Let Me Live!

Chapter 36: Ever Bright (5)

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Sheng Canyang shouted over there: "I'm busy, I'm going to find your sister-in-law!"

Hai Ri turned his head and saw Huang Mao holding three trays in his hand and a wine glass in his mouth, Hai Ri hurried over to pick them up, Jiao Qi said: "I'm leaving."

"Okay, okay," Hai Ri said, "walk slowly."

Jiao Qi looked at Sheng Canyang with some reluctance, and then at Hai Ri, with his hands still on the bar, feeling a little reluctant.

Sheng Canyang threw up the shaker. The shaker spun twice in the air, and then fell back into his hand steadily. He opened the shaker and poured out the light blue wine inside.

Hai Ri took the wine glass and tray, and said, "Do you want to take a photo with him?"

"Can you?" Jiao Qi was a little surprised.

Hai Ri smiled and said, "Yes."

Jiao Qi blushed a little.

Hai Ri beckoned to Sheng Canyang, Sheng Canyang pushed out the wine glass, the bar was a bit noisy, he turned sideways and asked in Hai Ri's ear, "What's the matter?"

Jiao Qi saw Hai Ri say something in his ear, Sheng Canyang looked up at himself, then smiled, bowed his head and replied Hai Ri's words, Hai Ri laughed and cursed and pushed him.

Hai Ri turned his head and said, "Come on."

Jiao Qi came over with some embarrassment, Sheng Canyang walked out from the bar while wiping his hands, put the towel aside, and put one arm around her waist weakly, it just looked like they were getting together, but they didn't touch .

Sheng Canyang bowed slightly, he didn't look so tall anymore, Hai Ri took Jiao Qi's phone and said, "1, 2, 3, eggplant."

Jiao Qi smiled shyly.

Hai Ri looked at Sheng Canyang in the camera, and said with satisfaction: "Not bad."

Jiao Qi whispered, "Thank you."

"My sister has something to do with it," Hai Ri said casually, "this is what he should do."

Sheng Canyang returned to the bar, propped his arms on the bar, and said with a smile: "This is what I should do."

Jiao Qi looked at the two of them and smiled.

Huang Mao came over, propped his waist with one hand, seemed exhausted, relaxed his muscles, and announced: "I'm really going to be angry."

"Here we come," Hai Ri said, "Calm down, boss."

Huang Mao looked at him and said seriously: "Can falling in love not affect work?"

"No." Sheng Canyang said casually.

Sheng Canyang said casually, "I work to fall in love."

Huangmao: "..."

Huang Mao: "I quit. Or call my partner, I also want to fall in love during working hours."

"Sure," Hai Ri said, "I haven't seen it yet."

Sheng Canyang said: "I seriously doubt whether this person really exists."

Huang Mao: "What do you mean, I pretend I have a girlfriend?"

Hai Ri looked at Huang Mao: "Call me to have a meal together."

Huang Mao: "She's a bit shy. In fact, Brother Yang has seen it before. He did it on purpose."

Jiao Qi has been watching the three of them going back and forth like this, with a faint smile on his face.

Hai Ri took a look at her and could tell that she really liked Sheng Canyang.

Jiao Qi looked at Hai Ri and himself, and said, "It's pretty good."

Hai Ri understood what she meant, thought for a while and said, "Well, it's pretty good."

Huang Mao and Sheng Canyang were still talking nonsense, Hai Ri chatted with Jiao Qi, and Jiao Qi said: "I didn't dare to come before, I should have come to see it sooner."

Hai Ri smiled and said, "I can come here often in the future."

Jiao Qi heard what he meant and asked, "Are you also his fan?"

"In the past," Hai Ri said, "I've been promoted now."

Jiao Qi: "You are so handsome."

Hai Ri smiled and said, "Thank you, you are beautiful too."

Hai Ri can see that Jiao Qi seems to like him very much, that kind of eyes can be seen, Hai Ri understands it very well, it is a kind of eyes like looking at his daughter-in-law.

Hai Ri: "..."

Jiao Qi smiled and said, "I'm leaving."

"Wait a while and he's going to go up to sing," Hai Ri persuaded, "You can leave later, and we'll take you back together at night."

