Zhuang Yi hesitated slightly, wondering whether to tell him what he had investigated, wanting him to wake up earlier, but also afraid that the blow would be too great for him to hear, so he had to carefully probe: "If I tell you, someone close to you did it I'm sorry about your business, what will you...how?"
Of course he would be sad, but to what extent he was not sure.
"That depends on what's going on." Xun Yuming ate the small meat buns, took a sip of millet porridge from the bowl, "Also, it depends on how close people are."
"Very close." Zhuang Yi carefully concealed his purpose, "I mean, if it was Grandpa, or me, or Professor Angus, who did something like..."
He tried to find an equally serious matter to compare with, but he couldn't find one.
"It's as serious as depriving you of the Field Award." The piece of toast in Zhuang Yi's hand was squeezed tightly and deformed, just like his heart at the moment.
"Well... First of all," Xun Yuming thought about his question seriously, "You listed it incorrectly. Grandpa, you and teacher, you have different meanings to me."
"No matter who it is, I will definitely feel uncomfortable. But if it is grandpa, I have nothing to say, I can only admit it. If it is a teacher, I don't know, and I will definitely be very angry."
"If it was you," Xun Yuming looked up at him, "I..."
"How?" Zhuang Yi suddenly wanted to know the answer. Compared with this, other things were secondary, "What will happen to me?"
"If it's you," Xun Yuming smiled, "I will break up with you and never talk to you again."
I have to say, he was still a little disappointed, in his heart, he was still not as good as his grandfather. Before he knew it, Zhuang Yi found himself falling into the psychology of a girl in love, entangled in the paradox of "whom the mother and girlfriend save first".
He hung his head, said nothing, just sipped the porridge silently.
Holding the porridge, Xun Yuming's shoulders trembled tremblingly, laughter came from the bowl, with a bit of hollow resonance, "Are you a fool?"
He always said that he was stupid, and he was the stupidest one.
"How can I break up with you?" There is only one condition that can make him give up Zhuang Yi, and that is that they are harmful to Zhuang Yi when they are together. He's been through it once and won't repeat it: "You can be mean to me, I don't mind."
Affectionate people can only pretend to be chic.
When he loves someone so much, even if he is hurt, it will be difficult to get away easily, just like Zhuang Yi who was broken up at the beginning, eight years are so long, and the kung fu has been wasted in a flash.
Intellectually, everyone knows what to do, but love is irrational, and who can come and go without procrastination at all.
"Even if I stole your Field Award?" Zhuang Yi didn't expect Xun Yuming to say that, he couldn't suppress his joy in his heart, but he only smiled slightly.
"Well, but I know you won't." Love is to expose the most vulnerable place to the other party, and it is to personally hand over the weapon that hurts oneself to the other party, but believe that he will never do so.
It would be a lie to say that he was not moved, Zhuang Yi rolled his Adam's apple, and said in English: "My privilege."
"The time for telling the truth is over." Xun Yuming took away the empty bowl and came back to urge: "Let's go, it's time for a big adventure."
Every day is threatened, the unknown is full of thorns, it is indeed a big adventure.
Zhuang Yi wiped his mouth, washed his hands, and drove him to work. Xun Yuming had an outpatient clinic today. They stopped the car and went to the laboratory to have a look. Mogutou and King Zhou Wuzheng were chatting with the 3D printer.
Seeing them coming, Xiao Zhou smacked the lollipop and said with a smile: "Teacher Xun, I heard that you were in the bathroom with Dr. Zhuang that day...hahahaha!"
"..." Xun Yuming put a serious face on his face, and asked embarrassingly, "Who did you listen to?"
"Chen Linlin."
Mushroom head turned on the phone to show him the group news. Ever since Zhuang Yi pulled his uncle into the group, they didn't dare to talk unscrupulously anymore. Cen Ji felt that the atmosphere was too boring, so he created a new chat group, and added another one besides the other five people. Chen Linlin.
Xun Yuming used public affairs for personal gain, and threatened Mushroom Head to drag him in. While walking to the outpatient building, he read the news inside. The scale was astonishing. Sure enough, he started having fun when the leader was not there.
After get off work in the evening, he opened the group message again, and there were hundreds of messages in it.
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Cen Ji: "Important notice: From now on, all members of the laboratory will help Mr. Xun to pursue Dr. Zhuang. Everyone must work together to complete the task as soon as possible! The day the PS is successful, is the time to pay the bonus."
Mushroom Head: "How much bonus?"
Xiao Zhou: "I'll do it even if I don't give money, @拜玉明师, Lu Yao knows horsepower, and he can see people's hearts over time!"
Cen Ji: "Individual personnel should not take the opportunity to flatter in the group."
Xiao Wu: "The minister seconded the proposal."
