It was a very strange feeling. It was clearly still Sheng Min's face, but his expression seemed to have changed into that of another person at some moment that she was unaware of.
Illusion. Zhang Shan thought, and for some reason, her high heels took a small step back uncontrollably.
She called out again tentatively. But the person in front of her didn't answer, his eyes were deep, and Zhang Shan felt uneasy.
The eerie silence on the stage lasted for about a minute and was captured by the camera, causing the reporters below to look at each other in bewilderment and the fans in the live broadcast room to talk about it.
'What's wrong? Is my network stuck?'
"What's going on? You're getting nervous..."
"Sheng Min!" Zhang Shan was a little unsteady and raised her voice without caring that she was on the stage.
"Hmm?" Li Xuan responded with a smile.
The bet was won.
It turns out that gambling is just like fighting. Whoever is willing to take the risk will have a chance of winning in the end.
Even if this opportunity comes at the cost of one's life.
His eyes slid across the cameras of the reporters below, across the large screen where messages were scrolling non-stop, and finally fell back on Zhang Shan's face.
"Mr. Zhang?" Li Xuan smiled, "Don't be so nervous."
He finally reached out and took the pen. Before Zhang Shan could breathe a sigh of relief, with a crisp sound, the pen was broken into two pieces and thrown aside.
The shutter sounds suddenly filled the air, and the reporter's suppressed voices could not hide his excitement at having captured a big piece of news. The screen was also filled with exclamation marks and question marks. There were only one or two exceptions, such as, "I have this pen, too, and the outer shell is made of solid wood. Are you sure it's so easy to break?"
"What are you doing?" Zhang Shan widened her eyes, but still maintained a smile on her face, which made her expression look somewhat weird.
She took a step closer, turned off the microphone, lowered her voice, and gritted her teeth and said, "What, Shengmin? You want to regret it now? What about your boyfriend?"
It would have been better if she hadn't said this. As soon as she said it, she felt the gaze of the man opposite her was as cold as ice. Zhang Shan almost suspected that he wanted to kill her.
"Boyfriend?" The voice was very gentle. She tilted her head and whispered intimately, "Why do you need a boyfriend like that?"
"What are you talking about?"
"I don't know. I can't even see the mouth shape at this position..."
The noise from the audience was as loud as the chirping of a thousand sparrows; even the executives and artists sitting behind them sensed something was wrong and began to look around.
Zhang Shan was frozen all over. In all her years of career, she had never encountered such an unprepared situation. On the contrary, the people around her were calm and didn't say a word.
He looked at the noisy crowd with a leisurely and indifferent attitude, until the discussions were replaced by strange silence at a certain moment.
"Are you done?" Li Xuan was not as relaxed as he looked. This exchange was very strange and a little different from the last time. He seemed unable to fully control the autonomy of his body, and he had a vague feeling that his soul would be torn away at any time.
But he couldn't leave a mess for Sheng Min, he had to smooth it over without leaving any stain. With his hands hanging by his side, his nails pinched his palms hard, using the pain to keep himself more awake. Li Xuan gritted his teeth and smiled, then looked back: "No colleagues want to speak?... Okay."
He nodded: "Then I'll tell you."
Li Xuan looked straight at the camera in front of him with a very sincere expression: "First of all, I want to apologize to all my fans and journalist friends. I know that everyone has been concerned about my future choices and development during this period of time. The reason why I haven't responded yet is actually because leaving is too difficult for me to make a decision."
He smiled gently, looked at the reporters below, and casually announced the result: "Yes, I will not renew my contract."
"Not renewing?! Really not renewing?" Upon hearing this, the reporters became more excited, but also suspicious, and whispered to each other, "Why not renewing? Didn't we just sign the contract?"
"Yeah, what are you doing?"
"I didn't say there would be a sequel just now. The original words were that the answer would be revealed immediately..."
"Stop making noise, I can't hear you clearly..."