Hai Ri could tell who really liked Sheng Canyang, she was different from those who just came to ask for an autograph. He is very fond of such fans. Because he felt that Sheng Canyang's fans had a hard time.

But Jiao Qi said: "I have seen him sing many times, and I have been to the scene many times. Let's go, on the bus at night, I just take a look at how he is doing."

Jiao Qi seemed to be smiling with red eyes, and said sadly: "It's a pity that I didn't say goodbye to him properly."

Hai Ri: "..."

Hae Il understands this feeling so well that he is about to cry.

Jiao Qi said: "It's good to be happy, I'm leaving."

"Send you off." Hai Ri said.

Seeing that he was going to leave, Sheng Canyang immediately said, "What are you going for?"

"Send her off," Hai Ri waved at him, "I'll be back in a while."

Huang Mao: "Take the trash, why don't you take out the trash every time you go out?"

Hai Ri had no choice but to go back and pick up the garbage again, and sent Jiao Qi out of the alley.

Jiao Qi said: "I hope to see you next time in real life."

Hai Ri froze for a moment, smiled wryly and didn't know how to answer. He doesn't have that confidence.

Jiao Qi said, "Come on."

"Come on." Hai Ri said, "We all work hard."

Suddenly, without warning, a tear fell down Jiao Qi's cheek, and he said, "You must take good care of him."

Hai Ri: "..."

"Oh," said Hai Ri, "of course."

Jiao Qi nodded, realized his gaffe, apologized to him, then turned and left.

Hai Ri sighed, watching her trot and disappear into the darkness, turned around and went back after a while, when she walked back, she slowly walked out of the darkness, the lights of the bar were like a harbor. A handsome boy stood at the door, looking up at the light standing by the door, which was flickering.

Hai Ri: "It's broken?"

"Well," said Sheng Canyang, a tall man who reached the light bulb with his hand, "Turn off the light."

When Hai Ri went to cut off the power, Sheng Canyang unscrewed the light bulb and checked it: "Just replace it with a new one."

Hai Ri squatted down, looked up at his handsome, plain expression, suddenly infinitely moved, moved, and enthusiastic, pouring from the heart to the throat.

Jiao Qi awakened some of his memories back then. The day he lost Sheng Canyang, the moment he saw the news, he was about to forget these days.

Hai Ri said, "Sheng Canyang?"

Sheng Canyang was studying the filament. When he heard the sound, he looked down at him and raised his eyebrows to signal: "What's the matter?"

Hai Ri immediately said: "It's okay."

Sheng Canyang smiled and said, "What's wrong?"

Hai Ri didn't know what to say, in fact he had nothing to say, he just wanted to call him by his name.

Hai Ri said softly: "Let the second boss buy it."

"That's exactly what I meant," Sheng Canyang looked bright, stretched out his hand to pull him up, and said, "By the way, ask him to change the lamp on the bar."

Hai Ri laughed, already thinking of Huang Mao's angry expression when he heard it.

Sure enough, as soon as the two entered the door, Huang Mao put his hands on his hips and said, "Can you two do some work? May I work for you two?"

Hai Ri: "Excuse me, just come."

Huang Mao: "If this happens again, I will go on strike. Let you see if you can survive without me."

"No," Hai Ri said, "I can't live without you for a day, Second Boss."

Only then did Huang Mao feel comfortable, Hai Ri sent the tray to the backstage, when passing by, Sheng Canyang happened to turn his head back, bowed his head and kissed him. Then he turned around as if nothing had happened.

Hai Ri couldn't help smiling.

Sometimes sad emotions come back without warning like this, submerging people impenetrably like the sea. Hai Ri feels that Sheng Canyang is a small harbor of about five cubic meters in which he is swimming endlessly. It was enough for him to gain a foothold, but that was enough, Hai Ri didn't need more.

Although I can't resist the endless, endless, and meticulous poisoning that life gives people, and the pain comes from time to time, but if there is still a trace of happiness, we must cling to it tightly and let it go. It pulls on itself. Hai Ri feels that he is not a great person, unable to save and redeem, but a trace of happiness can still be brought. As long as he can hold on, he can provide Sheng Canyang with a place to stay.

Don't talk about such grand wishes as salvation and happiness, as long as you persist, you will win.

Should be like this? Hai Ri thought.

