteous, thinking she didn't know anything
They divorced when Ruan Sixian was fourteen years old, and she was in the third year of junior high school.
In the afternoon of the third day of junior high school, there is one more class in the afternoon than the first and second day of junior high school, and school is dismissed at 6:00 pm every day. It takes 20 minutes to get from school to home, but there is a small road that takes only 10 minutes, but there is a low wall in the middle.
At that time, Ruan Sixian was skinny, and another little girl who was with her didn't want to climb over the wall, so she walked the path by herself every day.
Her home is in an old alley. The north is the passage towards the main road, and the south is a path. Usually there are no people. After climbing over the low wall and then passing through an abandoned construction site, this path is the path.
I can't remember the exact day when Ruan Sixian jumped off the low wall with her schoolbag on her back. She saw her mother get out of a Mercedes-Benz just after passing the construction site.
She hid behind the abandoned prefab house and watched from a distance, and she didn't come out until Dong Xian turned into the path.
After a long period of time, Ruan Sixian saw the Mercedes-Benz several times.
Sometimes they would stop there for a long time, and the two of them didn't know what to say in the car.
Sometimes the man would get out of the car and open the trunk to take something for Dong Xian.
Ruan Sixian had never seen the man's appearance clearly, but only thought it was a fat and old man.
Another time, she saw the man give Dong Xian a small box, Dong Xian took it, put it in the bag and turned to go home.
Ruan Sixian then went home, and while Dong Xian was cooking, she went through her bag and found that it was a necklace.
Ruan Sixian's family is poor and has never seen any jewelry, but based on her own guess, this thing should be very valuable.
So Dong Xian didn't know that divorce wasn't Ruan Sixian's knot, it was.
A few months later, Dong Xian and Ruan Sixian's father filed for divorce.
The divorce tug of war lasted for several months, during which Dong Xian moved out. Ruan Sixian didn't know where she lived, maybe at that man's house.
Later, Ruan Sixian's father finally agreed to divorce and asked Ruan Sixian who she wanted to live with.
Ruan Sixian didn't even think about it, she just said she would follow her father.
Then the two sat face to face for a long time without speaking.
Finally Dong Xian got up and said, "Okay."
Ruan Sixian couldn't tell how she felt at the time. She thought that Dong Xian would talk to her a lot and would persuade her to follow her, but she said it well.
After a few days, everything about Dong Xian was gone at home, and Ruan Sixian reacted only after realizing it.
Ah, I am still abandoned.
Ruan Sixian was in a trance for a long time, and was finally pulled back by Dong Xian's words.
"Ruan Ruan, it's not my fault that I divorced your father. You are unfair to me."
"My dad is poor and incompetent, but at least my dad is devoted to you."
Ruan Sixian dropped such a sentence, turned around and left.
Dong Xian couldn't react for a long time. She didn't understand what Ruan Sixian's words meant.
When she woke up, Ruan Sixian's figure had disappeared in the elevator.
When I walked out of the hospital, it was already dark.
Ruan Sixian stood on the side of the road waiting for the car, staring at the traffic in a daze, not noticing a black car slowly parked in front of her.
Zheng Youan rolled down the car window, raised his sunglasses, and after confirming that it was Ruan Sixian, he asked, "Why are you here?"
Ruan Sixian recovered, glanced at her, and Zheng Youan asked again, "Are you sick?"
"No." Ruan Sixian said, "I'm here to see my relatives."
"Oh, I'm also visiting relatives." Zheng Youan asked, "How are you doing over there, are you alright?"
Ruan Sixian looked at Zheng Youan, not knowing what to say.
She thought, if she hadn't seen the car at the time, or if Dong Xian had been tougher then, maybe she would have gone with Dong Xian, and now she and Zheng Youan might be good sisters.
"It's alright, go in quickly." Ruan Sixian said, "There's a car coming from behind."
After Zheng Youan left, Ruan Sixian hired a taxi. The driver asked her where to go. She thought about it and reported the address of Bian Xuan's bar.
After arriving at the place, I found that today was the weekend, there were a lot of guests, and Bian Xuan was too busy to touch the ground.
Ruan Sixian sat down for a while and then went back.
