Let Me Shoulder This Blame!

Chapter 109: The strongest without power

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Su Shi, who had just been shaved, suddenly wanted to paw his worried young lover.

Although it took more strength to maintain a human state, the cool touch on his legs still reminded him grimly that he had no intention of returning to his unimposing original form.

What a shame.

Su Shi shook his ears, threw his imaginary shape out of his mind, and opened his mouth to answer, but Qin Yongzhou gently rubbed his hair again: "It's okay, I know you can't talk, just wait a minute, I Go get you some clothes to put on."

When Snow Wolf was by his side, he never howled like other wolves, no matter how anxious he was, he could only make a soft low whine.

In Qin Yongzhou's heart, his snow wolf must have been deprived of the right to howl due to some congenital reasons.

When the words reached his throat, they were blocked again. Su Shi was surprised for a moment, and he simply stopped talking. He just took his hand that had been kneading and then quietly moved towards his ear, held it in his palm, and shook his head. looking at him.

Even if the appearance can be mistaken for the real one, the Samoyed's cry cannot pretend to be a snow wolf. What's more, over the years, he has gradually lost control of his appearance. If no one in this world has seen a Samoyed, he probably would have revealed his identity a long time ago.

Qin Yongzhou was afraid that he would be cold, so he rubbed his head and got up, took his clothes and came back quickly, wrapping him up carefully.

Worried that the snow wolf would not wear human clothes, he wrapped his arm around the boy's body, held his hand in the other, carefully avoiding the wound on his waist, and guided him to put his arm through the sleeve.

Facing the serious and focused light in those black pupils, Su Shi couldn't help but smile at the end of his eyes, and didn't expose it. He just obediently stretched out his arms and let him patiently teach him how to dress.

"I know you have hair, and you may not get used to wearing clothes, but you will be fine once you get used to it."

Snow wolf grows slowly, Qin Yongzhou was always afraid that he would not grow up, but now seeing him suddenly transformed into a human form, he was so happy that he almost forgot what was on his mind. After buttoning his clothes for him, he hugged the snow wolf in the form of a boy into his arms again, and rubbed his neck affectionately.

Su Shi's breathing stagnated for a moment, remembering the innocent enough mentality of his lover who hadn't grown up yet, he put aside the thought that it was not suitable for children in his heart, and raised his hand to hug him back.

The touch in his arms was warm and soft, not as fluffy as when he was holding Snow Wolf, but still comfortable to the touch.

After holding him enough, Qin Yongzhou carefully put him back on the couch avoiding the wound, and gently rubbed his head: "Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

Before Su Shi could respond, he quickly turned to the kitchen and brought back a bowl of warm meat porridge.

The porridge was already cooked glutinously, and the aroma spread out, making Su Shi feel a little hungry belatedly. Qin Yongzhou went back to the bed with the porridge and sat down, held his hand, and carefully taught him to hold the spoon firmly: "If you want to eat like this, slow down, and be careful not to burn it."

Seeing his serious posture, Su Shi couldn't help but chuckled, nodded and was about to drink the porridge, but found that the boy's movements seemed to be slightly startled.

Putting a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, Su Shi looked up at him with concern and doubt in his eyes.

"I really feel—like I've seen you..."

Qin Yongzhou spoke softly, and couldn't help but raise his hand to brush away the broken hair on his forehead, so that Wu Run's eyes could be completely exposed.

That was when he had just escaped, he was seriously injured, and he fled to the ruined temple with the snow wolf. At that time, I was burning in a daze, and I didn't remember who saved me, but I still remembered the soft arc of those eyes.

Su Shi's heart skipped a beat, and after a moment of hesitation, he repeated the same trick, shaking his ears, and innocently met his gaze.

Attention was quickly diverted by those white ears, Qin Yongzhou held his breath for a moment, but still firmly pressed his hand, and embraced the young man's thin body again, so that he could sit more easily: " Eat more, you were too thin in human form, you have to eat until you are as strong as a snow wolf."

Not robust, just fluffy.

Su Shi wagged his tail under the quilt, lowered his head and drank the porridge slowly.

Probably considering the majesty of Snow Wolf, one of his innate skills is automatic cleaning, so he will not get dust at any time. Qin Yongzhou hadn't had the pleasure of bathing him yet, and he might have always thought that Xuelang was exactly what he looked like.

