"Later, Huo Zhan visited your mother several times, but your mother did not leave with him because she was pregnant. At that time, Lan Jingtian's wife, Shen Jun, often brought food and soup to your mother. Your mother never I used it, and I dumped it every time. Not long after you were born, I sent you back to Moshan."
"What about the mother? Didn't the mother go back?"
"No. Your father is very strict. He is very kind to your mother, but in the middle of the emperor's marriage and married a few concubines, your mother has completely given up. She took me and ran out secretly once. Liuhe Mountain looked for Huo Zhan, but only stayed for two days before your mother came back and was silent all the way."
"My mother had a fight with his senior brother?"
"I didn't hear them quarreling, and she didn't tell her when I asked her. Anyway, from the look on her face, something bad happened. The day your mother came back, it happened that your father married a concubine again. At that time, Shen Jun still asked her every day. Someone sent chicken soup and other supplements to your mother, and your mother started drinking it."
Mrs. Huo's expression became agitated, "Later, your mother's health became weaker and weaker. Your father only found out after consulting a doctor. She has been chronically poisoned..."
Mrs. Huo burst into tears: "At that time, I suddenly realized that the soup that was delivered every day must be poisonous. I want to tell your father that your mother stopped me and told me not to mention it in the future."
"Why, Shen Jun killed my mother?"
"Yes, it's Shen Jun. But your mother didn't let me tell. She said that she had been looking forward to this day for a long time. She is proficient in medical science, how could she not know that someone poisoned you! She really did it on purpose. So, you say yes Others killed her, yes, but I think she actually committed suicide."
Thinking of his mother's appearance at that time, Qingyun is already heartbroken? What happened to her and Huo Zhan in Mount Liuhe? She was willing to be poisoned to death by Shen Jun, did she want to leave a thorn in Shen Jun's heart forever
Shen Jun is already dead, and Qingyun no longer hates her. To be precise, Shen Jun is also a victim. The person who should be hated the most should be his father, Lan Jingtian, right
Mrs. Huo continued: "The day your mother left, Huo Zhan came. After taking care of your mother's funeral, he buried her in Moshan. I followed Huo Zhan. I have always, always liked him."
"Then he adopted my brother Huo Jingyun?"
"Yes, it was said that it was born by a concubine of King Ping who was outside. I don't know the details, and he never said or asked."
"Then did the Juggernaut come later?" Qingyun always felt that the Juggernaut had an unusual identity.
Mrs. Huo said: "When I went to Mount Liuhe, he was already there. He accepted Jingyun as an apprentice. I don't know the details."
Qingyun leaned on the back of the bed, mother, the love you pursued ended like that, are you disappointed? Disappointed that you don't even want your own children? Abandoned her daughter and left alone
Qing Yun sighed: "Mo Shan, there is no trace of my mother, not even a portrait, I don't know what my mother looks like, isn't it very sad?"
Mrs. Huo said: "Your mother was born very beautiful. Your appearance is not as good-looking as your mother's. Your eyes resemble hers, but nothing else." Mrs. Huo smiled.
Qingyun held her hand with both hands, as if her mother had returned.
She knew very well that Huo Jingyun told Mrs. Huo that she was Lan Ling, firstly because Mrs. Huo objected to him making herself a queen, and most importantly, she wanted Mrs. Huo to persuade her.
In any case, she did regard Mrs. Huo as her relatives.
Mother's love is not good. Her death used to trouble her. Now, Shen Jun is dead, and even his father is dead. The past is over.
Mrs. Huo said: "Now you are pregnant with his child, so don't be angry anymore, you have to be good, and you have to be good for the child."
It turned out that Huo Jingyun did not tell Mrs. Huo the truth that the child was Ling Chen.
He didn't say anything, and Qingyun didn't want to point it out, she could see that Mrs. Huo treated Huo Jingyun very well.
At this moment, Xiao Jing came in and said, "Princess, the emperor is here."
Qingyun said: "I don't want to see him right now! Madame, you have been here for so long, please go back too."
While speaking, Huo Jingyun had already walked in.
He was still wearing court clothes, and when he saw Qingyun woke up, he strode over.
Qingyun closed his eyes and turned his head to the side.
In the past few days, although she has been in a coma, she has been awake for a while and fell asleep for a while. She can clearly hear the things that Xiaojing has been talking to her. She knew everything she wanted to know.
She hasn't figured out how to face Huo Jingyun yet.
Mrs. Huo's words just now let her know the story between her mother and her father, as well as between her mother and her brother Huo Zhan.
Huo Jingyun greeted her mother, sat beside Qingyun, held her hand, and Qingyun shook her off.
"Are you awake? Have you eaten?" Huo Jingyun asked in a low voice.
