Sheng Canyang asked Hai Ri: "Do you want to go out to eat?"
Hai Ri: "Do you want to go?"
"Anything is fine." Sheng Canyang has always had no objections to trivial matters, he said, "Listen to you, are you hungry?"
Hai Ri: "I don't want to go out...stay at home for a while."
Sheng Canyang changed his clothes, and changed into the same black T-shirt as the two of them. When he took off his clothes, Hai Ri didn't feel embarrassed, but his mood suddenly changed.
I heard people say that memory can shape a person. Hai Ri has been in love with girls since he was a child. Sheng Canyang was the first man, but after he woke up, Hai Ri accepted it naturally.
In the fictitious memory, build a love that lives today and dies tomorrow, seizes the day and night, does not mix any impurities, and just comes together because of love. It is really difficult for normal people to taste such feelings.
During the time when Hai Ri was in love with Sheng Canyang, he only did|loved him, and left everything behind, so indulged in it that he couldn't extricate himself for a while after he woke up. It seems that the inertia of loving him still exists.
This memory was constructed so perfectly that Hai Ri had to admire Evie, he really understood human nature.
Sheng Canyang packed his luggage, picked up the dirty clothes of the past few days and put them in the washing machine, with one hand in his pocket, and the other carelessly fiddled with the washing machine. Hai Ri asked, "Are you hungry?"
"Just wait," Sheng Canyang said, "I'll make an order later."
Hai Ri: "Are you going to order Liu Yifan again?"
"He's idle too," Sheng Canyang poured the laundry detergent into it, then pressed the start button, and said, "He's a little worried about you, so I just asked him to come over and take a look."
Hai Ri suddenly feels guilty. This feeling has actually been gone for several years. He was immersed in false feelings one after another, absorbing the pain of others, but he had gradually become numb. This is an irreversible process, and every maintainer is slowly embarking on this path, and they will slowly lose part of what makes them who they are.
Hai Ri used to be very scared, afraid that he would no longer be like himself, but he really walked over step by step, and he couldn't even feel this kind of fear.
But these days immersed in this kind of life, Hai Ri suddenly felt some of the feelings that made him a human being. Guilt, touch, nostalgia, sadness, some heavy and beautiful things.
He suddenly remembered that when Sheng Canyang and him were discussing whales, Hai Ri was naturally attracted to the whales in the sky, and asked Sheng Canyang why the world put whales in the sky, Sheng Canyang said: "Because they want to make something grand and beautiful."
Hai Ri thought, what Sheng Canyang said was right.
There is nothing more beautiful and grand than a whale fall in this world.
The defenders use their own death to prove the way, and use the last light to spread all over the earth, to prove that they have always guarded the way of death, and dedicated all of themselves to the world selflessly. This is also what Hai Ri thought for himself, the future of himself and Sheng Canyang.
Hai Ri did not intend to let Sheng Canyang leave the Second World right now, because Sheng Canyang's mental state has not improved significantly. Sheng Canyang still needs some time.
Hai Ri looked at the back of Sheng Canyang who was washing clothes, and he was a little relieved, thinking: "How long will I have?"
This world can't last long, but Hai Ri will always walk ahead of this world, so you can wait for me to die first, and when I die, it will shed a rain of light. The last light rain of every defender is the best healing artifact. After that time, Sheng Canyang's heart disease should have almost healed.
At that time, try to find a way to send Sheng Canyang away. After Sheng Canyang returned to the real world, it didn't take a few hours for him to think that all this was just a dream. When his illness is cured, he will forget everything in this world, and he will have a bright future. This is the end of Hai Ri's design.
When Hae Il came to this world, he didn't complain much. He heard that he could do this kind of good deed, and he felt it was an honor. After all, not everyone can do it, which shows that he is a little different from others. But slowly, he felt tired and unwilling. No one wanted to watch himself being eroded by pain, and the next time he could only walk into pain. No one will thank Hai Ri, no one will even remember him, this job is too great for ordinary people to do. Hai Ri couldn't take it anymore, so this was the first time he had put so much effort into setting up the ending of a mission, instead of sending people away, everything will be fine.
Hai Ri listened to the sound of the washing machine rolling, Sheng Canyang found a small stool beside him, wearing a big T-shirt and a pair of plastic slippers under his feet, bent his long legs with difficulty, sat in front of the washing machine, took his mobile phone and put it He played an English song, and had nothing to do, so he casually lowered his head and flipped through Weibo. Accompanied by the music, his profile was handsome and handsome, with a strong sense of life, very plain and simple.
Hai Ri leaned against the door, and couldn't help but also walked into this scene. "How did you feel playing this time?" he said.
"I'm exhausted," Sheng Canyang said, "I won't do it next time."
Hai Ri smiled and said, "Is it possible?"
Sheng Canyang rubbed his neck, he seemed a little tired, Hai Ri realized that he probably didn't sleep well, and said, "Go and sleep, I'll hang up the clothes."
