"How about I replace you?"
Xun Yuming chose a difficult song, Zhuang Yi was afraid that he would make a fool of himself, so he volunteered.
"Is it okay?" Xun Yuming asked for everyone's opinions, "Is it okay for Zhuang Yi to replace me?"
"No, no." Wang Kunlun said with a smile, "How about you two singing a song?"
Zhuang Yi punched him, took the song jukebox and clicked "Where is Spring", put his arms around Xun Yuming's shoulders, and shared a microphone with him to sing in chorus.
Xun Yuming's voice is cool and cold, which is not unpleasant, but the melody is not well grasped, if someone is carrying it, it will be stable, otherwise it will run endlessly.
When Zhuang Yi was chasing him many years ago, he borrowed someone else's band to sing to him "When A Man Loves A Woman" on the streets of Santa Monica, but changed the word "Woman" to "Man". His voice can withstand the test on the spot , it is not too difficult to carry Xun Yuming.
The two of you said one sentence to me, and a nursery rhyme sang the tenderness of a love song.
When he returned home, Xun Yuming was still humming "di di di li li". Zhuang Yi couldn't drive after drinking alcohol, it happened to be a good night, the moonlight was extraordinarily gentle, he didn't want to ask a substitute driver to ruin the atmosphere, so he simply parked the car in the clubhouse and went for a walk with Xun Yuming.
Xun Yuming just got his approval, and took a few sips of whiskey. At the moment, he was drunk, and both of them were a little drunk. Zhuang Yi walked to the deserted street, took out the watch that the waiter gave back to him, put it on his muscular wrist, and tugged on his tie again, "Are you tired?"
The Shili Archway is not far from the two points where they live, but it is definitely not too close with several roads winding and overlapping. Xun Yuming and he walked to the entrance of Baihua Park, panting slightly, "It's okay, I'm too lack of exercise."
He never went to the gym, and he was not good at sports. Although he was tired in the hospital, he practiced "standing exercises". After a major operation for more than ten hours, he was always sweating. Simply walking like this tonight is a completely different experience.
Zhuang Yi took off his suit jacket, unbuttoned the cuff buttons, and handed them to him: "Take it."
"What are you doing?" Now that the weather is getting colder, it is no longer the time to wear shirts alone. Some people even put on short down jackets early on the street. "Don't get drunk, you're going to catch a cold!"
Recently, the number of influenza patients admitted to the hospital has increased sharply, all of which are minor colds caused by changing seasons.
Zhuang Yi hooked the corners of his mouth, tapped the stone steps at the entrance of the park, and said with a smile: "Come up, brother will carry you."
"I don't." Xun Yuming shook his head and refused, "It's not that I can't go, it's late at night, so people can see it."
"It's late at night, who can see it?" Zhuang Yi walked down the steps and motioned him to go up, "Come on, or I'll catch a cold."
Xun Yuming looked around, ran over with his mouth pursed, and lay on his broad shoulders, "Be careful, I'm heavier than before."
"Two of you are not afraid." Zhuang Yi clasped his knees with both hands, threw him upwards vigorously, and lifted him up, "Let's go, let's walk through the park."
Xun Yuming was afraid of heights, so he stuck close to him and said, "I want to buy tickets."
"Buy it, and take a few steps less." Zhuang Yi carried him to the ticket window outside the park, Xun Yuming took out a banknote from his pocket, and handed it to the uncle behind the window, "I sprained my foot, uncle, We wanted to take a shortcut home from the park."
The uncle looked down at them, and said with distaste: "If you twist your foot and don't take a taxi, why are you still walking?" I'm afraid it's not two mentally retarded people, "I said you two brats, are you making fun of the uncle?"
"Of course not." Xun Yuming said with a smirk, "We are too poor to afford a taxi."
"Pull it down, let's go, the door will be closed in a while." Handing him two tickets, the uncle pointed his head again and said, "Don't fall into the lake!"
"Thank you, sir!" Xun Yuming leaned on Zhuang Yi's ear and giggled, hot air puffed into his neck, bringing up a string of crisp and numb sparks.
Zhuang Yi turned his neck, raised his hand and patted his buttocks, "Stop laughing, little rascal."
"Master must think that these two escaped from the mental hospital." Xun Yuming grinned secretly, humming the nursery rhyme just now in his throat.
