encounter.
Yu Jingzhong's age, this position can be described as a high-level position, and instantly became a popular person in the national security system. Overnight, he received numerous congratulatory telegrams from the capital and various local administrative agencies, the security system, and from heaven and hell, and he really made a splash.
However, Yu Jingzhong, the deputy director of Xinke, did not show much enthusiasm.
He was sitting in the office, watching the cigarette in his hand flicker and burn to the end in the smoke.
…
"I like you very much too..."
"I'd like to stay where I am now, but I can't go any further to a lover's relationship..."
"It's good for you and for me."
Damn, it's good for me, what's good for you? The great youth of my teenage years was wasted on me, and I didn’t want anything.
Yu Jingzhong gritted his teeth and put out the cigarette butt on the waste document, and let out a long breath.
·
A few days after the new year, Yan Lanyu really found a good house and moved out.
Yu, who had been promoted to deputy bureau level, fell in love with eighteen-year-old Yan Lanyu, there was really no way out. After persuading him several times to no avail, he could only help collect Yan Lanyu's limited luggage and send him to the newly rented small apartment. Looking at the empty room with only basic furniture, he felt sullen in his heart. Can't get out.
"What do you have for dinner?" Yu Jingzhong asked as he opened the empty refrigerator.
Yan Lanyu said, "Order takeaway."
Yu Jingzhong's face was ashen, he went to the supermarket to carry rice, oil, meat and vegetables back, he added pots and pans one by one, checked the gas in the doors and windows, and was very irritable to repeatedly fix the lock shaft that was not well aligned in the bathroom.
He is like a parent who is sending their child away from home for the first time. Before leaving, there are countless trivial matters on the desk. All of them are concerned, and all of them are important. He arranges every detail carefully.
Yan Lanyu repeatedly said no, but before he left, he still made three dishes and one soup full of spiky, and even wrapped it in plastic wrap and put it in the refrigerator, for fear that Yan Lanyu would forget it on the table. Diarrhea after eating spoiled.
"It's not far from home, you can go back on weekends, and I can still come and pick you up to work at ordinary times. Close the doors and windows when you sleep at night, don't go out and shake things around, it will be chaotic outside during the Chinese New Year and festivals!"
Yu Fu stood at the door while changing his shoes and taught a lesson, while Yan Lanyu stood at the entrance, the dim light made his silent profile look unclear.
"Also," Yu Jingzhong paused, then added: "Although you said last time to keep the existing relationship unchanged, I have seriously considered it, it can't be like this."
Yan Lanyu raised his head, and for a moment the look in his eyes was indescribable.
It seems that the transparent texture is covered with tiny cracks, and it will soon be broken into countless pieces of thin ice.
"You are still young, I don't know how bad it will be for you in the future. If you really live together, it's okay to talk about it and hang out with me for a few years. In the future, you will have a lot of trouble whether you go to school or work. It's enough for you. A pot."
"I still mean the same to you as always," Yu Jingzhong rarely showed a bit of sadness: "But I'm older than you, so I can't be too selfish, so I can take advantage of you when you're ignorant... I still have that idea, Even if you fall in love with someone else in the future, you must show your horses and horses and live your life earnestly, and the confusion will eventually disperse."
Yan Lanyu looked at him blankly.
Yu Jingzhong was a little dazed under that kind of gaze, he couldn't help reaching out and wanted to touch the delicate side cheeks of the young man.
- However, just before the skin touched, he suddenly reacted again and withdrew his hand in embarrassment.
"Cough, that's it." Yu Fu looked at the sky outside and said, "I... I'm leaving first, and I have to pick up Minmin."
·
Yu Jingzhong almost rushed downstairs in a disorderly manner, opened the car door and got in.
This is a half-new residential area, it is getting late, there is no one on the road, just a few cars parked not far away. In the cold winter, the withered grass shrank, the swing in the green belt not far away was empty, and only the embers of firecrackers scattered randomly on the ground.
Yu Jingzhong didn't start the car immediately, he just sat in the car, his eyes were vicissitudes and gloomy.
What if Yan Lanyu really likes someone else
Yu Jingzhong once thought that after retiring, he would divide his property in half, half for Minmin and half for Yan Lanyu. Although it is not much, he can live a carefree life in Beijing at any rate. If the person he finds cannot afford a house in Beijing in the future, the two will not have nowhere to live.
But thinking about it now, in the future, when Yan Lanyu finds someone else, can he really understand it so freely and without any grudges
Yu Jingzhong looked at the increasingly sinking sky, and for the first time a feeling like jealousy grew in his heart. He is jealous of the stranger who only exists in the future, the unreserved love that person will get from Yan Lanyu, and the happy time they will spend together; .
Yu Jingzhong sighed deeply, and subconsciously took out a cigarette, but he couldn't find a lighter anywhere.
Did it get lost on the road, or did you not bring it with you when you went out today
Yu Fu was so irritable that he punched the steering wheel and chewed the tobacco.
·
Working in a place like Guoan, although it cannot be said that there is no personal space at all, personal space is also very limited. Yan Lanyu's new address was quickly listed in the organization, so everyone in the special office knew about it - this sad gossip was like a spring breeze blowing across the country, and everyone heard about it overnight, and their boss was officially proud and frustrated. , was tragically dumped as soon as he was promoted.
Some people complained about Yu Fu, some people felt that the age difference of more than ten years was not suitable, and some people - for example, Comrade Shenwan - felt that they could finally pursue the true love in life with confidence, so they sent telegrams from Tibet to Beijing three times a day, but it was a pity. Yan Lanyu did not take any of them, but Yu Jingzhong intercepted them all.
Yan Lanyu went to work and got off work in full view of the public, as quiet as usual, like some kind of flower that bloomed in the dark and did not attract attention. Vice Yu insisted on picking him up every day, but over time, sometimes working overtime and traveling on business, it was always difficult to adjust the time together, and Yan Lanyu was used to returning to the small rented apartment by herself.
It happened one day after half a month.
At that time, Deputy Yu was secretly dispatched to a certain place in Jiangxi to perform official duties. Yan Lanyu called home after get off work and found a courier box at the door one day.
It's the kind of very ordinary express box, yellow cardboard, with a lot of tape stuck in a mess. At first, Yan Lanyu thought that her Taobao potted plant had arrived. She leaned over to pick it up and looked at it, and her whole body froze instantly.
- The express note is written in Japanese, the item is "birthday gift", and the sender is Tian Erqizhi.
Tian Erqi Zhi.
Almost no one in Japan knows that this is the person's real name. Even in the Onmyoji world, this name is rarely mentioned, but Yan Lanyu knows who he is.
In the esoteric sect, people will only call the owner of this name with respect and submission—
head.