When An Ning woke up, the lights in the living room had been turned off. He was lying on the sofa, wrapped in a thick wool blanket. The floor heating was still on, and he was almost sweating when he slept, almost woken up by the heat.
Qin Weihang was not there. He thought that Qin Weihang had gone back to the guest room to sleep. He lifted the blanket and sat up. Only then did he see the light in the direction of the terrace. Qin Weihang was sitting alone on the steps of the terrace, pulling up the hood of his down jacket and covering his head.
The light on the terrace was not much brighter than the moonlight. An Ning looked at Qin Weihang's slender and broad back, and had an illusion, as if he would turn back into a big black leopard in the next second, with his elongated and vigorous body in the moonlight. Stretch a charming lazy waist.
He picked up the mobile phone on the coffee table and checked the time. It was past three o'clock in the evening. An Ning got up and went out. As soon as the door was opened, Qin Weihang heard the movement and turned his head to look.
The hood of Qin Weihang's down jacket is pulled up, and the edge of the hood is a circle of warm mink fur. Those soft, long and fine hairs flutter under the night. Qin Weihang's eyes hidden in the shadow are as cold as in Siberia. The plains are as clean as an ignorant wolf, which is too deceiving.
"Why don't you sleep so late?" An Ning walked out and immediately felt the coolness of the courtyard.
Qin Weihang turned his head and said, "I can't sleep."
An Ning walked up to him and sat down and said, "Let's chat then."
Qin Weihang tilted his head and looked at him up and down: "Are you awake?"
Anning nodded embarrassedly.
Qin Weihang lowered his head and picked up the beer can next to him, but he didn't drink it. He just squeezed it in his hand and said, "Didn't you say you're not sleepy, but you left me alone and fell asleep."
An Ning said guiltily: "You can also wake me up..."
"I called."
"Ah?" An Ning blinked, "Really?"
"Why are you lying?" Qin Weihang glanced out of the corner of his eyes and glanced at the person beside him who was looking at him. The reaction made him raise his eyebrows uncontrollably, "I called you several times, what can I do if you don't get up."
This made An Ning even more embarrassed: "I may be tired and crazy..." and asked, "Is the finale LOTUS?"
Qin Weihang nodded.
"What did you sing?"
"I don't remember the name of the song." Qin Weihang turned the can with both hands and looked at the courtyard, "I only remember one lyric."
"what?"
"I?wish?it?is?love."
An Ning laughed: "This is the title of the song."
He also said that he was not a fan of LOTUS, Qin Weihang looked at him, his eyes were slightly drunk, like a smile, he wanted to say that I might go to their concert in the future, can I call you at that time, but it seems that it is not very suitable.
The two were sitting in the empty night, and An Ning thought of Zhong Jing in a wheelchair again, but he couldn't ignore it and asked carefully, "Can I ask your teacher... why is this happening?"
Qin Weihang didn't want to tell anyone about the accident. Whenever people ask about it, it's like a thorn, and it always catches him off guard, but maybe it's because the night is too gentle, this look is too gentle, he feels The thorn seemed to have softened.
This is the first time after so many years that I have recalled the scene so carefully. How did Zhong Jing fall in front of him, and how did he wait for the rescue team to arrive in fear and confusion? The most terrifying scene actually happened in the hospital. , was when the doctor told them that Zhong Jing might not be able to walk anymore. At that time, he really thought about it, if he could return his legs to Zhong Jing, if he could get Zhong Jing to stand up again, no matter what he wanted can do anything...
When talking about these, the gaze from the side is always gentle and gentle. When he talks about those bloody moments, those days of desperate and extreme panic, this look will also be stinging. He felt as if he was stabbing an innocent little animal with the thorn in reverse, how sharp the thorn was, because the animal was too soft, it felt it all.
But he felt that the other party was quietly pulling his thorns, and he was afraid of hurting him. If he frowned and snorted, this person might be more uncomfortable than him.
After listening to this, An Ning was silent for a long time, and said softly, "So you are all alone after that."
Qin Weihang didn't speak and took a sip of wine silently. He has never told anyone about this, because he has never expected anything from others. Guilt can only be carried by himself, and he is willing to carry it. This is already the minimum punishment. But today he seems to have become vulnerable, and he is so eager to be comforted, to be comforted by this person.
An Ning doesn't know what to say to comfort the other party, saying that it's not your fault, but this is just to remind Qin Weihang that it's his fault, that I understand you, but I'm not the party, just relying on Qin Weihang's three words, I really Can you feel the same way
He thought hard, thought hard, and then thought of a way to give Qin Weihang the least amount of comfort:
"Do you remember what I said about my dad when I gave you make-up lessons?"
Qin Weihang looked at him.
