Zhuang Yi thought for a while, and said: "The physical examination... is just for peace of mind. Don't be too psychologically stressed. Even if there is something wrong, don't be afraid. The treatment is enough."
"I'm not afraid." This sentence was said to Zhuang Yi, and it was also to comfort himself. Xun Yuming took a deep breath: "Actually, I also want to tell you this. I have a little doubt now, but I can't be sure. I'm afraid you are worried. , so I didn’t want to tell you before.”
It is impossible not to worry, Xun Yuming just begged him to worry less, "No matter what, I will never be defeated, don't worry."
"I have nothing to worry about." Zhuang Yitang shook his hand with his right hand, and smiled at him: "I am really pleased to hear you say that. You have become more familiar and love you. Anyway, no matter what Whatever happens, I will face it with you."
Xun Yuming smiled, "Didn't you say that this sentence is chicken soup? Why did you say it yourself?"
"Hey, sometimes life needs some chicken soup." Especially before the truth is confirmed, Zhuang Yi shrugged, "The main reason is that no matter what, I think it's a short-term pain. The problem is not unsolvable, as long as we work together , will be able to overcome difficulties.”
In fact, it is a long-term pain for him. If Xun Yuming suffers from an incurable disease, his life may die in a few years or a few months, but for Zhuang Yi, it will be a lifetime of pain.
If there were no little ears in the world, he would still live well. After all, life is not a soap opera where love is easily sacrificed, but he will never love again, never be happy again. Life is like a dead tree, regardless of season, summer, autumn and winter, forever No more hair.
But for Xun Yuming, it was a short-term pain, everything only ended at the moment he left.
Zhuang Yi drove the car home, Xun Yuming went upstairs to change his clothes, held the computer and showed him the analysis of his condition, "Last time we were having trouble here, you tickled me, I didn't fall out of bed, Hit my head. In fact, I suspect that it was that bump that triggered my current symptoms."
"You mean, I hurt you last time..." Zhuang Yi's eyebrows quickly filled with guilt, he looked at him without blinking, and couldn't even ask.
Xun Yuming was afraid that he would blame himself, so he grabbed his hand and explained: "No, if I am really sick, it will happen sooner or later. It is better sooner than later. There is still time for treatment in the early stage, and there is no cure if it is late. .That mistake was a good thing, otherwise I wouldn't have realized my problem. Don't think too much about it."
"Then what do you think is the problem?" Zhuang Yi was eager to know everything, "Do you have a treatment plan?"
"No." Xun Yuming shook his head, "I haven't seen the test results, so I can't come up with a plan. But I guess, it may be a pituitary tumor, or a ectopic meningioma, or both. There are multiple pituitary tumors. For people with high work pressure, there are more men than women, which can also explain some symptoms including vision loss. If it is an ectopic meningioma, I guess it grows around here."
Xun Yuming pointed to the position behind his left ear, near the center of the back of his head, "It's very close to the occipital lobe, which may cause some pressure and blurred vision. But I haven't seen the film, so I can't say for sure. It's not difficult Solved, but surgery is risky and probable... "
"It's okay, let's find the best doctor." Zhuang Yi interrupted him, put his arms around his shoulders, and assured him: "Uncle knows many practitioners, I will go back and ask my grandfather to help you find a doctor. Otherwise, I will go Find grandma, she has a lot of connections, and she will definitely be able to make an appointment for a good doctor for you!"
"Actually, I hope to operate on myself." Xun Yuming deliberately put on a relaxed expression for fear that he would be worried, "Unfortunately, that is impossible. I have someone in mind, you see."
He opened another folder, which contained a resume, "He also won the Field Award. He used to be a doctor at Hopkins, and was hired to lead a research team in Germany. Recently, I heard that he has studied hematology. He is still in He has stayed in Switzerland and has an international perspective. I followed him during my internship, and he is one of my first mentors. He has a very steady hand. Objectively speaking, compared to bold innovation, I may be on par with him, but compared to calm Sophisticated, I'm still inferior to him."
What a proud person Xun Yuming is, he has more capital and pride, and can make him say "I am not as good as him", Zhuang Yi absolutely believes in this person's ability, "His name is Jason Li, Chinese or Korean? "
The name column is not the common American surname Lee, but the Chinese Li.
