"Oh!" Lu Chuan's heart-piercing retching sound echoed in the small toilet.
One after another, as if to vomit all the intestines.
Afterwards, Lu Chuan turned on the faucet, kept holding up the water with his hands and splashed it on his face, rubbing his cheeks desperately back and forth, trying to clean the blood stains on his face, and to wash away the bloody smell from his hands.
Side by side, until his collar was wet with water, the bangs in front of his hair were glued into tufts.
Lu Chuan stopped then, as if he had escaped, his face was pale, he leaned weakly against the wall, and his body slowly fell along the wall.
What did you just do
Murdered
He didn't dare to think about what happened just now. The vicious look in that guy's dying eyes and the broken internal organs that slowly flowed out of the wound were like a cold cone stabbing hard in his heart. superior.
Killing, for Lu Chuan, was not just something he didn't dare to do, it was something he had never dared to think about.
If a living life is strangled in your own hands, what kind of guilt should it be
Lu Chuan is not a killer, not an assassin, let alone a killing machine. He can't show that kind of coldness and numbness. He will never stand up when he sees a person fall down in front of him.
"Is it better?" At this moment, a voice came from the door abruptly. Lu Chuan was shocked, and suddenly turned to look towards the door of the toilet, only to realize that it was Jana who was leaning on the door with her arms, faintly. Inquired.
"I... It's okay." Lu Chuan held his hair in his hands and buried his head on his knees, his voice sounding very tired.
"You're okay, you won't be as depressed as you are now. Is it self-blame?"
"Yes... Nor..." Lu Chuan smiled bitterly.
"Have you ever thought that if you didn't do anything just now, then the dead will be you and me. His strength is at least Brass 3 stars." Jana sighed lightly.
"I have considered this kind of problem, but I..." Lu Chuan felt as if something was stuck in his chest. He couldn't say it and couldn't swallow it.
"You know, in this world, extra pity will kill her." Jana glanced at Lu Chuan coldly.
Lu Chuan’s Adam’s apple moved, and finally turned into a wry smile, "I know all of this... But I killed someone, and said something selfish, I won’t care about his life and death. I don’t want to know what kind of experience he had in his lifetime. , I don’t want to know if he has loved, loved ones. I just know that I killed people. I deprived others of the right to live. This is something that only executioners can do, and I Now he is an out-and-out executioner."
Lu Chuan’s voice gradually increased with his emotions. He continued to say excitedly, “Perhaps one day in the future, I was awakened from a dream, and what I saw was a pair of bloody hands. Those were my own hands. I used them. My hands are depriving others of their lives. Maybe when I face my family and my friends, I will not be able to look up..."
Perhaps in Jana’s view, Lu Chuan’s performance is a bit too cowardly. In Valoran’s world where strength is respected, if you don’t become stronger, then you will be stepped on the soles of your feet forever. Down, unable to stand up. It will even be obliterated.
However, in the education Lu Chuan received, all the concepts and all the realities told him that killing is an absolute mistake and an unforgivable mistake. The murderers will more or less be mentally distorted, and murder becomes a reality. The murderers of the devil have become incomprehensible lunatics, demons.
The atmosphere solidified at this moment, and Jana, who had been silent for a long time, pinned a strand of hair beside her ear over her auricle, looked to the side and whispered, "I also killed people. When our Wind Elves were destroyed, I have killed a few intruders, but I don’t think it’s wrong, because they let me lose my dearest person, my dearest person fell, I said to them: stand up soon Well, stand up and flee here together. We live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, without fighting with the world, and don't expect more things. But..."
Speaking of this, Jana choked a little, her eyes flushed quietly, "But do you think they will stand up again? Will they hear it again, even if it's a word from me?"
Lu Chuan was silent.
Maybe there is some truth in what Jana said, what if you change to be the person closest to you? Looking at their deaths, is it true that killing people is an extreme mistake, and you are indifferent
Perhaps when the life of the closest person is in danger, I am afraid that all people with a conscience will fight for their own efforts, even their lives, and save them at all costs, right? Even if it is to kill the threat, take the legal responsibility.