Sheng Canyang: "Tell me a few words, come here?"
He stretched out his hand to Hai Ri, Hai Ri smiled, walked over and put his hand in his palm, Sheng Canyang took his hand and naturally put it on his lips for a kiss, Hai Ri squatted beside him, the two looked at the washing machine together .
Hai Ri said: "If you don't do missions in the future, what should you do?"
Sheng Canyang: "Open a bar, sleep, eat, and live."
Hai Ri squatted on the ground, buried his face in his arms, and turned his head to look at him.
Sheng Canyang said, "Is there any place you want to go?"
"No." Hai Ri said in a daze, "It's the same wherever you go in this world."
Sheng Canyang: "Then how about we go back?"
Hai Ri: "..."
Hai Ri raised his head and looked at him blankly.
Sheng Canyang asked again casually: "Go back to reality, okay?"
Hai Ri suddenly became sad, but it was only for a moment, he quickly held back his tears and said with a smile: "Of course, when? Do you think you can go back?"
Sheng Canyang: "If you want me to go back, I'll go back."
Hai Ri always seemed to feel that there was some deep meaning in this sentence, he didn't go into a corner, but said honestly: "I don't want you to go back, but I want you to be happy."
Sheng Canyang glanced at him and said, "I am very happy to be with you."
Sheng Canyang asked, "What about you?"
Hai Ri: "..."
Hai Ri said, "Of course."
"Happiness is the rarest thing," Sheng Canyang said indifferently: "So I will listen to your arrangement, and you can do whatever you like."
Hai Ri held his hand, looked at him and smiled, Hai Ri said affirmatively: "Don't worry, you will be happy every day from now on."
Sheng Canyang glanced at him and asked, "Why?"
Hai Ri: "..."
"Because..." Hai Ri said, "Intuition, after we go back, we will definitely get better."
Sheng Canyang nodded.
Hai Ri couldn't describe where the guilt in his heart came from. He originally came here to save Sheng Canyang, and was about to sacrifice his life to save him, but why did he feel so guilty? On the one hand, he knew that all of this was based on falsehood, and that Sheng Canyang loved him because he was a defender, which came from instinct, not true love. On the other hand, he told himself that sooner or later, all of this would disappear, even if So what if it's fake? Sheng Canyang will forget everything after leaving here, what's the use of caring about these
The washing machine started to dry, Sheng Canyang stood up, put the ponytail under Hairi's buttocks and sat down, stood up and mopped the floor, took a basin to collect the clothes after mopping the floor, and held Hairi's hand , took him to the balcony to dry the clothes. Hai Ri handed him the hanger, and Sheng Canyang shook the clothes off and hung them up.
Whales circled above their heads, and Sheng Canyang concentrated on hanging clothes, as if this was a very important task. Hai Ri couldn't help but stare at his short eyelashes. Sheng Canyang is really handsome, and he feels different from when we first met. When we first met, Sheng Canyang had a complex temperament, like a stranger Wu Jin, an indifferent young man with a broken feeling, at that time his temperament was greater than his handsomeness. But now, Sheng Canyang is wearing ordinary clothes and standing on the balcony to dry clothes. The gloomy aura on his body has gradually receded, and he looks more like an ordinary handsome man who has transitioned from a boy to a man.
Hai Ri knows that Sheng Canyang's condition is gradually improving, but if Sheng Canyang is no longer influenced by emotions, he will be more rational and smarter.
He will no longer suffer from insomnia, and will no longer be emotional, so his judgment will be more accurate, he will be more forbearing, and will not be so impulsive. Slowly, Hai Ri will really be unable to deceive him.
Hai Ri suddenly wanted to escape, he didn't say anything, and lay back on the bed silently, after a while, he heard the balcony door close, he listened to the movement for a while, Sheng Canyang seemed to be sitting on the sofa, but he was a little dull I closed my eyes and thought to myself, there is no point in doing this, the last journey of life should be happier anyway.
He was about to get up to speak, but he felt that the bed next to him was sinking. Sheng Canyang was lying beside him, stretched out his hand, and dragged him domineeringly, and hugged him into his arms.
Hae-il grabs his clothes subconsciously.
Sheng Canyang patted him and said, "I'm sleepy, sleep with me for a while."
Hai Ri: "Stop eating?"
"Hush," Sheng Canyang said with his eyes closed, "We'll talk about it when we wake up."
Hai Ri suddenly quieted down. This sentence was indeed very magical. After a while, the two of them really fell asleep hugging each other. They fell asleep until three o'clock in the afternoon. Hai Ri was sweating profusely from sleep. Sheng Canyang was not there. Hai Ri suddenly sat up, and shouted: "Sheng Canyang!" As he spoke, he was about to get out of bed in his slippers and look for someone.
Sheng Canyang poked his head out from the bathroom. His hair was wet and he was brushing his teeth.
"Wait a minute," Sheng Canyang said inarticulately, "Go to the hot pot."
