This is how the roommate career with Qin Weihang began. An Ning helped Qin Weihang make up lessons, and Qin Weihang took him to the climbing gym. An Ning remembered something when he went to the climbing gym for the second time. When sitting together to change his shoes, he asked Qin Weihang in a low voice, "Is there a fee to come here?"
He was also stupid last time, so he just ran away after climbing.
Today is a rest day, there are more people in the climbing gym than last time, Qin Weihang didn't hear it, "Huh?" He bowed his head with a sound.
An Ning pointed at Qin Weihang's ear, and said embarrassingly, "I didn't give money last time..."
After Qin Weihang heard it, he raised his body and glanced at him: "I asked you to make up lessons and I didn't pay you any money."
An Ning still felt inappropriate: "That's different. Make-up lessons are on our own territory, and this is someone else's territory."
Qin Weihang sat on the bench, smirking a little while bending over his overshoes, and said to himself, "...our own territory."
Why do you always love to learn how to talk, An Ning said helplessly, "Wouldn't it be you who paid for me last time?"
Qin Weihang put on his shoes and stepped on the ground, raised his head, and said, "I am an employee here. As one of the employee's benefits, I can bring you here without paying." After he finished speaking, he stood up and said, " The watermelon money is saved, do you still care about the sesame seeds?"
Sitting on the bench, An Ning watched Qin Weihang get up and walk towards the back of the bouldering wall. He slowly realized that the sesame refers to this climbing gym, and the watermelon refers to Qin Weihang!
Is this bragging? Yet even boasting is so cool...
Although he is a roommate, he doesn't have much time to meet with Qin Weihang seriously, that is, every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday night, he usually still goes to the library for self-study until almost 11 o'clock before coming back. When he came back, Qin Weihang was either already asleep. Now, he is not in the dormitory at all. If Qin Weihang is not in the dormitory before 11 o'clock, he will basically not come back, and he will go to class the next day.
An Ning goes to the rock climbing gym with Qin Weihang every Saturday and Sunday morning. In order to prolong the training time, the two always get up before dawn and take the earliest subway to go to the rock gym. When they arrived, it was usually only seven o'clock, and there was no one in the rock gym. From seven o'clock to nine o'clock, the huge rock climbing gym belonged to only the two of them.
The morning in the late autumn is no different from the night. The sky is full of stars, and the street lights on the road are still on. They came to the rock pavilion with the stars and the moon covered. Rock walls and rocks, he couldn't help turning his head to Qin Weihang and said, "Does it look like a sunrise?"
Qin Weihang followed him and said, "Well, it's like the Dawn Wall."
An Ning asked Qin Weihang, "Do you want to challenge the Dawn Wall in the past?"
Qin Weihang did think that when he first learned rock climbing, because of his extraordinary talent, he once thought arrogantly, I must challenge the Dawn Wall before the age of 20, but then Zhong Jing had an accident and he never thought about it again. . Now when asked by An Ning, the "Wall of Dawn" that he watched when he was fifteen years old comes to mind again. He was so excited once, rock climbing never meant loneliness to him, and his heart like now is like still water and loneliness. .
"I thought about it." Qin Weihang said.
There was a deep emotion in his voice, and An Ning smiled and said, "If one day you really go to pick the Dawn Wall, be sure to tell me, I want to see you red dot them with my own eyes."
Qin Weihang looked at the person next to him, his Adam's apple rolled, wanting to say that it was too far away, but at this moment, chatting with this person, the distant dream seemed to be pulled a few centimeters closer. Although only a few centimeters.
***
Those few hours in the morning every weekend have become the most fulfilling and happy time for peace. When he is climbing, he doesn’t have to think about anything, he doesn’t have to worry about living expenses, and he doesn’t have to worry about his studies. bouldering, but he already felt the breath of freedom.
Sometimes they got up too early on weekends, and Qin Weihang would make up for sleep on the subway when he didn't get enough sleep. There were only two of them in the subway car, sitting face to face. An Ning watched Qin Weihang put his hands on his chest and lowered his head to make up for his drowsiness. At this time, he would notice that Qin Weihang's eyebrows were very thick, and his eyelashes were also very thick. They had the same color as ink, and the brush-like edge of the brush. It's probably because Qin Weihang's eyes are open, so nothing can thicken his eyes. No matter how beautiful the eyebrows are, they are only the foil for his eyes.
When the arrival announcement sounded, Qin Weihang would open his eyes and look outside, and An Ning said, "You can sleep at ease, I will call you when you arrive."
I am very happy that Qin Weihang really fell asleep at ease, and he no longer lowered his head, sometimes leaning his head up on the chair, sometimes leaning on the railing against the door. This person is too good-looking, so no matter how he sleeps, he looks like a pictorial. An Ning thought with a smile, imagine a fit black panther, he is handsome no matter how he lies on his back, he deserves to be so handsome.
The rock-climbing gym and the subway to the rock-climbing gym were both promoted to his favorites. He couldn't figure out whether it was because of rock climbing or because of Qin Weihang.
