After returning from country N, returning to the World Airline Building, and solving some miscellaneous problems, the two of them returned home and it was already bright.
The weather has always been good lately. The sun has shown its face early, basking in the pomegranate trees in the yard that have just fruited, and even the autumn wind has become warm.
Fu Mingyu didn't plan to sleep all day, he only drew a layer of tulle curtains and half leaned on the head of the bed to catch up.
When Ruan Sixian came out of the shower, she was not sure if Fu Mingyu had fallen asleep.
His sleeping face was always peaceful, and even the sound of breathing was shallow.
Ruan Sixian sat beside the bed and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"
The other party did not respond.
She moved up slowly, wanting to lean against Fu Mingyu's chest, but was afraid of waking him up.
When she was half-bent over to fight with herself, Fu Mingyu suddenly bent the corners of his mouth, raised his hand and hugged her to his chest.
He closed his eyes and spoke softly.
"Still asleep?"
"I don't want to sleep." Ruan Sixian opened her eyes and stared at the mottled sunlight on the ground. Fu Mingyu's heartbeat beside her ears was very real, "I can't sleep during the day."
Fu Mingyu didn't speak anymore, Ruan Sixian quietly leaned on his chest, listening to his breathing gradually becoming more steady.
Ruan Sixian raised her head and ran her fingers across his chin.
"are you asleep?"
This time, Fu Mingyu no longer responded.
In the earthquake that occurred yesterday afternoon, he, Bo Yang and others were immediately taken to the embassy, and they didn't sleep well until boarding the plane in the early morning.
When I got home in the morning, Aunt Zhang also prepared breakfast, but Fu Mingyu went straight back to the room after taking a shower.
Ruan Sixian knew that he was tired and didn't say anything.
She too fell asleep as the autumn sunlight gradually moved from the window to the bed.
With the feeling of a false alarm, Ruan Sixian slept very deeply this morning.
At noon, Aunt Zhang came to wake them up for lunch, and both of them were lazy.
Aunt Zhang was cutting the branches and leaves of the sunflowers. Seeing that the two of them didn't speak during the meal, she said, "Mr. Fu, fortunately, you're fine this time. You don't know that you scared your wife to death."
Seeing Fu Mingyu looking up, Ruan Sixian suddenly stopped drinking the soup.
Under his gaze, Ruan Sixian raised her chin and said stiffly, "I don't have it..."
"Why not?" Aunt Zhang pointed at her face with a pink rose, "I cried so hard when I saw the news, I hurried to go out without even changing my clothes, or I took my coat and chased to the door. She was wearing it."
The sound of the spoon stirring in the bowl suddenly became harsh.
Ruan Sixian twitched the corners of her mouth, and before Fu Mingyu could speak, she began to find a place for herself, "This news is too scary."
"That's not it." Aunt Zhang added, "Your wife, crying all the way, what would you do if something happened to you there."
Ruan Sixian: "…"
Fu Mingyu stopped what he was doing and looked at Ruan Sixian with deep eyes.
Ruan Sixian was afraid that he would say something embarrassing to her, so she preemptively changed the subject: "What are you doing in the afternoon?"
Fu Mingyu lowered his eyes, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Stay with my wife at home."
After lunch, Aunt Zhang left on time, leaving only Fu Mingyu and Ruan Sixian in the room.
This afternoon seems to be the same as yesterday. The sun shines on the carpet, and the newly inserted flowers overflow with a faint fragrance. Even the TV shows are playing back yesterday.
But these 24 hours were like a dream to Ruan Sixian.
She didn't dare to recall her state at the time, her mind was like an explosion|bomb explosion|bomb, and she was scorched hot, but then quickly cooled down, her mind was blank, and her whole body began to shiver again.
She didn't know how she got to the World Airline Building, and she couldn't recall that she even cried without Aunt Zhang mentioning it.
Even this night that should have been spent in dreamland, she actually crossed the stretches of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau mountains, crossed the snow-capped Mount Everest, and sailed on the endless clouds.
This night could not be described as thrilling, but it was more deeply imprinted in her heart, clearly letting Ruan Sixian realize how important Fu Mingyu was to her.
Luckily, I woke up at noon and everything went back to where it started.
Ruan Sixian leaned against Fu Mingyu and stared at the TV in a daze.
And his cell phone kept ringing.
Twenty-four hours after the incident, people continued to send messages asking about his condition.