"I ate a little porridge. I just woke up now. Don't eat too much at once. Eat less and more meals. Let the maids serve her to eat some more." Mrs. Huo said.
"Yes," Huo Jingyun agreed, he couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart, she woke up, finally woke up. During the past few days when she was in a coma, he had been flustered and always felt that she would never wake up again.
He was very fortunate that he temporarily spared the life of the child in her womb, because with this child, Qing Yun would not die, and she would not be willing to let Ling Chen's flesh and blood die. It's really dangerous. Back then, he almost killed the child.
silence.
Mrs. Huo got up and said: "I'll go back first, Jingyun, don't be in a hurry. Time will heal everything. Qingyun wants to rest, so you let her rest."
Huo Jingyun agreed and sent Mrs. Huo away.
He came back and looked at Qingyun.
"I know you hate me, but Qingyun, since I've taken this step, Ling Chen and I must live alone. As for using you, there's no other way, Ling Chen is too difficult to deal with, even with ordinary means I don't want to waste too much energy."
Qingyun was silent.
Huo Jingyun continued: "Qingyun, since I have entered the political stage, I must have the mentality of playing politics! I admit that I have my own selfish thoughts, I want you to watch him die in person, although it is cruel, but only That way, you accept it all. He really is a loser."
Qingyun is still speechless.
"Qingyun, you will understand, time will dilute everything."
"Brother, I'm tired. I want to rest." Qingyun said lightly.
Huo Jingyun stood up: "Okay, you have a good rest, I'll come back at night."
"Brother, you have won the world, and too many things have happened recently. You must be very busy. You don't have to come here at night. I will be fine. You are here, but I am not good. Let me stay alone for a while. Wait for me to recover , I will see you naturally."
Huo Jingyun glanced at her, turned and left.
In the following days, Qingyun was very normal, eating normally, taking medicine on time, practicing sword and whipping in the yard, and occasionally copying medical books.
She was seriously ill before, and her cheeks were thin and disfigured. Now she is gradually getting better, but her complexion is still pale.
Seeing that Qingyun was back to normal, Xiaojing was very happy, but she found that Qingyun had a new disease, she slept very little at night, sometimes lying there motionless, Xiaojing thought she was asleep, and when she got closer, she found that her eyes were open.
Xiaojing was a little worried, the former Qingyun could eat and sleep.
"Princess, you sleep so little at night, you need to be healed. If you do this for a long time, you will not be able to bear it. And you are still pregnant with a child."
"I know. Don't worry, I'll take my medicine."
Qingyun really prescribed medicine for himself to regulate sleep.
Huo Jingyun is very busy during this time. He has to meet with the vassal princes and courtiers from various countries, and there is another very important thing, which is to subdue the Gaudi and Changrong kingdoms.
In the current Northern Wilderness Continent, there are only three countries that have not yet belonged to Daxing, namely the Gaudi Kingdom, the Changrong Kingdom, and the Nanzhao Kingdom.
The king of Nanzhao Kingdom is Sima Hui, Huo Jingyun's senior brother. There is an agreement between Nanzhao State and Daxing State. The content of the agreement is that the two countries will not fight during the lifetime of Sima Hui and Ling Chen. This idea was given to Sima Hui by Huo Jingyun.
The other two countries were specially reserved by Huo Jingyun.
After Ling Chen took over the other countries, Huo Jingyun persuaded Ling Chen to recuperate for a period of time, and after recharging his energy, he took over the remaining two countries in one fell swoop.
That was left on purpose by him. After he becomes emperor, he must have some political achievements.
Now he can use generals in his hands, besides Zhou Kai, Gu Fan, Chen Chao, and a few people from the world, the brown-haired Nangong Mu.
During this period of time, Huo Jingyun personally held the position of Marshal. Today, he appointed Nan Gongmu as Marshal. Nangong Mu is calm and resourceful, making good use of various conditions. Nangong Mu has been helping him in the dark all these years.
The first thing Nangong Mu did as a marshal was to conquer the Gaudi and Changrong kingdoms in the south. Gu Fan volunteered to follow Nangong Mu to the battlefield.
Since the last palace change, Gu Fan no longer wants to stay in the palace. After betraying that person, after the killing, he didn't feel as happy as he imagined, on the contrary, he felt very uncomfortable. When the man was cut several times, he had the habitual urge to go up to protect him.
After all, he has protected him for so many years, and the fake will soon become real.
This time, seeing him being shot in the chest and rolling off the cliff with his own eyes, he stood on the edge of the cliff and watched for a long time.
The hatred of the previous generation, because he didn't see it personally, the pain was actually not as severe as imagined, and he didn't feel the happiness after revenge after killing that person.
And Qingyun, he can't face it at all. Every time she looked at him with those big black and white eyes, he always wanted to run away. As if I really did something wrong. When you think about it, he actually did nothing wrong.
