A long time later, when Chu Ci recalled the two days when he was handcuffed to the chair, he couldn't help feeling a kind of embarrassment mixed with embarrassment.
Han Yue didn't stop once he succeeded, but teased Chu Ci one after another, sometimes forcing him to climax with his hands, sometimes touching him twice to eat tofu, and at worst, teasing him a few times with words In other words, admire his angry and embarrassing flushed face.
Chu Ci gritted her teeth and passed the first day, feeling extremely angry all the time. Because of the emotional turmoil, the stomach was irritated, and I even vomited out the two mouthfuls of food I ate at night.
But his resolute resistance had no effect in front of Han Yue, who was much tougher than him. No matter whether Chu Ci begged or roared or gritted his teeth in resentment, he always said the same sentence: "If you promise me, let you go, otherwise I will spend time with you."
That night Chu Ci could only sleep in a chair, which was very uncomfortable. Han Yue was unmoved at all, and moved a chair to sit beside him to take a nap.
When she fell asleep in the middle of the night, Chu Ci felt that she had moved a little bit, as if being hugged by someone, and her body felt a weightless suspension. It was only a matter of a few seconds, and soon he fell into a drowsy sleep again.
He didn't know that Han Yue unlocked the handcuffs, carried him to the bed, and closed his eyes comfortably against him.
Before dawn the next morning, Han Yue woke up first, carried Chu Ci from the bed to the chair, and handcuffed him as before last night.
Chu Ci later thought that he was handcuffed to a chair for two whole days, but that was not the case. He would never sleep through the night in a chair because the back of the chair was too thick to be as comfortable as a bed.
Han Yue was very proud because Chu Ci didn't discover the secret of the night.
In fact, not only did Chu Ci fail to notice, but she was also very angry. He is a person who is naturally good at enjoying the good side of life, has delicate feelings and a sensitive heart, and is willing to believe in the kindness and friendliness in human nature. Once someone treats him maliciously and cruelly, he will be greatly hurt.
He has a strong and self-conceived view of right and wrong, and believes that there should be no bullies, authoritarianism and privileged classes in the world. If you kill someone, you should pay for your life. After hurting others, you should sincerely apologize and seek forgiveness.
But the Han family broke his normal understanding of this society, making him panic and desperate.
No matter what, he couldn't figure out why he had worked so hard to manage his life for so many years, and he was obviously about to endure all the hardships, and the bright future was already in front of him, but he was suddenly pushed back into the abyss easily by the Han family.
Looking at Han Yue's domineering look, he shuddered.
Once hatred grows in the heart of someone like Chu Ci, it will become more extreme and persistent. The thought of revenge roared in the soul, louder than ever in Chu Ci's mind.
He has never had such a clear and strong thought of revenge, not when he just learned that his teacher and younger brother were killed, not when he learned that Han Qiang escaped legal sanctions, and even when he saw Han Yue for the first time Not even time.
The straws piled up one by one, finally crushing Chu Ci's original pure heart.
He knew that it was impossible to avenge Han Qiang on his own, and it was even more impossible to seek justice from the few judicial officials who practiced favoritism. The class difference between him and those people is too far, almost one in the sky and the other in the ground, there is no chance of contact at all.
There is only one way to contact Han Qiang face to face, and that is through Han Yue.
In fact, at that time Chu Ci had no clear idea of wanting to kill Han Yue, he just had a general idea of revenge. Although he was desperate for the law, it was obviously impossible for Chu Ci to suddenly think of killing his enemies with both hands.
He just groped for a way in the dark. This way was sent to him by Han Qiang's own brother, and he was forced to walk.
On the second day after Chu Ci was handcuffed behind his back to the chair, he developed a mild low-grade fever.
It wasn't caused by physical injury, but because he didn't eat anything on the first day, and he was too emotional and mentally exhausted.
Han Yue was very attentive to get him something to eat, and he was very happy to serve tea and water, but he didn't think about trying Chu Ci's temperature. He thought that Chu Ci's lack of energy was due to being tired from being handcuffed, and it was not easy to maintain the same posture for a day after all.
