"who are you?!"
Han Qiongzhi turned around and asked loudly. The Li Qingshan in her memory was greedy, irritable, and jokes, painful, fearful, and guilty, but he would never show such a weak expression.
Even in the deepest desperation, facing an invincible enemy, he would roar and blast his last punch until he died.
"Yeah, who am I?" Li Qingshan played with the wine glass and laughed slightly at himself: "Probably something like the Lord of the Demon Realm, the King of the Demon God!"
That is him in the eyes of all living beings, a god who entrusts all hopes and wishes. And Li Qingshan is nothing more than a mortal.
The noise in the ears pierced and buzzed, and it was hard to ignore, and the black rainstorm in his chest drowned everything.
Han Qiongzhi's questioning turbulent all the peace in this small courtyard, the fiery red figure seemed to be burning, and it was so shining that it was impossible to look directly at it.
He looked over her, climbed up the thatched roof, climbed the chimney, and along the plume of smoke to the depths of the sky along the mottled yellow soil wall.
In a trance, the mottled earth wall resembles a towering mountain, the thatch is like a forest with swords and guns, and the chimney is an isolated city on the top of the mountain. Above the lonely city, where is there some smoky smoke, blue sky and white clouds, it is clear that wolves are soaring into the sky, and dark clouds are pressing down on the city.
Click! There was a gap in the wine glass, and his expression changed before he knew it.
The cock crowing and dog barking in the village ceased and fell into a terrible silence.
Han Qiongzhi's eyes widened, suddenly startled. He exudes a terrible and terrifying aura, sitting in a black figure at the square table, imitating a Buddha that is constantly rising and getting bigger, turning into an unusually steep and cold black mountain. The sharp and sharp peaks have broken through the sky, even though she No matter how hard you look up, it's hard to get a glimpse of him.
So far and far away, he has changed, no longer the familiar man at the beginning, and has become a god that she can't understand.
"His pain is no longer what I can understand!"
Han Qiongzhi felt a tingling pain in his heart, which was hard to heal for a long time. Can't help looking at him foolishly, his expression is erratic and indifferent, but the terrible frenzy and murderous intent are suppressed, as if immersed in a dream of bloody massacre.
She blamed herself for not condemning him. She obviously wanted to be an ordinary couple for a day, just to talk about the past and drink and drink together, why can't she give him a moment of peace. Then send him on a journey to the battlefield that belongs to him.
"Qingshan, Qingshan!" An eager voice awakened Li Qingshan from his dream.
He blinked, the earth wall is still earth wall, thatch is still thatch, this is not a battlefield, but a hometown. Not the enemy, but the lover.
Han Qiongzhi shook his shoulder vigorously. Although his eyes were tearful, he bit his lip, as if he had made a certain determination, and said softly: "You are right, this is your business, I shouldn't care. Let’s eat now, and when I’m done, I’ll have a nice drink with you!"
"Sorry, I'm distracted." Li Qingshan condensed his mind, smiled slightly, and the crack on the wine glass in his hand healed.
The village is still full of cock crows, dogs barking, and smoky smoke, as if nothing had happened. It's like a tacit understanding has been reached, and there are some things that should not be studied deeply.
Li Qingshan stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from Han Qiongzhi's face, and smiled: "Why cry? Your man is not dead yet!"
"Huh, it's okay to die!" Han Qiongzhi groaned.
Such unlucky words are not taboos for them.
As a soldier, she didn't take the word "life and death" too seriously. Even after hearing the news of his death in battle, he might not be so emotionally out of control. It would only be silently preparing to avenge him. If you succeed, you will die, and there is no big deal.
It's just that the fledgling, high spirited young man, who has engraved too much in her heart. For a while, he couldn't admit that he was the same person as the lonely and lonely man in front of him.
Moreover, this change was too far from her surprise. She originally thought that he had progressed bravely and diligently until he was in parallel with the gods. He should be more energetic and contented.
"What kind of hardship did it go through to make such a man like this?"
She resisted asking questions. Back in the kitchen, continue to prepare meals.
Li Qingshan looked at her busy back and sighed silently. He was really a person who didn't want "shenyin" to complain. Scars are not glory, they are just scars, marks left by injuries.
Of course, it is not a shame. It's just that when you show your scars to others, those who hate you will only laugh at your incompetence and weakness, and get pleasure from it. Those who love you will feel sad for you and will even persuade you to go a different way.
He didn't want to be laughed at, he didn't want to be painful, and he didn't want to go any other way. No matter how much pain and hardship there is, this is the path he has chosen, and he has no regrets when he is broken into pieces.
At this time, there was an urge to confide everything to her, not wanting her to be disappointed in him, and wanting her tenderness and sympathy.