It was almost closing time, the park was sparsely populated, the night was quiet and calm, and there were subtle sounds of rippling water from the lake from time to time. Zhuang Yi was walking on the Shiziyong Road with Xun Yuming on his back, the moonlight poured down, and both of them could not help but be moved.
"Brother." Xun Yuming's voice was soaked in alcohol, with an unusual sweetness, "Are you tired?"
"'Are you tired' should be followed by the word '呀'." Zhuang Yi asked while walking, "Ask again."
"Oh." Xun Yuming opened his mouth, and laughed: "But I can't ask."
It was embarrassing to ask him to say it deliberately.
"Then..." Zhuang Yi walked slowly step by step. "Say something nice, and listen to me."
Xun Yuming followed his footsteps up and down, thinking about what he wanted to hear and what was good for him, "When do you plan to get back together with me? I'm a little anxious."
"You want to make up with me that much?" Zhuang Yi said with a smile in his voice.
"Well, I really want to." He drank the wine, holding the truth in his mouth, and kept saying it. "You know what? The Mayo Clinic is in Minnesota, and it's really, really cold out there."
Zhuang Yi said "hmm". Minnesota is one of the places with the highest latitude in the United States. In winter, the lowest temperature even reaches minus 51 degrees Celsius. His breath turns into ice, which can freeze his little ears.
"I don't want to go back again." Xun Yuming held his neck tightly, "I like living with you."
What he didn't dare to say at ordinary times, at this moment he spit it out with the help of alcohol, "Actually, after breaking up, I miss you every day. I don't know what you are doing now, have you started a new relationship, and do you still hate me? , Will you have forgotten me. But forgetting me is a good thing, who made me so bad. Sometimes I think so badly, I go to drink, and then I see you in my dream. "
But in the dream he was so gentle, his dimples made his heart sore, so that the contrast after waking up was too strong for him to accept, so he could only drink continuously and revisit it over and over again.
"I miss you too." Zhuang Yi swallowed, why didn't he sleep and eat thinking about his little ears so restlessly.
"Sometimes I wonder, did I do something wrong?" Xun Yuming talked about the past, his voice trembling almost imperceptibly, "There used to be a TV crew who came to the laboratory to find consultants, and they wanted to shoot medical dramas. , Angus asked me to help them guide the medical content."
"There was a small screenwriter of Asian descent in that crew who was in charge of contacting me. I got to know her gradually, and there was no one else I could confide in. When I was bored, I would tell her about our affairs. She said that if we changed She will never do like me."
Zhuang Yi listened quietly, and asked at the right time: "What will she do?"
"I asked her that too." The tip of Xun Yuming's nose was buried in Zhuang Yi's refreshing hair, which smelled of shampoo. You talk, because you are a mature enough and capable person, if there is anything you can face together."
Zhuang Yi smiled, "This is chicken soup."
"That's what I said too." Xun Yuming was pleasantly surprised to find that Zhuang Yi's thoughts were so compatible with his, "I asked her, how to deal with it? Is it to let the other party feed you, feed you, take a bath, and change diapers? Persist in doing it for more than ten years, and finally look at your dove-shaped face, incontinence, and even difficulty breathing, so embarrassed, dirty, and die without any dignity; let the other party pay for you. Nursing fees until the day you die?"
Yes, Zhuang Yi is indeed mature in mental quality and superior in material conditions, and can take care of him who cannot take care of himself.
"But the question is, because others love you, do they owe you? Do they deserve everything for you?" Xun Yuming sighed, "I asked her, if it were you, the person you would like to be loved by, Is it such a waste of life? If he really loves you, would he have the heart to ask you like this? You can't use other people's love to pay for your own life!"
"She must be choking on you." Unexpectedly, his small ears sometimes choked on others.
"She won't understand." Xun Yuming's tone was almost choked up, "She is just in her early twenties, she is healthy, her limbs are sound, she doesn't have a rich family but she has no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, her parents can't give her the best, but they can't. her drag."
The joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, because they are too young and too lucky to have the opportunity to taste the cruelty and twists and turns of life, and they don't know that there are actually too many helplessness in life. The so-called "summer insects cannot speak to ice, and frogs at the bottom of a well cannot speak to the sea" means this.
This kind of seemingly ordinary, in fact, is the luck that many people can't envy. Xun Yuming is used to seeing people who may die of aneurysm rupture even if they hiccup, and heard too many cases of babies born with genetic diseases. I feel that as long as a person lives healthy and healthy, he has already won the lottery.