"This is the contract I signed eight years ago." Li Xuan suppressed his physical discomfort, calmly picked up the documents on the table, and spoke nonsense seriously, "I'm not joking with you today, I just want to put an end to the past. I was unknown when I signed it. In the past eight years, everything I have gained is now here, fans, spotlights, and a different me than I was back then."
"When I walked over here just now, I kept thinking about how I felt when I signed the contract. Whether I was excited or nervous... I forgot. It doesn't matter... Everything is gone, and there is no turning back."
He sighed softly and lowered his eyes, looking very regretful: "I have been in Dongyi for such a long time, more than a third of my life has been here... Making this choice is very difficult for me and the company, but just like the pen just now, if it is broken, it cannot be connected again, and the same is true for the broken fate."
Zhang Shan couldn't control herself anymore and reached out to grab the microphone, but Li Xuan quickly grabbed her wrist and stuffed the contract into her hand.
"Thank you, Mr. Zhang." He didn't even give Zhang Shan a chance to speak. With a look of guilt mixed with gratitude, he said, "In the end, you still supported my decision."
Zhang Shan's wrist was numbed by his grip, and she felt that she could vaguely hear the sound of bones being dislocated. But she couldn't speak anymore at this moment. Li Xuan had already blocked her retreat by blaming her.
"You gave me this contract back then, and now I'm giving it back to you. Announcing this news on this occasion today is a relief not only for the company, but also for me. We just announced the newly signed artists, and more people have signed this contract and joined Dongyi. I believe that with the entry of these new bloods, Dongyi will have better development in the future, and I sincerely wish this."
He lied with his eyes open without changing his expression. As he let go of her hand, he leaned over and gave Zhang Shan a light hug in a very gentlemanly manner.
"Sister Shan." The tone sounded very gentle to anyone, but Zhang Shan felt as if she was being threatened by a wild beast. "Thank you."
"Is this a new way to become a trending topic? This is the first time I've seen this kind of plot in so many press conferences..."
“This week’s KPI is full…”
The reporters were discussing excitedly, and rows of comments flashed across the screen, almost all of them applauding his termination of the contract.
"Why do I feel like something is wrong... Was this really agreed upon in advance?"
Some reporters also grumbled, but that did not stop them from turning their cameras around to find the best angle.
"Of course, it's obvious." The experienced reporter next to him advised the newcomer, "Sheng Min obviously didn't want to renew the contract a long time ago. He came back today to support the old boss and help promote the newcomer. Didn't he hear what he said just now? In my opinion, he has done his best..."
The noise in the audience made the weirdness on the stage even more prominent. Zhang Shan's expression was stiff. No matter how she thought about it, she couldn't understand how things had taken such a sudden turn for the worse. Could it be that Sheng Min had been plotting against her since he agreed to renew the contract
There is no answer, and the opportunity to correct it has been missed. Under the watchful eyes of the public, there is no other choice. Do you have to admit that you have been tricked after suffering a loss
The flesh on her cheeks trembled slightly. The heater was turned on too high, and the delicate makeup on her face was a little smudged...
She looked up at "Sheng Min", cold and unfamiliar eyes. This is not Sheng Min, how could this be Sheng Min? ... Suddenly, a voice in her heart started to shout.
Where on earth did this Shura appear out of nowhere? He turned his hand to make clouds and rain, and he was only one step away, but he turned the world upside down.
But who could this be
It was at this moment that Zhang Shan realized that she had no way out in this matter. Sheng Min didn't care about anything that could be used to threaten her, so what else could she do
Was he pretending? Was he lying to her? Zhang Shan was not giving up and gritted her teeth and said, "Your boyfriend..."
"Oh." Li Xuan smiled, his tone was light and fluttery, but in fact he was not in a very good mood, "Just assume he is dead."
He let go of her hand, turned around and bowed gently to the screen and the reporters below: "The past eight years have come to an end. Thank you all for your witness and companionship along the way. Thank you."
After saying that, he put down the microphone and walked off the stage without any reluctance.
"Sheng Min!" The reporters finally came to their senses as they watched him leave. "What are the plans and arrangements for the future?"
"You're not renewing your contract. Do you have the idea of opening your own studio?"