Now Fu Mingyu treats people with a more human touch than before. Although many of the messages in the list are not acquaintances, he still responds one by one.
After returning the message, he leaned over and took the cigarette case on the table.
Ruan Sixian looked at his hand, her gaze shifted to his face with his movements.
The moment the lighter was lit, his outline became clearer in the flickering firelight.
The way he lit a cigarette was actually very attractive to Ruan Sixian. Although he did not smoke many times, Ruan Sixian would always watch the whole thing without a trace.
But today, Ruan Sixian stared at him intently, until Bai Yan blurred his vision, then suddenly regained his senses, reached out and pulled out the cigarette in his mouth.
Fu Mingyu raised his eyebrows sideways, "What's wrong?"
Ruan Sixian pressed the cigarette into the glass jar filled with coffee foam and whispered, "Don't smoke."
Fu Mingyu casually said "um", thinking that Ruan Sixian was only uncomfortable with the smell of cigarettes in the afternoon.
"Don't smoke for the past two years." Ruan Sixian waved her hand to fan away the remaining smoke, lowered her head and pulled her nails, speaking at a speed that was slurred, "Let's have a baby."
"Ok?"
Fu Mingyu really didn't hear clearly, leaned to her side, put his ears in front of her, but still stared at the TV, "What did you say?"
But Ruan Sixian thought he was pretending not to hear, and seeing him in this posture, she felt that he was implying something.
No, it should be explicit.
After doing some psychological work for herself, Ruan Sixian raised her hand and hugged Fu Mingyu's neck, leaning over and kissing his earlobe.
Fu Mingyu felt that she was still afraid, so she just smiled, hugged her waist, and said, "Let's go out for dinner at night, go to that house—"
"I said," Ruan Sixian interrupted him, holding his face to make him look at her, "Let's have a baby."
The autumn wind gradually warmed up in the afternoon, and the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus was somehow ambiguous.
Ruan Sixian looked at Fu Mingyu nervously, but saw his eyes change layer by layer, and finally said nothing, picked her up and walked upstairs.
Ruan Sixian: "???"-
The afternoon passed quietly, the sunset melted gold, the autumn wind blew the leaves, the branches were overwhelmed, and the pomegranates smashed on the grass in the yard.
Ruan Sixian was lying on the bed and saw the pomegranate falling to the ground through a gap in the curtains, and she could see the feeling of Daiyu burying flowers.
She felt that she was the pomegranate, and Fu Mingyu was the ruthless autumn wind.
Once she decides to have a child, without the constraints of external conditions, Ruan Sixian sees a different side of Fu Mingyu from the past. Time and excitement have reached another level.
She didn't know how a thirty-two-year-old man could be so energetic after he had not slept his eyes for almost a whole day.
Even so many times, she began to suspect that this person was really only interested in the process of creating children.
Before she could get pregnant, Ruan Sixian began to be unconvinced.
After a certain evening, Ruan Sixian lost her strength, stared at the ceiling and said, "I am the one who wants to conceive in October, and you only need to be happy enough to have a child, why?!"
"Huh?" Fu Mingyu was very puzzled, "Are you upset?"
Ruan Sixian: "…"
She touched her face and brought the topic back again, "I may have to be stabbed, and I may have to go to the gate of hell, so I am really at a loss."
The tone of Ruan Sixian's words was actually not that serious. She was just accusing Fu Mingyu of his behavior in bed, but he thought about her words seriously.
"If you're worried about that, why don't we still have children?"
"Ah?" Ruan Sixian concluded, "I..."
Fu Mingyu looked at her seriously, "I can't bear it."
"Well, that's nothing to give up." Ruan Sixian rolled over, resting her elbows on the bed, and looked down at Fu Mingyu, with her fingertips on his chin, "I'm just talking about it, but it's not that I really don't want to have children."
However, in the next few months, in addition to the key process of creating a child, the couple also made a lot of efforts in other aspects.
During the pregnancy preparation stage, their living habits have almost been improved to the best level. The doctor also checked Ruan Sixian regularly, but the child was still delayed.
In the blink of an eye, it's Spring again.
This year, the temperature in Jiangcheng has reached the lowest level in ten years, but Ruan Sixian did not wear a skirt to be beautiful, and she dressed with warmth as the first element.
When her expectations for the child fell over and over again, her emotions became a little more sensitive.
As the month of New Year's Eve approached, she counted the time every day, and when it came time for her period, she kept an eye on her situation.
