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Chapter 85: Like a bird returns to the forest (2)

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Sheng Canyang occasionally appears in Hai Ri's life, but the frequency is not high, sometimes only once a month or so.

Hairi still has her own tasks, but most of the time it is relatively easy. Jiao Yang is a very easy-going girl. After doing two tasks with her, Hairi has become very familiar with her. Sheng Canyang will appear occasionally. They will not notify in advance, often when Hairi is downstairs, he bumps into Sheng Canyang waiting at the door, when the three of them are mostly going to eat, if it is the two of them, Sheng Canyang will come with a projector, in the sea Watch a movie in the day room and then disappear for a long time.

Jiao Yang often mentioned Sheng Canyang in private, and Hai Ri joked if you like him, Jiao Yang was stunned for a long time, and said: "I really don't have such an idea."

Hae Il said strangely, "Why not?"

"This kind of boy, at first glance, is not in the same world as me," Jiao Yang said, "Just appreciate it. It's really insecure to be together."

Hai Ri suddenly found that he understood very well, Sheng Canyang seemed to have a lot of things to do. At first, Hai Ri thought that he was interested in him, and he vaguely felt this way, but Sheng Canyang didn't say anything, only came to him occasionally, Hai Ri sometimes asked him what he was doing, Sheng Canyang didn't say anything, just Laugh, Sheng Canyang looked very hearty when he laughed, and he didn't think he was being perfunctory.

Hai Ri asked, "Are you busy?"

"A little bit," Sheng Canyang said, "but not tired."

Hai Ri sensed that he didn't seem to have rested, and asked, "Take a nap?"

Sheng Canyang thought for a while and said, "Okay."

Later, Sheng Canyang sometimes came to sleep, and slept under the quilt for a while. After waking up, with sleepy eyes, he turned on his mobile phone and lay on the bed in a daze.

Hai Ri came out of the shower, glanced at him, and said, "What are you doing?"

Sheng Canyang's hair has grown a lot and is fluffy. He rubbed it and said, "Write a song."

Hai Ri was a little curious, so he sat over and watched him open the memo, which was blank.

Hai Ri laughed loudly, Sheng Canyang's head fell on the pillow, and he died in battle.

Hai Ri: "I can't write it."

"I can write it," Sheng Canyang said, "There are too many things in my head, I don't know what to write."

Hae Il: "Have you written a new song yet?"

Sheng Canyang: "No."

"why?"

"No time," Sheng Canyang said, "Not for two hours."

Hai Ri: "Why are you so busy? Are you a staff member?"

The staff were not so busy, Sheng Canyang said, "I'm your colleague."

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang only said this, and then said "shh" to signal not to ask, and then pointed at his blank memo. He really wanted to grasp the feeling just now, the feeling that Hai Ri was still by his side when he woke up.

Hai Ri asked while wiping his hair, "What do you eat? When did you cut your hair? It's long."

Sheng Canyang wrote earnestly on his mobile phone: "It turns out that those moments sunk in tiny moments are called happiness, and I never knew that before."

Hai Ri leaned over to take a look, Sheng Canyang put it away embarrassedly, Hai Ri said, "Why don't you show it?"

"I didn't want everyone to listen sooner or later," Hai Ri said, "Why are you sorry?"

Sheng Canyang said: "You don't have to post it."

Hai Ri: "?"

Sheng Canyang: "Anyway, it's written for you, and I'll listen to you after I finish writing."

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang seemed indifferent, got up, put on his clothes, and said, "What do you want to eat?"

Hai Ri: "Anything is fine."

Sheng Canyang smiled at him and said, "Eat something good, we will celebrate tonight."

"Celebrate what?" Hai Ri took out his phone and looked at the date, it wasn't their birthday, "Do you want to call Jiao Yang?"

Sheng Canyang: "If you don't call today, it's just the two of us. You can choose whatever you want."