"Say something else!"
The anxious reporters chased backstage and even out of the building, but the person at the center of public opinion had already disappeared.
Only the rain was left all over the sky, dripping.
The sound of rain mixed with the sound of constant knocking on the window woke Sheng Min from his coma. He slowly opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was the deflated airbag. The heavy nylon fabric hanging around blocked his vision. His mind was still in a mess, but the noise outside the car window became clearer and clearer.
Amid the clamor and sirens, he heard a young man banging on the window and shouting in panic, "Nineteen! Nineteen..."
Sheng Min shook his head vigorously, stretched his numb fingers, opened the car door and pushed it out. The car frame was a little deformed and he couldn't open it after several tries.
There was so much noise outside that Sheng Min gritted his teeth and kicked the car door with all his strength. When the door was kicked open, he fell out. A pair of hands held him up in panic: "Nineteen, are you okay?"
"He's out! Oh, he's not dead! He's alive!"
The crowd watching the excitement became noisy, taking photos and live streaming with their mobile phones. It was hard to tell whether there was relief or regret in their tone.
"You're fine even after such a hard collision. Let's go."
"How about the one in front?"
"That was a terrible crash... There was blood all over the ground, it was terrifying. Well, young people shouldn't drive rashly in rainy and snowy days... Look at the traffic jam, and I'm in a hurry to pick up my grandson..."
Raindrops mixed with fine snow came down, and holding an umbrella was of no use at all as the coat was soon soaked.
The red and blue flashing lights made people dizzy. A traffic policeman stood not far away with a walkie-talkie, looking anxious. He was probably asking for help because he couldn't open the car door from the outside. Suddenly he saw the door was opened from the inside, and he stuttered in shock. The colleague on the other end thought the signal was bad and called several times.
"Wait, the person is coming out." The traffic police walked over quickly with a surprised look on his face.
"Are you okay sir? We've called an ambulance and it'll be here soon."
The traffic policeman looked the car owner up and down. It was too much, he thought. In such a serious car accident, the person involved seemed to be unharmed. The only visible bruises and scratches were small. What kind of good luck did he have
He was a newcomer who had just started working and didn't have much experience. He secretly smacked his lips and could only follow the standard procedure: "Are you feeling unwell now? Can you help me register your information?"
Sheng Min looked at him dully, feeling a little dizzy, not like a car accident, but like waking up from a high fever. His hands and feet were out of control, and his mind was blank. The last memory he had was of him on the stage, about to sign the contract...
"Sir?" The traffic police frowned.
"Why are you still registering information when you are in this condition?" The man next to him interrupted him angrily and asked him with concern, "Nineteen, are you okay..."
Sheng Min tried to cheer himself up. He felt that this person looked familiar, but he couldn't remember where he was. "Who are you?... What did you call me?"
"I..." The man was stunned for a moment, "Nineteen, it's me, Zhao Jizhe... Did you hit your head in a car accident just now?... Why hasn't the ambulance come yet..."
The voice was sobbing as if he was about to cry.
Zhao Jizhe, car accident...
It's like suddenly grabbing a thread in the chaos...
Sheng Min realized it belatedly and turned around to look at the car whose front end had been completely deformed. The license plate number was familiar, and above the dented door, a familiar face was reflected in the half-broken glass window.
Changed.
Shengmin's breathing was a little difficult... Li Xuan had a car accident? Why at this time
He felt something was wrong, but didn't have time to think about it. He didn't know whether to be afraid or relieved. His Adam's apple moved with difficulty, and he fumbled around several times in panic, trying to take out the phone from his coat. His fingertips were too weak and he almost dropped it.
"Nineteen..." Zhao Jizhe called him timidly.
But Sheng Min turned a deaf ear and dialed his own number with trembling fingers. One second, two seconds... no one answered.
Yes, he remembered, his phone was on silent mode.
Now that he has moved here, Li Xuan should be in Dongyi...
