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Chapter 76: Life is like a journey against the sky (7)

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Sheng Canyang received a text message, and Fang Jingchu asked him, "Is it convenient?"

Sheng Canyang did not hesitate, and directly called the phone. Fang Jingchu said, "Where is it?"

Sheng Canyang glanced at the building behind him, sat on the steps and said, "The library."

Fang Jingchu: "What did you do in the library?"

"Convulsion," Sheng Canyang stood up, patted his ass, and said, "What do you want me to do?"

Fang Jingchu asked a classic question: "I can't find you if I have nothing to do?"

"Yes," Sheng Canyang asked, "but what's your business?"

Fang Jingchu: "..."

Fang Jingchu: "Come out to play?"

"I have classes in the afternoon," Sheng Canyang said, "I have a variety show to record in the evening."

"What now?"

"It's nothing," Sheng Canyang said, "You want to come over?"

Fang Jingchu: "Apologize, of course I can see you quickly, I will find you, which library?"

"Don't come," Sheng Canyang opened the car, "I'm leaving, just go where you want to go."

Fang Jingchu: "Your home, or my home?"

Sheng Canyang: "Why?"

"It's a special period," Fang Jingchu said with a smile, "It's not good to be photographed."

Sheng Canyang said calmly, "Then it's your home."

"Your home," Fang Jing thought for a while, and said, "I'm afraid my sister will come over."

Sheng Canyang: "Okay."

Fang Jingchu: "Then I'm going now."

Sheng Canyang started the car, let out an "um" from his nasal cavity, then turned around and drove home.

Ansel sat in the office, looking at the call number on the landline that had just answered the call, lost in thought.

He also didn't know if Sheng Canyang did this on purpose to let him know that he made the call and told him that he already knew he was lying. Ansel was a little wary of Sheng Canyang. No one knew how powerful Sheng Canyang was. He was very smart and difficult to control in the second world and the world after death. Therefore, Ansel was ready from the beginning to never deal with him. , Say more and more mistakes. It was really an accident to meet him on the street this time, maybe he shouldn't have been lucky enough to stay in Beijing back then.

Ansel called the headquarters, and the headquarters wanted to transfer him away, at four o'clock this afternoon, to a small place in Shanxi that he had never heard of.

After Ansel learned of the transfer order, he put his legs on the desk, looked at the phone and fell silent, with a gloomy expression.

His face was not suitable for such a deep expression. The people in the office looked at him a little strangely. The leader passed by the door, looked in, then froze for a moment, and said, "Put your legs down."

Ansel didn't seem to hear him, and he didn't even look at him. The leader stopped at the office door with a grim look on his face, and the colleague next to him gave him a gentle push.

Ansel suddenly put his legs down, then stood up and looked at his desk, as if he was looking for something to take away, but after searching for a long time, there was only one mobile phone, so he picked up the mobile phone and put the Throwing the notebook into the trash can, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one out and lit it, then walked out, brushing shoulders with the leader.

The leader asked, "What do you want to do?"

"Quit." Ansel waved his hand and said, "Bye."

The entire office was silent, Ansel pressed the elevator in the corridor, and then leaned against the wall while smoking, a little absent-minded.

Ansel said to the leader who was still looking at him, "Don't send it away."

Less than half an hour after Sheng Canyang arrived home, Fang Jingchu arrived, with a bottle of red wine in his hand, and said, "Congratulations."

"Congratulations?" Sheng Canyang said casually after opening the door for him, then turned and walked into the room.

Fang Jingchu closed the door while taking off her shoes, and said, "Have you taken a shower?"

"I didn't wash it yesterday." Sheng Canyang said as he wiped his hair.

Fang Jingchu: "Drink?"

"Ok."

Fang Jingchu immediately smiled and said, "With whom?"

"Myself." Sheng Canyang said.

Fang Jingchu felt relieved for a while, and then said, "Is there a bottle opener? I also brought wine."

As he spoke, he shook the red wine bottle in his hand.

