After Chu Ci finished speaking, the bedroom fell into a long silence. Han Yue couldn't make any sound, just stared at him blankly, his body was stiff and his face was pale.
Chu Ci looked back at Han Yue quietly, her eyes calm.
"Actually, it has nothing to do with you that I want to leave. I didn't leave because I hated you. But, I really don't want to see you again, not at all."
He said nothing could hurt Han Yue more than this sentence, like a bloody knife hit the center of the mouth in an instant, making Han Yue convulse in pain.
"I should have left while you were asleep, but I was afraid that you would wake up and think that someone had taken me away. I thought maybe you would be in a hurry, so I wanted to wait a little longer and tell you I was leaving .Maybe I will go to some small city for conservative treatment, and wait until the day when the lights are exhausted, I will die naturally in bed."
Chu Ci paused, as if she had a lot to say, but she remained silent in the end.
Han Yue looked at him, feeling a little cold in his heart. At the beginning, it felt like a knife was stirring the flesh of the heart, but gradually it became numb due to the cold, and I couldn't even feel a little pain.
It's just that the blood kept flowing, as if the wind was blowing through the bone marrow.
"...Okay, now that I'm done saying goodbye to you, I should go too." Chu Ci took a breath, and stood up as if she had made up her mind.
In an instant, Han Yue struggled suddenly, his arms burst out with terrible veins due to excessive force, and the thick leather buttons were pulled out of shape.
This struggle is like the final roar of a wild animal driven to a desperate situation, desperate and desperate. At this time, Han Yue didn't feel any muscles, and the excessive force on his wrist caused the flesh to split alive, and he didn't even feel the bloody pain.
He watched Chu Ci open the bedroom door, and turned around suddenly before going out.
Looking back for a short moment, it was like a forever static picture, which Han Yue recalled many years later, and it was still vivid in his memory.
Chu Ci stood at the door, looked at Han Yue, and said softly, "If your surname is not Han..."
Han Yue's mind was buzzing.
He thought Chu Ci would say that if your surname was not Han, maybe I would like you, or maybe I wouldn't hate you so much. Unexpectedly, after Chu Ci paused for a moment, he shook his head hesitantly and said, "—If your surname is not Han, maybe I can simply hate you a little more."
…
Han Yue froze there, as if his whole body was so stiff that he lost consciousness, he could only watch Chu Ci close the door, and the sound of footsteps gradually went away.
Finally disappeared after the sound of the living room door opening and closing.
For a moment he thought he was dead.
He stood there for a long time, as if his breathing and heartbeat had been completely stopped. Outside the window came the sound of the wind passing across the grass, and large areas were connected together, as if the tide was surging all over the world.
After an unknown amount of time, Han Yue curled up tightly.
He buried his head in the quilt, trembling, and wept silently.
Ren Jiayuan frantically called Han Yue that day, because Chu Ci was supposed to be hospitalized in the afternoon, but he couldn't wait for anyone to come. Ren Jiayuan opened up the relationship between the upper and lower levels, forged the identity of the patient, arranged a secret ward, and even contacted an authoritative oncologist for tomorrow's surgery. None of these things were easy. If Han Yue delays the hospitalization time, a series of subsequent actions will be delayed, and there is a high possibility that Hou's family will find out his flaws. How can Ren Jiayuan not be in a hurry to get angry
He sat in the office and made nineteen phone calls but no one answered, and when he called the twentieth one, he was almost desperate. Just about to fall on the microphone in agitation, it was suddenly connected, and Chu Ci's voice sounded flat: "Hello, Doctor Ren?"
Ren Jiayuan was about to ask him why he hadn't come to the hospital yet, but suddenly realized something was wrong: "—Why are you answering the phone, where is Han Yue?"
"..." There was silence on the other side of the phone, only faint noises could be heard, which sounded like the sound of the station.
Ren Jiayuan's voice changed: "Gong Chu, where are you going? Where's Han Yue? Is Han Yue with you?"
"...I'm leaving." Chu Ci said calmly, "—you'd better go to Han Yue's house to see him, feed him some water or something."
Ren Jiayuan's hands and feet were cold in an instant, and it took a while to find his voice: "Where are you going?! You are not going to have surgery? Chu Ci, don't mess around! Come back quickly for surgery!"
"Thank you for taking the trouble to arrange the operation, but I can't go back and do it. I killed a lot of people, and I shouldn't and don't want to live anymore. If conservative treatment should be delayed for a while, I want to spend the end freely a period of time."
The signal on the other side of the phone was not very clear, and the station was chaotic and full of voices. Chu Ci's voice was almost drowned in the noise several times. Ren Jiayuan nervously clutched the receiver, almost pressing it against his ear: "Then you have to go Where are you going? Where are you going?!"
There was silence on the other side of the phone, only the slight noise of the current could be heard. After a long time, Chu Ci's voice sounded again, softly as if sighing: "—Thank you, Doctor Ren."
Immediately afterwards the phone was hung up.
