"You are...looking for death."
A dark light emerged from the depths of Zhou Ze's eyes. At this moment, he was very angry.
Yes, he is the cuckoo in the magpie's nest,
but,
So what!
I am going to use your body to continue living, can you stop me
Your revenge,
Is it just that you suddenly stimulated me to force myself on your wife
That's all I've achieved.
Zhou Ze spread out his right hand, black nails slowly grew out, and wisps of black mist surrounded him.
Many times, the actual solution to a problem depends on where you sit, that is, your position.
From Zhou Ze's point of view, there is no way to tell right from wrong. If he wants to live, all his actions based on this premise are correct. Otherwise, everything will lose its meaning.
If it loses its meaning, is there still a need for right or wrong to exist
"No matter where you hide, I will catch you, even if... you are hiding in this body!"
Zhou Ze's face began to twist and his nails began to dig into his chest.
“Hiss…”
The severe pain was accompanied by uncontrollable convulsions. Zhou Ze trembled all over and fell to his knees on the ground.
He opened his mouth.
Seems a bit bewildered,
Not here,
Not here at all!
Why,
He had just verified at the risk of having his soul crushed by himself that in this body, there was only his, Zhou Ze's, soul, and Xu Le did not exist at all!
Zhou Ze crawled to his feet again and looked at the broken mirror. It was still his own face. He waited for a long time this time, but the person in the mirror didn't change at all.
Xu Le no longer exists.
So, everything I did to Dr. Lin before was driven by my nature
No,
This is impossible.
impossible!
That can't be the case.
For the first time, Zhou Ze felt that the person in the mirror was so strange. It was not because he had changed his body and appearance, but because his heart and soul seemed to be different from his original self-perception.
Completely different.
Body and soul, which one is the real you
From ancient times to the present, many great poets and thinkers at home and abroad have actually given a similar answer: the body will change and decay, but the soul can last forever.
It can be noble, it can be remembered, and it can continue to shine brightly throughout history.
Zhou Ze also believed that he was still Zhou Ze, still the same old self. Right now, it was just his body that had changed, but he still believed that he was Zhou Ze.
at the moment,
He began to fear.
Because since Xu Le's soul no longer exists,
This means that
The one who changed... was himself
… … …
"Go to bed, dear."
"Well, I'm going to take my daughter to rest first. You should also finish your work and rest early."
"Okay, wait until I revise this treatment plan."
Wang Ke twisted his neck slightly and yawned. He was indeed very sleepy, but he had to finish the work at hand. Although he was just in his early thirties, he already had a lot of white hair on his head.
Men at this age are in the most awkward situation. If they don't work hard, it will be too early for them to retire. If they work hard, their bodies will have already started to deteriorate.
“Ding ding ding… Ding ding ding…”
Wang Ke frowned slightly. It was so late, and someone was still visiting
He walked to the entrance, glanced at the man in a black coat standing outside the door in the video, and asked, "Excuse me, who are you?"
"I'm looking for Wang Ke. My friend introduced me here."
"I'm sorry, if you have anything to do, you can make an appointment with my assistant. I usually..."
"Zhou Ze introduced me here." said the man outside the door.
Hearing the name, Wang Ke was stunned for a moment, then opened the door.
The other person looked quite young, perhaps only about twenty-five years old.
"Come in." Wang Ke motioned for the other person to come in, and personally made him a cup of tea and placed it on the coffee table.
Zhou Ze sat on the sofa, looking at his old friend.
He hasn't changed and is still working hard in his industry. As children who grew up together in an orphanage, they have had a very good relationship since childhood. In the eyes of the old director, these two are the most promising children who have walked out of the orphanage in recent years.
Zhou Ze is already the deputy director of the hospital at a young age, while Wang Ke already has his own psychological clinic, which is not a small store in a cramped location, but is located next to South Street in the city center, which is well-known to the people of Tongcheng.
Even this villa is definitely not something that ordinary people can afford.
"Do you know Zhou Ze?" Wang Ke asked first.
"Well, he's been dead for half a year." Zhou Ze replied, then picked up the teacup and took a sip. He still liked to drink Maojian, and his taste hadn't changed.
"What's the matter with you?"