Before the law, there is no family affection at all.
But in front of family love, is it impossible to tell
"Killing is never a right thing. Even in Noxus, the land of war, there is no law that allows you to kill at will. But if it is for the things you want to protect, then it's just a matter of killing... "Jana turned her face away, wiped away her tears with her hand, and sobbed, "Such a thing is too trivial..."
Seeing the beautiful woman sobbing in front of him, Lu Chuan's heart moved, and a vague and clear feeling gradually came to his heart.
He seemed to understand something.
"Sorry, you worry about me." Lu Chuan gritted his teeth and stood up on the wall.
"I'm just sad for my dead relatives." A woman is a strange creature. She can cry with rain in the last second, or feel at ease in the next second, as if nothing had ever happened.
Remove the red eye circles.
"Well, let's not talk about this heavy topic. It has already happened. Maybe here, I have to accept the rules here again. This is the case in any game. Those who don't accept the rules will only get out, right? "Lu Chuan wanted to understand a lot at this time, and the burden on his body was not as heavy as before. He smiled lightly.
Even if Jana didn't say it, Lu Chuan knew in his heart that most of the significance of what Jana said to him was to enlighten her.
This elf may not really be as cold as she is on the surface. That coldness is just a kind of guard against distrusting anyone. If she can peep into her heart, perhaps it will be a transparent and flawless crystal.
"By the way, where is that little girl?" Lu Chuan asked again.
"The one in the room just now? I have been picked up. I heard that she is the princess of Demacia, and she is the only one. Because she has been confined in the palace for a long time, she secretly ran out to play, fearing that her whereabouts might be leaked. Going out, I deliberately didn't bring the elite guards. The guard who came to pick her up just now has faintly reached the Silver Rank. If the guard was by his side, maybe so many things wouldn't happen." Speaking of Demi, Jana also felt sympathetic.
If it weren't for Lu Chuan's desperate effort to protect her, perhaps she would have died there long ago, just like the tribe she was killed.
No matter how dazzling the princess is, she will not be too beautiful when she dies.
Thinking of this, Jana glanced at Lu Chuan in surprise.
This guy seems to save people for no reason. Even if you put your life in it, you have to save it first. How did such a stupid man live to this day
However, perhaps this is also the reason why he has never believed in anyone's self, but is willing to team up with him, and the corner of Jana's mouth has an imperceptible arc.
"Hey, what are you looking at me smirking?" Lu Chuan stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Jana.
Jana recovered, her face flushed, and quickly calmly sneered, "Heh."
"... I found you really meaningless."
"Thank you." The still cold voice.
"So I'm not complimenting you." Lu Chuan twitched his mouth.
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More than ten days have passed since the last time Her Royal Highness Princess Demi was almost assassinated.
In the past ten days, the news of the assassination did not know who had leaked the news, and then it spread among the people. When you are full of food and tea, you will be brought out and said. After all, this is the most shocking of Nedemacia in the near future. When everyone was talking about the news, they secretly rejoiced that the princess was fine.
After all, the image of Princess Demi among the common people is very quiet and well-behaved, but ladies are not good. At annual celebrations, when the carriage she rides in passing the street, she always shows that quiet and elegant smile, watching the common people. Like a goddess coming to the world, making the common people crazy about it.
If you were to retrieve a voting form for the lover of your dreams, the princess who had just held the coming-of-age ceremony will occupy more than 60% of Demacia's votes, and the remaining 40% will go to Demacia. Another legend, about the genius magic girl Lux.
There is also a reason why Lux will be voted by Demi by nearly 20%. It is rumored that her sturdy brother, some residents of Demacia said that she often feels apathetic when she regards Lux as the object of sex. I think of her brother, he will have premature ejaculation over time... So Princess YY is more appropriate.
