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Zhuang Yi couldn't figure it out: "Why don't they want you?"
How could anyone in the world have the heart to abandon his little ears
"The reason is very complicated." Xun Yuming sighed, "Their things are hard to explain in one word, so I can't explain clearly."
"Then talk slowly, paragraph by paragraph." Zhuang Yi let go of his warm hands, and put his arms around his shoulders, "Aren't they... not married?"
He has always speculated that maybe Xun Yuming was born out of wedlock, that's why his parents refused to have him, so that he grew up with his grandfather and never mentioned a word about his parents for many years.
Xun Yuming shook his head: "No."
"Then they are married?" Zhuang Yi tentatively asked, "Now...are they still together?"
"They...don't ask, I don't want to mention it now." Xun Yuming's eyelashes drooped slightly, he left his embrace, and turned his back to him, "Go to sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow."
After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes, breathing gradually and evenly, and looked like he was deeply asleep. Zhuang Yi wanted him to open his heart, but he didn't dare to force him, so he pulled up the quilt, put an arm around his waist, and hugged him from behind to sleep.
Waking up early the next day, Xun Yuming took the pile of food that Zhuang Yi bought for him to the laboratory last night, divided the students, and asked, "How is the little white mouse?"
"Well, it's okay." With half a braised meat bun stuffed in his mouth, Xiao Zhou raised his hand and replied, "I was on duty last night, and I have been monitoring its condition. There is no problem. The transplanted neurons have gradually integrated into the neural network. Combined."
"Really?" Xun Yuming couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth, and quickly went to check inside, "Have you done an EEG for it? Is there any abnormal discharge?"
"That's not true, this little thing is too small to handle." Xiao Zhou stuffed the other half of the bun into his mouth, plugged in a straw and started to drink strawberry milk, "It didn't twitch, I think it should be fine ?”
"Even without an EEG, you are sure that its neuron transplantation is successful?" Xun Yuming glanced at him, and then looked inside through the sterile box, where the two mice that had undergone surgery were sleeping , looked like he was dying, "You get off work, go upstairs and call Cen Ji."
"Okay." Xiao Zhou turned around and wanted to leave.
"Hey—forget it." Xun Yuming had an operation this morning and couldn't stay longer, and was anxious to ask Cen Ji to help him check the situation of the mice. After thinking about it, he changed his mind and said, "I'll go by myself."
Xiao Zhou hurriedly packed up his things and went upstairs with him. The two walked into the elevator. Just as they reached the first floor, the iron door slowly opened, and Zhuang Yi stood outside with a serious face.
Xun Yuming was startled, went out and asked, "Why are you here? Are you looking for me?"
He has arrangements for the whole day today, either in the operating room or in the laboratory, without his escort. When going out in the morning, Zhuang Yi also said that he had something to deal with in the morning, and told himself to wait for him to pick him up at noon, and not to run around.
"You come with me." Zhuang Yi took his arm, led him through the corridor, and walked towards the side door behind the elevator.
Xun Yuming followed him inexplicably, there were many passers-by on the road, and they seemed to be secretly looking at them, and many people whispered to each other.
"What's the matter? Why are they all looking at me?" He vaguely sensed something in his heart, but couldn't describe it.
Zhuang Yi dragged him into the small garden behind the grape arbor, and couldn't wait to return to the consultation room, so he took out his mobile phone and said to him, "Let's take a look."
"What?" Xun Yuming took it with a frown, but the picture of them kissing in front of the Pyramid of Khufu appeared on the screen, "Why are you showing me this?"
"You don't know how to click and see?" Zhuang Yi poked the screen with his index finger, and the full-screen photo suddenly fell back to the dialog box, and behind it was the Weibo page.
"This..." Xun Yuming's heart skipped a beat, and he panicked, "Why did you post it online?"
Although his account is not followed by many people, it is still risky. If someone finds out and spreads it to real life, wouldn't it cause trouble
"Are you a fool?" Zhuang Yi was so angry that he wanted to scold him, but he just couldn't bear it, "Do you see that this is my account? Someone posted it to a blogger, and now hundreds of comments have been reposted. Someone put him on the hospital forum, it is estimated that it has spread in the hospital!"
"This...how did this happen?" Xun Yuming's blood pressure rose instantly, and he staggered a few steps while supporting Zhuang Yi's arm, blushing with anxiety, "What should we do now? What if there is a trouble?"