"He only stayed in prison for a year, and then he was diagnosed with terminal cancer and passed away after half a year of medical parole." An Ning said, "Then I went to my mother's place. My parents divorced very early, and I was only five years old. , when I was young, I remember that my mother still came to see me a lot. After elementary school, she came less often. Later, I found out that she had a family of her own. After my father passed away, I went to her place. Actually, I was very... I was afraid that she wouldn't want me, but she still accepted me. Although... I will still miss my dad very much, I think it's good for me and my dad to depend on each other, so that I don't have to disturb my mother's new life. "
If he can't think of words of comfort, just use myself to comfort him and let him know that he is not alone. Just like the song "Rooftop" sings, "You said your heart is beating, I'll show you my wounds".
The original intention was to comfort Qin Weihang, but the more he said it, the more sad he became. He also had a good childhood, and he also had relatives who loved him and cared for him.
"After my dad passed away, I always felt that no one in this world really needed me."
... I actually said it. I never said it to anyone, and I didn't even dare to take it to heart. When Qin Weihang said that Zhong Jing could no longer stand up because of his own fault, he felt that his wound was also exposed. opened.
Qin Weihang, who was sitting next to him, just listened silently, and An Ning didn't remember what he said, maybe it was some self-defeating words, he suddenly heard Qin Weihang reply: "...How come, you are so cute. "
He thought he had heard it wrong, and looked at Qin Weihang in a stunned manner. Qin Weihang's eyes were slightly drunk, as if he was finally a little drunk, he accepted his gaze more calmly than usual, put his hands on his long curved legs, turned his head to him and said, "Really, you He's the cutest boy I've ever seen." He smiled, his hand on his knee suddenly lifted, An Ning's eyes widened as he watched the hand stretched over, put it on the back of his head and rubbed it, the owner of the hand said narrowly. , "Mushroom-headed frog."
This is the first time that An Ning has personally felt the broadness and strength of Qin Weihang's palm. That hand rubbed his head, but it seemed to dominate his body from top to bottom. He looked at Qin Weihang's bright and deep eyes for a moment. , I feel like I'm about to suffocate. What does it mean? Is it because of drunkenness, or does it have any special meaning...
"You're not a mushroom-headed frog anymore," Qin Weihang said. He approached and looked into his eyes, "an animal with beautiful eyes."
After he finished speaking, he withdrew his hand and just lay back on the terrace, murmured childishly "The person who invented the contact lens is a genius", and closed his eyes as if satisfied.
It turned out to be such a comfort, Qin Weihang closed his eyes and felt the alcohol in his stomach turned into a heat that warmed his limbs. No one has ever comforted him like this, I told him about my scars and he showed me his wounds, it was a secret, and it was no longer a secret. It's so good that one accepts all the pain in a split second, because knowing that it fell evenly on your and my shoulders, and shared with you, turned it from pain into treasure.
There was no movement, only the whispers of insects at night. An Ning looked at Qin Weihang lying peacefully on the ground. Qin Weihang's right hand, which had rubbed his hair, was now placed under his chest, where is his stomach. He whispered: "Qin Weihang?... Qin Weihang?"
The tall and handsome Leopard Jing fell asleep. An Ning's throat twitched, and with unspeakable emotions, she also lay back gently, being careful not to touch Qin Weihang, and lay side by side on the terrace with him. The top of their heads was the cold night sky in winter. He looked at the brightest lonely star for a long time before he mustered up the courage to turn his head and saw Qin Weihang sleeping beside him. The forehead and the tall nose bridge that looked a little arrogant were unobstructed in the moonlight, dyed with an intoxicating purple.
An Ning didn't fall asleep, he couldn't sleep anymore, and the terrace was too cold, he lay down for a while and sat up, then called Qin Weihang again. Qin Weihang ignored him and turned to the side with his back to him. An Ning leaned over, leaned over and patted his shoulder, saying, "It's too cold, let's go in and sleep."
Qin Weihang still didn't move, An Ning sat without a trace, looked at his back, and said to himself helplessly: "If only I could hold you in..."
It's a pity that you are too tall and heavy, why are you so tall and heavy, Qin Weihang...
He didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he got up and went back to the room by himself. He went to the bathroom to take off his contact lenses, and then took the blanket out of the sofa and put it on Qin Weihang. He also lay down beside him. Come with you to catch a cold.
With a blushing face, he pulled up the corner of the blanket and put it on his waist. He said softly to Qin Weihang's back, "I'm sorry, it's too cold, and there's only this blanket."
The length of the blanket was not long enough, so he had to get closer to Qin Weihang. Qin Weihang's down jacket was open, and after turning over, the hood also fell to one side, and the neckline was pulled open to reveal the black crew-neck sweater inside. , and Qin Weihang's bare neck. An Ning stared at Qin Weihang's clean neck. The thin cyan at the end of his hair could imagine how smooth and gentle his black sweater was supported by his broad shoulders. The blanket was placed on their shoulders like a suspension bridge. The block is empty, but if you get closer, it will stick to Qin Weihang's back, which is very inappropriate.