Meng Zhui was killed by Qingyun in Qinglong Mountain. After Gu Fan left, apart from Zhang Shan, Huo Jingyun had a guard named Chen Zhou beside him.
As the days passed, Qingyun's health gradually improved. Huo Jingyun still came to see Qingyun every day, most of the time, when he came, Qingyun was sleeping. Occasionally, when she was sober, she would always sit in the tree house without making a sound for a long time.
She still greeted Huo Jingyun as before, and still called him senior brother, but Huo Jingyun could feel that she was different from before.
Yes, it's different, even though she used to quarrel with him and cry with him, but when she looked at him, he would really feel her emotions. But now, she always had a faint smile on her face, even if she looked at him, he couldn't feel her gaze.
Once upon a time, these eyes were crystal clear like glass, and Gu Panjian was clever and cute, who would be happy, proud, longing, worried, angry, and sad.
But now those black and white eyes can no longer see any waves. When she looked at Huo Jingyun, Huo Jingyun always felt that her eyes were not looking at him, but passing through him, looking at the distant In the distance, and there, there are others.
At noon that day, Huo Jingyun rushed to Wangyou Pavilion excitedly, he didn't even have time to change out of the bright yellow court clothes, and sweat dripped from his face as he walked.
"Qingyun, come with me to meet someone, you know him!" He pushed the middle door, but there was no one, and when he opened the inner door, there was no one either.
In the inner room, the things on the bed were neatly arranged, unlike the usual quilts that would be piled up on the bed because she had been resting in bed.
He turned around and asked the maid Bai Ci who followed in, "Where is the princess?"
Bai Ci knelt down and said, "Princess said she would go out with Xiao Jing for a walk, and she wouldn't let us follow."
"Where did she go?" Huo Jingyun's face darkened.
Bai Ci was so frightened that she trembled all over: "I don't know, the princess didn't tell my servant."
"How long has she been gone?"
"Go out early in the morning."
Huo Jingyun looked at her: "Where's Huanxi?"
Huanxi was specially sent by him to look at Qingyun.
"Huanxi is sleeping in the room..."
"Call Huanxi to see me! You guys, go find the princess immediately!" Huo Jingyun ordered the other servants and maids.
For some reason, Huo Jingyun always felt uneasy when he saw Qingyun's room so tidy.
After a while, Huanxi ran in in a panic and saw Huo Jingyun kneeling there.
Huo Jingyun stared at her: "Where is the princess?"
Huanxi trembled all over: "Your majesty, this morning, the princess rewarded the servant with a cup of milk. After drinking, the servant fell asleep and has been sleeping until now..."
Huo Jingyun stood there, suddenly panicked. He had a very bad premonition, did she really leave this time
He suddenly looked up at the wall on the right, where Qingyun's whip was usually hung, and sure enough, the whip was gone.
She would bring her Qiushui sword and piccolo with her every time she went out, but she usually didn't bring that small box.
Huo Jingyun ordered Baici to find out the box that Qingyun took every time he went out.
Bai Ci searched for a long time but couldn't find it: "Your Majesty, sister Xiaojing kept these things for the princess. Maybe, maybe, she put them somewhere else..." Bai Ci comforted the emperor.
Huo Jingyun's back was covered in cold sweat, he turned and ran outside. The corner of the clothes swept off the tea bowl on the table, and smashed to pieces with a "snap".
Huo Jingyun strode towards the plum garden. Now that the plum blossoms are blooming, Qingyun has always liked plum blossoms, so she must have gone to the plum garden.
Zhang Shan and Chen Zhou followed Huo Jingyun closely.
The plum garden in the afternoon is as quiet as water. There was no one.
"Yinqiao and Yingchun in the back garden are blooming, and the medicinal herbs in Changxin Palace have begun to grow. Princess Qingyun may have gone there. I'll go and see!" Zhang Shan ran over while talking. He understood what Qingyun meant to Huo Jingyun.
Huo Jingyun calmed down: "Chenzhou, go and ask the guards guarding the gates if they saw the princess leaving the palace!"
Huo Jingyun always thought that time could heal everything.
His love for her is no less than Ling Chen's, even more. Now everything Ling Chen can give her, he can give.
For so many years, the only person he fell in love with was Qingyun. He cared for her countless times in the past, from intentionally doing it at the beginning to being unable to help himself later, he let himself fall step by step.
He always thought that there was nothing in this world that he couldn't do. He used Lan Ling to get close to Ling Chen, making Ling Chen and even everyone think he was Lan Ling's person. He took away Ling Chen's country, and he used Qingyun to attract Ling Chen, and even killed him.
As for Qing Yun, he believed that she would always fall in love with him.