During this period, the phone kept ringing, and she was annoying, so she turned it off, thinking about when to change a calling card.
It was less than ten o'clock when she arrived at Mingchen's apartment, she walked slowly, and she met an old lady walking her dog on the way.
The Chihuahua was very fierce, and shouted at Ruan Sixian, which scared her back several steps.
Seeing that Ruan Sixian's eyes were red, the old lady immediately picked up the dog and apologized: "Oh, little girl, I'm sorry, my dog is a bit fierce and doesn't bite, don't be afraid."
Ruan Sixian didn't speak, and trotted all the way into the elevator.
It took more than ten seconds for the elevator to ascend, and Ruan Sixian arrived before she could sort out her expression.
She pulled the flight case and rubbed her eyes as she walked home.
The voice-activated light came on, and when she looked up, she saw Fu Mingyu standing in front of her house.
"where have you been?"
"How did you come?"
The two spoke in unison, and after Fu Mingyu said this, he saw that Ruan Sixian's expression was wrong.
He approached slowly, leaned over and sniffed Ruan Sixian's face, "Did you drink again?"
This time Ruan Sixian didn't deny it, she answered in a low voice, and then passed Fu Mingyu to open the door.
She walked into the living room, put down the flight case, and Fu Mingyu followed behind her, standing beside the TV.
"I saw your message after I was busy, and no one answered the phone when I called you."
"Oh, I didn't look at my phone, sorry."
Ruan Sixian turned around and looked at Fu Mingyu, her throat suddenly itchy.
Just now, she just turned on the light at the entrance, and it penetrated into the living room, and the shadows shone on Fu Mingyu, as if this person really existed.
But even so, when this person stood there, Ruan Sixian felt like she wanted to hug her.
Ruan Sixian rubbed her lower abdomen.
It may be that you are ovulating recently, and oxytocin secretion is too strong to produce this feeling.
Drink more water to speed up your metabolism.
She looked at Fu Mingyu and said, "Mr. Fu, I want to drink water."
Fu Mingyu looked into her eyes, trying to see something in her eyes.
After a few seconds, he gave up and turned to the kitchen to pour a glass of hot water.
When she came out, Ruan Sixian had already taken off her shoes and sat on the sofa, curling her legs around her knees.
Fu Mingyu handed her the water glass.
Ruan Sixian took it, drank it all in one breath, and finally choked.
Fu Mingyu sat next to her and patted her on the back, with less than a punch between the two.
When he reached out and patted Ruan Sixian's back, his arms formed a circle around her body.
When the palm fell gently, it seemed to hug her.
But the next second he lifted it up again, and the sense of encirclement disappeared immediately, followed by a feeling of emptiness in his heart.
Every second, Ruan Sixian wanted to seize that fleeting feeling of embrace, thinking that he would not lift his hand and just put it on her back.
"what happened to you?"
Fu Mingyu didn't wait for an answer, and looked down at her. Instead, she buried her face in her knees, looking like a baby shrunk in her mother's womb, "Would you like to hug it?"
Ruan Sixian: "…"
Before she could think of what to say, Fu Mingyu suddenly stretched out his arms and embraced her, pressing her head against his chest.
"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your default."
Of course Ruan Sixian had nothing to say.
She is very insecure now and wants to have a hug to rely on indulgently.
And the temperature of his embrace was just right, and there was a refreshing smell.
Ruan Sixian sniffed a little greedily, her face pressed tightly against his chest, ups and downs a little itchy.
The house was silent, and it started to rain outside the window.
The autumn rain is even more lingering than the spring rain, sparsely passing through the leaves, making bursts of shredding sounds, entangled with Fu Mingyu's breathing, and indistinguishable from each other.
I don't know how long it took, the rain stopped, and the lights outside the house gradually went out.
Ruan Sixian felt that a few strands of hair were brushed against her cheek by Fu Mingyu's breath, and it was a little itchy, so she moved her position.
A voice suddenly sounded overhead.
"Don't rub it, you will be charged interest if you rub it any more."
Ruan Sixian raised her head for a second, "What interest?"
She straightened up and looked at Fu Mingyu, and his hand naturally fell on her waist.
Fu Mingyu tilted his head and looked down at her, "For example, kiss?"