forget him
Qingyun closed his eyes, how could he forget? Three lives and three generations have not forgotten, how to forget, who can tell me how to forget? I also want to forget, I really want to forget all this, go back to the past, open my eyes with sunshine, blue sky, and smiling faces.
She has a lot of things that she hasn't explained clearly to Ling Chen, she hasn't confirmed whether Ling Chen believes that the person who stabbed him that night was Liang Hongxiu, she hasn't told Ling Chen that she has always regarded Huo Jingyun as a relative, she won't Marrying him, she hasn't made it clear yet that the child in her belly is not Huo Jingyun's, but his, and his Ling Chen's...
But he never heard it again.
She will never be happy again for the rest of her life.
Qingyun had been in a coma for a few days. The imperial doctor said that her body was normal, but she seemed to be seriously ill, she was in a coma and trembled constantly.
Everyone had no choice, Huo Jingyun stayed by Qingyun's side every day when he retreated from court.
"Qingyun, if you don't wake up and eat well, I'm afraid you won't be able to keep the baby in your belly." Qingyun heard Huo Jingyun talking in her ear again in a daze.
Qingyun didn't know how long she had been in a coma. On this day, a few warm tears fell on her body, and a pair of gentle hands gently stroked her face.
"Son, you are pregnant. A mother must be strong."
That gentle voice and gentle hands reminded Qingyun of Beiyi's concubine.
"Mother." She called in a low voice and woke up. There are always some people who make people willing to face the hardships and misfortunes in the world.
The sun shone in the room, so golden that she couldn't open her eyes. She squinted her eyes, then opened them again.
In front of her was a lady in her forties, with big round eyes and a round face, with fair skin and kind eyes.
She was looking at Qingyun, her eyes were full of tenderness.
"Mrs. Huo." Qingyun called out.
"Princess, you finally woke up!" Xiaojing next to him called out.
Qingyun tilted his head and glanced at her, and put his hands on his lower abdomen lightly: "How many days have I been lying down?"
"Four days. Princess, four days. The princess only drinks a little soup every day, and it's been four days!" Xiaojing burst into tears.
Xiaojing followed her to Qinglong Mountain and almost lost his life there.
Mrs. Huo held her hand: "Did you miss your mother?"
Qingyun looked at her and asked Xiaojing to help her sit up: "Yes, I thought it was my mother."
Mrs. Huo asked someone to bring porridge and side dishes: "Child, eat some." She looked around and waved: "You guys go down first, I have a few words to say to the princess."
Xiaojing glanced at Qingyun, Qingyun nodded.
Qingyun has always had a good impression of Mrs. Huo, not only because she was once her mother's girl, but also because she once made it very clear that she didn't like herself. Qingyun likes her frankness.
What Qingyun hates the most is the person who always smiles and always says hello, or the person who never knows his emotions, such people make her feel scared.
Mrs. Huo saw that everyone had retreated, and said in a low voice: "I have always opposed the emperor to make you queen, but he still cares about my opinion. After all, I raised him. The day before yesterday, he told me that you actually, It's actually Miss and Marshal Lan's daughter, is it true?"
Qingyun nodded. "Yes, it's true."
"It turned out to be true. Poor child." She hugged Qingyun tightly in her arms.
"It turns out that you're not dead, it's great, it's really great." Her warm tears fell on Qing Yun's hand.
"Ma'am, when my mother died, were you by her side?" Qing Yun asked her.
Mrs. Huo put down Qingyun, "You drink this porridge first, and I will tell you slowly."
Qingyun picked up the bowl and drank the porridge slowly. She looked at Mrs. Huo and said, "Ma'am, I really want to know this question. I didn't know how to ask you because of my status. Now that you know who I am, please tell me." I."
Mrs. Huo said: "Okay, you should know."
Mrs. Huo: "When your mother died, I was by her side."
Qingyun: "There are some rumors that my mother was murdered, is it true?"
Mrs. Huo: "Miss Bingxue is smart, how could she be killed so easily. At that time, the old hall master wanted her to manage the Ziyi hall, and she also has this ability. It's just a pity, miss, she..."
Mrs. Huo sighed.
The fleeting time is safe, whoever promises that the years will be quiet and beautiful, time flies, whoever promises that the world will never end.
"Your mother and your father love each other very much, but it's a pity that your father can't give your mother the life he wants. He has wives and concubines. He still has ambitions. At that time, he was General Huwei. Your father protected the former emperor Ling Moran. At that time At the same time, the one who likes Miss is her brother Huo Zhan, who is my current husband."
Mrs. Huo paused and stroked her hair: "Huo Zhan's advantage is that he doesn't have a wife. His personality is the exact opposite of Marshal Lan. He is also gentle and treats Miss very well. But Miss likes Marshal Lan better. Miss doesn't care about Marshal Lan. Oppose, insist on following Marshal Lan..."
Qingyun sighed, maybe his temperament really followed his mother's, a single tendon.
"Miss is smart, but she has a pure heart and no intention of harming others. At that time, Miss didn't know that Huo Zhan was in line with the eldest prince Ling Mochu. Of course, he secretly supported him, and no one knew."
When Mrs. Huo said this, Qing Yun could understand her mother's situation at that time. Huo Zhan and Lan Jingtian fell in love with her at the same time, one was Xuan Wang Ling Moran, and the other was Ping Wang Ling Mochu. The current Qingyun even questioned whether they really liked their mother, or whether they saw Qingyitang behind their mother.
Mrs. Huo said: "Your mother simply likes Lan Sedum. She thinks that Lan Sedum likes her simply because she likes her. She understands Lan Sedum's helplessness and doesn't force him to marry her. However, Lan Sedum But he took advantage of Miss..."
"You mean, father used mother to beat her brother?"
Mrs. Huo nodded: "No, it hit King Ping. At that time, no one knew that Huo Zhan supported King Ping. But King Ping was very kind to your mother. Your mother saved him once. He gave your mother a token. If she wants to find him Just show the token. Once, the Tsing Yi Hall was attacked and seriously injured. Your father secretly told his subordinates that it was the Tsing Yi Hall where King Ping brought the injury. He deliberately let your mother hear it. Because it was a long time since King Ping was seen.
Your mother hurried to find King Ping. Your father followed your mother. King Ping didn't guard against your mother. He met your mother not far from his secret residence. The evidence gave King Xuan a chance to make a comeback, beheading more than 300 people in Prince Ping's mansion overnight! . . . "
"..." Qingyun's heart sank. It turned out that all of this had something to do with his mother.
Qingyun could imagine the despair of his mother. Although she was calculated for these things, they would have done the same without her, but because of her, she would feel guilty for the rest of her life.
"So mother and father broke up?" Qingyun asked.
"The real reason for the breakup is because your father reported to the emperor that your mother led people to find King Ping and made Tsing Yi Tang completely side with King Xuan."
"Your mother wanted to leave your father. Your father put her under house arrest. Later, King Xuan became emperor, and your father ruled the world. Your mother had no chance to leave him. But she never married your father. At that time, all Everyone in the world is looking for Prince Ping's people, Huo Zhan doesn't believe that your mother took your father there on purpose, and still wants to rescue your mother at risk."
"Mother still loves father, otherwise, how could she not escape."
Mrs. Huo said: "Yes, maybe deep down in my heart I really don't want to leave. They have been entangled for more than two years, and then your mother became pregnant with you."
Qingyun can understand her mother's struggle and helplessness. Just for falling in love with someone.
"Your mother is frank, daring to speak and act, and good-looking. Everyone who sees her likes her. Unexpectedly..." Mrs. Huo looked sad.
"What happened later?" Qingyun asked.