"Mixed race, his father is an overseas Chinese, and his mother is one-third German-American." Xun Yuming said, "During my internship, I saw that he looked a bit oriental, so I got close to him and got very close. He Very smart, but it's a pity I didn't get along with him for long."
"We've been together...not long?" Zhuang Yi knew that now was not the time to be jealous, but he couldn't bear this description.
Xun Yuming smiled, and patted his arm: "He's almost fifty."
"Age is nothing." Zhuang Yi heaved a sigh of relief and squeezed his eyes at him, "The kid Cong Ye likes is seven years younger than him, Haiwan is also seven or eight years younger than Chigui, and I'm four years older than you ?”
"Just talk nonsense." Xun Yuming didn't bother to talk to him, "I've already told him that he hasn't replied to my message yet, maybe he's too busy."
"Let's wait for the result first." Zhuang Yi closed the computer and said seriously: "If you guess correctly, I will definitely invite him. I promise!"
His eyes were burning, and his serious expression made people unquestionable. Xun Yuming looked at him, his tears were almost scalded by him, and he rushed forward and hugged him tightly, "I believe, I believe everything you say. I won't let myself If something happens, I will accompany you for the rest of my life."
"Are you proposing to me?" Did he make the promise of a lifetime so easily
Zhuang Yi pulled him away slightly, looking for his soft lips, "If it's... I'll take it seriously."
"That's not true." For such a big matter as a marriage proposal, how could Xun Yuming allow it to be so hasty, so "sloppy".
Although Zhuang Yi is open-minded, Xun Yuming knows that he is a very traditional person in his bones. Proposal, engagement, and marriage are all indispensable in the whole process, and he is only willing to take an oath in church for an authentic priest.
"Do you want to get married?" Xun Yuming was not sure, but he guessed that Zhuang Yi did.
Zhuang Yi raised his eyebrows, "Look at you."
"What does it mean?"
"If you don't want to get married, I won't force you."
"That's what you want?"
"I don't care, look at you."
What do you mean by looking at you? He knew how much he wanted. Xun Yuming pulled his face away, put away his smile, got up and went downstairs.
Zhuang Yi curled his lips, turned on his phone, and replied to the group messages that did not find Yuming: "I will coordinate with Lao Chen, as long as you don't say anything wrong."
Cen Ji: "Leader, don't worry!"
Mushroom head: "We are very well-behaved, waiting for the red envelope reward.jpg"
Zhou Wu Zheng Wang: "Be nice and wait for the red envelope + 1"
Chen Linlin: "My dad said that I can only give you a quarter of an hour, and you have to pay. Go in while the operating room is being disinfected. It's best not to put too many flowers and so on, so as not to be too late to clean up. In addition, I also want red envelopes."
Zhuang Yi casually distributed ten red envelopes: "Something has happened recently, and the time may have to be pushed back by one to two months."
Cen Ji: "It's okay, we can afford to wait, time is money."
Mushroom Head: "Money."
Zhou Wu Zheng Wang: "Money +1"
Chen Linlin: "Gold...money."
Zhuang Yi: "Deal."
He originally planned to propose to Xun Yuming in the operating room, but after much deliberation, no matter how romantic the place was, it was always not as good as this idea. Xun Yuming regards work as his life and surgery as his ideal. The operating room is a place where others may die at any time in fear, but Yu Xun Yuming is the place where dreams begin and end.
Zhuang Yi and Lao Chen made a reservation for the vacancy in the operating room, renting this short but precious fifteen minutes without affecting the patients. He ordered a batch of flowers, and then he will invite a few more people to help him move in. After the proposal is over, he will move out. If he is dexterous, there should be time.
And all of this was a secret surprise, and everyone in the consulting room, including the laboratory, knew that Xun Yuming was the only one who kept it from him. Cen Ji also gave him bad ideas, asking him to seduce Xun Yuming to think about the topic of marriage from time to time during this time, but he was indifferent and didn't express his position, making him think that he didn't want to get married.
In this way, Xun Yuming's psychological expectations will surely fall to the bottom, and if Zhuang Yi surprises him suddenly, he will be able to magnify this joy to the extreme.