"Choose whatever you want?" Hai Ri said, "Are you rich?"

Sheng Canyang: "There are many, pick whatever you want."

Hai Ri hurriedly put on his clothes: "Let's go, let's go for a stroll."

Sheng Canyang laughed and was pushed out by Hai Ri, the two ran downstairs, Hai Ri said: "I will definitely make you regret it."

"Wait and see," Sheng Canyang walked behind with his pockets on, looking at Hai Ri's back, "Look at the road."

Hai Ri gave him a hand and said, "Hurry up."

Sheng Canyang had no choice but to walk quickly with him, Hai Ri said: "I really hate that there are no high-end hotels here."

Sheng Canyang looked up at the streets of the Second World, and said, "In the future, when we go back, we will have everything."

Hai Ri: "?"

Sheng Canyang said, "Let me tell you something."

"I will disappear for a while," Sheng Canyang calculated, "less than three years."

Hai Ri stopped and asked, "Is this what you said is worth celebrating?"

Sheng Canyang smiled, put his hands behind his back, and said to him: "It's not this."

Hai Ri looked at him, Sheng Canyang still smiled, then put his arms around his shoulders, pushed him forward, and said, "I'm here this time to tell you something."

"No matter how many times you start over," Sheng Canyang walked side by side with him, he said casually, "I will always be fascinated by you."

Sheng Canyang: "It has nothing to do with your identity, I've always have a crush on you."

"I don't need to say a lot of these words now," Sheng Canyang said to him, "In the future, you will definitely hear disgusting, and I will tell you how much I love you every day. When you read it, your scalp gets numb, and when you hear it Shut up if I say something like that."

Hai Ri looked at him in a daze, and said, "What do you mean?"

Sheng Canyang confessed to him, but he talked to himself, and didn't mean to ask his opinion. Hai Ri was a little at a loss, but Sheng Canyang said: "Forget it, let's go eat."

Sheng Canyang was in a good mood today, and Hai Ri asked, "Is there something you are hiding from me? I don't quite understand."

Sheng Canyang smiled and said nothing, Hai Ri had already guessed something, and asked, "Are you also from the Central Tower?"

"I am," Sheng Canyang said, "If you really want to know, just ask."

Hai Ri: "..."

"Why do you say you want to disappear?" Hai Ri asked, "Where are you going?"

Sheng Canyang said: "Actually, I don't go anywhere, but I don't come here anymore, for fear that someone will be angry."

"You in three years, I will come to see you in three years," Sheng Canyang said, "Actually, to you in the future, you are a stranger now, and I can't come back. I didn't want you to love me at first." I just came here, I just want you to leave some good memories and let you know that I really didn't fall in love with you because of anything else."

Hai Ri seemed to understand something, but he didn't understand, just looking at him, Sheng Canyang patted his back and said, "Just eat this."

Hai Ri turned his head and saw a huge Haidilao banner hanging in the shopping mall. Sheng Canyang said: "Save the opportunity for the future, and eat better."

Hai Ri always felt a little dazed, and asked, "Are you from the future?"

"Yes," Sheng Canyang said truthfully, "don't tell others."

Hae Il said, "How many years later? Will we be together in the future?"

"Of course," Sheng Canyang said with a smile, "do you think I won't be able to catch up with you?"

Hai Ri: "..."

"What happened?" Hai Ri asked, "You came here?"

Sheng Canyang said indifferently: "It's nothing serious."

"Sometimes I want to see you in the past," Sheng Canyang said, "Sometimes you are not confident, you don't believe that I really love you."

Hae Il felt like listening to a fairy tale from another world, completely unbelievable.

Sheng Canyang said: "You are coming back today, so I can't come again."

Hai Ri: "Where have I been?"

"This is a bit complicated," Sheng Canyang said, "You will know it later."

Sheng Canyang: "Actually, I don't know what will happen in the future, because I accidentally destroyed history, and I destroyed it long ago, including telling you these things."