"see a doctor."
"See a doctor?" Wang Ke coughed. "You can make an appointment."
"It's urgent." Zhou Ze looked into Wang Ke's eyes, "Very urgent."
Wang Ke was silent, then smiled, nodded, stood up, and said, "Please come with me to the study."
Regardless of whether the other party's sudden visit was impolite, or whether the other party's request was abrupt, since the other party said he was Zhou Ze's friend, Wang Ke had no reason and no way to refuse.
Zhou Ze sat in Wang Ke's study for a while. Wang Ke walked in wearing white clothes, which showed his seriousness.
"Tell me about your situation." Wang Ke turned the pen in his hand. It was a dark gold pen, which was very eye-catching under the light in the study.
Zhou Ze shook his head slowly, "Don't hypnotize me, even lightly."
Wang Ke nodded and put down his pen.
"I may have some... split personality." Zhou Ze organized his words.
"Be more specific." Wang Ke asked.
“I feel like there is another person’s personality in my body. To be more precise, at a certain moment, that person’s temperament will suddenly affect the way I do things, and I can clearly sense that it is definitely not what I should do.
I have always been... a very disciplined person.”
"A sign of split personality?" Wang Ke narrowed his eyes. "How long has it been?"
"Recently."
"How about this, on this piece of paper, draw your second personality. Based on your own feelings, draw what he looks like, even if you have never seen his true appearance."
Wang Ke handed a piece of white paper and the pen to Zhou Ze.
"Second personality?" Zhou Ze asked.
"Yes." Wang Ke nodded.
"But... Strictly speaking, I am the second personality." Zhou Ze pointed at himself, "The one who is causing trouble now should be the original personality of this body."
Wang Ke's eyes fixed and he began to look at Zhou Ze again.
"You mean, your current state is the second personality?"
"According to your theory, it should be so." Zhou Ze replied.
The original owner of this body was Xu Le, and Zhou Ze was an outsider, so Zhou Ze belonged to the second personality.
"Have you killed him?" Wang Ke asked with interest. He seemed... a little excited.
"I guess so, and I'm sure he's gone." Zhou Ze replied.
"Then what you did is actually considered murder." Wang Ke reminded, "Although the law cannot judge your behavior or characterize it, I still have to sit here and condemn you."
"What happens after the condemnation is over?"
"You came to me to find a way to completely get rid of the influence of your first personality?"
"Yes."
Wang Ke started turning the pen again, this time not for hypnosis, but because he was thinking.
"I don't know whether I should help you or not, because from my perspective, you killed a 'person' who already existed, and if I help you, I'm helping you destroy the body, and I'll become an accomplice."
"Help me." Zhou Ze said.
"I need to think about it." Wang Ke groaned.
"No need to think about it, just help me." Zhou Ze urged, and then he said, "Brother Erdan."
When he said "Brother Erdan", Wang Ke's expression suddenly changed. He was a little surprised and asked, "Zhou Ze even told you this?"
Zhou Ze nodded.
Wang Ke raised his head, a little confused, but gritted his teeth and started writing a list with a pen:
"I'll prescribe some medicine for you. These medicines are actually just auxiliary effects. They can help you stabilize your emotions and assist you in sleeping."
"Then there's no need to open it." Zhou Ze said.
"The most important step is that you need to change your environment." Wang Ke ignored Zhou Ze's previous words, finished writing the list and continued: "Break away from the social relationships that your first personality originally lived in, and reconstruct your own social relationships.
Many people believe that human thoughts are only placed on the soul. However, whether there are souls in this world, that is, whether there are ghosts, is still unknown.
But this statement itself is inaccurate. In fact, our body, our muscles, our eyes, and many other organs can actually store a person's "soul." This "soul" is different from the soul in a broad sense.
It refers to the 'muscle memory' and 'psychological suggestion' that athletes develop through countless repeated training. You can think of it as a kind of inertia.
You are the second personality, who killed the first personality.
But this body has been in the hands of the first personality for too long, after all. It has its own inertia and memories. Sometimes you suddenly make inexplicable choices, which shock and surprise you afterwards, and give you the illusion that the first personality still exists and is still messing around.
That's the reason.