Hai Ri breathed a sigh of relief, and asked, "With Liu Yifan? Why did you go to eat hot pot so early?"
Sheng Canyang said: "For dinner, let's eat something casually first."
After Sheng Canyang brushed his teeth, he casually blow-dried his hair. His hair was short, and it dried after two blow-dryings. Then he came out and opened the closet to have a look.
Hai Ri: "?"
Sheng Canyang carefully picked out one by one, picked out a clean white shirt, threw it on the bed, and took a pair of suit pants.
Hai Ri looked puzzled, Sheng Canyang knelt down and searched for a long time, then turned around and asked Hai Ri, "Where are my leather shoes?"
"It's in the cabinet above," Hai Ri said, "I don't think you usually wear it... What are you doing? Are you busy today?"
Sheng Canyang said, "Yes."
Hai Ri: "What's the matter? Now?... Aren't you going to eat hot pot? You won't come back at night?"
Sheng Canyang is tall, he raised his hand and opened the upper cabinet, took out the shoe box, took out a pair of clean leather shoes from it, and threw it on the ground.
Sheng Canyang began to change clothes, and then said to Hai Ri: "Huh? I'm fine, it's just the two of us, don't you want to clean up?"
Hai Ri: "Where are you going?"
Sheng Canyang: "Watch a movie."
Hai Ri: "..."
"Oh," Hai Ri understood, "Then what should I wear?"
Sheng Canyang: "You can do whatever you want, why don't you wash your face first?"
It was only then that Hai Ri remembered that he hadn't washed his face after waking up, so he hurried to wash his face, grabbed two handfuls of hair by the way, and looked at himself in the glasses. In better spirits, still handsome. He knew that he was handsome since he was a child. He has half of German blood, inherited the excellent qualities of his parents, and his family background is also very good. He has no shortage of suitors since he was a child, but he has never particularly liked it. Those memories are all fake. Hai Ri has been in love many times, with some beautiful girls, but he always feels indifferent, there is no one he particularly likes, and he has never felt uncomfortable for more than three days after breaking up.
When Hai Ri was in college, he thought he had a personality|coldness, because he was becoming less and less interested in dating. Liu Pingan said it was because he hadn’t met someone he really liked, but now it seems that maybe there were some signs of liking boys back then. Bar.
He prefers to be with boys, and feels nothing when he is with girls. When he forced himself to say some sweet words, he obviously felt very dull, but the other party was very moved. Hai Ri thought they must be acting. Now it seems , the problem most likely lies with himself.
Hai Ri was dazed for a while, and began to worry about what to wear. He walked out, and Sheng Canyang had already dressed and was buttoning his shirt. When he heard footsteps, he raised his eyes and looked at him. Hai Ri almost saw Sheng Canyang's black trousers and white shirt. , almost dumbfounded.
Sheng Canyang has a good height ratio, slender waist and long legs, and a lean and strong figure. Wearing this suit completely shows his body advantages. Sure enough, people rely on clothes and horses. Hai Ri doesn't feel anything at ordinary times. He thinks Sheng Canyang can wear casually. He's quite handsome, but after seeing this outfit, Sheng Canyang began to exude extravagance in every gesture, just like a big star!
Facing the mirror, Sheng Canyang was a little undecided about how many to tie. Hai Ri walked over and unbuttoned a button for him, revealing a part of his collarbone, which seemed less abstinent, more suave.
He was half a head shorter than Sheng Canyang, and he really wanted to kiss him when he raised his eyes. He restrained himself a bit, but when he saw Sheng Canyang's serious expression looking at him, he couldn't help it, and kissed him on tiptoe with his eyes closed. Sheng Canyang immediately put his arm around his waist, put his other hand on the mirror, and kissed him deeply.
After a while, Hai Ri's eyes were a little flustered, and he asked, "I..."
Sheng Canyang said, "Let's go."
Hairi came here to ask me what to wear, but on second thought, no matter how I wear it, I can't compare to Sheng Canyang, so I might as well be casual, but... I don't know what to wear if I say it is casual!
The pressure was so great, Hai Ri suddenly became inexplicably nervous, and stood in front of the wardrobe in a daze.
Sheng Canyang walked over from behind him, and took out a T-shirt casually. Hai Ri was a little dissatisfied, and said, "This is not very good, is it?"
"It looks good," Sheng Canyang said simply, "I think it looks good."
Hai Ri picked it up by accident, and said suspiciously while changing: "You don't want to wait for me to change clothes, do you?"
Sheng Canyang sat on the edge of the bed wearing trousers and leather shoes, playing with his mobile phone while waiting. After Hai Ri finished changing, Sheng Canyang just glanced at him and said, "Let's go."
Hai Ri was slightly disappointed, but quickly persuaded himself that it was nothing. Sheng Canyang must have seen a lot of handsome men and beautiful women, and Hai Ri should not be regarded as such an outstanding one.
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