Sheng Canyang went to find the corkscrew, Fang Jingchu sat on the open bar and said, "I wanted to drink so much last night? Are you in a bad mood?"

"It's okay," Sheng Canyang took the wine, unscrewed the red wine cork, took out two goblets from the side, and poured a bottom for each of them, "There's nothing worth feeling bad about. Do you need to sober up?"

Fang Jingchu: "Forget it, I want to drink something now. Including if I let you go?"

Sheng Canyang toasted him and nodded: "Including."

Fang Jingchu patted her chest, and said with a false alarm: "I'm afraid you will be angry."

When I hung up the phone last night, I felt that Sheng Canyang's attitude was not right, and he was usually not very enthusiastic, but it seemed that he was very cold on the phone. But he didn't do anything wrong. The two of them can't be photographed at this time. Sheng Canyang's public opinion on sexuality has not been very good. It's a bit ambiguous. Only fans have always believed that he is a straight man. Many passers-by firmly believe that Sheng Canyang Must like men. The past two years have been a little bit better, and thanks to the efforts of fans, public opinion is a bit skewed, but the incident of Sunwoo happened again, which made the situation worse. Fang Jingchu's reputation is very good, and his sexuality is also very well hidden. His family situation is complicated, and he dare not play around at all, for fear of causing trouble.

At this time, being photographed going out with Sheng Canyang is definitely not a good thing. If such a scandal really spread, Fang Jingchu didn't want to bear the consequences. He has never done such outrageous things since he was a child, so he never thought about it. To come out.

Sheng Canyang jumped over the building back then, and the consequences were not a joke.

Fang Jingchu said: "How is it, is it good?"

"It's a bit bitter." Sheng Canyang said honestly.

Fang Jingchu immediately said: "The smell of oak barrels, I know how to do it."

Sheng Canyang: "..."

Fang Jingchu: "This wine is indeed made of 100% oak barrels. It tastes very strong, you know it well."

Sheng Canyang said, "It's almost done."

Fang Jingchu laughed and said, "What did you think about what you said last time? It's not about the two of us, it's about going out on Saturday."

Sheng Canyang swallowed the bottom of the glass, and said, "I've almost figured it out."

Fang Jingchu: "..."

Fang Jingchu put down the wine glass, and Sheng Canyang also put down the glass, and said, "Shall we talk?"

Fang Jingchu said nervously, "Okay."

Sheng Canyang smiled and said, "Relax."

"I..." Fang Jingchu said, "Am I nervous?"

Sheng Canyang pulled up a bar chair, sat opposite him, looked into his eyes, and said, "I can accept it."

Fang Jing said happily at the beginning: "Really—"

Before he finished speaking, Sheng Canyang said, "I only have one condition."

"We can try to get along for a while first," Sheng Canyang said, "You can arrange whatever you want, wherever you want to go, I can also push the itinerary to accompany you. It's okay."

"But I want a long-term relationship," Sheng Canyang said slowly, "If we are really sure that we want to be together, we must make it public."

Fang Jingchu: "..."

"What kind of publicity?" Fang Jingchu asked, "To your friends?"

Sheng Canyang: "To everyone, friends, fans, and family."

Fang Jing was stunned for a moment.

Sheng Canyang said: "The time is one year. If we have been together for more than one year, we will make it public. I don't want to hide it. I only have this condition. You can think about it."

Sheng Canyang found the steps for him, and said, "Your family is different from mine, so it must be a big resistance for you."

Fang Jingchu said: "This... is really bigger."

Sheng Canyang poured him wine, and said, "Go back and think about it."

Fang Jing glanced at him at the beginning, and asked: "Actually, I can also agree to you right now. Anyway, my purpose is to get you. If I pretend to agree, won't you also want to be with me?"

Sheng Canyang took a sip of his wine, frowned at the bitterness, and said: "Actually, I don't have much loss if I'm with you or not. I haven't agreed because I'm afraid you will suffer."

Fang Jingchu: "..."

Sheng Canyang said frankly: "This is indeed the case. If the scandal with me is exposed, you will not be able to do it in the future, and I can't guarantee that you will always feel happy. I may also do some bad things. , hurt you."