With so many reporters and Zhang Shan pressing him, how should Li Xuan cope with it? His heart was in a knot, and his physical discomfort was ignored. He wanted to open the live broadcast software, but he hurriedly clicked on the WeChat next to it.
Below his pinned name, the most recent one is a reminder of bank account changes.
As if it was a premonition, Sheng Min paused for two seconds before clicking on it. It was a large amount of money, and the recipient was him. Li Xuan's account balance had become zero.
A chill crept up his back silently, and Sheng Min had to face the terrible guess in his heart. He pursed his lips tightly, and this time he successfully opened the live broadcast software, but the live broadcast had ended.
But the aftershocks are still fermenting on Weibo, with termination of contract replacing renewal at the top of the hot searches. In the replay clip, the man spoke eloquently and without any mistakes. How could he look like he was unprepared
Sheng Min's lips trembled violently and his face turned pale.
"Sir." The traffic police looked at his strange expression and couldn't help but be alert. "How do you feel? I'll need your cooperation in doing a breathalyzer test later..."
The traffic policeman was thinking that he might have to do a drug test based on the situation, but Sheng Min suddenly grabbed his hand.
“How did the accident happen…”
"You have no recollection of it at all?" The traffic policeman was stunned by his question. "We need to investigate the specific reasons further..."
Sheng Min turned his head helplessly to look at this strange car accident scene. There was no end in sight for the long traffic jam. How could it be possible to crash into the green belt...
madman.
Sheng Min thought painfully, but couldn't help but go find him.
Once the thought came to my mind, I couldn't control it and I stumbled around trying to squeeze through the crowd and run out.
"Sir, you can't leave now." The traffic police hurried over to stop him, and Zhao Jizhe reacted even more violently: "Nineteen... You are injured, you..."
"Get out of the way..." Sheng Min pushed him away. His hands and feet were weak, but Zhao Jizhe staggered and looked hurt. It was at this moment that Sheng Min remembered where she had seen him before - he had come to the theater twice, and it turned out that he was not a illegitimate child.
"... Why are you here?" he asked subconsciously.
"I didn't mean to tell you that." Zhao Jizhe misunderstood and explained tremblingly, "I was worried about you. I didn't know that the company's affairs would be so serious. Your adoptive father didn't tell me that..."
Because he was flustered and spoke incoherently, Sheng Min felt dizzy and couldn't understand what he said, but she still caught the key words. Zhao Jizhe was also involved in the company's crisis.
"Why are you all forcing him..." Sheng Min asked weakly, like a wounded white crane in the wind and snow, his eyes were hot and swollen, but no tears came out of them as they were dried by the cold wind.
The sound of an ambulance siren could be heard faintly from a distance. The confused traffic police, as if they had seen a savior, tried their best to stop Sheng Min. The latter was in a daze and wanted to find Li Xuan, but he seemed unable to gain control of this body and was unable to break free no matter what.
“Sir, sir, please calm down.” The traffic police didn’t understand what they were saying. Seeing that he wanted to leave, he had to emphasize his tone, “You need to cooperate with our investigation, otherwise I can only count you as a hit-and-run driver… And I see that you are very weak now. If you don’t have any external injuries, you’d better go to the hospital for a check-up. If you have injured your internal organs, the consequences will be serious.”
This barely calmed Sheng Min down. Yes, Li Xuan was now in his body, so at least his life would not be in any danger. The most urgent thing was to make sure that Li Xuan's body, which had been in a car accident, was safe...
The traffic policeman breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that his expression had relaxed. The ambulance finally arrived, and the emergency personnel hurriedly jumped out, shouting for help, and passed through the crowded crowd, carrying a stretcher: "Where is the injured?"
"Here!" The traffic police waved.
The first aid worker was stunned and looked at the tragic car accident scene: "I'm talking about the injured in the car accident."
"That's him." The traffic police helped Sheng Min get into the ambulance. "No external injuries, maybe he hit his head, with symptoms of concussion..."
Zhao Jizhe held on to him tightly and refused to let go, wanting to go to the hospital with him.
"Are you a friend or relative of the patient?" the paramedic asked.