It is worth mentioning that in the assassination of the princess, there is also a mysterious hero widely circulated. Because one word wins one word, in the final version, he became a warrior of at least the golden rank. Stepping on the colorful clouds, wearing a streamer armor and breaking through the window, just a finger crushed the bones of the assassin. At the same time, he took the princess's little soft hand, got into the pumpkin cart, and made a soft voice to her. Dao: Follow me, I will raise you, and I will also raise a dog.
Anyway, it is probably this kind of rumors. Although most of them are exaggerated, they are still enough to make people talk about it.
However, no matter how powerful the rumors in the folks are, our client, Lu Chuan, still calmly earns his little money at the Demacia game restaurant.
The current income of Demacia Game Restaurant has stabilized. Some people who have just passed by will drop by and let them deliver the meal to their door to experience the pleasure of aristocracy.
Lu Chuan was even confessed by the Mediterranean boss as a bodhisattva of wealth. He didn’t need to do anything all day long. He just needed to help out ideas to improve and improve the restaurant’s deficiencies. This time, he was standing at the door and smiling. Na Hate's teeth tickled.
However, considering that Lu Chuan was so desperately making money to get her to get in touch with the master Brogland as soon as possible, Jana said angrily that he would let him live.
In more than ten days, Lu Chuan had not forgotten the most important thing because he was relieved... that was to improve his swordsmanship.
With a blast to open the way, and then use the sword, with many days of practice, Lu Chuan is also very handy. With the improvement of swordsmanship, Lu Chuan also unexpectedly discovered that his strength is much better than before, but it is pitiful. Lu Chuan's neighbor who couldn't find his girlfriend was awakened by the explosion every day.
"Hey." When the night came, when the restaurant closed, Jana, who had been busy for a day, took a shower and changed into pajamas before knocking on Lu Chuan's door.
"Sister, let's just make some sense, I'm a man with a surname, what do you mean by calling me to feed every day?" Lu Chuan knocked on Erlang's leg and lay on the bed, looking at Jana sideways.
Without saying a word, Jana took off the slippers on her exquisite jade foot and threw it towards Lu Chuan, "Why don't you go to the sky? It's been too much for a few days?"
Lu Chuan hurriedly avoided, picked up slippers from the bed and trot over to Jana, "Hey, what... Don't be angry, don't be angry, I also know that it is very hard for you to stand at the door every day to welcome guests, but this Comrades, you must know that everything we do is to have a bright future."
"Go!" Jana took the slippers and pushed Lu Chuan away. "Whoever has a future with you, we will go away if we fix the staff."
"Oh, unfeeling woman."
"Heh." Jana sneered with a sneer at the corner of her mouth.
"Then this beautiful lady, why do you stay up in the middle of the night and pester the door of my room?" While talking, Lu Chuan sniffed the faint fragrance of Jana's body, and pretended to casually glance at Jana's body. , Eyes.
A few glances.
Sighed inwardly.
It's a pity that this big girl is dressed too tightly and can't see any spring scenery. Since the earliest glimpse, she has never encountered welfare again. If we can record that moment at that time, it will be worth slapped in the future... Cough cough , Memories worthy of nostalgia.
"There is nothing particularly important. I just want to ask you. After two days, it will be the mercenary group open day that applies once a year." Jana yawned as she spoke. It seems that she is indeed the one who has been busy for a day. A little tired.
"The mercenary group? What are you doing?" Lu Chuan asked in surprise.
[It's another 4000-word chapter, which is equivalent to 2K author 2 more Yo~ Quickly praise my diligence, there will be one more in the evening, about 6 or 7 or 90, if you haven't seen the update by that time, please shake hands Watermelon knife... Then wait till 11 o'clock to refresh the webpage~]
[PS again: In fact, this chapter is not what I want to postpone. It is mainly the understanding of death in the previous part. This problem has troubled me for a long time. This thing is not easy to write... I will definitely have careful readers here. I have to ask: the end is so handsome, then why do you write so thoroughly? Masaka, you killed someone
Author: Heh (signature sneer), I'm not bragging with you, I will kill so many hundreds of millions of people for fun after a while, but are you afraid of doing things? If you're scared, vote quickly and let you make a living! 】