Fang Jingchu thought about his words carefully, then smiled, and said, "Can't we guarantee it now?"

Sheng Canyang nodded and said, "Maybe."

Fang Jingchu: "You told me that you might hurt me in the future if you haven't been together yet?"

"It's because I don't like it enough," Fang Jingchu said, "I don't like me very much, so I can't guarantee that it will make me feel very happy."

Sheng Canyang asked: "Has anyone made such a promise to you?"

Fang Jingchu: "Yes."

"Did you do it?"

"No."

Sheng Canyang spread his hands and signaled, "That's it."

Fang Jingchu said: "But it's different. I don't think he shouldn't make such a promise because he didn't make it in the end. In fact, it's mainly the mood at that time, the mood that I definitely want this person to live happily. "

"I really can't," Sheng Canyang said, "Your family members don't know about your situation, and you will encounter many problems when you are with me, but I can't hide and fall in love. If you really want to be with someone Together, I hope I don’t have to hide and hide, as if I’m doing something wrong. So if we are really together, you must suffer.”

Fang Jingchu: "..."

Sheng Canyang said, "Think carefully, whether I'm worth it."

Fang Jingchu looked at him suspiciously, "Did you say that on purpose to reject me?"

Sheng Canyang smiled bitterly and said, "No."

Fang Jingchu said: "I don't believe you really want to do this. You are in the limelight now. You are only 21 years old. You want to destroy your future? Even if you are dating a woman, it is an age that cannot be exposed."

"It's too impractical." Fang Jingchu said, "I really can't understand it."

Sheng Canyang raised his wine glass and said with a smile, "We are still friends."

Fang Jingchu said, "You just want to reject me."

Sheng Canyang still said: "No."

Fang Jingchu: "Then explain, why do you want to destroy your future like this?"

Sheng Canyang: "Because I don't want to lie, if I keep saying that I am single, there will be many things that will hurt my lover. I may need to have affairs with other actresses. I will always maintain the relationship with fans and participate in blind date programs. It's too much, you are also in this circle, you know it's troublesome, if we are together, don't you mind?"

Fang Jingchu: "If it's your job, I don't care."

Sheng Canyang smiled and said, "Then it can't be love."

Fang Jingchu: "..."

Sheng Canyang said, "Do you think this term is old-fashioned?"

Fang Jingchu said in a low voice: "Which word? 'Love'?"

Sheng Canyang nodded and said, "Nowadays people say 'like', not 'love'."

Fang Jingchu: "It's too nasty, how can there be so much love, and you don't love me either."

"Maybe in the future," Sheng Canyang said, "if we are together. There are some things about you that attract me, which is why I want to try it with you."

Fang Jingchu: "It's just some places. I like you but I like you everywhere. It's really unfair between us. I've always looked up to you. I've never chased someone like this before."

Sheng Canyang smiled handsomely and said, "Thank you."

Fang Jingchu still clinked glasses with him.

Sheng Canyang said, "I've let you down."

"No," Fang Jingchu said, "I must have let you down."

Sheng Canyang smiled and shook his head, Fang Jingchu looked at his expression and said, "I understand, you never had hope for me, did you?"

Fang Jingchu: "That's why you dare to say that, and you already knew that I dare not promise you."

Sheng Canyang said: "That's right."

"No one will agree to me," Sheng Canyang comforted him thoughtfully, "No one is willing to disclose it to me, even an ordinary person."

Fang Jingchu: "You also know that you still want to fuck me like this?"

Sheng Canyang: "We still have to give it a try."

Fang Jing looked at him for a moment, and then said: "I really like you, so I have to tell you the truth, I dare not do this."

Sheng Canyang said, "We're still friends."

Fang Jingchu paused for a moment, feeling that he was really not giving in, her heart cooled down, she smiled, and said to Sheng Canyang: "There is nothing about me that you like, you don't like me at all, you just think that there is something At that time, I looked pretty pleasing to the eye."

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