Xiao Zheng: "Secondary +1"
Xiao Wang: "Second proposal + 10086"
Mushroom head: "Why did Mr. Xun pursue Dr. Zhuang? Aren't they all in the bathroom making soy sauce? I can't help it at noon. If you are not in love, who will believe it?"
Xiao Zhou: "It's just a fire bag friend."
Chen Linlin: "I don't think things are that simple. A big stupid guy came to the consulting room today. Although he is not as handsome as me, he is still about the same as Mr. Zhuang."
Mushroom Head: "Individuals, please pay attention to the thickness of your skin."
Cen Ji: "Where did he come from?"
Mushroom Head: "He didn't give out the red envelopes, and he rushed to the front when talking about gossip. It was definitely Dean Chen's own birth."
Zhou Wu Zheng Wang: "+1"
Chen Linlin: "Don't interrupt, let me tell you, this person is definitely not simple!"
Cen Ji: "That's Shigong's assistant, running errands for Shigong."
Chen Linlin: "Ah??? You mean that the teacher who is looking for a doctor is also chasing him? This... is too old, so what function is still working?"
Mushroom Head: "Come to the lab and wash your brain."
Zhou Wuzheng Wang: "The ministers and others seconded the proposal!!!"
Xun Yuming: "You are not allowed to tease my teacher."
A teacher is always a teacher. Even though he was disappointing last night, he couldn't erase his past benefits and his status in my heart.
Angus got up at noon and saw his note, and moved out of Zhuang Yi's house in the afternoon, and is now staying at the Bay Hotel with Will.
Xun Yuming called him before going to bed, and asked him to visit his laboratory in the hospital tomorrow, and he readily agreed, with the same tone and attitude as usual, as if the little episode last night had never happened.
The next morning, Angus arrived on time at nine o'clock. Xun Yuming didn't have such a good demeanor as him, and if he faced Angus by himself right now, the atmosphere would definitely be awkward, so he called Cen Ji and the other six to the laboratory, so that he could only laugh when he was around.
Angus seemed to be in a good mood, his sunken eyes looked a little dry, and the whites of his eyes were slightly cloudy, but his eyes were piercing.
He heard Xun Yuming's ideas, looked at the scaffolds they printed, and said: "Gene editing and stem cell research are bound to be the direction of future medical development. But the current application to humans is still too advanced, and it is difficult to do it in a short time." There are advances in the field, such as the transplantation of induced cells into the human body, and it is still unclear what effect it will have."
The problem he pointed out hits the nail on the head, which is exactly Xun Yuming's concern all along. Induced pluripotent stem cells are actually tantamount to using artificial means to differentiate cells into the types we need, such as nerve cells.
All of this is done in vitro and can be manipulated. Once the differentiated neuron is transplanted into the human body, whether it will continue to differentiate and what will become of the redifferentiation is unknown.
Someone in Japan once used this technology to treat eye diseases, but the nerves, especially the cranial nerves, are much more complicated.
Angus patted Xun Yuming on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "I know you want to win the award again and prove yourself, but doing so is too eager for quick success. You have been like this since you were in school. You must first match your ambition and ability, otherwise you It hurts to fall. I hope you can do some research in a down-to-earth manner, instead of challenging things that are not within your ability.”
The smile on Xun Yuming's face gradually faded, he lowered his head and did not make a sound. Maybe the teacher is right, maybe he really shouldn't do this research, it's just his delusional idea, a compensation for Zhuang Yi.
"I've seen a lot of geniuses, Xun." Angus said, "Many of them are far superior to you, but they are more down-to-earth than you. You have been immersed in this industry for a long time, and you will find yourself when you meet real geniuses. mediocrity. It is difficult for a person to accept mediocrity, but it determines whether you can go in the long run.”
"Really?" Xun Yuming looked at him, eyes full of brilliance, it was the last bit of hope before the dream was shattered, "Am I really wrong?"
"It doesn't matter." Angus gave him a merciful hug. "God has cared for you. He has given you a Field Award, hasn't he? You know, many people will never get an award in their entire lives. You just rely on luck." Got it. What else is there to be unhappy about?"
Xun Yuming doesn't like the word "luck". He has never been lucky in his life, and even Zhuang Yi was matched by his hard work. So for the rest of his life, he was branded with the label of luck.
"But I can't be happy." He lowered his eyebrows, like a bunch of withered roses, curling up the beautiful leaves.
At this moment, I really want Zhuang Yi to be by my side, to lean on his shoulders, and to hear him say that he is the best, but the teacher can always wake him up from his dream with a few words, so that he has to face the cruelty. Reality: "Maybe I'm just a lucky piece of shit."
Cen Ji couldn't listen anymore, so he withdrew his ear from the crack of the door and called Zhuang Yi.