In any case, with a larger body size, at least the deterrence power is correspondingly enhanced. Today, those wolves were successfully scared off by myself.

All these years, he could only protect his little lover by pretending to be fierce. Now that the task is about to be completed, he can probably find a chance to disappear, wait for his ears and tail to fall off, and come back to take him away smoothly.

Thanks to the efforts of the Qin family, Xuelang has always been famous for his viciousness, and the blame has always been firmly on his back. Thinking of the fairly bright future, Su Shi breathed a sigh of relief, wagged his tail under the quilt, and continued to drink porridge seriously.

The hot porridge filled the emptiness in his stomach, and the tiredness surged up again.

Painkillers can isolate the pain, but it made him not grasp his physical condition in a timely manner. He had already swayed from the gate of hell before he realized how much blood he had bled.

Before he had figured out what form he was going to sleep in, Su Shi held the spoon in a daze, when suddenly his shoulders were lightly embraced, and the whole person was hugged and lay down carefully.

"Sleep for a while if you are sleepy, don't worry, I will guard you this time."

Qin Yongzhou spoke warmly, gently stroked his short silver-white hair, and covered him with the quilt.

Although he has only reached adulthood for half a year, the boy's figure has already been built tall and strong. He pulled his arms over the quilt and patiently covered him tightly with the quilt.

The breath is already very familiar, but there still seems to be some unsolved thoughts hidden in those eyes.

Su Shi could vaguely guess what he was thinking, stretched out his arm, put his hand in his palm, and shook it lightly twice.

Qin Yongzhou trembled slightly, his eyes fell on him, met Xuelang's gentle gaze, then laughed again, stroked his hair: "Go to sleep, be obedient."

His tone still contained a gentle coaxing towards Snow Wolf, Su Shi also laughed, held his hand and closed his eyes, and moved slightly towards the familiar temperature.

The snow is falling more and more.

It was already very late at night, but Qin Yongzhou was still sitting by the bed.

In fact, he was already very tired, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

Snow Wolf turned into a human form, and when he fell asleep, he showed obvious weakness. His lips were pale and his breathing was shallow. The cold brought by blood loss made him curl up slightly under the quilt instinctively, and his delicate brows also frowned. Fine texture.

Qin Yongzhou held his breath, warmed his hands before carefully poking into his quilt.

Without the warm touch of fluff, the arm under the quilt was smooth and cool, and it was pressed against the palm, and the pulse was beating weakly.

Qin Yongzhou couldn't sit still, he got up and set up two braziers for him, before he went out of the outer room, there was a light knock on the wooden door suddenly.

"Who!"

His heart tightened for a moment, Qin Yongzhou gave a low voice vigilantly, and picked up the short knife beside the pile of firewood.

"Xiao Zhou, open the door, I'll bring you some medicine and meat."

Orion's voice sounded outside the door, Qin Yongzhou was stunned, then quickly walked over, opened the wooden door, Orion entered in a snowstorm, put down the things in his hand: "how is Snow Wolf, are you okay?"

Not knowing how to describe Snow Wolf's state, Qin Yongzhou nodded vaguely, and quickly thanked him.

Orion waved his hand, hesitated for a moment before lowering his voice: "Xiao Zhou, isn't the snow wolf your companion beast?"

Ordinary villagers don't know the difference, but Orion does. Seeing that Qin Yongzhou and Xuelang have always come and gone together, they have always acquiesced that Xuelang and Qin Yongzhou are natural partners, but they never thought that Qin Yongzhou could not bear the harm for Xuelang.

His question suddenly hit the part that the young man had deliberately avoided all along, Qin Yongzhou's arms trembled, his teeth were clenched and he lowered his eyes, shaking his head silently.

He has lived with the snow wolf for so long, even if the snow wolf is not his companion beast, it doesn't matter, he will soon be an adult, and then he can re-contract. He will also try his best to improve his strength, so that he is worthy of the snow wolf's strength.

But before that, he suddenly realized that he might have overlooked many things.

"No wonder, when I entered the mountain last time, I saw it was injured and limped into a cave, thinking that you were still there, so I didn't pay attention.