Zhuang Yi felt that this idea was a little immoral, but he really wanted to see Xun Yuming's anxious look. Anyway, he didn't have much time, so he accepted the proposal in a heartbeat. But he didn't expect that the medical examination suddenly interrupted the plan. If Xun Yuming needed surgery, the treatment and recovery would take at least a month or two, which would drag the process out.
If the little ear is tangled for two or three days, he can barely accept it. If he is disturbed for a month or two, he can't even go to the operating room at ease, and he is worried about recovering from illness. Xun Yuming fights against injustice.
But the arrow is already on the string, how can it be retracted
Zhuang Yi hurriedly chased downstairs, found Xun Yuming in the living room, leaned over to him and asked, "Are you angry?"
"Why should I be angry?" Xun Yuming put his hands in the pockets of Little Bear's pajamas, looked through the glass window and fell on the magnolia flowers in the yard, "I'm not angry at all."
"Then why are you pouting?" Zhuang Yi hugged him from behind, his broad chest made him a size smaller, "Of course I want you to accompany me for the rest of my life, I thought there was no need to talk about this between us."
Xun Yuming lowered his head slightly, his eyelashes trembling, "Then you..."
"I just think that now we have to solve your health problems first, and put everything else aside." Zhuang Yi led him, shaking gently from side to side.
Xun Yuming turned around in his arms, still looking in his pocket and asked: "Are you afraid?"
"I'm not afraid." Zhuang Yi's tone was extremely firm, "As long as we are together, I am not afraid of anything. Be it sick, healthy, poor, rich, hating each other, or adoring each other, I am not afraid of anything." very happy."
As long as they intersect, as long as they still have fetters.
The moment he reunited with him, Zhuang Yi knew that he couldn't do without him for the rest of his life, and his helpless heart finally settled down. Maybe they won't get back together, maybe they are strangers, maybe Xun Yuming and him start a new life, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that they are by each other's side.
Two hearts are so close, and the distance between two people is so short, it doesn't matter if they are together or not, whether they sleep on the same bed or not. In his mind, Xun Yuming is always his rib taken away by God. They share a soul, nodding and saying hello every day, which is enough for him to appreciate his whole life.
Xun Yuming's eyes turned hot, and he quickly turned his head to avoid it, "Me too."
Not only that, as long as Zhuang Yi still lives in this world, even as long as he exists and their relationship exists, Xun Yuming is very satisfied. Zhuang Yi has never been far away from him. In the long river of time, he always has a part of his life.
Zhuang Yi lowered his eyes and smiled, his expression was extremely gentle, and his handsome face was shining brightly, which was a layer of light quenched by love. He lowered his head and kissed Xun Yuming's forehead.
The phone made a "ding dong".
Cen Ji: "Doctor Zhuang@金主, look at the latest hot words!"
Zhuang Yi inexplicably swiped open his phone and clicked into the real-time search list. The first keyword was "caring for the rights and interests of medical staff".
Xun Yuming asked suspiciously, "What's going on?"
"It's the official media who spoke up." Zhuang Yi glanced at the first Weibo and showed it to him: "Here, they commented on your incident and praised you like a flower."
Xun Yuming clicked on the full text. They took their own experience as the starting point and extended the topic to "caring for the rights and interests of medical staff, strengthening medical science popularization, and reducing information asymmetry". Refuse uncivilized medical treatment.
"It's good now, surely no one dares to scold me, right?" The officials have all spoken out, and I think their clarifications are considered solid, and no one dares to speak against me.
Zhuang Yi smiled and said: "I'm going to spend money again, I have to thank grandpa very much."
"What's the matter with grandpa?"
"You high-tech talents are all giant pandas, and the country must protect them. But you move so fast, I guess grandpa has helped you a lot."
Xun Yuming looked blank: "Grandpa is really amazing!"
"I will convey this sentence to you. He loves flattering others the most." Zhuang Yi smiled and quit Weibo, and Ren Xueyuan's message popped up again: "Check email."
Zhuang Yi's heart sank, and he quickly opened his mailbox. The latest email was Xun Yuming's inspection results and the electronic version of the film, "Mingming, look."
Xun Yuming poked his head over to look, and his hanging heart fell to the ground: "It seems that I'm going to take a long vacation."
The author has something to say: I will definitely give them a grand marriage proposal.
Recently, it is ending, and it may be a little slower. The finale must be a happy ending in various senses.
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