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Chapter 49: The first guard of the national uniform (1)

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It was three past three in the morning.

Hai Ri woke up from a dream, Sheng Canyang was sleeping beside him, with his arms on Hai Ri's shoulders. Sheng Canyang was very quiet when he fell asleep, but his sleep was shallow. Hai Ri stood up cautiously, Sheng Canyang moved slightly and changed his posture.

Hai Ri stepped on the ground with bare feet, opened the curtains, and the bright moonlight outside came in. There was not a cloud in the sky, the stars were bright, and the whale swooped down.

Hai Ri stretched out his hand from the window to stroke it, and looked up. The whale shed a tear under his palm and disappeared into the land.

Hairi heard the alarm sound from the central tower, and Ivie's whale flew from the sky, entangled with Hairi's gray whale and wagged its tail, sending out a signal. Hai Ri also touched it, and raised his head with a resolute and resolute expression on his face.

One after another whales swam by in the sky, heading towards the central tower. The gray whale glanced at Hairi with nostalgia, and Hairi waved at it. , Ivan's whale rolled in the sky, urging it, the gray whale hesitated for a moment, and finally swam to the sky.

Hai Ri looked up at the sky and saw the gray whale chirp twice, and Ivan's whale also made an ancient chirp, and finally flicked away. The gray whale bid farewell to it, and then swam back, through the crystal clear glass window , rubbing against Hai Ri's palm.

Hai Ri said to it with the voice in his heart: "You can go back and say goodbye to your friends."

Hai Ri glanced at the direction of the central tower, the seven whales have returned and six of them have returned, and all the defenders have reset.

Hai Ri said to Gray Whale with the voice in his heart: "My task has not been completed yet."

The gray whale swam back into the sky, guarding the city.

Evie sent a message, saying: "The satellite signal of the second world will be terminated soon."

Knowing that this might be the last farewell, Hae Il said, "Goodbye."

"Aren't you coming back to say goodbye to me?" Evie said, "That's it?"

Hae-il sent a cute "goodbye" emoji.

Ivie made a slapping face, and then a crying face.

Hai Ri said: "We will die before our aspirations are fulfilled. We all tried our best. Goodbye, Brother Yi."

Evie said: "A moment is also an eternity."

"A moment is also an eternity." Hai Ri said.

Evie: "Goodbye."

Hai Ri turned off his cell phone and saw that the whole city was slowly going dark, all the lights went out, and the whole city was plunged into darkness.

In the central tower, Ivan sat in front of the monitor and said to the director: "North China District 9 is collapsing."

The director said, "Can't you come back?"

"No," Ivan said regretfully, "He said he won't come back, of course he won't come back, so why ask?"

The director sighed, and the other five looked at him.

Bai Kai said, "Director, what should we do?"

The director glanced at the darkness outside the central tower, and said, "What's the use of asking me? I don't know, let's discuss it."

Evie said, "What does mother mean?"

"I don't understand," said the director. "I don't know what she means. Can any of you understand?"

no one knows. This current mess was not created overnight. For decades, the second world has been in a state that is becoming more and more difficult to maintain. In the real world, people's inner demons are getting more and more serious, and the suicide rate is rising. Overworked, but the will of the earth did not give them any remedial measures. If this trend continues, everyone knows that this day will come sooner or later.

However, when it really came, no one received any instructions.

Bai Kai said, "What about Sheng Canyang? Didn't you say he was Bigan?"

The director said: "If I wish, I will send him back to the real world. Now Sheng Canyang can't protect himself. If I wish, I'm afraid that he will seek death again, and I will accompany him to the last moment."

"Oh," Bai Kai said, "then there's nothing we can do."

Evie: "Yes, you just found out."

"Stop quarreling," the director clapped his hands wearily, and said, "A meeting."

Director: "There are still six of us left. I wish they didn't come back. Let's think about what to do?"

Bai Kai took out a knife and eagerly said, "I'm ready to commit seppuku."

Bai Kai took off all his make-up and wore ordinary half-sleeves, looking like a sunny and handsome tall boy.

Evie said: "Why! I don't want to die! If you want to die, go yourself."

A girl with long curly hair said: "Why don't you die! We can't go back to the real world either."

"Why can't we go back?" Ivan said, "Find a way to go back, let's find a way to survive."

Bai Kai said: "The director should be able to go back, right?"

"I communicated with my mother last time when I went back," said the director. "I'll try again? See if I can take us back. Are we really going to ask for it? He doesn't let me worry too much."

Evie said, "He should..."

This sentence was not finished, but everyone knew that Hai Ri's time was numbered.

Hai Ri is different from other people, Hai Ri's power is powerful, because there are too many people who died of desire in this world, so the power of defenders that cannot be sought since ancient times is the strongest, and Hai Ri also absorbs the most. The one who suffers.