He still couldn't help teasing Chu Ci like he did on the first day, but seeing that the other party still couldn't cheer up, he could only hold back resentfully.
The next night, Han Yue answered the phone, and it was Pei Zhi who asked him why he missed an important dinner party.
Without blushing, Han Yue described to him what he had done in the past two days. After hearing this, Pei Zhi was shocked: "You think you are a hooligan who came to rob your house? You handcuffed him for two days?!...Damn, I Regardless of your mess, can't you lock people at home and come out by yourself?"
Han Yue said with a smile: "I can't rest assured that he is alone at home. I have to watch him all the time to be at ease."
"... If you fucking fall in love at first sight, can't you put down your body and pursue it! Why do you have to do these stupid things that don't make decisions?"
"Fuck, I can't do things that are boring and crooked!" Han Yue took a deep breath and said, "When I saw him, I fell in love with him so much that I even forgot my last name. How could I have the patience to wait for him alone?" Do it again in a year and a half!"
Chu Ci leaned back deeply in the chair with her eyes closed, and her eyelashes twitched when she heard this.
Han Yue hung up the phone, smiled and lowered his head to kiss his eyelids, and asked, "It's been two days, how are you thinking?"
"..." Chu Ci silently turned her head away.
"My patience is very limited, baby, you see that you are so skinny and tender, you definitely won't suffer much, it's better not to make me anxious." Han Yue paused, looked at Chu Ci's face, and then Laughed in a low voice: "—just kidding, kidding, I'm teasing you. Fuck, how can I bear to let you suffer? I like you so much."
The distance between the two of them was so close that Han Yue's lips almost touched Chu Ci's face when he spoke. Chu Ci raised her head vigorously to avoid the intimate contact, her voice trembling: "You..."
Han Yue heard what he said, but couldn't hear clearly: "What?"
"...Are you serious?"
Although the voice was very weak, it was not different from the dawn of hope to Han Yue. He quickly coughed and said seriously: "It can't be more true! I have never liked anyone so much, you are the fucking first One!"
Chu Ci moved his gaze to Han Yue's face little by little, as if he was strongly suppressing some emotions, and looked at him carefully.
Han Yue had never paid attention to his appearance, and for the first time, he felt that it would be great if he was a bit more handsome, and it would be even better if he could make this baby fall in love with him just by looking at him.
"...I promise you." Chu Ci said in a low voice, her teeth were shaking uncontrollably: "Quickly let go of your hand."
Han Yue didn't wait for him to say it a second time, he rushed forward and kissed him fiercely in ecstasy, and quickly unfastened the handcuffs.
Before Chu Ci could react, he was grabbed into a fiery embrace. Han Yue kissed his hair hard, along the earlobe to his neck, and then pushed him hard into the chair, with his head on his back. Rubbing hard on the side of the neck. Such an intimate and excited action made Chu Ci tightly frown, and he tried his best to raise his head back. Suddenly he felt something cold rub against his waist, and he couldn't help shivering.
It was the pistol that Han Yue stuffed in his pocket casually.
He suddenly pushed Han Yue away as if he had been electrocuted, with unexpected strength, which even made Han Yue stagger. He stood up and ran out, but Han Yue was burning with joy, how could he really run away, so he immediately reached out to grab it.
In terms of strength, Chu Ci was not Han Yue's opponent, but he couldn't help struggling with all his strength, and retreated desperately while struggling. Although he gritted his teeth and didn't say a word, the expression on his face was obviously terrified, and even someone as thick as Han Yue could see it: "Relax, relax, calm down! What's wrong? What's going on?"
Chu Ci didn't say a word, shaking his head and pointing.
Han Yue looked at himself along with his fingers, saw the exposed gun barrel, he was used to it and didn't feel abnormal, he was taken aback for a moment before he suddenly realized: "You mean this?"
He took out his pistol and shook it in front of Chu Ci. Seeing his more terrified expression, he laughed loudly and threw the pistol viciously.