After get off work in the evening, Xun Yuming sent Angus away, came out of the ward building with his head drooping, and stood blankly in the biting cold wind of early winter, not knowing where to go.
Seeing him from a distance, Zhuang Yi extinguished the half-smoked cigarette butt in his hand, walked over and asked, "Why are you so dazed?"
"Huh?" Xun Yuming woke up from his contemplation and looked up at him, "No, it's nothing, I'm a little hungry."
"Let's go, I'll take you to eat something delicious." Zhuang Yi took his hand, pulled him to the front of the car, opened the co-pilot, and signaled him to sit in.
Xun Yuming fastened his seat belt and asked Yanyan, "Shall we go home?"
"I won't go back." Zhuang Yi started the car and drove towards Sanmen Town in the city center, "There is no food at home, let's go shopping and have dinner."
"But I don't want to walk." Xun Yuming was a little tired. He knew that today was not a busy day. Compared with the usual ten-hour major surgery, he just sat in the laboratory and talked to the teacher in the afternoon, but he felt physically and mentally exhausted. There is a deep burnout.
"Alright." Zhuang Yi smiled: "If you don't want to leave, I will carry you."
Even if he swaggered around behind Xun Yuming's back, it would definitely not cause a commotion. The small ears are so ugly, he looks like a freshman who has just entered school, and some people will believe that it is his little brother.
He drove the car to the underground parking lot, put his arm around Xun Yuming's shoulders, and took the elevator. Zhuang Yi wanted to go to the supermarket first, but Xun Yuming disagreed: "Let's go eat first, and then go shopping when you're full."
That is the life wisdom that my grandfather taught him since he was a child. People tend to be irrational when they are hungry. Buying things after filling their stomachs—especially food can save a lot of money.
"That's good." Zhuang Yi originally wanted him to come out to relax, and he didn't take him to a high-end restaurant, but picked a grilled fish shop at random.
Xun Yuming took off his coat and put it on his knees, supported his stomach with his hands, and was in a daze. Zhuang Yi poured him a cup of barley tea, waited for the waiter to bring the food, picked out a piece of meat from the center of the fish belly, and asked in a warm voice, "Aren't you hungry?"
"There are thorns." Xun Yuming picked up the chopsticks and picked up the fish, "I'll pick it for you."
"Just take care of yourself." He was listless, like a failed flower, still remembering to please himself. Zhuang Yi helped him pick out the tiny bone spurs in the fish, dipped them in the bottom of the pot and put them into his bowl. "Eat slowly and drink some water."
Xun Yuming was hungry, but he lost his appetite. After eating half a bowl of rice and a few pieces of fish, he couldn't taste the food and couldn't swallow.
After Zhuang Yi paid the bill, he and he went to the underground supermarket to purchase everything from daily necessities to fresh snacks. He came out with three extra-large plastic bags, saw a counter selling candied haws at the door, and asked him, "Do you want to eat?"
Xun Yuming followed his gaze, thought for a while, then nodded: "Eat."
"Go and pick." Zhuang Yi gave him his mobile phone and asked him to scan the QR code to pay.
Xun Yuming bought a bunch of pitted hawthorns and a bunch of rock candied strawberries, one for himself and one for Zhuang Yi. Zhuang Yi thanked Bumin: "I won't eat."
"Eat." Xun Yuming blinked his watery eyes and looked at him, a smile finally appeared on his face that had been clouded all night.
Zhuang Yi sighed, opened his mouth and ate one, "There's nothing I can do about you."
Xun Yuming smiled, helped him carry a bag, and walked side by side to pick up the car. When the two drove out of the underground garage and stopped behind the railing to pay, Xun Yuming suddenly pointed to the sky and shouted: "Brother, look!
"What?" Zhuang Yi put away his phone and raised his head, only to see a flash of light flashing across the dark night, which turned out to be a shooting star. "Quickly make a wish on your ears!"
Xun Yuming froze for a moment, clasped his hands together, and secretly prayed, hoping that his grandfather's condition would be stable, that Zhuang Yi's work would go smoothly and that he would accept him soon, and that his own career... Forget it, I hope that work goes smoothly.
He opened his eyes and smiled like a child who ate candy: "It's so lucky."
"Luck always favors good children." Zhuang Yi rubbed his head and drove into the night mist, "But do you know? Luck doesn't come out of thin air, only those who work hard are worthy of it."
Hearing this, Xun Yuming lowered his head and said, "Why did you tell me these things?"
"Because I can't let you be brainwashed." Zhuang Yi stopped in front of the red light and looked at him deeply: "I have asked the lawyer to file a lawsuit against Angus, I hope you understand."
"You..." Xun Yuming asked blankly, "What?"
"Obviously, people who truly love you in this world will never deny your value." Zhuang Yi held his hand and said word by word: "You are the best!"
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