"But there is no way," Sheng Canyang said casually, "As long as you ask, I can only tell you. History has been changed, and I don't know what will happen, but it doesn't matter."

Hai Ri: "You are so inexplicable, how could I not ask."

Sheng Canyang laughed, and then said: "Yes, I also have problems."

Hai Ri felt extremely absurd and a little confused about all of this, but Sheng Canyang was always very happy. He picked up shrimp slips, put them in a bowl to cool and handed them to him, and then opened a bottle of beer himself.

Hae Il said, "What will the future be like?"

Sheng Canyang said, "I hope you don't know this."

Hai Ri: "?"

"If you don't know, you still have a lot to look forward to in the future," Sheng Canyang said, "If life is just a test paper with known answers, it's meaningless."

Sheng Canyang: "Do you really want to know?"

Hai Ri thought for a while and said, "Forget it."

Sheng Canyang took a sip of wine, and then said, "I knew it."

Hai Ri: "Then you have nothing to tell me?"

"I said it," Sheng Canyang said, "I love you."

Hai Ri: "...except this?"

Sheng Canyang spread his hands calmly, indicating no.

"You live a good life by yourself," Sheng Canyang said, "I'm just adding to your life, there's nothing I need to tell you, just be yourself. In fact, you are the one who tells me how to go."

Hai Ri couldn't help but asked, "How did we meet?"

"Task," Sheng Canyang answered, but reached out his hand to stop him from asking questions after speaking, "Let's leave something for the future."

Hai Ri: "..."

Sheng Canyang: "I just want to stay with you for a while, he will be back soon."

Sheng Canyang looked at him and smiled. Hai Ri was suddenly touched at that moment, all his doubts were dispelled by Sheng Canyang's smile at that moment, he was moved, Sheng Canyang seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and finally arrived at this moment.

"I'm leaving," Sheng Canyang looked at the time and said, "See you in seven years."

Hai Ri: "Isn't it three years?"

"Three years from now, that will be me, but not the current me, and the present you will be you, but not seven years from now," Sheng Canyang said, "The present me will be seven years from now."

Hai Ri understood and didn't say anything, but he was inexplicably lost. This feeling made him feel that he really fell in love with Sheng Canyang.

Sheng Canyang stood up and said, "I'm leaving."

He waved his hand, watched him take two steps back, then turned and trotted away. Hai Ri sat under the light, looked at his back, and was silent for a moment, feeling a little empty in his mind.

Seven years later, Sheng Canyang returned to the future.

In the central tower, Ivan was waiting at the door. Sheng Canyang drifted to a stop on his motorcycle. Ivan said, "It's almost here."

Sheng Canyang glanced at his watch, then walked in the door, the elevator went straight to the top floor, Sheng Canyang looked around, all the maintainers have arrived today.

The sky was gray, and several whales swam up and down in the sky, making ancient mourning calls.

Ivan said, "Ansel's side will be here on time at seven o'clock in the evening."

The director said, "Is this really possible?"

Sheng Canyang said: "There's no danger, I can't send you back anytime."

Having said that, everyone remained silent and seemed a little nervous. After tonight, the Second World will undergo radical changes. Under the leadership of young leaders, the Second World has undergone tremendous changes in the past two years, all of which have been carried out with the tacit consent of the will of the earth. The floating population of the Second World has dropped by three percentage points, not a lot, But changes have already occurred, which means that these changes are useful.

Sheng Canyang's last arrangement was to send the defender back to the real world and his reflection back to the second world. The defender who reversed the two worlds, everyone thought he was very courageous. If he could really succeed, then the defender would never No need to sacrifice your life. The most difficult part of this job is to agree with Reflection. Sheng Canyang almost drove these people under him crazy, and finally got them to contact Reflection.

Sheng Canyang hugged his helmet and stood there with a calm expression. He raised his wrist and looked at his watch, counting down one minute.