In fact, none of them completely gave up on this world. They all felt that there might still be a glimmer of hope in this world, and that hope actually lay in Hai Ri. If he can get rid of Sheng Canyang's heart disease, let Sheng Canyang return to the real world, and Hai Ri guards the central tower, then maybe he has left a seed for this world.

The director sighed, and said, "None of us are afraid of death, just because it's Hai Ri's turn."

Evie said, "No, I'm afraid."

The director was furious, and said, "Why did you choose you as the defender in the first place?"

"I don't know," Ivan said impatiently, "I want to be that? I got hired right after I got married. Who should I talk to?"

The difference between defenders and other suicides is that defenders often go smoothly in real life. Only when they grow up in a happy life can they develop the qualities of trusting others, kindness, and bravery, and they will be willing to commit suicide. Dedicate yourself to this world.

Hai Ri is like this, and Ivy is even more so.

When Ivey came, he had just graduated with a master's degree. With the double blessing of his connections and education, he got a high-paying job. He got married and married his classmate in college. The only maintainer who is married and has a family.

In District 9, Hai Ri turned around and woke up Sheng Canyang.

Sheng Canyang didn't wake up, and said after a long time: "Huh?"

Hai Ri kissed him on the face, and Sheng Canyang said, "What's wrong?"

Hai Ri fell on the bed and said, "Let's have a chat."

"What are you talking about?" Sheng Canyang took out his phone and squinted his eyes, "Three o'clock? Can't you sleep?"

Hai Ri said, "I can't sleep because of the noise."

Sheng Canyang started playing with his mobile phone, and Hai Ri said dissatisfiedly, "What are you doing?"

Sheng Canyang put his mobile phone in front of him and said, "There is no signal, does yours have signal?"

Hai Ri: "I'll let it die."

Sheng Canyang: "..."

Sheng Canyang stretched out his arms around him, and said lazily: "That's okay, what are we talking about?"

Hai Ri moved closer to him and asked, "You've slept well recently."

"It's okay," Sheng Canyang said, "I fell asleep around twelve o'clock yesterday."

Hairi said:

"Is the status still okay?"

Sheng Canyang thought for a while and said, "Well... it's okay."

Sheng Canyang's whole body was very relaxed. He stretched his waist, his condition improved, and he became more energetic. He said, "I don't feel much recently."

"When you're in a bad state, you can't do anything." Sheng Canyang hugged him and said, "Sometimes I feel alive like a walking dead. Have you ever felt that way?"

Hai Ri shook his head. Sheng Canyang said: "A feeling of numbness. I was quite afraid of that kind of numbness. Only people who are sensitive to life can create better works. I had no passion at that time."

Hae Il said, "But you're still very talented."

Sheng Canyang smiled and said: "There is some talent, but the problem is that talent is not enough. In this circle, talent is not very important. Acquired opportunity and hard work are more important. I have always been a bit short in this regard."

Hai Ri also knows that Sheng Canyang is not a hardworking person, and this is also related to his illness to a certain extent. It is difficult for Sheng Canyang to concentrate on one thing.

Whether Sheng Canyang is participating in the program or training, he has never paid attention to it. During practice, he often packs his bags and returns to the dormitory after work. Other teammates are often photographed in the early morning and are still training at one or two o'clock in the morning. Sheng Canyang has never Pass. Sheng Canyang made it clear that he just lived on his laurels and never made hard money.

When I was on the show, some teammates broke the news about this incident, saying that Sheng Canyang never worked overtime, and would go back every day when he was tired from training, and he would never wrong himself.

The host asked Sheng Canyang why, and Sheng Canyang said that it was because he was not very energetic.

Sheng Canyang explained to Hai Ri: "I will suffer from insomnia at night, so I can't concentrate during the day. Many times I'm in a bad state, and I can't understand what others say. It takes me a while to understand what he said. Sometimes I feel that it is very difficult to get along with people, so I can only leave work early."

Hae-il shook his hand, expressing his mood at the moment.

Sheng Canyang said, "You saved me."

Hai Ri: "..."

Hai Ri said, "Yes."

Sheng Canyang didn't know Hai Ri's mood when he said this, so he didn't take it seriously, and said casually, "What about you?"

Hai Ri: "?"

"It's always about me," Sheng Canyang said, "What about you?"

Sheng Canyang seemed to be just chatting casually, Hai Ri thought for a while and said, "My life is quite ordinary."

"An ordinary life can lead to universal happiness," Sheng Canyang said casually, "Continue."

Hai Ri said: "Well, I'm not particularly ordinary. I'm a rich second generation. I grew up in a happy family, with excellent grades, many friends, and nice people—"

Sheng Canyang added: "He's still handsome."

"It's okay," Hai Ri said modestly, "That's it."

Sheng Canyang: "Continue."

Hai Ri thought about it, and felt that his life was going smoothly, but he really had nothing to say. He said, "What do you want to hear?"

Sheng Canyang: "What's your favorite band?"

"Hang Gai." Hai Ri said, "I sang their songs to you."

"I know," Sheng Canyang said, "I like crows."