Zhao Jizhe nodded eagerly: "Yes, I am his brother..."
"No." Shengmin interrupted him coldly, his voice weak but firm, "I don't know him."
Zhao Jizhe looked like he was about to cry, his whole face was distorted, but Sheng Min didn't have a trace of sympathy in his heart. He resolutely pulled his hand away and got into the car with the help of the emergency personnel.
Through the glass on the rear door, he saw Zhao Jize running a few steps after him. The car gradually drove away, and the rain blurred the glass, so he could not see the people clearly.
In fact, Sheng Min didn't have the energy to look out the window. The car bumped towards the hospital. In the small space of the ambulance, he felt that breathing was getting harder and harder. The emergency personnel seemed to help him lie down, and kept saying something anxiously, but it was hard to make out. He could even feel his soul was about to be pulled out. When this discomfort reached its peak, he suddenly heard a bang.
Sheng Min felt a pain on his forehead, but the feeling of suffocation disappeared instantly. When he raised his head, he found that the environment had changed.
This was the back seat of a taxi. The driver was frowning and muttering, "Why did an ambulance hit us..." He turned back to comfort Sheng Min, "Did I wake you up?" The guest, who was fully armed with a mask and a hat, seemed very tired for some reason and fell asleep as soon as he got in the car. "I braked in a hurry and there was a small scratch. It's his fault. Are you okay?"
Sheng Min was startled, then turned to look out the window: "Ambulance?!"
At the same moment, the nurse in the ambulance who was about to use the oxygen supply device for first aid looked in surprise at the patient who was obviously weak just now, sitting up from the stretcher.
"Hey... No, you..."
Li Xuan didn't care about her surprised look at all, he stood up and pushed the door to get out of the car.
The nurse thought he had sequelae from the consecutive car accidents, and said quickly: "It's okay, it's not serious, lie down quickly."
Li Xuan turned a deaf ear to the traffic police who had already gotten out of the car to deal with another car accident that happened today. The doctors and nurses were unable to stop him. Seeing the man jump out of the car, they had no choice but to follow him in accordance with their professional ethics.
However, the anxious patient stopped two steps away from the ambulance, looking at the equally distraught young man who hurriedly got out of the hit taxi.
The snow was still falling, but there was no drizzle mixed in. When was the last time we met? It always felt like it was a lifetime ago.
The moment their eyes met, Sheng Min's expression looked so fragile. Li Xuan wanted to smile at him and say it was okay, but the next second, Sheng Min frowned deeply.
"Your hand..."
Li Xuan lowered his eyes and saw that blood had gushed out from his left wrist at some point, winding across the back of his hand and flowing to the white fingertips that Sheng Min had rushed over to clasp and entwine with him.
Sheng Min's voice was a little shaky: "Just now, there was clearly no..."
The ambulance ran a red light and caused an accident, which was not serious. It only dented the front bumper and scraped off two patches of paint. There was also a traffic police officer on hand, and the division of responsibilities was clear. After contacting the insurance company, the matter was quickly resolved.
Sheng Min and Li Xuan got on the ambulance together. The doctors and nurses were naturally in a hurry again, repeatedly confirming that he no longer had breathing difficulties. They were also shocked when they saw the wound on his wrist.
"Did it suddenly crack?"
The medical staff looked at each other in bewilderment, as no one could remember how the wound appeared.
Judging from the shape, it should have been scratched by glass in the original car accident. There are even small glass fragments left around the wound. However, with so much blood and so long, no one should have noticed it... It doesn't make sense that it suddenly cracked, the wound is not shallow...
But there was really no other explanation. Besides, this patient had more than one strange thing going on. The young man beside him who got on the bus with only his eyebrows and eyes exposed also had an indescribable familiarity...
Noticing the nurse's gaze, Li Xuan calmly moved to block her sight. Sheng Min didn't notice any of this. He just looked at the thick gauze on Li Xuan's wrist, then lowered his eyes to look at his own wrist.
Li Xuan knew what Sheng Min was looking at. This wound was in almost the same position as the scar left by Sheng Min's wrist cutting...