All the mouths make gold, and the accumulation destroys the bones. If the truth spreads, Zhuang Yi and he will probably be skinned and cramped by the prejudices of the world, and even affect their work and career.
He is not afraid of anything else, he is used to others gossiping behind his back, he is also used to being treated unfairly, but his experiment, his research that has just seen some results, will it also be buried in gossip
And a doctor who treats people with mental illness, but he likes the same sex, how should those people treat Zhuang Yi? What do you think of his consulting room
Xun Yuming trembled like sifting chaff, fear enveloped him deeply, the early winter wind cut his face like a blade, he suddenly felt so cold, hugged his shoulders with his hands, shrank tremblingly.
"Mingming, don't be afraid of Mingming." Zhuang Yi hurriedly supported him and walked towards the counseling room, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't be in such a hurry to tell you."
As soon as he walked in in the morning, Chen Linlin dragged him into the office and explained the ins and outs. After he heard about it, he couldn't care about anything else, and his first thought was to look for Yuming. Gossip was unavoidable in the hospital, and if he became agitated when he found out, and the consequences of what he did would be unpredictable, it would be safest to bring him back first.
"What should we do now?" Xun Yuming was completely out of ideas. If it was something else, he wouldn't be afraid even if the world fell, but this matter was indeed true, and secondly, it involved Zhuang Yi, so he really poked him hard. It hurt his ribs, how could he still have half a sane at this moment.
"What if... will your consulting room still be open? Will no one see you? Will those who see you sue you?" Xun Yuming had countless consequences flashing through his mind, Each one was too much for him to bear.
"Am I going to resign too? But my research...will the hospital not let go of my research? If this matter spreads...to the ears of patients, will they come and scold us? Or..."
He secretly expected that maybe everyone was very tolerant, maybe their affairs could be made public, but he felt that there was little hope.
"Calm down first." Fang Buyu went to the kitchen to get him a glass of water, "I don't think the patients care so much, they just come to see the doctor, as long as you can cure the disease, it doesn't matter if you are a monster or a devil .”
"But I'm neither a monster nor a devil!" Xun Yuming stared at him, "I just fell in love with someone."
He lowered his head, covered his mouth and muttered to himself: "This is so unfair, so unfair."
"Don't be like this, Mingming." Zhuang Yi sat beside him, rubbed his vest and said, "I don't know what will happen now, so don't be sad. I was on the way to find you just now, and I already contacted you to deal with the online posts. Chen Linlin also went to find his father, I called Wang Kunlun, let's wait for news first."
Seeing this, Fang Buyu hid out of the door with the girl at the front desk, leaving only the two of them in the room.
Xun Yuming can't calm down at all now, his heart is very impetuous, this matter has touched the bottom line of his composure. In fact, how could Zhuang Yi be at ease, and he was just trying to maintain his composure, after all, he still had small ears to protect.
Once this matter broke out, the first person to bear the brunt was Xun Yuming. It doesn't matter to Zhuang Yi, his clinic is affiliated with the hospital, and the two have no affiliation. At least in order to avoid suspicion, he broke off the hook and went it alone.
Xun Yuming is different. Although he entered the job through the special channel, he became a member of the hospital after signing the contract. The hospital has direct jurisdiction over his right to operate, to be an independent doctor, and to approve scientific research projects. It is not a resignation. Leaving can solve the problem.
What's more, he intends to take root in this city. Zhuang Yi is here, grandpa is here, and his few relatives and friends are all here. If his reputation is ruined, how will he gain a foothold here in the future.
Xun Yuming covered his face with his hands, took a deep breath, and finally calmed down a bit, "Who did it? How could someone else have our photos? Who is that person who posted on Weibo? And who sent the photos to the hospital?" Intranet?"
There were many doubts about the whole incident, and it was strange from the beginning to the end. Xun Yuming raised his head and asked, "Could it be... Angus?"
He has made a lot of enemies. In terms of motives, many people may punish him, such as Sun Zhuo and Xiao Zhao in the department, and a few doctors who are secretly dissatisfied with the administrative director. However, they didn't have photos, and they couldn't be sure about their relationship with Zhuang Yi.
Moreover, rumors about him and Zhuang Yi had already been circulating in the hospital before, but they were just nonsense without evidence. Cen Ji helped him spread the news that he had a girlfriend.
If it wasn't for the people inside the hospital, the only person he could think of who had a problem was Angus.
"It's possible, but there's one thing that doesn't make sense." Zhuang Yi thought about it just now, but couldn't justify himself, "If it's really Angus, how could he have your photo? Have you given it to him?"