"I'm probably drunk." Li Qingshan pondered slightly, once felt that she had many similarities with Chao Tianjiao, but now he realized that they were totally different. Probably the biggest difference is that she remembers what "Li Qingshan" looked like back then.
Even though he has gone through many difficulties and dangers, that is the appearance he has always wanted to keep. Now that changes have begun, perhaps there should be an explanation for each other.
Suddenly looked up and drank the wine in the glass, and said: "Qiongzhi, do you want to hear my story?"
"Go ahead! I'm listening!"
Han Qiongzhi's busy hands paused for a while, and then continued, preparing dishes one by one and serving them to the table.
Li Qingshan’s voice was intermittent, as if he was trying to prepare words: “You... um... I made a... choice. In order to gain greater strength, I thought... I thought I would never make such a choice, even if it was. die!"
Han Qiongzhi listened attentively, with a little bit of understanding and a little bit of doubt, but did not ask questions.
"I never told you how I met Xiao'an!" Li Qingshan's thoughts were flying, but he didn't talk about the various experiences of the human world or even the Demon Realm, but about the origin of everything.
Han Qiongzhi nodded.
"At that time, I was still in Wo Niu Village. I was much weaker than when I first saw you. Hey, it was really miserable. I worked harder and ate less, and I was always bullied, but I never cried. I gave it back to myself. The name is Li Qingshan, which means, "Why do you need sangzi to bury your bones? Where can you live without a green hill?"
"I am actually quite stubborn. Like the cow I raised, I am not too afraid of death... But then I met Xiao An and I cried. Although it's not my business, it's just uncomfortable. I cried. At that time, I decided to avenge her and help her find a home..."
Li Qingshan was drunk and dimly talking, talking about a lot of past events, but mixed with all kinds of experiences in the human realm, the paradise world and even the demon realm. He turned upside down, without the usual benefits, maybe he was really drunk.
After many years, in the deepest part of the Demon Realm, he cried again and made a decision for a child.
Perhaps the ending of the story is already doomed at the beginning of the story. The unchanging he made the unchanging choice.
No matter how much he yearns for the freedom of the eagle, he is destined to be just a cow and can only bear heavy burdens.
"I want to go to Qingqi Mountain, there is no other way to go..."
The sun gradually rose. Unknowingly, the whole table was filled with vegetables. Han Qiongzhi sat opposite Li Qingshan and listened silently, listening to the strange encounters, listening to the long past, listening to his time and time again. A painful decision, several times I tried to stand up and hugged him tightly in his arms, but he didn't move. Instead, he clenched his fists and bit his lip, as if he was also making a painful decision.
Until Li Qingshan finished everything, she suddenly lifted the wine jar, stood up, drank the rest of the wine in one breath, and then looked directly at Li Qingshan's eyes with a spirit of wine and viciously, as if she wanted to Swallow him in one bite.
Li Qingshan was also taken aback and looked at her in surprise.
"I and Xiaoan are different. No matter what Li Qingshan becomes, there is no difference in her heart. But all I like is the constant Li Qingshan. Even if I know that he is a big bastard, I understand that there can be no results. I am happy in my heart, and I have never regretted it at all." Han Qiongzhi said boldly.
Li Qingshan nodded: "I know."
"Then leave this world! Just die wherever you want, don't come back again, just summon them directly if you need the power. The Li Qingshan I know never looks back!"
Li Qingshan looked at her deeply, she was like a blazing flame, so bright that he could not look directly at her, and in the depth of the flame, all her eyes were filled with the figure of "Li Qingshan".
"All of this and me, to you, are shackles!"
Han Qiongzhi pointed to the wine and vegetables in front of him, pointed at himself, a look of regret flashed in his eyes, but he waved his hand resolutely, and threw the table full of wine and vegetables to the ground. Then turned around and turned his back to him: "Let's go!"
Li Qingshan looked at the broken dishes and the food spilled on the floor, all of which she had made with her own hands, hardly touching, and all wasted.
Of course, as long as he moved his fingers, he could restore everything to the original state, but he didn't do that. He just looked at her back for a while, then suddenly smiled: "I understand. I'm leaving."
Li Qingshan left, left this world, and ended this journey. Now that you have chosen the path, you must go on and not stay.
Han Qiongzhi stood motionless in the courtyard, only the shadow leaning forward, until the sun fell west and the sky was full of stars, and he passed the day like this. Suddenly she raised her head, looked at the red star in the distance, devoting all her heart to it.
Outside of the world, the humming noise still followed and never stopped, but Li Qingshan suddenly heard a familiar voice, a special prayer:
"May Li Qingshan in her heart never change."
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