Hai Ri has never heard of this band. In fact, he has no idea about some things in the real world in recent years. Most of their defenders’ understanding of the real world comes from the suicide|suicides who came here. Ivy can play tricks on people. Memory, through the memories of these people, he can have some understanding of what happened in the real world, but some details are always missed, because there are always some blind spots in the scope of human knowledge.

Hai Ri said, "Oh."

Sheng Canyang hummed casually and asked, "Will you?"

Hai Ri could only say, "No, which song is this?"

Sheng Canyang: "The hottest one, I forgot the name, haven't you heard of it?"

"No." Hai Ri wanted to pick up his phone to search, but remembered that the phone had no signal, so he had to give up.

Sheng Canyang said: "Just kidding, there is no such band."

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang acted as if nothing happened, as if he was not the one who was testing Hai Ri just now, he said, "Aren't you sleepy?"

Hai Ri: "..."

Hai Ri thought to himself, it's really insidious and cunning.

However, he blatantly let Hai Ri know that he had exposed himself, and he didn't say anything.

Hai Ri thought: "I won't tell you, I'll suffocate you to death."

"Something weird might happen in these two days," he said.

Sheng Canyang looked down at him under the moonlight.

Hai Ri said, "Don't be afraid, let's get through it safely."

"What about after?" Sheng Canyang said, "What about after?"

Hai Ri: "It's just an ordinary happy day."

Sheng Canyang said, "Okay."

Suddenly there was a strange noise outside the window, it seemed to be the sound of building blocks collapsing and falling to the ground.

The two looked out the window at the same time, Sheng Canyang stood up and opened the curtains. It was pitch black outside. Countless high-rise buildings disappeared in an instant. Looking around, the lights were quickly extinguished wherever the line of sight was, and the buildings disappeared in an instant, as if they had returned to the chaotic place of heaven and earth.

Then the room under their feet disappeared, and there was only darkness left in the world, only Sheng Canyang and Hai Ri remained.

Hae-il knew that the world had collapsed, and he entered the collapsed world for the first time.

Hai Ri raised his head and saw Sheng Canyang looking at him. Under such circumstances, Sheng Canyang didn't have a trace of tension between his brows and eyes, he just raised his eyebrows and signaled: "Is this the strange thing you said?"

Hai Ri whistled, but he didn't call his own whale. He looked up, but there was nothing. Hae-il said, "I don't know what this is either."

Sheng Canyang came over, grabbed him, and said, "Let's go."

Hai Ri: "?"

"Walking." Sheng Canyang said leisurely.

Hae Il said emphatically, "I really don't know what's going on."

Sheng Canyang: "Yes."

"Be nervous!" Hai Ri went crazy, "It's not a dream."

Sheng Canyang said: "I don't think I'm dreaming, otherwise what can we do?"

Hai Ri was right after thinking about it, and said helplessly, "Then let's go."

They stepped in the darkness, as if there were some objects supporting them under their feet. The two walked for a while holding hands, but they didn't see anything. Sheng Canyang said, "That's good."

Hai Ri was a little nervous and didn't hear his words clearly.

Sheng Canyang said it again: "This is very good."

"I always hoped that the world would be destroyed," Sheng Canyang said, "There are only two of us left, and we don't have to think about anything."

Hai Ri said: "Be more mature, we will go crazy if you keep doing this."

"I won't," Sheng Canyang said, "What about you?"

Hai Ri: "You will, you are too naive, human beings need..."

Sheng Canyang: "I won't."

Sheng Canyang said seriously: "For me, as long as I have you is enough."

Hai Ri had no choice but to say: "Well, I love you too."

After thinking about it, he still said, "But I still hope you can go back."

"Although there will be some problems in the real world," Hae Il said, "the happiness you get is real."

Sheng Canyang said, "Are you with me?"

"Of course." Hai Ri said.

Sheng Canyang held his hand and said, "Then I don't care."

Hai Ri was smiling, but suddenly his expression paused, and when he saw Sheng Canyang's expression also paused.

It has been a long time since Hai Ri received an order from the will of the earth.

A piece of information was directly entered into Hai Ri's mind, the language structure was omitted, and there was no sound, it appeared directly as a psychological voice.

"The world is reversed."

"Life is life, death is death."

"Choose an identity and enter the game."

Hai Ri thought: "It's finally here."

He always felt that the world after the collapse did not disappear directly, otherwise there would be big problems in the real world, causing many people to die suddenly. Hai Ri guessed that there would be a transitional task, but he guessed right, and Hai Ri heaved a sigh of relief.

He glanced at Sheng Canyang, and Sheng Canyang looked at him calmly.

Hai Ri said, "What do you choose?"

Sheng Canyang asked, "What about you?"

Hai Ri: "If you want to choose wolves, I will choose wolves too. If you choose good people, I will choose guards."

Sheng Canyang froze for a moment, seeming to hesitate.

Hai Ri said, "Don't feel pressured, it's all up to you."

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