"I really envy her."
"Actually, you should ask her," Zhuang Yi said, "If it was your boyfriend who was sure that he had a serious genetic disease, he would still be with you without telling you, what would you do?"
Xun Yuming smiled softly: "I didn't say that, it's too impolite. I just asked her, what would you do if your boyfriend told you that he has a genetic disease? She still said to face it together."
"But I think the word 'face together' is just a selfish pretense. It seems that by saying this, the bloody reality behind it will be invisible. She said that the reason I gave you for breaking up was too cruel, at least you can Tell you the truth, and then break up."
"It's quite cruel." Zhuang Yi snorted coquettishly. "But if it wasn't for that, how could I break up with you if I like you so much?"
Xun Yuming nodded, remembering that he couldn't see, he lowered his head and kissed the back of his neck, "Thank you for understanding me."
Even the bystanders couldn't see it, but the person who should have been hurt the most tolerated him so far. Xun Yuming couldn't help but be moved: "But I still feel very sorry for you."
No matter how right the reason is, love can't pass.
When he thinks about the past, when he thinks about those eight years, he feels like a stick in his throat, wishing he could erase the past with an eraser, leaving only the sweet moments.
Zhuang Yi didn't take it seriously, "It's not that you are sorry for me. This matter has nothing to do with you. It's the laboratory that's wrong, it's Angus. Besides, life is full of flavors, and love is meaningful only after suffering."
Xun Yuming chewed his words, was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked: "Hey, what did you just say?"
"What?" Zhuang Yi asked back.
"You said you liked me so much." Xun Yuming grabbed the braids in his words and refused to let go: "You said you liked me, you can't play tricks!"
"I didn't say that." Zhuang Yi still didn't admit it, "I mean, I liked you so much at the beginning, but now..."
"Now?" Xun Yuming asked anxiously, "Do you still like it?"
Zhuang Yi smiled and didn't answer any questions he asked. He carried him through the park and walked along the Huanshan Road to the door of his house. Xun Yuming struggled to get down several times, but he refused.
Back home, Zhuang Yi went to the kitchen to make two glasses of vitamin C water, and handed him a glass, "Drink it, so you can hangover."
"You don't say I don't drink." Xun Yuming leaned on the sofa and complained, "Are you willing to make up with me? I really can't wait."
"You drink it first." Zhuang Yi stuffed the glass into his hand, "I'll tell you after I finish drinking."
Xun Yuming immediately sat up, picked up the cup and drank it upside down, "Gudu Gudu", "Okay!"
"Drinking too much water makes my stomach swell." Zhuang Yi's cuffs were half rolled up, revealing two muscular forearms, bending down to caress his slightly bulging stomach.
"Gulu Gulu." Xun Yuming muttered cooperatively.
Zhuang Yi couldn't help laughing: "You are so cute."
"Is it okay?" Xun Yuming was almost driven crazy by him, and stamped his feet on the ground back and forth anxiously, "Is it okay? Is it okay?"
"Stupid." Zhuang Yi stroked his brow bone with his thumb, looked deeply into his eyes, leaned over and kissed his lips: "We have reconciled a long time ago."
Since when, he couldn't remember clearly, maybe it was when they first met again, maybe it was when they learned the truth, maybe it was when they got the gene report, or maybe... In fact, they never really separated.
The body is far away, but the heart is close.
Xun Yuming hugged him and deepened the kiss, the cool liquid slipped down, between the lips and teeth was salty and bitter, but he didn't know whose tears it was. Zhuang Yi picked him up horizontally, took him to the bedroom on the second floor, and answered him personally.
Afterwards, Xun Yuming lay on the pillow and sighed lazily: "You are really... a beast with a human face."
"I take this as a compliment." Zhuang Yi's shirt was half open, and his suit pants and bright leather boots were still neatly on. He zipped it up, wiped his hands, and went downstairs to warm milk for Xun Yuming. By the way, I brought him two apples, and I was hungry even after thinking about it for a long time.
Xun Yuming curled up under the blanket, finished drinking the milk, waved his hand and said, "I don't eat apples."
"Why?" Zhuang Yi wondered, "Don't you like the red one?"
"I won't eat apples anymore." Xun Yuming said seriously, "An apple a day keeps the doctor away!"
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