A few days later, Sheng Canyang's customized billboard arrived.

The store owner drove over and could install it. Hai Ri moved a chair and sat outside to bask in the sun while supervising the work.

Sheng Canyang also came out after a while, took an erhu, and pulled it up idly beside him. Amidst the sound of the erhu, the workers quickly installed the sign.

Hai Ri looked at the gray whale in the sky and fell into deep thought. He thought of what Sheng Canyang said, "If you follow the sign, you will do well".

This should mean that he will stay here for a long time.

Hai Ri couldn't help imagining what it would be like if they both went back. It must be a good thing for him. If Sheng Canyang is around, he can endure the boring life day after day, endure a fixed salary, work with boring colleagues every day from nine to five . But for Sheng Canyang, it must be different.

There is no way for Hai Ri to tell Sheng Canyang about this dream. It is estimated that Sheng Canyang may get sick again just because of this.

Hai Ri sighed, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

Sheng Canyang said, "What are you thinking?"

"Huh?" Hai Ri said in a daze, "It's nothing. This brand is pretty well made."

Sheng Canyang: "Unhappy?"

Hai Ri casually said: "I'm so happy, it feels like a fake."

Sheng Canyang was silent.

As soon as Hai Ri said it, he already regretted saying such a thing, and was thinking of finding something to make up for it, when Sheng Canyang bent down and kissed him on the forehead, and said, "I'm sorry."

Hairi; "..."

"That's not what it means!" Hai Ri held his hand and said with a smile, "Why do you have to apologize?"

Sheng Canyang shook his head and said, "It will become real, as long as we find a way."

Hae Il said blankly, "Really? What way?"

Sheng Canyang said: "I don't know yet."

Sheng Canyang picked up the erhu, and played "Wang Ning Mei" for him. Hai Ri calmed down.

The workers said: "The boss is so talented. What else can he do?"

"Second Boss can pull whatever he likes to hear," Sheng Canyang said casually, "It's crooked, turn to the right."

The workers adjusted, and Sheng Canyang said, "It's ok."

After installing the sign, Sheng Canyang checked out and paid, and Huang Mao came out to have a look. He was still holding this tea mug in his hand, a safflower porcelain mug, which looked like it was newly unearthed, with wolfberry tea in it.

Hai Ri said, "Are you keeping healthy?"

"Sit up from the doll," Huang Mao took a sip, and then said, "This brand looks good."

The word "chunchao" is in a square font, and it is staggered and placed on the curtain. Behind it is a background of high and low levels like waves, with highlights like soft waves sprinkled on it, and the words "chunchao" seem to be supported by soft waves.

Hai Ri said, "Brother Yang chose it."

"Brother Yang has taste," Huang Mao said, "but Love Sea is not bad either."

Hai Ri: "Don't say a few words."

Huang Mao was still thinking about how to lay out his sea of love and how beautiful it should be, but a person came out of the alley. Ivan was wearing a black overalls, with his hands behind his back, looked at them and said, "Why, you are not welcome ?”

Hai Ri asked, "Is this the only outfit you have?"

"Of course not," Evie said, "it just hasn't changed."

Hai Ri: "..."

Evie: "Will you wash me?"

Hai Ri: "Don't change it, it's very good."

Ivan was about to come, but Hai Ri stopped him and said, "Let's stay this far."

Evie smiled and said, "I changed clothes, but each one looks similar."

Hai Ri: "What's the matter?"

Evie: "I went back and thought about what you said carefully."

He said it to Hai Ri. Hai Ri nodded.

Evie: "I decided to be honest, I like Sheng Canyang very much, and I want to be friends with you, is that okay?"

"You're crazy," Hai Ri said immediately after changing his tune, "You can't."

Huangmao: "..."

Evie: "Why not? I thought you would definitely agree."

Huang Mao: "Just delete the previous sentence."

Evie: "Which sentence? I decided to be honest."

Huangmao: "Next sentence."

Evie: "I like Sheng Canyang very much."

"That's right," Huang Mao said, "this sentence."

Only then did Ivey react, and said, "That's not what I meant."

Hai Ri: "Oh?"

Evie: "I know he's taken a fancy to you. I don't have that hobby, I just 'like' it."