As soon as the early morning passed and her period had not yet come, she immediately got up from the bed and went to the bathroom with a pregnancy test stick.
But the results are still the same as the previous months.
She sighed and walked slowly back to the room, lying on the bed and covering her head in the quilt.
"What's wrong?" Fu Mingyu was awakened by her action, raised his hand to turn on the floor lamp by the window, and leaned against her ear with his upper body half propped up, "Have you had a nightmare?"
"No." Ruan Sixian clenched the quilt with her fingers and turned her back to Fu Mingyu, not wanting him to see her frightened expression, "You said... Have I been affected by high-altitude radiation in recent years?"
The working environment of pilots has problems such as hypoxia, dryness, and noise, and they are also exposed to high-altitude radiation environment and electromagnetic fields for a long time.
Although the company has established a personal record of the average annual radiation exposure for the crew members, Ruan Sixian also checked it on time. Her average annual radiation exposure did not exceed 1 millisievert, and she also deliberately avoided short-term gradient climb or lateral during the flight. Re-routing to optimize flight patterns to reduce exposure.
I didn't care about this issue before, but when she couldn't conceive a child for a long time, it was magnified by her infinitely.
"As you know, most male colleagues in the company have daughters because of these influences. Who knows if they can't have children if they are placed on women."
Ruan Sixian turned her back to the light, and Fu Mingyu couldn't see her expression, so she could only detect her emotions from her voice.
"Don't worry." Fu Mingyu held her hand on her lower abdomen, "It's only been a few months, don't worry, some of my friends are ready to conceive for a year or two, and they are all healthy."
Ruan Sixian closed her eyes and forcibly pressed down those disturbing thoughts in her heart, "Will it come?"
"Yeah." Fu Mingyu lay down again, with her chin on top of her head, closed her eyes and said softly, "It will definitely come, I even thought about our child's name."
"You don't even know men and women, so have you thought of names?"
"Well, both men and women can use it."
"What? Let me see if it sounds good."
"Fu Guangzhi."
There was a three-second silence in the dark night, and then Ruan Sixian got up and hit him with a pillow.
"Fu Mingyu, you are sick!!!"-
After that night, the expectations in Ruan Sixian's heart broke out again.
But she no longer keeps herself in a cautious state all the time, doing whatever she needs to do, and even went to the beach to take a bath for a few days during her vacation.
In the spring of next year, everything will recover, the cherry trees in the yard will bloom, and when the wind blows, pale pink patterns will float and fall, and the ground will be colorful.
Later, the flowers withered and the fruit came back. Fu Mingyu's child still did not come, but he had to face the departure of another life.
Doudou was brought home by Fu Mingyu when he was twenty-four years old, when he was already an adult dog.
After so many years, it has come to the end of its life.
When Ruan Sixian went to Huguang Mansion again, she didn't need to lock it up, because it didn't have the strength to pounce on Ruan Sixian, and curled up in the nest all day, and the dog food in the basin was consumed less day by day.
Fu Mingyu naturally couldn't delay his work because of Doudou's situation, but he and Ruan Sixian frequently returned to Huguang Mansion to spend the night during this time.
"Hey..." Looking at Doudou who was sleeping in the nest, Ruan Sixian squatted in front of it and touched its head for the first time, "If it wasn't for me, it could have lived with you."
"What happened to you recently." Fu Mingyu touched her chin, "Is Lin Daiyu possessed? So sentimental."
Ruan Sixian just felt a little sorry for Fu Mingyu. She put her head on Fu Mingyu's shoulder and whispered, "I know you are sad."
It was a sunny day when Doudou left, and Fu Mingyu personally watched the veterinarian inject Anle.
Ruan Sixian received a call from Fu Mingyu in the hospital. When she arrived at Huguang Mansion, Doudou's breathing was too shallow.
Fu Mingyu held its paws, then touched its chest, feeling its heart beat for the last time.
Until Fu Mingyu withdrew his hand, Ruan Sixian heard him sigh.
She had never seen Fu Mingyu like this before, and the sadness in her brows was so intense that she had to accept this helpless fact.
Ruan Sixian's heart was suddenly sour, and she hugged him from behind.
"Husband, don't be sad, our baby is here to accompany you."
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After today's update, the number of words in Chapter V has reached 300,000, and the men who have fully ordered can receive nutrient solution, so... can you please water me by the way, just feed their children! -