For the first time since Hai Ri was born, he knew that his heart could really jump to this extent.
He was even afraid that he would suffocate and pass out on the spot.
What's happening here
An accidental urge under the influence of hormones
Hai Ri's brain is completely dead, it doesn't work at all anymore, he feels like a plastic bag floating in the wind, completely losing his sense of autonomy, it all depends on where the wind blows him, how the hell is it going to blow him? Cloud Nine!
Sheng Canyang propped his arms by Hai Ri's ear, leaned over to look at him in the dark, his eyes were very bright, Hai Ri seemed to have only seen such bright eyes in the animal world.
Should I go forward, or should I go back
In fact, aren't both left and right dead
Hai Ri was stunned for a moment, and relying on instinct, he raised his head and leaned forward, closed his eyes and kissed him again.
Sheng Canyang pushed him back, and Hairi fell on the pillow, with the smell of blood lingering in his nose, Sheng Canyang broke his teeth and drove straight in, Hairi instantly became passive and responded with his mouth open.
Sheng Canyang's hand reached into Hai Ri's waist, and Hai Ri felt that there was still blood on his hand that hadn't been wiped dry. Hai Ri was out of breath and completely awake.
Sheng Canyang took a deep breath, and buried his head in Hai Ri's neck.
Hai Ri: "..."
Hai Ri subconsciously patted Sheng Canyang's back, which was meant to appease him. Hai Ri didn't know what he was thinking right now.
It doesn't matter? Mom understands
Can't. Hai Ri thought, I'm just too obsessed.
After a while, Sheng Canyang sat up and looked at him silently in the dark. Hai Ri's heart has become a hurricane, his spirit boat is tottering in the wind and waves, but his face is calm.
"You..." The two spoke at the same time.
Then they said together: "I..."
The two laughed together, Sheng Canyang waved his hands, and announced, "I'll chase you."
Hai Ri: "?"
Hai Ri: "????"
I! Crazy! up! !
Or the earth has been destroyed! Is humanity doomed! Or am I dead? !
Hai Ri raised his hand in a daze, waved it meaninglessly in the air, and then fell back in the air, combing his bangs back without knowing why.
Hae-il said, "Oh, yes."
Sheng Canyang actually felt relieved, relaxed a lot, and lay back, shoulder to shoulder with Hai Ri.
Hai Ri thought about it, but he didn't want to understand.
Does he actually like me? real or fake? why? Where do you like it
Sunwoo hasn't gotten it after so long, why does he like me
Hai Ri even thought: "Are there any lottery tickets here? Should I buy two?"
Sheng Canyang said, "Why don't you speak?"
"A little confused," Hai Ri said honestly, "I don't know what to say."
Sheng Canyang: "What are you ignoring?"
Hai Ri: "It's just... very confused, forget it, you can't understand."
Sheng Canyang turned to look at him, but Hai Ri didn't dare to look at him anymore, Sheng Canyang said, "I heard your heartbeat."
Hai Ri: "..."
Hai Ri's face was blushed by him, and it has been blushing until now, and he has never gone down.
Sheng Canyang stretched out his hand, put it on his chest, and said, "Me too."
Hae-il felt his heart beating wildly too. Sheng Canyang touched his chest, and the two seemed to feel a momentary resonance.
Hai Ri said: "You..."
Sheng Canyang said: "This is the first time I confess to someone."
"No?" Hai Ri said, "Wait, did you confess?"
Sheng Canyang: "Isn't that counted?"
Hai Ri: "Which sentence?"
Hae Il thought he had heard wrong.
Sheng Canyang had no choice but to say: "I like you, can I chase you? Handsome guy?"
Hai Ri said reservedly: "Yes."
Sheng Canyang smiled amusingly.
Hai Ri is often liked and confessed by others, and this is the first time that the two are in love. But he thought he was unrequited love, and he thought that he could only look at Sheng Canyang's back all his life, not waiting for him to turn around.
Hai Ri never expected that his love would be reciprocated, he even told himself: Secret love is not humble, because he also gained happiness.
But he didn't expect Sheng Canyang to look back at him.
Perhaps Sheng Canyang and him did not have a happy ending, and it is too difficult for the two of them to have a happy ending, but Hai Ri still feels that the moment he heard Sheng Canyang say that he likes him, it seems that only joy and joy are left in life. happiness. All the sufferings of the past can be forgotten.
Hae Il didn't expect this to be the power of love.
Sheng Canyang said, "The first thing."
Hai Ri: "?"
Sheng Canyang stretched out his hand and asked Hairi for his mobile phone, Hairi handed it to him, Sheng Canyang unlocked it with his fingerprint, then rummaged through his friends, and found the hotel receptionist after a while.
Sheng Canyang clicked on the chat record, and he seemed satisfied. Hai Ri thought he wanted to delete it, but Sheng Canyang said, "That's it?"
Hai Ri: "Ah."
Sheng Canyang: "How about I compete with him for the job?"
Hai Ri: "Hahahahahahahaha."
After a while, he found that Sheng Canyang was serious, Hai Ri said, "Are you okay?"
Sheng Canyang said: "Is there anything else?"
Hai Ri: "... gone."
"Oh," Sheng Canyang said, "Then this is the only competitor I have?"
Hai Ri said helplessly: "You have no competitors..."
In fact, whether to pursue or not to pursue is vague. From Hai Ri's point of view, he has actually agreed to Sheng Canyang.