"What do you like?" Hai Ri couldn't understand the relationship between straight men. Since there is no hormonal attraction, why is he so gay? , Hai Ri said, "Tell me and listen."

Ivan casually found a reason: "Don't you find his despair attractive?"

Hai Ri: "..."

Hai Ri: "Let's go, 88."

Evie asked Huang Mao: "What did I say wrong again?"

"I don't know either," Huang Mao said, "You see he's so difficult to deal with, you'd better leave quickly."

Hai Ri said impatiently: "Go in and find him yourself! Do you still want me to write you a letter of introduction!"

Ivan froze for a moment, then glanced at Huangmao, took two tentative steps, and entered the bar.

Hai Ri sat at the door and began to look at the sky calmly again. There was a familiar look of worry on his face.

Huangmao: "..."

After a while, Evie came out.

Hai Ri glanced at him, but said nothing. Evie said, "Is the chair still sitting?"

"Sitting here." Hai Ri said, "Can't you see?"

Evie: "The boss asked me to take away the chair, so I can cooperate with my work."

Hai Ri said with a good temper: "Tell your boss, I'm sitting here."

Inside the room, Sheng Canyang hurriedly said, "Take it from the room."

With empty hands, Ivie looked at the safflower porcelain jar in Huang Mao's hand, then reached for it, poured out the tea, turned around and went into the room to wash the cups.

Huang Mao watched all this happening dully, Hai Ri was still watching the sky silently.

Huangmao: "Huh?"

"Brother Yang!" Huang Mao immediately ran in to complain.

Hai Ri looked at the sky and sighed.

Hai Ri was not at all surprised that Sheng Canyang wanted to keep Ivie. He felt that Sheng Canyang had the same kind of feeling towards Ivy, which made the atmosphere between them really different from others.

Hai Ri is not jealous, he feels that Sheng Canyang only likes himself, but his feelings for Ivy are hard to describe. A little want to get close, but also afraid of being sucked into the whirlpool.

He is a little melancholy now, and he feels that he has entered the second period of love: worrying about gains and losses.

Moreover, Sheng Canyang is so handsome, which makes him very insecure.

Even though Sheng Canyang was also insecure and checked his phone eight hundred times a day, Hai Ri still felt insecure.

Both of them feel insecure about each other, and secretly check each other's mobile phones every day.

The muscular man replied to Hai Ri later, saying that Hai Ri had misunderstood, and he just wanted to take care of Hai Ri like a younger brother. Sheng Canyang took Hai Ri's mobile phone and sent him a voice message: "I will take care of it."

Hai Ri felt as if he had been blocked by the muscular man, because he hadn't seen his Moments for several days.

He still doesn't know what this person's name is? It seemed like he said it, but Hai Ri didn't remember it.

Sheng Canyang, on the other hand, receives one or two friend requests every day on average. The avatars are all of some with proud breasts, or cute and cute girls, and occasionally a few men. Hai Ri rejects them immediately.

Sheng Canyang recorded Hai Ri's fingerprint on his mobile phone, and usually put it there, flipping through it as he likes, regardless of anything.

Hai Ri still feels quite insecure, and his life is going nowhere. Now I would rather Sheng Canyang not be so handsome, go out every day to attract bees and butterflies, and not keep morality. He is bored enough every day, and he still needs to find time to eat flying vinegar.

In a fit of rage, Hai Ri set Sheng Canyang's mobile phone to refuse to add WeChat IDs, refuse to add group chats, refuse to add postcards, and refuse to add phone numbers. Reject all, and you're done.

In this state, Sheng Canyang passed by unconsciously for a few days, and then Huang Mao's cell phone was blown up, and as soon as he picked up the phone, he asked, "Boss, your bar can't be opened, why can't we add it?" How about going to the big boss? I can’t even make a reservation.”

Huang Mao was at a loss: "It's on, it's been on all the time. Why can't it be added?"

"I rejected it as soon as I added it," the man said. "Then I simply refused to add it. I thought it was closed."

Huang Mao: "You just went out of business, and our business is really brilliant."

In fact, the number of customers in the past two days has been pitifully small. Three bosses and one employee sit at the bar counter doing nothing every day.

Huang Mao said: "Boss, go out and sell yourself."