Sheng Canyang said: "I won't say any more unnecessary things. Everyone has worked hard these years. Let's continue to work hard in another battlefield in the future."

Evie said, "What about you?"

"Go back when the time is right," Sheng Canyang said, "don't worry about me."

The one-minute countdown ended, and the alarm clock on Ivie's cell phone rang.

All of them jumped down from the top floor of the central tower without hesitation, and at the same time the reflection over there also jumped down on the roof, and the two time-space people of life and death were swapped instantly.

Ansel appeared in front of Sheng Canyang, and glanced at Sheng Canyang expressionlessly.

Sheng Canyang shook his hand, Ansel glanced at his hand and said, "Did you get what you wanted?"

"Maybe," Sheng Canyang said, "It's actually very nervous."

Ansel shook his hand, feeling the coldness of his palm.

Ansel said, "Hai Ri has already gone back."

Sheng Canyang: "..."

Ansel and Hai Ri had a certain resonance, Sheng Canyang took a deep breath instantly, his eyes were red, and then he collapsed tightly.

There was a familiar whale's cry from a distance, Sheng Canyang turned to look, and from the distant sky, a gray whale swam over—

Like a whale returning to the sea, like a bird returning to the forest, the sun is back.

The furthest distance in this world is not the distance between life and death, it is that we are not in the same time and space plane.

Hai Ri's reunion basically didn't realize the joy of reunion. If he wanted to see Sheng Canyang, he could only go to the hospital to accompany him in bed.

Sheng Canyang hasn't left the second world yet, so he won't wake up at all, which is equivalent to being inferior to a vegetable. Hai Ri just woke up, his mind is still in a state of confusion, Ivey told him many things, they settled in the real world, Hai Ri wanted to go home and have a look, but their timeline is already different, Hai Ri Ri is supposed to be thirty years old, he hesitated for a long time, and wanted to ask Sheng Canyang for his opinion after he came back.

No one knows when Sheng Canyang will come back. The news of Sheng Canyang will occasionally be transmitted to them through the resonance of the reflection, but Ansel has never conveyed the news to Hai Ri.

Less than three months have passed like this, when Hai Ri woke up one morning, he suddenly found that his memory had changed, and when he turned his head, he found Sheng Canyang lying beside him.

Hai Ri: "..."

It was such an ordinary morning, when nothing happened, everything about Hai Ri and Sheng Canyang came back.

The defenders of the second world have returned to reality and traveled around every corner of the world. They have magical abilities and can rescue painful souls. Defenders can rescue suicides, but not everyone who rescues suicides is a defender, so later we call everyone who infects happiness to others a defender, you, me, him, all of them.

All those who use a soft heart to warm others in ordinary life are defenders in life. All the little happiness you feel in life is real happiness.

A moment in life is eternity, happiness does not need to wait until tomorrow.

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I'm really sorry, brothers and sisters, my estimation of the number of words is really not accurate... I wrote and found that it is the most appropriate to stop here, and it is not suitable to say a lot more.

Then say a few more words:

1. The author himself is not sick, so the characters have nothing to do with the author.

2. Characters have no prototypes.

3. It is not promoting suicide, nor is it anti-suicide, nor is it teaching everyone how to live, it is just telling such a story.

4. (This was asked by someone) What is the source of inspiration: An interview, a seven-year-old boy committed suicide because of a word from his mother, I was so shocked. Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated nutrient solution during 2020-11-29 03:19:48~2020-12-01 16:48:08~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Jing Bing 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: turn over the temple 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 80 bottles of Huaiqi; 40 bottles of Ivy; 25 bottles of Xiaonanzai's charger; 20 bottles of Lu Bingbing's true love powder, gmtyxh, Xuegui, Jiang Qiaoer; 15 bottles of Shiwu and Sanshengshi; 14 bottles of Temple; 10 bottles of Yu Sheng Sheng and An Zai; 1 bottle of Jian Mei;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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