Ren Jiayuan sat on the chair for a few seconds with the microphone in hand, then dropped the phone, got up and ran wildly.
Ren Jiayuan has always been a person who drives leisurely. That day when he was driving from the hospital to Han Yue's house, he ran through the red lights twice in a row, and the flashing lights at the rear of the car blared.
I don't know if it was planned by Chu Ci, the door of the apartment was not locked, but just concealed, Ren Jiayuan rushed in and yelled at Han Er, and finally found Han Yue who was tied behind his back and gagged.
Chu Ci's leather button was fastened too tightly, Ren Jiayuan had to find a Swiss Army knife from his trouser pocket, cut off the leather button with great effort, and took out the things in Han Yue's mouth and threw them away: " Where did Chu Ci go? Did you know he ran away?!"
There was almost no popularity on Han Yue's face, his whole body seemed to have been defeated overnight, and he tremblingly said after a while: "Go find it, let people find it...fuck it and tell them to find it now!" Said In the end, he was almost roaring hysterically, even his voice was shrill like a ghost: "If I can't find me, kill them one by one! It's useless as hell! Just let him go like this! Go away!! I called What is the purpose of these free eaters stalking the community all day?! What's the use!!"
Ren Jiayuan dodged fiercely, and Han Yue kicked the bedside table to the ground.
There was a loud bang, and all kinds of decorations were scattered all over the floor. Among them, a pair of silver photo frames rolled twice on the floor, revealing the front side.
In the photo, Han Yue and Chu Ci stood side by side in front of the garden of the community, with the fountain and grass in the background. Han Yue was all smiles, with one hand on Chu Ci's shoulder; Chu Ci's face was calm, but his expression was very peaceful.
Han Yue was so angry that his eyes were bloodshot, he picked up the photo frame and slammed it on the wall. With a crash, the crystal mirror shattered, and he rushed up to pick out the photo, tore it into pieces with two brush strokes, and then threw it hard on the ground.
Ren Jiayuan was stunned by his frantic appearance, and was about to hide aside, but saw Han Yue kneeling on the ground slowly, covering his face as if a spring had been pulled out suddenly.
His body was shaking violently, especially his shoulders. Even though he tried his best to conceal it, Ren Jiayuan could still hear the suppressed and painful sobs.
Although the voice is very low and hoarse, it gives people a heart-piercing feeling.
Ren Jiayuan was petrified, and walked over slowly after a while, standing beside Han Yue at a loss.
"I love him so much, I betray everyone to protect him, I'm willing to do anything for his happiness, but in the end he doesn't even want to look at me...he doesn't even want to look at me..."
Ren Jiayuan didn't know what to say, so he could only stand aside silently.
"As long as I can find him, as long as I can find him!"
Han Yue's voice was mixed with extreme pain and sobbing, and it sounded indistinct, but the ferocity in it made people shudder down the spine.
"As long as I can find him, I will... I will...!"
Ren Jiayuan shuddered: "Han Yue, calm down, calm down! Now the main thing is to find where Chu Ci is going. He doesn't have a document, so he shouldn't be able to run far, unless he asks someone for help. Think about it quickly. , who might he go to? Where might he go?"
Han Yue was pushed several times by Ren Jiayuan, and suddenly he was shocked, his eyes slowly regained his composure, and after a few seconds, he suddenly said: "—Pei Zhi."
"what?"
"It's fine if he doesn't look for anyone. Once he asks for help, he must go to Pei Zhi." Han Yue rushed to look for his mobile phone, but couldn't find where his mobile phone was. Seeing this, Ren Jiayuan hurriedly put his mobile phone away. He took it out and handed it to him: "Chu Gong answered the call I made to you just now, he must have taken your phone away!"
With trembling hands, Han Yue snatched the phone, dialed his number a few times, and asked sternly, "Hey, where are you? Where are all the people in Gou Ri? Do you know that Chu Gong ran away?!"
The other side of the phone probably answered something tremblingly, and Han Yue’s voice was almost yelling: "Walking?! You don’t believe what he tells you? When will I let him go for a walk alone?! Now people Do you know that you are lost, you are lost! Run away! I really want to drag you out and kill you!"
The man on the phone stuttered and didn't know what to say, Han Yue yelled and interrupted him: "Go find Pei Zhi for me immediately! No matter what Pei Zhi is doing, if you find him, call him over to see me immediately! Immediately now Contact the major train stations and long-distance bus stations, no matter what method you use, find Chugong for me! Now, immediately!!"
He slammed the phone so hard that it bounced on the mattress several times and almost fell to the ground.
Ren Jiayuan originally wanted to persuade Han Yue not to make such a big move. Even if he was looking for someone, he had to search secretly. Such a big search would definitely be discovered by Hou Hongchang and his family. Before he had time to speak, Han Yue slumped down on the edge of the bed, covered his face tightly with his hands, and suddenly burst into tears.
The voice was too sad and desperate, it was not so much crying as it was the angry roar of a beast before it was about to die.
It's frightening to listen to.