Let Me Go! I Need to Study!

Chapter 15: back to the starting point

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"Miaomiao, I met Qianqian today. She is your good friend. She said that the students in your class miss you very much." Yu Miaoyin's mother, Feng Jiawan, was wiping Yu Miaoyin's arms with a half-wet towel. After passing through the warm water next to the hospital bed and wringing it dry, Feng Jiawan changed Yu Miaoyin's other hand to wipe it off, but she wrung the towel a few times, sighed in a daze, threw the towel back into the water, held her Sit on the edge of the bed with your knees.

On the hospital bed, Yu Miaoyin's cheeks were thin. Feng Jiawan still remembered that her daughter's face was a little baby fat before the accident, and the fleshy feel was very good. It was like cotton balls when pinched, but now Yu Miaoyin's cheeks were deeply sunken. The whole body exudes a dull and sick state.

Yu Miaoyin has been lying on the hospital bed for more than half a year, and she doesn't know how much longer she will lie on. Feng Jiawan found many similar cases on the Internet. Some of them woke up after lying down for five or ten years, and some only woke up after lying down for 20 or 30 years. These examples are not inspirational at all. Feng Jiawan only saw endless despair after reading them. Ten or twenty years is so long, as a mother, she really can't bear it.

Ever since Yu Miaoyin's accident happened, Feng Jiawan has been blaming and regretting herself every day. She regrets why she was so suspicious when she had nothing to do, and kept bothering her husband and daughter with this matter. If she didn't have a phone call from herself that day, maybe Yu Miaoyin If he could escape the catastrophe with quick eyesight and quick hands, he would not lie on this hard hospital bed.

"Miaomiao, are you blaming your mother for not waking up?" Feng Jiawan grabbed her daughter's hand, her eyes began to moisten again, and then tears flowed down again. She thought that her tears had been shed, but no, tears could not be shed endlessly, people would cry when they were sad and desperate.

"Miao Miao, Mom misses you." Feng Jia quit her job politely and took care of her daughter in the ward every day, seeing each other day and night, but she couldn't fall asleep every night thinking about Yu Miaoyin. She thought that her daughter would wake up one day, Call her mom.

Another time Feng Jiawan had a dream, dreaming that Yu Miaoyin really woke up, but it was already twenty years later, Feng Jiawan was senile at the bedside, and the first thing Yu Miaoyin said when she opened her eyes was: "Who are you?"

Feng Jiawan woke up from the dream, collapsed uncontrollably, hid in the toilet and cried bitterly, Yu Haizhang comforted her outside the door, and stayed with her all night without closing her eyes. The next morning Feng Jiawan asked her husband with red eyes: "What if Miao Miao never wakes up? What if we are old when she wakes up and she doesn't know us?"

Yu Haizhang hugged her shoulder and said: "No, Miaomiao will definitely wake up, I promise." But Yu Haizhang himself couldn't guarantee it, he didn't dare to think what would happen if Yu Miaoyin really couldn't wake up, I can only comfort myself with "she will wake up soon", Yu Haizhang is the backbone supporting Feng Jiawan, for his wife, for this family, he cannot fail.

Feng Jiawan stayed by the hospital bed for a while, and stood up with difficulty. She was only in her forties, her back was already bent, and there were two big bags under her eyes, she was always looking at Yu Miaoyin in a daze. Feng Jiawan used to pay great attention to maintenance. People in their forties took good care of them. When they went shopping with Yu Miaoyin, others thought they were sisters. In the six months after Yu Miaoyin's accident, she was aging rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye, and there was nothing she could do about it.

Feng Jiawan poured out the already cold water, sat back on the edge of the hospital bed, held Yu Miaoyin's hand, and muttered about something. Suddenly, Yu Miaoyin's index finger moved slightly. The strength is very weak, almost like a small ant crawling on the hand.

Such weak movements have happened many times. Feng Jiawan was very excited at the first few times, thinking that Yu Miaoyin was about to wake up, but later she was told that this was just a normal reflex behavior, and was disappointed again and again. Feng Jiawan had no idea about such movements. reaction.

"Miaomiao, Mom misses you." Feng Jiawan said it again in a voice that only she could hear, and Yu Haizhang came in.

"Jiawan, I ordered food for you. I'll look after Miaomiao. You eat first." Yu Haizhang is the vice president of this hospital. He is usually very busy. Although his daughter is in the hospital, what he can spare I don't have much time to see my daughter.

"Hai Zhang, just now Miao Miao moved again." Feng Jiawan said.

Knowing that Feng Jiawan was thinking wildly again, Yu Haizhang patted her on the shoulder and handed her the lunch box, "Let's eat."

It was not easy for Yu Haizhang and Feng Jiawan to have Yu Miaoyin. Feng Jiawan slipped through two pregnancies and finally got pregnant with Yu Miaoyin. She was so careful. She was pregnant in October, and Feng Jiawan often said this to Yu Haizhang, "Hai Zhang, just now the baby moved again."

But at that time, both of them were full of joy and sweetness, which was very different from now.

Feng Jiawan ate quietly, and Yu Haizhang watched her eat, neither of them noticed that Yu Miaoyin's eyelids moved, and then slowly opened.

"Mom..." A weak voice came into the ears of the couple, and the chopsticks in Feng Jiawan's hand fell to the ground.

She turned her head in disbelief, staring at Yu Miaoyin's eyes stiffly, seeing two cloudy eyeballs, Yu Miaoyin's eyes really opened.

"Mom..." Yu Miaoyin yelled again.

All of Feng Jiawan's emotions were choked in her throat for a moment, her mouth opened and closed, and she only uttered a single syllable, "Hey."

Tears flowed out along with the monosyllables. At that moment, Feng Jiawan couldn't cry.

"Mom, Dad." Yu Miaoyin focused her eyes and called out again, Yu Haizhang's eyes were also red, and she replied, "Miaomiao, you finally woke up."

There was no warning for Yu Miaoyin's accident, and there was no warning when she woke up. Her body has been in a coma for half a year, and her functions have degenerated. She needs to recover slowly. However, these are nothing to Feng Jiawan and Yu Haizhang. When you wake up, you can take your time to recuperate, and there will always be a day when you can recuperate well.

Yu Miaoyin woke up and looked at her mother who was aging and out of shape, her nose was sore, and tears also fell down.

"Mom, I made you worry."

Feng Jiawan threw herself on Yu Miaoyin's body, tears soaked half of Yu Miaoyin's shoulders, "Miaomiao, mom is wrong, mom is sorry..."

Yu Miaoyin hugged Feng Jiawan's back with her arms back, looking at her red-eyed father, half of her heart was filled with guilt, and the other half was filled with Xiao Man.

Senior sister how is she? How sad must she be that the cat died

Yu Miaoyin was deeply worried about Xiao Man, and she also began to worry about herself, when she was no longer that cute cat who could only roll around in her senior's arms at will, when she and her senior became strangers who didn't know each other again Could it be that she can only silently watch senior sister in the corner again

Yu Miaoyin didn't want to do this, she wanted to be with her senior, but how could she get close to her? Yu Miaoyin was a little desperate, everything was back to the starting point, Yu Miaoyin had already retreated before seeing her senior.

The author has something to say: There are still 30,000 to 40,000 words before the end? I really hope this month can finish QWQ