An Ning put her hands on the outside of the wool blanket and looked up at the sky. She wondered if I was really trying to hide myself. My selfishness was too obvious. But I can't leave him alone and go to sleep in the living room by myself... I was so troubled and troubled, and then I fell asleep, on the chilly terrace, with the person I liked.
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Early the next morning, Zhong Jing woke up after a full sleep, and when he passed the balcony, he suddenly saw two boys lying on the terrace with ghostly expressions on their faces. What's going on with the young people today, they don't sleep when they have a room, but they have to sleep outside. Is there something wrong with them
The wheelchair moved to the balcony, and he shouted down: "Qin Weihang?! Qin Weihang?!"
Qin Weihang woke up with back pain all over his body. When he sat up, he saw An Ning sleeping beside him, and heard Zhong Jing ask him from the balcony on the third floor, "What are you doing?!"
Qin Weihang rubbed his sore neck, looked at An Ning who was slumped behind him in confusion, and said without raising his head, "I don't know."
"What?" Zhong Jing didn't hear.
Qin Weihang looked up at him and raised the volume: "Nothing."
Zhong Jing shook his head helplessly.
Qin Weihang lowered his head and called An Ning twice, An Ning opened his eyes in great pain, felt cold and uncomfortable, and then felt the back of Qin Weihang's hand on his forehead.
He took it back after posting it for a while, and asked him, "Why do you sleep here?"
An Ning got up with difficulty and said hoarsely, "I just wanted to lie down for a while, but I fell asleep in a daze..."
Qin Weihang put the blanket on him and said, "You brought this blanket, why don't you go in and sleep?"
An Ning was stopped, thinking that Qin Weihang had been drinking, and probably forgot about the chat last night, so he had to say: "I wanted to accompany you to drink and chat with the blanket..."
Qin Weihang frowned lightly, looked at him without saying a word, loosened his brows after a moment, and said, "Your face is so red."
An Ning felt guilty for a while, thinking who told me to be so unsatisfactory.
Qin Weihang stood up on his knees and said, "Come in and take some antipyretic."
An Ning followed behind him dizzily. Qin Weihang opened the door of the terrace and said, "You don't need to worry about me wherever I sleep in the future. I'm used to sleeping outside."
An Ning secretly scolded herself for being a nerd, or maybe she was insane by her love brain, doing all these stupid things. The IQ of people who are in love will drop. It turns out that it is true. What physique does he use to fight with Qin Weihang? He felt that his IQ was about to become a negative number by Qin Weihang.
An Ning was already in some pain during breakfast, and her nose was so stuffed that she couldn't breathe. Zhong Jing was both angry and funny, Qin Weihang was just messing around like this, why did Xueba's classmates follow him, is it really a black person who is close to the ink? Qin Weihang's fighting power is really strong, and he has a whole set of good and bad students.
Qin Weihang quickly finished his breakfast, stood up and said, "Let's go back first." Then he said to An Ning, "Don't eat if you can't eat it."
Zhong Jing gave him the car keys: "Drive my car back."
An Ning thought that she really caused trouble to others, and her face was full of guilt.
Qin Weihang glanced at him, put on his coat and put it on his shoulders, and said, "No need, let's take a taxi back."
Zhong Jing said, "Then how long do you have to go down?"
Qin Weihang turned back and asked An Ning, "Can you go?"
An Ning nodded immediately, rushed to Zhong Jing and said, "It's fine, teacher."
What can you do with your voice so loud? Zhong Jing shook his head, but these two people really cooperated tacitly, he couldn't speak, alas, what kind of pot goes with what kind of lid.
Leaving the villa, An Ning could feel that Qin Weihang walked surprisingly slowly. He used to walk in front of him, but this time he always walked beside him. They seemed to have walked for a long time to get to the gate of Lantian County. After getting into the taxi, An Ning told the driver's uncle the address. Qin Weihang closed the door and said to the driver, "Can you close the window, it's a little cold."
The front and rear windows were rolled up, and An Ning watched Qin Weihang lean back on the back of the chair with a rustling sound. This time, Qin Weihang's long, split legs leaned against his legs without hesitation, but he never avoided it.
When he was about to get to school, An Ning took out his mobile phone in advance. Qin Weihang glanced at him and said, "What are you doing?"
An Ning said in a hoarse voice, "I'll pay the fare this time."
Qin Weihang looked at him, took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his down jacket, and patted his hand: "Then you pay. The payment password is 123123."
An Ning didn't expect Qin Weihang to reveal the payment password, and was dumbfounded while holding the iPhone.
Qin Weihang just took the phone back and said, "I lied to you." He opened the WeChat interface and said, "Don't be polite to me, okay?"
An Ning seemed to be stunned by his indifferent tone, and nodded involuntarily, before Qin Weihang turned his head and looked out the car window.