Like a sign or a warning, Li Xuan had an indescribable premonition that they would never exchange with each other again.
After going to the hospital for a detailed examination, Li Xuan actually felt that it was unnecessary, but looking at Sheng Min's cold eyes, he didn't dare to argue.
From CT to MRI, everything was done, and apart from the wound on his hand, there was really no more serious problem. He also had a slight concussion, but it was not serious enough to require hospitalization. The doctor couldn't help but sigh several times, it was a miracle.
After leaving the clinic, the traffic police were still waiting, so he cooperated in taking notes. When asked about the cause of the accident, Li Xuan quickly glanced at Sheng Min and said calmly, "I stayed up late, and it was raining too hard, so I couldn't see clearly."
"But the traffic was already blocked, why did the car suddenly start?"
Hearing this, Sheng Min's face sank inch by inch, and Li Xuan quickly interrupted: "You must be too tired. I don't remember. I might have mistaken the brake for the accelerator."
The traffic police looked at him skeptically, but both the alcohol and drug tests came back positive, so there was no other way but to presume he was innocent.
"Sign the accident report here. Your car was in the middle of the road and was affecting traffic. We have towed it back to the traffic police team. Please collect it as soon as possible. We will contact you after the subsequent compensation amount is determined." The traffic policeman said enthusiastically, "It is estimated to be more than 2,000. The compulsory traffic insurance cannot cover it. Do you have commercial insurance?"
"Um."
The traffic police nodded, stood up and advised: "Fortunately, no one was hurt. Pay attention to traffic safety and don't drive while tired. Car accidents are no joke. You are really lucky, otherwise you wouldn't be able to sit here with your hands and feet intact..."
On the way back, Sheng Min remained silent. Li Xuan wanted to speak several times, but seeing his tired face, he could only swallow his words back silently.
The journey was not too long, and it seemed like it had never been so painful before. After finally entering the door, Li Xuan couldn't help but shake his hand: "Sheng Min..."
The latter dodged lightly and said in a cold tone: "Your hand is injured, stop pulling and tugging... You've been busy all day, are you hungry? Do you want to eat something?"
This sounded like a mockery to him, and Li Xuan felt uneasy: "I'm not hungry."
"Let's cook porridge." Sheng Min ignored him after asking, and said to himself, "I remember there is also a yellow croaker."
Li Xuan knew that he was angry, but he didn't know where to stop. Anyway, it was right to be humble. Seeing Sheng Min enter the kitchen, he hurriedly followed.
"Go out and sit down."
"It's okay. I'll come with you."
Seeing him go to get the fish, she immediately went to open the refrigerator. Sheng Min raised her hand to get the plate, and quickly opened the cabinet to get it for him. She forgot that her hand was injured, and her wrist lost strength for a moment, and the bone china broke into pieces.
The air seemed to stand still for a second.
"Are you hurt?" Sheng Min asked immediately.
"No." Li Xuan looked at Sheng Min and saw that she was not splashed by the porcelain pieces. He felt relieved and subconsciously squatted down to clean up, but Sheng Min grabbed his elbow.
"You go out first."
"fine… "
"I'll tell you!"
The barely maintained calmness seemed to be broken by the broken porcelain pieces. Sheng Min's eyes were more severe than ever. Li Xuan sighed secretly and held his hand back: "It doesn't hurt, really, it's just a minor injury..." He even smiled, "Isn't it good? It's a perfect match with yours."
Sheng Min froze, then shook off his hand and looked him straight in the eyes: "What's good? Tell me what's good? So good that I want you to bump into it on purpose?"
His tone was lifeless, and seemed even more fragile than the porcelain shards on the floor. Li Xuan was speechless, and his Adam's apple moved up and down: "No, I..."
"What if you didn't change it?" Sheng Min asked him directly, his face pale, "Were you sure when you bumped into him? Have you thought about it?"
Li Xuan was speechless. Sheng Min smiled bitterly, took a step back unconsciously, and said with great certainty: "You thought about it, so you transferred all the money to me."