"Don't be afraid, I didn't bring it here on purpose to scare you, really not! I came to you directly after I came out of the Military Commission yesterday morning, so I didn't change my clothes. Be good, don't be afraid, I've been wearing the safety lock..."
Han Yue strangled Chu Ci tightly in his arms, and comforted him over and over again with the gentlest and most harmless voice he felt, but he didn't realize that no matter how soft his posture was, he couldn't change his violent image in Chu Ci's heart.
After a long time, in Chu Ci's heart, Han Yue was just a hateful symbol symbolizing violence, privilege, barbarism and unreasonableness, which was closely related to his original pistol. If Han Yue knew, he would regret it too much.
However, time has passed, even if Han Yue is willing to pay the price with his life, they will never return to the day when they first met.
Han Yue carried Chu Ci on his shoulders, kicked open the door of the bedroom, threw him onto the large double bed, and fell on top of him.
He felt so lucky, if he hadn't gone to that restaurant to eat that day, if the crabs that came up hadn't been much smaller, if he hadn't seized the opportunity to come to the door decisively to block people... Maybe he would have been with this person in his arms Passing by in the sea, at least he can't get someone so quickly.
Han Yue really felt very proud. The ecstasy of getting his wish burned in his heart, burning him with thirst. The result of enduring for so many days was so sweet that the desire in his lower body soon swelled to the point of pain, making his eyes bloodshot with horror.
He tore open Chu Ci's clothes three times, five times, two times, and hugged his body fiercely with his arms, kissing from the slender neck to the deep part of the collarbone, leaving bright red hickey marks one by one. Just like tasting rare and delicious delicacies, every mouthful is eager to chew and swallow, and it will be exclusive to one's body forever, never revealing a bit to share with others.
This is mine, Han Yue thought excitedly.
It's mine, and mine alone.
Chu Ci gritted her teeth, trembling uncontrollably, trying her best not to make a sound. It wasn't until Han Yue kissed his face when he entered that he found that his face was wet with tears, and the tears were still flowing down his cheeks into his beautiful neck.
Han Yue rubbed his lips against his face, and sighed vaguely: "... crying like a child..."
He hugged Chu Ci's upper body and tightly wrapped it in his arms, as if trying to coax him in this way.
However, Chu Ci was still trembling, and as soon as Han Yue started to twitch, he couldn't stop curling up, like a weak animal that had been hurt mercilessly.
Han Yue could only hold him in his arms, and whispered Chu Ci's name while wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his calloused fingertips.
He used to really want to get Chu Ci, that kind of beast-like aggression is like a male seeking to have sex, as long as he is allowed. But then he wanted to get Chu Ci's willing permission, not only a helpless consent due to violence and fear, but also a more active, more cooperative, consensual love.
He gradually became more and more greedy, wanting Chu Ci to accept him, like him, treat him tenderly, and spend the rest of his life with him. He wants everything Chu Ci has, and is willing to give everything he has, just like a real husband and wife who have nothing to keep from each other.
But later he found that Chu Ci would not give him anything. No matter how proactive and tough he is, he won't get any response.
All he got, the acceptance and permission he thought he had received, was nothing but Chu Ci's helpless surrender under persecution. He thought that as long as he made up for it, he could get Chu Ci's affection, but he soon discovered that even if he gave everything he had, he would never get Chu Ci's warmth back.
They cannot spend their lives together as lovers. Han Yue found that everything he offered was not what Chu Ci needed.
Only after being hurt the most and most thoroughly by Chu Ci, Han Yue finally got the only chance to hide Chu Ci when everyone was trying to swallow him alive, possess him and protect him.
That was the first time that Han Yue shifted from the position of the perpetrator to the position of the protector. Although Chu Ci didn't want this protection, he could only desperately seize the last chance, even at the expense of his own mother and family. enemy.
—As soon as I saw him, I fell in love with him so much that I forgot my last name.
It was a long time later that Han Yue remembered that what he said to Pei Zhi back then turned out to be a prophecy in the end.