Once on the subway, Qin Weihang slept a little with his head against the railing. An Ning felt that he was so tired every time he went to the rock climbing gym with him, and felt a little guilty. Qin Weihang might have gone rock climbing in the wild on Saturday afternoon. He got up so early, so he didn't wake Qin Weihang, let him sleep for an extra fifteen minutes, and sat for five stops in one go before calling him, "Qin Weihang? Qin Weihang?"
This failed to wake him up, An Ning had to get up, walked over and patted Qin Weihang's shoulder, he opened Qin Weihang's eyes as soon as he patted Qin Weihang's eyes, looking straight at him from below, An Ning straightened up and said, "Yes down."
Qin Weihang sat up with his arms around him, and when he heard the announcement of the arrival, he frowned and asked him, "Have you sat and stood before?"
An Ning nodded and said with a guilty conscience, "I accidentally fell asleep."
Qin Weihang looked at him for a while without saying anything. He picked up the backpack on the side and stood up and said, "Let's go."
The door opened, it was habitual, Qin Weihang walked behind him, and it was convenient for them to take the train in the opposite direction. After getting in the car, An Ning said, "I see that you are very tired. You can sleep a little longer. I will look at the site."
Qin Weihang leaned back on the bench with his right hand on the back of the seat, and said helplessly, "Then we might fall asleep on this train today."
An Ning smiled embarrassedly, Qin Weihang looked at him and smiled slowly.
***
Entering December, Qin Weihang has already made up for the advanced mathematics. The highlight is the professional course. Qin Weihang's high school is also a science subject. Advanced mathematics is easy, but the law will be a little more difficult. Qin Weihang always tilted his head and propped his forehead on his forehead while making up the grades. An Ning never saw Qin Weihang in such a relaxed posture when he was making up the professional class. Convince yourself of your state.
When it is really unreasonable, Qin Weihang will be like now, put his hands on the table, let out a long breath, and ask him: "Why?"
For a man who can say things like chemical castration in a law class, this deep "why" is not a question at all, it's a question, and An Ning can only smile at it.
Qin Weihang asked him, "Don't you feel angry? It's been a long sentence for abducting and selling a woman before a first-class protected animal?"
An Ning didn't know how to resolve Qin Weihang's dissatisfaction, so he could only nod his head: "The law is lagging behind."
"It's too late." Qin Weihang buttoned the book aside, as if he was disdainful of "Whoever likes to learn this thing, I don't learn it anyway".
An Ning was really worried that he would say "don't learn" in the next second, but fortunately, Qin Weihang didn't really stand up and walk away.
"It's like this a lot of the time," An Ning said, "I also think it's unfair, and it's hard to change. It's not something one or two people can do, but it takes a generation or two to do it. But if you don't learn it, you won't even be able to do it. There is no chance of changing it."
"Why do you study the Fa?" Qin Weihang asked.
An Ning was silent. He didn't want Qin Weihang to know that he had a sentenced father, and he didn't want Qin Weihang to know that he still felt that his father was not guilty, and he didn't want Qin Weihang to know that his father was selling genuine teaching aids without the relevant permission. Those who were sentenced because of Qin Weihang must not be able to understand. His primary school tuition and living expenses were all the 20,000 yuan his father earned every year by selling genuine teaching aids in partnership with others. To be honest, it was all illicit money, so he was raised by illicit money. My father is illiterate or legally illiterate, but the most ridiculous thing is that when he is partnering with people, he has to confirm that "These are all genuine books, we can't sell pirated copies."
"There are many people who commit the same crime and do not necessarily get the same punishment. Some people clearly infringe others, but they can be exempted from punishment. I can afford a good lawyer, some people can't afford it, I study law because I want to be a public interest lawyer." An Ning said.
He wasn't really sure when he said this, he was serious, but it might sound more like a cliché in a "noble" guise. He never told anyone that he wanted to be a public interest lawyer, because the kind of public interest lawyer he dreamed of who has been litigating for disadvantaged groups for decades is really noble, but this kind of nobility, if you look closely, there is no such thing at all. What a dazzling halo, it is gray, and it smells of dirt and dust. Noble people have always been ashamed. They have to face a lot of blows, hardships and disappointments, their beliefs are not strong enough, and they will be crushed at any time. He doubted he could do it, so when asked why he studied law, he just said I wanted to be a lawyer. For the first time, he revealed a "dream" that he was ashamed to talk about.
Qin Weihang looked at him and did not comment on this ideal. He turned the upside-down book over again, the pages were crumpled, and he pressed it with his palm: "Do you think my views are extreme and very extreme? Disrespect the law?"
An Ning laughed: "No, I think what we need to respect is the spirit of the law, not the endorsement of the current law. It is people like you who really promote legal innovation."
Qin Weihang suddenly burst into laughter: "I'll forget it. I'll be satisfied if I don't fail the class."
An Ning was very fortunate, but Qin Weihang was actually very easy to coax. A boy who was so aggressive on the outside was surprisingly gentle on the inside.
Although Qin Weihang himself doesn't think so, he thinks that Qin Weihang must be someone who can change the world in the future. No matter if he never engages in the legal profession, even if he conquers those rock walls, he can change and influence many people. He's just not conscious of his own energy yet.
As for myself... I may be satisfied with being a public interest lawyer, and I don't know if I can do it or how long I can persist, but as long as I can help some people, it's fine.