It's all for this sake, what is there to chase
"Yes," Sheng Canyang said earnestly, "I'll chase you, see if I can do it, and then decide."
Seeing his expression, Hai Ri was uncharacteristically serious, and Hai Ri's heart moved. He didn't know why, Hai Ri felt that Sheng Canyang seemed to be worried, and he seemed a little inferior—to be more precise, he hoped that Sheng Canyang would eliminate him.
If this is the case, Hai Ri really understands what Sheng Canyang means. He really likes him, but he hopes that Hai Ri doesn't like him and rejects him.
Hai Ri looked at the lights on the ceiling and said, "I know what you're thinking."
Sheng Canyang: "I may not be with you for a long time."
Hai Ri was like a roller coaster all night.
Sheng Canyang said calmly: "When I came here, my despair value broke the historical record."
"That is to say, no one has ever wanted to die more than me," Sheng Canyang's clear voice made the sadness more beautiful in the dark night, "I think about it all the time."
"The value of despair here is money. The more miserable you are, the richer you are. After I came here, the points were almost enough. After doing a few missions, the death application was not approved. I stayed here quite comfortably. At that time I didn't think too much about it, if you don't pass it, you won't pass it," Sheng Canyang said, "But once I lost the mission."
Hai Ri: "..."
Sheng Canyang said: "I was treated as a murderer, and I was voted out."
Hai Ri said in disbelief: "What?"
"I didn't have much experience when I first participated, and I wasn't very careful," Sheng Canyang said, "I lost. Back again."
Sheng Canyang said: "After I returned to reality... I immediately unplugged my instrument."
Hai Ri unconsciously shed a tear, and he whispered: "So you woke up."
"After I went back, I couldn't bear it at all." Sheng Canyang seemed to be telling other people's stories from the beginning to the end. "The pressure and anxiety suddenly hit my face, and I couldn't bear it for a moment."
Sheng Canyang said to Hai Ri: "It doesn't suit me there."
Hai Ri said, "How could this happen?"
But who can answer this question? If Sheng Canyang knew the answer, how could he come to this point? Why are you so obsessed with death
Hai Ri: "Did you come here all these years?"
"It's very strange," Sheng Canyang said, "It seems that I started to feel this way after my debut. Being an artist is still quite stressful."
Hai Ri put her head on his shoulder, a kind of silent comfort. Hai Ri felt that all words could not express his current mood.
Sheng Canyang looked down at him, and said softly: "So I also want to go back with you, and we will treat the illness together, but I may not be able to accompany you."
Hai Ri didn't know what to say.
Sheng Canyang said: "So I'm chasing you, you should think about it carefully."
Hai Ri cried.
Sheng Canyang felt the moisture in his chest, and immediately lowered his head to look at him, but Hai Ri didn't know what he was crying for, he cried very sadly, and shed tears all over his face without saying a word, Sheng Canyang couldn't laugh or cry, and said, "What's wrong? !"
Hai Ri shook his head, but couldn't stop.
Sheng Canyang was a little at a loss: "Don't, don't, brother, don't, what do you want to do? What do you want? Oh, what's wrong!"
Hai Ri also wanted to stop crying, but couldn't bear it. This has nothing to do with whether Sheng Canyang likes him or not. He only knows now that Sheng Canyang woke up before, and after waking up, he still chose to leave.
Hai Ri had thought countless times that if Sheng Canyang could be given more comfort and love before the incident happened, maybe everything could be changed. If things happen, if they can be rescued in time, maybe they can save a life.
So it was really hard for Hai Ri to accept that Sheng Canyang chose to leave again after waking up. He felt like he had almost a nervous breakdown.
Sheng Canyang thought that Hai Ri could empathize with his tragic experience, so he could only wipe his tears away. Sheng Canyang said: "It's quite miserable, but it's not enough to cry, right?"
Hai Ri even cried and laughed, and scolded him.
Sheng Canyang said: "Brother, I really like you, don't mind if I go there, I haven't talked about it before, I was too young before entering the industry, and I didn't dare to talk about it after my debut, and Shanyu, I don't know if it's a relationship, but Also broken."
Sheng Canyang confessed unexpectedly and plainly: "I said I like you, so don't feel pressured, I just like you and want to treat you better. Am I a little young? Do I feel a little insecure? Not at all. "
Hai Ri asked straight to the point: "Do you still like Sun Woo?"
"..." Sheng Canyang said helplessly, "How is it possible?"
Hai Ri: "There won't be any part of Bai Yueguang, will it?"
"Unless he is dead too," Sheng Canyang said, "Can I still meet him in this life?"
Hai Ri thought about it, yes, but he was not very satisfied with Sheng Canyang's answer. Hai Ri has always been very wary of Shanyu, he slowly woke up from the excitement, and realized that even if Sheng Canyang liked him, he was beaten by Shanyu. too disgusting.
Sheng Canyang said in disbelief: "After talking so much, you only pay attention to this?"
Hai Ri took it for granted: "Otherwise?"
Sheng Canyang said: "It's been a long time ago. If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have told you about it."
Hai Ri thought: "If you don't tell me, I won't know?"
But when Sheng Canyang chatted with him last time, it seemed that he never said that he liked Shanyu.
Hai Ri felt a little more comfortable.
Sheng Canyang said: "Is this answer qualified?"
Hai Ri: "Barely, barely."
Sheng Canyang smiled.
Thanks to Sheng Canyang, Hai Ri no longer cared about the background sound of the deceased scratching the cabinet.
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