First, cut off all your current interpersonal relationships, build your own social circle, let this body begin to adapt to you again, offset the previous inertia, and the problem will be solved.
In fact, your current situation is not serious. Your thinking logic is very clear. It is only a matter of time to overcome it. "Wang Ke smiled.
At this time, someone knocked on the door outside the study.
"Dear, are there any guests?"
"Yes, pour me two more cups of coffee."
"OK."
Zhou Ze thought of Dr. Lin, his father-in-law and mother-in-law, and his sister-in-law.
indeed,
At the beginning, he rejected the relationship with that person and even wanted to break it off a long time ago.
But I don't know when it started.
She doesn't sleep with me anyway.
Instead, it has become my obsession
"How long will it take to sever the relationship?" Zhou Ze asked.
"It won't take long." Wang Ke shrugged, looking very relaxed. "I have been observing you since you walked in. How can I describe the feeling you give me
You are the second personality, but I think you are the most thorough case I have ever seen of the second personality killing the first personality.
It was just like... the resurrection of the dead in ancient strange stories, very clean and neat, even perfect.
Now, you can understand it as a minor side effect of a medicine you took, which can be completely overcome by your own immunity, maybe in just two or three months.
After that, you can just pick up your old relationships again and there won’t be any problems.”
Zhou Ze nodded, "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
"Coffee is here."
The study door was pushed open, and a woman came in with two cups of coffee and placed them on the desk.
Zhou Ze looked at the woman, and the woman also looked at Zhou Ze.
The next moment,
Zhou Ze's mind suddenly moved, and the woman's expression suddenly changed.
"Why, do you know each other?" Wang Ke asked.
"Yes, he is Dr. Lin's husband, Xu Le." the woman replied.
"Ah?" Wang Ke stood up in surprise.
He took the initiative to come over and shake hands with Zhou Ze to express his gratitude.
The man in front of him was a patient introduced by his deceased childhood friend. Now, he was his daughter's savior, so their relationship naturally became closer.
Zhou Ze dealt with it perfunctorily, but in his mind he was actually wondering whether he should remind his childhood friend, who was so focused on his career, that his wife was recently obsessed with the indescribable activity of "perming hair"
After thinking about it, I decided to remind him anonymously after we leave. Although after we started working, we both knew each other's personalities and were both focused on our careers, so we didn't bother each other.
Their friendship remained the same as their childhood memories, but they never had the habit of getting together to drink wine, drink tea and chat whenever they had nothing to do. In fact, if the problem this time had not been a bit tricky, Zhou Ze would not have come to find Wang Ke.
He was married, but Zhou Ze didn't know. He had children, but Zhou Ze didn't know either. But when he needed help, he would just tell his name and the other party would definitely agree.
Wang Ke and his wife sent Zhou Ze out of the house, but Zhou Ze refused Wang Ke's offer to drive him back home.
"What did he come to you for, dear?"
"To see a doctor," Wang Ke replied. "You said he opened a bookstore?"
"Well, a bookstore similar to a tea party."
"Okay, I'll go take a look if I have a chance."
… …
Zhou Ze had just walked out of the villa.
Suddenly, he felt something in his heart, stopped, turned around and looked at the villa behind him.
On the balcony of the villa,
There stood a little Lolita,
She was holding her white bear doll, wearing red pajamas, and standing outside in the breeze.
Her hair fluttered, her skirt fluttered, but she remained motionless, seemingly unaware.
Just those eyes,
Always falling on myself.
Zhou Ze's face was solemn at first, and his body was a little tense.
But slowly, the tension began to fade away, and the pressure from Xu Le's matter on his heart was relieved because of the conversation just now. Zhou Ze felt very relaxed.
However, what made Zhou Ze feel a little troubled was that
It seems that he not only needs to remind his childhood friend of his wife's problems,
His daughter,
There seems to be a problem too.
Silently, Zhou Ze was in his heart,
I feel a little sad.
What sins did I commit in my previous life to deserve such a “happy and perfect” family
Thinking of this, Zhou Ze showed a bitter smile.
The next moment, facing the gaze of the little girl on the balcony in the distance,
Zhou Ze raised his hand.
He waved in that direction:
Said:
"Hi."