In the quiet return to the market, Li Qingshan foresaw this kind of "maliciousness". He understood his temperament, that kind of stubbornness, that kind of arrogance, once he lost the restraint of the body of the gods and demons, he would probably become even more frenzied.
He has never understood himself like this.
In the hometown of the tortoise, his thinking ability became unusually strong, reaching an incredible realm.
Regarding the huge amount of information in memory, ordinary people can only observe the ups and downs above sea level with a glimpse of light. Only when thinking deeply about certain things can they go deep below sea level and gain insight into part of the memory, which is inevitably limited. sex.
This limitation protects humans from mental breakdown. If you just see an apple fall to the ground, you will suddenly think of the countless formulas and laws of universal gravitation.
Therefore, the human mind is more like a flashlight, constantly shining back and forth in the dark, and then reluctantly piece together a complete picture based on the fuzzy afterimage, which is inevitably filled with a lot of brain supplements. The more obscure the long-term memories, the more false and distorted.
Those beautiful childhoods, those past histories, are constantly tampered with by wishful thinking, and the truth is forever sinking in the darkness.
Moreover, this flashlight is always the most difficult to illuminate oneself, so the so-called "knowing yourself" has become almost impossible, and it has become an unpredictable philosophical proposition.
The spirit turtle does not have such limitations. It itself is like a big light bulb. Although the range of illuminating is also limited, there is only unknown darkness and no false reality. And look at yourself anytime, anywhere, and shine brightly.
It's not just the so-called "high IQ", or a supercomputer that can perform massive calculations and analysis in a short period of time, but a completely different way of cognition.
Simultaneously, regardless of order, systematic and comprehensive understanding of problems.
At the moment of seeing the apple landing, there is no need to transform it into tedious words or numbers, and directly construct a model structure of universal gravitation in the sea of consciousness. It also contains meaning to itself.
When Li Qingshan understands the whole self and penetrates the entire sea of memory, all the details are vividly visible: desire and destruction. Fear, weakness... The reason behind every emotion, the motivation behind every decision, is omniscient.
On this basis, there is no need to make any predictions. You can draw a simple conclusion:
If "I" returns from hell, he will definitely be judged. If he is judged to be a "betrayer", he will be destroyed at all costs, just like fighting against the incarnation of the Demon God, even if the same goes to death. .
There is no room for compromise, only "self-betrayal" is intolerable, and "I" is likely to have this ability to destroy him.
Losing Yangshen was a loss for him, and it was tantamount to losing a kind of change, and overall strength declined. One step further away from the Six Tribulations.
But for "I", it was the opposite. Freed from the shackles of the body of gods and demons, as an ordinary human practitioner, he was only one step away from the six catastrophes.
Once he successfully crossed the Tribulation, he will be a human immortal, and he is a human immortal who knows all his secrets, and possesses the same tenacious fighting will as him.
And no one can help him then, he must fight alone.
Now, he has to admit that he is indeed a "monster" different from ordinary people, with a strong instinct for self-destruction.
But so what? He will not cater to anyone. Even if that person is himself.
Those who are competent are powerful, and those who overcome themselves are strong. Defeating oneself and destroying oneself is the destiny of the strong.
If it really deviates from each other. To embark on a different path, there is only one battle. Use survival and destruction to make a judgment and see whose path is more correct.
Yes, only "self-betrayal" cannot be tolerated.
He made a calm and indifferent decision, and then left the matter behind. This was not the purpose of his self-knowledge.
The prerequisite for everything is that he can get out of Guixu, otherwise everything will go nowhere.
Glowing light. The rounds gradually dimmed. Such thinking is very energy intensive, and the feeling of sleepiness becomes more and more intense.
Guixu is different from the void. Not only will the power not be lost, but the endless strength of the Guixu can be easily absorbed, which is enough to support him to roam forever in the Guixu.
However, the power of Guixu is not a pure resource. It contains a lot of information. The will of the original spirit turtle will speed up the assimilation of his will.
Once assimilation begins, it is irreversible. After reaching a certain level, he will still fall asleep, and it will be the result of his active choice.
dilemma!
But when he knew himself, he had already found a solution. In other words, that is his real purpose.
In the more than 20 years of studying in Tianshulou in retreat, he has realized the two kinds of natural magical powers of Linggui.
A kind called "Absolute Will" is nothing surprising, but it can completely solidify self-awareness, so that he will not be disturbed by all inner demons.
If the "Spirit Turtle Mysterious Armor Backlight" is to protect his body, then the "absolute will" is to protect his spirit. Unsurprisingly, the four words "shrinking the head tortoise" are carried to the end.
Regrettably, this magical power is completely useless in Guixu, because this is the hometown of Linggui, and the will of Yuanshi Linggui is the real "absolute will".
Even a pure-blooded spirit turtle must accept assimilation. As a fake spirit turtle, casual use of the spirit turtle's natural supernatural powers will speed up the assimilation.
In short, no matter what he does, assimilation is inevitable. Like water droplets, change everything bit by bit.
Therefore, he was not limited to this, but comprehensively investigated the spiritual turtle's talent and supernatural powers and found a solution.
He first created a mirror avatar with "Mirror Flower Water Moon", and then began to conduct a comprehensive self-awareness, backing up all memory information, solidifying it with "absolute will," and storing it in this mirror avatar.
This made him look like his soul was out of his body, with the phantom of a spirit turtle attached to his body, following the same steps.
Then he began to absorb the power of returning to the ruins, and while regaining his strength, he also accepted assimilation.
Once the subject is about to fall into a deep sleep, he immediately activates the mirror clone, merges with the deity, awakens his spirit with "absolute will", re-weaves consciousness with the memory of a lifetime, and then creates a new mirror clone.
As long as the process continues to circulate, he can avoid being assimilated and constantly return to the origin.
Although in fact, it is equivalent to being assimilated countless times.
Compared with the "absolute will" of the mirror clone, all changes in the deity become the so-called "heart demon", which are suppressed and shattered after colliding with each other, and then start again...
This is the only way he can think of to avoid being assimilated by the ruins.
Of course, this cycle can't go on forever, he had anticipated this from before the first cycle started.
Every time the "heart demon" is suppressed, a part of the memory will be lost in the collision, and it will be completely destroyed, cannot be backed up, cannot be retrieved, and is lost forever.
Depending on the depth of the memory, it will be the most insignificant memories at first, perhaps a third-rate novel I have read, or a joke I have said.
In the past twenty years in Tianshulou, he has accumulated enough memories to "sacrifice".
But if this continues, his memory will become less and less, and he will gradually touch the core and most important memory.
He must find the prisoner of the ruins before he loses all his memories, otherwise he will forget everything, including Brother Niu, including Xiaoan, including himself... (~^~)
PS: This chapter may be a bit difficult to understand, so it's just an intelligence test!