Hae-il glances at him immediately. Huang Mao said: "Are you embarrassed? If you hadn't rejected all the customers, wouldn't we have opened?"

Hai Ri had no choice but to say, "Then go out and sell it."

Sheng Canyang came out of the bar, pulled up a chair and went out, Ivan looked at him and said, "The big boss sells sex, what are we doing?"

Hai Ri said: "I admire the big boss selling sex."

Sheng Canyang adjusted the equipment and tried the microphone. Hai Ri went out and sat on the steps of the door. Huang Mao kicked him and said, "Sometimes a guest will block the way."

Hai Ri had no choice but to get out of the way, and as soon as he got out of the way, Huang Mao immediately sat where he had just sat.

Hai Ri: "..."

"Employee," Hai Ri said to Evie, "bring the boss a chair."

Ivey looked left and right, and it turned out that he was talking about himself. He went into the room and took a chair, and then sat down by himself.

Hai Ri: "All of you, get lost."

Sheng Canyang picked up the microphone and guitar from the chair, carried it to the back of his buttocks, and pushed him down. Then he stood by himself, holding a guitar.

The weather is very nice today, Sheng Canyang looked at the sky, thought for a while, and sang: "The plane flies through the sky—

The city in the sky, us in the dusk under the rain, at this moment I am in the night in a foreign land, feeling you flickering, I want to go back to the past, the silent ones rejoice, the city of the sky is crying, you are getting brighter and brighter. "

As long as Sheng Canyang sings, Hai Ri will be quiet. No matter what the situation is, he is so addicted to Sheng Canyang's singing.

Devout and obsessive.

The three sat at the door, being Sheng Canyang's audience. Sheng Canyang looked at Hai Ri and smiled, then suddenly changed the style of the song and sang: "hairan hairan—"

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang sang every word carefully in jerky Mongolian: "Give you the love of love first, you are my soul, and dedicate the song of songs to you, it is the song of my heart."

The two songs are seamlessly connected without any sense of dissonance.

"Dedicating the wish in my wish to you is my fiery heart—"

Huang Mao was startled, and asked, "When did Brother Yang learn it? Do you know?"

Hai Ri no longer wants to care about this fool, he is not in the mood. In his impression, he didn't tell Sheng Canyang what the name of the song was, but it was added to the bottom of his playlist.

Sheng Canyang may have flipped through his playlist with his mobile phone. He listened to more than a thousand songs one by one, and then learned it.

Sheng Canyang sang: "It's my fiery heart—"

Evie said, "Which bird language is this singing?"

"Mongolian," Hai Ri said coldly, "Are you trying to divide the nation?"

Evie stopped talking.

Some people slowly started to stay outside, surrounding them, Sheng Canyang kept looking at Hai Ri with tenderness like water.

Hai Ri closed his eyes and thought to himself: "Damn it, I have no regrets in this life."

The other two have nothing to do. To them, Sheng Canyang's singing is just a channel for them to get money. It doesn't matter whether it sounds good or not, as long as it can attract little girls to drink.

Sheng Canyang is wearing a white T-shirt, black overalls, sneakers, dressed cleanly, with a guitar on his back, bent slightly, and sang one song after another. The atmosphere tonight is very good, everyone is very relaxed , more like the streets of Cuba at dusk, everyone is listening to music and dancing comfortably. Sheng Canyang sang another Korean song that no one had heard before, and Hai Ri felt very moved, even though he didn't even understand the meaning of the lyrics.

The sun was setting, the sun was slanting, and the bright yellow sun was shining on the ground. Sheng Canyang stood in front of the gate of Chunchao, playing with the strings. The three of them sat in front and listened leisurely. There were many onlookers behind them holding up their mobile phones .

Sheng Canyang looked into Hairi's eyes in the crowd. At that moment, the gray whale passed slowly across the sky, making a dull cry, and then disappeared into the fierce sunset, leaving only its huge tail, slowly moving. Shot it, then disappeared. The bright and warm sunshine pervaded the sky and the earth, and the warm guitar sound flowed clearly in the air, passing through this narrow alley, through the whole street, through the city, passing by mountains and water, a trip Another bus ride, and then diffused between the sun and the fiery clouds.

What a perfect day, Hai Ri thought.

——Volume 1, Eternal Brilliance—

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