Orion couldn't help feeling emotional, sighed, and patted the young man on the shoulder: "People say that wolves are not familiar with raising them. This one of yours is really rare. Remember to treat it well."

His heart tightened without warning, Qin Yongzhou's throat was filled with scalding heat, and he finally nodded slightly after a while.

Seeing that his eyes were red, Orion didn't say any more, but told him to remember to close the door, and if there was anything missing, he would go to the village to ask for it, and then hurried away in the snow again.

Qin Yongzhou stood in a daze on the spot for a while, his eyes fell on the brazier, and then he woke up suddenly, added charcoal fire and hurried back.

In the inner bedroom, the boy was still sleeping quietly on the bed, his body curled up instinctively, the wound on his waist was stretched a little, and faint blood oozes out again.

Hastily put the brazier in his hand beside the bed, Qin Yongzhou washed his hands, and rubbed his hands again and again to warm them up, and then carefully straightened his body, who was still asleep.

The boy fell into a sleepy sleep, probably still retaining the habit of the snow wolf, as soon as he let go of the hand that was holding him, his body curled back up again.

Qin Yongzhou was afraid that he would stretch the wound again, but it would inevitably be uncomfortable if he kept pressing it like this. After hesitating by the bed for a while, he finally made up his mind to get into the quilt and hugged him into his arms.

The cool shoulders and arms nestled against his chest, and finally gradually relaxed, Qin Yongzhou tried his best to warm him with his own body, thinking of those shocking bloodstains, his eye sockets finally felt hot.

Finally freed from the erosion of the cold, Su Shi breathed a sigh of relief, opened his eyes in a daze, but met the water vapor in those clear black eyes.

Subconsciously raised his hand to caress it, his fingertips touched the lukewarm water, the temperature dissipated in an instant, leaving only a little coldness.

"Ling Shuang, I'm sorry..."

Qin Yongzhou finally couldn't bear it anymore, raised his arms to hug his shoulders and neck, buried his head in the young man's thin and thin shoulders, the pain and guilt that had been suppressed all this time finally spewed out.

"It's my fault. I thought I could take the hurt for you. I thought that as long as I was around, you wouldn't get hurt—I even thought I could protect you..."

As long as he thought of how many injuries Snow Wolf had suffered when he couldn't see it, but deliberately concealed it from him, he felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Maybe if he had been more careful, he would have had the chance to discover all of this.

The cold tears hit the back of his hand, which also completely dispelled Su Shi's drowsiness. Seeing his boy lying on his shoulder crying almost trembling, Su Shi raised the corners of his lips helplessly, held his hand, hugged his shoulder and back into his arms, and patted it gently twice.

"You protect me very well, always."

The clear and soft voice rang in his ears, making Qin Yongzhou startled suddenly, subconsciously raised his head, and met the smiling warm eyes.

Sometimes, language is the most intuitive way to convey the wishes of the heart.

Be it this world or the many previous worlds, this person has been chasing him for so long, but they are all doing the same thing.

Su Shi chuckled, and taking advantage of this time's lover who was still underage, he raised his hand to hold his head, and rubbed it freely.

Before recovering from the shock that Snow Wolf could speak, Qin Yongzhou rubbed his head in a daze, and finally found his own voice after a while, opened his mouth and said softly: "Ling Shuang, you can speak?"

"Yes, but now is not the time to chat. You should rest, and I will tell you when you wake up."

Su Shi smiled, raised his hand to cover his eyes, and spoke softly.

The young man was already very tired, and his tiredness could be seen from the dark blue under his eyes. It is the age of growing tall, if you don't sleep well, you may not grow taller.

After my parents left, no one talked to me like this for a long time. Qin Yongzhou's heart trembled slightly, he nodded subconsciously, moved forward cautiously, and raised his arms to wrap around the opponent's body.

My own growth cycle is very long, and after the transformation, I am only a boy of fifteen or sixteen years old. The two boys sleep in each other's arms and do nothing, so it is not a big problem.

Su Shi closed his eyes without distracting thoughts, spread some quilts for him, and soon fell asleep again.

When the candle flame flickered, Qin Yongzhou opened his eyes again.

His eyes were full of uneasiness, he pursed his lips and struggled for a long while, finally he held his breath and carefully stretched out his hand.

Touched those pink and tender ears.

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