He couldn't bear to see Sheng Min's expression like this. He had no way to defend himself and couldn't deny it. He wearily withdrew his hand that was frozen in the air: "That money was originally for you to terminate the contract."
He had thought about it, of course he had, but so what? He had no other choice at that moment.
It would be the best, even if it doesn't happen... Sheng Min doesn't have to be threatened anymore. The money he left for him should be enough to terminate the contract and file a lawsuit.
Li Xuan avoided the main point and said, "There aren't that many ifs. Didn't we change it?"
"So I can just pretend nothing happened?" This attitude undoubtedly angered Sheng Min. He bit his lip hard, his eyes burning like a dark fire. "Do you know what you are doing, Li Xuan? Did you really consider me when you made this decision?"
"Did you consider me when you signed the contract behind my back?!" Li Xuan had never seen him so angry before, and he had no choice but to blurt out the answer.
Sheng Min stared at him for a long time, with a hint of incomprehensible confusion in his voice: "Five years... Only five years."
Li Xuan shook his head, his tone was extremely firm: "I can't let you sacrifice for me for even a minute or a second."
"This is not a sacrifice, I am willing to do it!" Sheng Min frowned, "Is this more important than your life?"
"Yes! Everything about you is more important than me!"
Li Xuan did not hesitate or hide anything: "If you want to leave, I can't let you stay in that circle anymore, not for anyone else, especially not for me!"
His tone was fairly steady, but the faint veins on his neck could not be concealed: "This will only continue to consume you, and eventually devour you! If I want you to make any compromises for me, then why don't we..."
"Not as good as what?" Li Xuan didn't finish his words, realizing that something was wrong, and hurriedly stopped talking halfway. Sheng Min stepped forward, stepping on the porcelain pieces at his feet, breaking them into pieces. "Not as good as what? You tell me."
Li Xuan had already regretted it. It didn't matter what nonsense he said in front of Zhang Shan, but he couldn't say those two words to Sheng Min...
Sheng Min looked at his annoyed face and felt numb all over, as if she was falling into the clouds. She opened her mouth several times but couldn't speak smoothly. She turned around and walked out the door.
"Sheng Min!"
Li Xuan had never been so panicked before. He had no time to react. Before Sheng Min opened the door, he rushed over and hugged him from behind. No matter how Sheng Min struggled, he refused to let go.
In fact, Sheng Min took the wound on his hand into consideration and did not dare to use much force. Only his eyes were red with anger.
“Sheng Min…” Li Xuan tried to touch his face, but was violently pushed open again.
"I should be grateful to you, right? I should burst into tears and kiss you, right?"
It was as if I was back to the scene of the car accident when I woke up. All the thoughts that I didn't want to recall came to my mind again. Sheng Min was aggressive and yet fragile.
"You are so great, Li Xuan. Your love is so great that you are willing to die for me."
Li Xuan wanted to say something, but his mouth was covered by a hand. Sheng Min said hatefully: "I can't! I can't die for you!"
"But you know what? Li Xuan." A tear fell uncontrollably from his left eye. "... Many times, even when you were not by my side, it was because of you and because of you that I wanted to live."
Tears blurred her vision. Sheng Min looked at Li Xuan's eyes so close to her and felt that at this moment she really hated him and his love.
But he couldn't hate him, he didn't even have any reason to blame him, they had always been doing the same thing, he was the only person in the world who could not forgive him but had to understand him.
Because love is such an unreasonable thing that makes people do stupid things all the time, and they just wish they couldn't be more stupid so that they could take on the other person's pain.
But they have long been one, your pain has always been mine, this is simply an unsolvable dead end.
Li Xuan reached out and slowly held him in his arms. Sheng Min could no longer push him away. He smelled the familiar scent on Li Xuan and burst into tears.
"Li Xuan... I can tolerate that. I don't care about the rest. I only want you."
All the uneasiness, fear and terror burst out and rushed away at this moment. Li Xuan gently stroked Sheng Min's thin shoulder blades and finally shed tears.