"Yesterday afternoon, he was punched by you, and then the airport ground staff sent him to the hospital. I just guessed that he might be sent here, but it might not be impossible to send him to the nearest hospital near the airport."
"Let's ask about this later. Even if he has been here, the photo was not printed out and distributed to the hospital after all. How could he log on to the hospital's intranet and post it to the forum?"
"Who could it be?" Xun Yuming racked his brains but couldn't think of anyone.
Zhuang Yi patted him on the shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "Don't think about it yet, no matter who it is, it will definitely show its feet. There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Let's check slowly. The most urgent thing now is to calm the storm first."
As soon as he finished speaking, the phone "buzzed" and vibrated. Zhuang Yi got up and went to the door to make a phone call, Xun Yuming dragged the laptop on the table, opened the hospital intranet, entered his account password, and went to the forum to look.
Usually, the forum is nothing but academic exchanges, hospital announcements, barter... and so on, but today the homepage is occupied by his and Zhuang Yi's posts, and the one posting their photos is even more popular among clicks. The most popular one, the bright red one hangs at the top of the list.
Fortunately, the hospital is busy, even if it is a popular post, compared with the content of the public website, it is not very popular.
Xun Yuming clicked in and took a look. The person who posted the post was anonymous, because it was an official intranet, so the wording of the message below was not excessive. At most, it said "the leader should take care of it" and "it will not affect the patient's ears if it spreads." and so on.
He quit the post and continued to scroll down, almost all discussing whether this kind of thing can be made public or semi-public. The words are slightly more intense than the first one, but they are limited to arguments, and they are just used as citations. Few people reply Not much.
After the second page, there were basically irrelevant news. Xun Yuming refreshed and returned to the homepage, but all the posts just now disappeared, and the top of the list became a post of "Congratulations to our hospital for being awarded a spiritual civilization demonstration unit".
Xun Yuming was wondering when Zhuang Yi just hung up the phone and came back and said: "Old Chen asked people to delete all the messages on the intranet. This matter is mainly about pressure. He told you not to arrange too many surgeries this week. Just treat it as a sick leave, and wait until it subsides."
"So it's all right?" Xun Yuming never expected that the matter could be solved so easily, it's unbelievable that just now he thought that a catastrophe was imminent.
"Of course not." Zhuang Yi shook his head, "There will definitely be rumors in the hospital, but Lao Chen said that even if there is a quarrel, the hospital will definitely stand by your side. This is not a relationship issue, the main reason is that you are too valuable, they I still have to protect you."
"I think the patient should be fine. Although there are many prejudiced people, there are also many enlightened people. More importantly, as Fang Buyu said, everyone who comes to see you is anxious, who cares about you?" Whoever you like, as long as you can cure them, demons and ghosts are fine. If you can’t cure them, it’s up to you, people are selfish.”
In the final analysis, whether it can stand upright or not, public opinion is always false, and in the end we still have to use strength to speak.
Zhuang Yi smiled, and patted Xun Yuming with his arms around him: "Fortunately, you have always been so good. This is the result of your own hard work, and no one can take it away easily."
Just like Angus, maybe he can take away a chance and a bit of confidence from Xun Yuming, but he will never take away Xun Yuming's talent and hard work. Jealousy will neither make him better nor make him better. A good person is even worse, and will devour himself instead. Conspiracies and tricks can only restrict others for a while, but the light source is planted in people's hearts. Even though dark clouds cover the sun, a ray of light lasts forever.
"This time must be difficult, you have to be mentally prepared." Zhuang Yi sat down around him, his low voice spread over his head, "But I believe you will handle it well, I stand with you .”
"Do you think I'm not brave enough?" Xun Yuming lay on his chest, staring at him with wet eyes, "I was in a mess just now, worried and scared, will you be disappointed in me?"
The turmoil has not subsided yet, and he has already started to regret it. He should have been more calm and calm just now, at least he must have the courage to open up to him at any time, otherwise how could he be worthy of such a glorious Zhuang Yi.
Not only did Xun Yuming feel at ease when he found out that he was fine for the time being, he was even more afraid, afraid that his performance just now was not good enough and that he would disappoint Zhuang Yi; he was also afraid that he would be timid and make him sad.
Zhuang Yi smiled while holding his chin, pinched his chin and asked, "Do you know how you behaved just now, how would I rate you?"
"How many minutes?"
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